"My life is time-limited."
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Yu Shijin is a person with no future.
He is just a fragile sick man, waiting for the day when death comes.
Even if there is a life of realization, we must live a wonderful life. But he was the one who was given up a long, long time ago, and he no longer looks forward to the thing called 'love' before that day comes.
He thought that even if he didn't live long, he would at least prove it to his father and the others.
Proving that he should have been their proudest child.
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"My life is too short to support someone who can love me."
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He was allegedly married to a federal colonel. One of the reasons was that their test results matched very well.
He didn't have a wedding, and even on the day he received the certificate, the colonel sent his subordinate to collect it on his behalf.
But he was not disappointed because he had no expectations.
He just stood quietly in the attic every day, looking at the world in loneliness.
... Like when I was a kid.
"I won't waste too much of your time, Colonel."
Maybe it was the first illusion of being pitied.
For a brief moment, he thought he was loved.
"Don't be too sentimental."
"I understand, Colonel."
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The man was a liar and he said he loved him.
However, Yu Shijin didn't want to believe it anymore.
Purpose: Please love life