Always Mistaken for a Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Character on the App

Why does the name of the gentleman have no meaning? In his first life, he met Aotori Kari. When he was at his lowest and most confused, he met the hands stretched out to him. They were so warm. The man with green eyes looked at him like this and said, I am not here to save you. He said, I want to be friends with you. This was the first time he saw light. At dusk, the second life had a big argument with Aotori Kari and then turned away. At that time, the sky was getting gloomy and the late wind was a bit cold, so he coughed lightly. Straightening his back at dusk was the pride of his youth. As he walked down the horizon one or two steps, in the undulating shadows in front of him, he saw such a child, with white hair and red eyes, biting the railing and looking a little stupid. So he came to the child. At this time, the sky was completely dark, the sun was sinking, and the street lights were on. Looking at those eyes at that time, the child's red eyes reflected deep blue to ink-like eyes and long hair. That was the first time Aram saw Ye. In the third life, when did Blue Bird Sari die in the light of fire? Then his world suddenly turned pale and colorless. Aotonori said that he would leave everything to him, if he must have a meaning to live. But Aotori said again, I don't want you to become another me. With a soft tone in the firelight, who knew he was holding the video and watching it over and over again. No, don't become Aotori Shou. He wanted to laugh when he heard this. This was completely unnecessary. How could he become light? No matter how much you imitate, no matter how much you try to get close, it is nothing more than a clumsy soul, broken and unable to piece together a complete body, a light and fire that emerges at dawn. When in the third life did Alan bid farewell to him, turn around and run towards the tower? At that time, he didn't reach out, and he didn't think about trying to stay. Alan was already a brand new person, and he should do what he wanted to do by himself. He then waved his hand, took a step back, then took another step, and said to Alan, I will wait for you at that place, do you remember? Will you come back? He didn't say that sentence. That time was the first time Aram left him, only by his own will. He watched the person from behind getting farther and farther away, and for a moment in a daze, the back coincided with a person. He had seen the backs of many people leaving, and this was the first time he saw Yalan. He turned around with restraint and did not watch the figure shrink to a black dot until it disappeared from sight. On the way back to the beach, the salty sea water soaked the soles of my shoes and trousers, and then upwards, flooding my ankles. It seemed that I was sober at that time, but it didn't seem that way. It's not that he didn't know Bacardi's dislike of him, and he never paid attention to it. In fact, there were only a few people who took him to heart, and now it seemed that there were fewer and fewer people. As I walked step by step, I thought of Alan's back again. For no reason, there was only one thought in my mind, am I in bondage? Yes, it turns out that he has always felt indebted. It turns out that he has always felt sorry for Alan. He couldn't help but think this way, whether his thoughts were like a prairie fire or a residual flame, which would be nothing more than a wisp of ashes after burning out. He didn't look at Alan's leaving figure. No, he walked forward step by step, but his eyes were blurred. Alan was different from him. He had always known that it was an existence that could still shine with light in the darkness, a soul that would eventually fly away even though it was always by his side. In fact, he always believed that Alan would be by his side. But many times, he would think about when Aram would leave him? Sitting in the darkness in a daze, Alan's silver hair shines in the night, and then the memory pulls him into the dazzling sunshine belonging to Blue Bird Hunter, and then locks him tightly into the night. Later, his blue bird returned with full wings. Alan came back with the hope of his family and the love of everyone, even though he was covered in scars. He felt like laughing when he saw all this, seeing Hui Yuan Qing being surrounded and hugged by everyone, and seeing Alan being a little at a loss when Bacardi screamed, looking at him with confused eyes. He almost went forward, just a little. Then the outstretched hand stopped in mid-air. He suddenly felt a little pain, and the surrounding air entered his lungs like a cold wave, making his limbs and bones feel cold. But it didn't matter. He coughed twice gently and restrainedly. He saw the scattered hair trembling and swaying in the air. He had always guarded the darkness between