An Unfinished Goodbye

Both healing and depressing, Dazai left a bunch of camellias for Mr. Mori, several kittens for Chuuya, a candy for the Akutagawa brothers and sisters, and a pot of sunflowers for Oda, but no one could keep him. But seeing that the cat is still there, sunflowers are planted all over the house, and everyone still has him in their hearts, it's a little bit of comfort T^T

This is a story that is both false and true. The Dazai in the story is just one of the billions of world lines. There are thousands of Dazai outside of this story. He is Dazai, gentle and cowardly, timid and powerful. He looked forward to hope, but eventually disappeared into the future

? So, because of Dazai's intervention, Xiaozai's existence was eliminated by the butterfly. Therefore, there is no need for Zai to take away the plot. Therefore, Dazai and Xiaozai went to sleep together, right? (Confused) (pupil earthquake) (gradually crazy)

Inadvertent cuts often don't hurt, but when you notice it, you sip it gently with your fingertips, and bright red blood drops emerge from the wound, and you feel pain. A scab forms on the skin and slowly heals. You will feel itchy, and maybe if you are lucky, a pale white scar will be left. This is the story of an inconspicuous scar.

"Little Moon, good night, sweet dreams." There is a touch of tenderness and intangible sadness in the large writing. To me, he is the sun in the dark night. He is a god who does not exist in the world, but he chose to stay in this world against the light, and the god will eventually return. "Return to the place we can't reach." "All I can do is bless." Even if he doesn't know it and doesn't need it, he deserves it.

Well... How to put it, this book feels very real, as if the author saw the whole process and recorded it. After reading it, I felt very mixed. I think I was happy for his freedom, but it seemed to be mixed with tears for his complicated self... I didn't know how to express my many and complicated emotions. I think we probably had to leave one sentence in the end: Good night, Mr. Dazai.

The words of great healing are mixed with a touch of sadness. He passed by the world, but never stayed for too long. Good night, Mr. Dazai

Ah, good night, Dazai-san, you two said goodbye to the important people.

Just, I wanted to cry after reading it, with a plain but sad feeling...

It gives people a touch of gentle sadness, poking your heart carelessly.