Manchester by the Sea

I have reviewed this short article five times, so I decided to leave my first long comment. When I read this article for the first time, I only had two words in my mind, and that was: pity. It's obvious that both of them are working hard to live, work hard, and become better. But just for two seconds or one second, the driver easily and cruelly took away the time of the other two people. Wang Canyu's time stayed on the yellow light, and Shen Zhuo's time stayed on Wang Canyu. When I watched it the second time, I vaguely understood a little bit more. At that time, I had already watched the trailer and commentary of the movie. In fact, I had the same reaction as Shen Zhuo when I watched it. Li should have noticed the safety catch of the pistol, because he burned his three children to death, which was not even a big mistake. But I thought that the plot of the film would be like other movie plots, with the protagonist untying his knot, dispersing his gloom, and embracing a new life again. But when I later experienced some things in life, I finally understood what Li was thinking. There are some things that cannot be reconciled. Once you reach reconciliation with yourself, it is tantamount to betraying your helpless self at that time, and then the hurt you have suffered will become a joke and become a topic of laughter for others. If Shen Zhuo reconciles, he will undoubtedly betray Wang Canyu. No one can say that it doesn't matter for a 29-year-old young life. This is an unsolvable proposition. Everyone says that life is a long journey, but the most dazzling thing is just a few moments and fragments. And loss is the endless wet rain. When you think back, the sticky wet soil will always remind you The heaviness with which you came. Loss can never and cannot be reconciled.

Wang Canyu, just listening to the name, brilliant Jinyu, and all this came to an abrupt end in a car accident. She was still young, but could not enjoy life again. They had come out as gay, and Shen Zhuo's career was also starting. They agreed to return to Shenyang. All the good things were terminated on that snowy day. The flowers born in spring withered in spring, and Shen Zhuo "What can I do to keep you?" "Wang Canyu, look at me." "Look at me." As the person who was left behind No one responded to her words. Her prayers could not be fulfilled. She could not keep or see her. All she had left was sadness. Wang Canyu was such a bright, sunny and gentle girl. She would say that after she died, Shen Zhuo would live well and find another lover to help take care of her parents. Even such a good person could not get a perfect ending. Wang Canyu died in a car accident, so Shen Zhuo would be furious and lose control when seeing the taxi driver, but she had to calm down. She couldn't make the driver pay for his life. The only way was to kill the driver with her own hands. But she promised Wang Canyu to take care of her parents. "No one knew that Wang Canyu was dead" and "no one told them." Shen Zhuo's parents did not dare to mention it. Wang Canyu disappeared from this world. Shen Zhuo was proving Wang Canyu's existence, looking for traces of her, and remembering the past with Wang Canyu. She would buy Wang Canyu's ticket and let everyone look for Wang Canyu. It seemed to be saying, look, Wang Canyu is still there. Everyone knows Wang Canyu. Wang Canyu's death caused a huge blow to Shen Zhuo. Maybe Shen Zhuo blamed himself. On the day of Wang Canyu's accident, she was too busy writing and didn't care about Wang Canyu. She just scrawled and dealt with it. No one thought that they were caught off guard. It was obviously an ordinary morning. They just gave a key. Suddenly they were separated from each other and never saw each other again. The compensation was 180,000. The value of her lover's life was almost the same as the collection of essays. She lost her lover, but she was more like a matte teacher. She responded to writing. She will think of Wang Canyu and become restless Shen Zhuo left the first book to Wang Canyu. They agreed that the first book was for his wife's welfare. But Wang Canyu passed away, and the beauty between them could not continue. Shen Zhuo walked alone in these memories. The book fell, it is not important anymore, let it go. She is gone, what's the use... What's left is just Shen Zhuo's empty sorrow

It's so sad. When a person dies, only the people who love her are left in despair.

What to do? People. Where are the people. The lover, the person herself, is she gone, is she dead? Oh, she's dead. What to do? But... What to do? What if my lover dies, I may not love her desperately, but I have become accustomed to her existence, just like my parents, someone who will stay in my life for a long time. What if she died? She died, and then there was no more. Should I realize that this cannot be changed and move on? Is that so? I'm not willing to give in. Are you just unwilling to give in? Maybe there are other emotions. But what else can be done? What to do? Please, I think it is completely useless to express such thoughts and speak such words. But don't go, don't die, don't leave. Don't go. Please, don't go.

From the traces of Wang's life that Shen's mother kept, I guessed that the "tragedy" might not be that they were separated, but that one of them might have died. But when I saw the missing person broadcast, I couldn't help crying. Because I thought of a more interesting plot: Wang himself booked a ticket for the same flight without Shen knowing about it, and at this moment the broadcast echoed...

I don't want to use Du Fu's poem on the knife!!! Who knows, I'm going to faint here, it really shocks me, don't, I have thought about these things, how to face the powerlessness, how to face the shabby life after death, but just describing it in detail like this is difficult for me to bear. I will accept it, let me be unwilling for a while. I have to finally let go and move forward in the fastest way. This is my mission. I want to see the sea and the canyons in full bloom. I want to live a brilliant life and learn to face reality and pain. I love you. Please, please give me some advice on my ridiculously reserved and stingy love.

Wang Canyu's seat should have been reserved by herself. Before booking, she would tell Shen Zhuo that this trip to Hangzhou for a book signing is very important. How could you not be with you at such a major turning point in your life? Shen Zhuo said, don't bother, I will come back after the autograph session if there is nothing else to do. Wang Canyu didn't listen to her. That's not okay. Your seat is ××. There happens to be a seat next to it. I've booked the ticket. If you marry a chicken, follow the chicken. If you marry a dog, follow the dog. I am your wife and I must accompany you. After saying that, he pretended to be reserved and bumped Shen Zhuo's shoulder, his eyes full of hope and love.

Swim until the water turns blue.

Like the long article, there is a sense of disconnection

The sky is cloudy, with low clouds and no signs of clearing up. Pedestrians are sluggish and relaxed, and then a drizzle begins. Through some memory fragments, emotions gather, and the rain pours. The winter rotates, washing away the scattered blood. No one can be found on the radio, so the sun no longer appears.