light and shadow. He did not turn around and go back, because he knew that Alan would follow him and step into this endless darkness with him. How can this be done? In the past, Alan didn't understand and had never seen the light. Now Alan has seen it, the bright light that belongs to Aotori Kari, the warm heart that belongs to the little detective, Bacardi's eager eyes, and the tolerance and tears of Sakurahara Ayane. Alan didn't understand it before, but now he should understand it. "Those who regard the night as light because they have never seen the day are stupid and are destined to be swallowed up by the night." In the end, he was still alone, standing in the darkness. The world doesn't need any more darkness. When was the third birth? After the two shots fired by Morohoshi, the bone-eroding pain spread from his arms in an instant. It wasn't until Gin stood up and looked at him with a frown that he finally realized that this body could also feel pain. In the gazes cast by Zhu Xingda from time to time, those dark green eyes were always judging him for falling into the darkness, hesitating whether to give him a hand or let him sink. In the ice and snow, he endured the pain in his heart and came to him, following his gaze to the bottom of the cliff. Zhu Xingdai said, I don't need this name anymore, but he has never known Akai Shuichi, and he has never wanted to be pulled up from the darkness by anyone. The light and shadow danced among the mottled spots. There was a temptation in that person's eyes, but it was also too obscure to be noticed or revealed. When was the third birth? When Scotland promised him that it would not betray him. Leaning against the iron fence of the abandoned factory building, he couldn't help but want to cough. His forehead was pressed against the black muzzle of the gun, and he looked up with half-squinted eyes. He was pointed at by guns many times, because the bullet in the barrel never fell, and sometimes he would forget that the black hole held the spell of life and death. He raised his head and saw those blue eyes that were so bright even in the shadows. He also thought about the young man who had no hope of dying on the rooftop. He also thought about what he said, "You don't like the rooftop, and I don't want to take you up there." Then he smiled, lowered his head, and just said, "You betrayed me..." He didn't know what he wanted to say. He saw the look in Scotland's eyes, and he just felt a little sorry. Sorry, Scotland, it might hurt a little later. Just close your eyes and go to sleep and it will be fine. When you wake up again, the despair that happened on the rooftop will not happen again. "I hope you go to heaven and help me see if he is okay." It was a rare gentle tone and lowered eyes. Sometimes after acting too much, he forgets what he was like before. He can't be better or worse than he is now. Did that sentence come from the bottom of his heart? He asked Scotland over and over again if he would betray him. Seeing that man's blue eyes saying the words that he would not betray, he wanted to laugh. There was also a dense pain spreading from his heart. He had already promised that he would never be soft again. The tenderness decorated with lies passed. He never thought that anyone would really stay by his side. It's just that Alan just left, and only Scotland was left by his side, that's all. Maybe he fell into the drama and still couldn't wake up. The battlefield he planned would never change the script for anyone. He was the person Aotori cared about, so he saved him. The gentle existence in the light should not disappear at dawn. When was the third birth? When Amuro Toru came over in the ice and snow and held him in his arms. In the careful movements and complex expressions. Of course he doesn't think Toru Amuro has any change in his feelings for him, or he doesn't care at all. Just when the blood was frozen into ice, his chest was suddenly filled with heat, and he couldn't help but want to sigh, it's so warm... Gently, lean on it, he was a little tired. When was the third birth? When Aotori finally reunited with him, the two of them were hung in the air, and his blood flowed down his arms and stained his black clothes. "I still hurt you..." I'm sorry, I obviously didn't want to do this, Kari. You see, we are basically people from two different worlds. No matter how hard you tighten your grip, it won't change. I can't go back, or in other words, we shouldn't have reunited in the first place. There are so many splendid and gentle beings among your old friends. Even though I, playing the role of Blue Bird Hunter, would sometimes be in a trance, I would be stunned in their unbearable eyes, even though I knew it was impossible. My arm hurts a little, and the blood flows down. Is it your Mengyu or my Mingyue that is pouring down? We should never see each other again. When was the third birth? I don't know yet, how much I want to see you, and how scared I am of seeing you. I was filled with joy when I saw you, but it only lasted for a moment. In the blink of an eye, I was drowned by the overwhelming coughing. Blood surged into my throat and I swallowed it. I covered my chest with my hands as a cover. I have never been vulnerable before, so why am I still in disarray when I see you. When I encounter light in my dark night, I begin to burn myself. So do you, and so does Aram. You should all be existences that I cannot see again in the bright moon. Lowering his gaze, he felt the body temperature belonging to Toru Amuro coming again. It was still the same hot presence that made people want to sigh and didn't dare to raise their eyes. How many pairs of compassionate eyes will there be? I never need this. Maybe I am also afraid, so obsessed with death, maybe... I am no longer worthy of seeing you again, and seeing the world in your eyes that makes people unable to help but admire at the first glance. Am I afraid? I was contaminated by so much donated blood, and allowed myself to descend and fall again in the darkness. This was all done by me willingly—am I still qualified? "Sir!" So Alan's voice broke into this world, this once dark, boundless, lifeless world - the light that once broke away from him and was sent away by his own hands. Then the person in his arms became another person. Alan said he was back. Alan said that he would definitely come back to see him. He then closed his eyes and clenched his fists. Blood flowed out from the cracked wound. Pain was the most sobering medicine. "You still have a lot of things, you are different from me..." Yes, Alan, open your eyes and see that there is more than just me in your world. There were so many people who wanted to see you leave me and go see this world that is more colorful and gorgeous than darkness. There were so many people who told me to cherish the people in front of me and cherish Yalan. But you and Aotori Kari are different. They have never been the same. I have always seen it clearly. Blue Bird Hunter was the one who made me see the light for the first time, and you are my other moon. Sometimes I thought about locking you tightly with me and not letting you go, but I clearly understand that I have never been qualified to let you stay, even if I raise you, even if I teach you feelings. Your personality has long been conceived and reborn on a high building, Alan. You shouldn't have come back to me. "It doesn't matter, I will stay with you." "That's what I thought from the first time you reached out to me and took me away. I will accompany you to the end of the world." A crack suddenly appeared in his heart, and a wild wind swept in from all directions, squeezing the pain in his lungs, the wounds on his wrists, and the sweet blood. What's going on with this intense pain? I have clearly warned myself, to the sun and the moon, to the sun and the moon. I have obviously told myself not to think about it, not to go. Don't see Alan's crying eyes, don't see Alan's nostalgic gaze. Don't look at those nostalgic lights. In the sea of ​​fire, explosions sounded one after another, but he was in a trance while running. Does the third life belong here? Could it be that the dark nights he wanted to sleep with all his life ended here? Did he really want to see Tianguang? He asked himself - Is there anything you haven't accomplished yet? The highest is the sun and the moon, the highest is the sun and the moon - the highest is the sun and the moon! ! There are two beams of light in his heart, one breaks through the dawn and allows him to see the splendor of the world, and the other stays with him and comforts him at night when he is walking a tightrope in the dark. He closed his eyes suddenly, Ao Nori Shou's hand was on his shoulder, holding him weakly, and Alan's hand was on his waist, holding it tightly. He once thought that both beams of light died in the tower, and he also thought that this would be the best ending for them. He was selfish and weak. He let the quilt cover him in the cold night and coughed. He was weak and selfish. He didn't want to be a stain on Qingniao Shou again and let him be covered in dust. He wanted Qingniao Shou to stand in the sun again, clean and unstained by dust. How selfish was he? It was clear that he was unwilling to let go. As for Yalan, while he was running, he suddenly turned his face to look at him, his blood-red eyes were as clear as rain, and his silver hair was shining. He thought, there are so many people who like Yalan, even if he is missing, even if Yalan cannot accept it at first, he will eventually grow up. I held Alan's hand tightly, and blood began to flow from the wound again. As I said before, I could more clearly see my selfishness and the despicability of my soul. The shadow wandering in the darkness has no hope for salvation, the traveler wandering in the sand dunes has no faith, he is just a completely selfish madman, that's all. He then stretched out his hand and pushed Aram away. The boulder fell, blocking the space between light and darkness. The fate has fallen, and the judgment is in the heart of the soul. The surrounding gravel fell bit by bit, adding more wind and frost to the already scarred body. For some reason, Wusujiu just stopped in place and did not dodge. He looked like he was in a daze. He did not hear Alan's call, nor did he know that Alan had come back to find him, as he had said. "We agreed to meet. Either he comes back to me, or I go to him. There is no point in staying here." Alan kept his promise, but he broke it. The gentleman stood there and suddenly closed his eyes. What appeared in his eyes at this time was not Ao Niao Shou, not Alan, not the one he loved, nor the one he had ever owed. What he remembered was that night. It was a long, long time ago. He couldn't remember how long it had been. At that time, he was still a blue bird hunter. He still remembered the old man. That night, the old man said to him, you can't step back, you can't look back, you can't expect anyone to like you anymore... Then he suddenly remembered that sentence in the Bible—— "The good fight... I have fought the good fight, I have finished the way I should go, I... Have kept the way I should keep, and from now on... There will be..." He couldn't speak anymore. He has never... Never moved forward for the sake of morality. He is invincible with his own cold blood. Therefore, he never expected anyone to love him, or imagined that the crown of righteousness would be reserved for him. ... The third life - it turns out that I am here, in the rain of rocks and falling stars, in the place where no one can call me out, in the place where the illusion I once had is now broken, in the setting of the bright moon, and the clear shadow accompanying me back home. He has had many pseudonyms, and Sansheng Yongye is one of them, and it is one of the few names that he chose with all his heart. He thought, give himself three chances to live, give himself three chances to pursue the light. Getting close to Blue Bird Hunter was his first flash of light, his first step in a precarious world, and the cornerstone of every step he takes in the future. Bringing Yalan up was the second step he took, the second light he suddenly encountered even though he had never promised it. He remembers Yalan's promise, remembers Yalan's every stage from stumbling to being able to communicate with others, and also remembers the feeling of Yalan's hair being ruffled in his hands, which is both warm and makes people reluctant to let go. He gave himself three chances. On the last one, he gave up the chance to see the light with his own eyes. He gave it up with his own hands. He has no regrets. It's just... Why... Do you feel like crying at this time? The sour taste spread from the tip of his nose. He obviously didn't cry when Shou died, nor did Yalan cry when he died. He endured the pain and so many unbearable wounds... Why, at this time, did he feel sad...? Three lives are eternal night, and after three lives, it is eternal night. He has said that he has never regretted giving up the light, because he has already experienced the more beautiful and bigger sun, and he is willing to go back to the night. This night is not huge, but lingering. This dark night is not dim, but it lasts forever. There will always be darkness in this world, and he is willing to walk into darkness. Even if everyone hopes for light, he will never complain. The road under his feet was walking step by step, and even he forgot what it looked like before. Maybe my former self would despise me when I saw me now? Maybe he will feel pity, but everything is just a fantasy after all. Three Lives and Eternal Night, one of his favorite names. Give yourself three chances to live. If that happens, darkness will still have endless attraction for him. Then he is willing to sink - after three lives, it will be eternal night... May we all live long and peaceful lives. Good night, hunter. Good night, Alan. The husband closed his eyes, surrounded by bursts of flames, whistling wind and intermittent hoarse shouts. The husband could not hear clearly and had no energy to listen clearly. His health was not good to begin with, and he had already had the will to die. This body had been invaded by wind and frost, so where could the plum blossoms be carved into its bones? But in his blurry vision, he saw a blue shadow in a trance - it was a sacred bird that Tezuka Kunijiro told him when he was a blue bird hunter, that it would appear at the death and birth of human beings, symbolizing the cycle of life and death. He didn't see it when he was a blue bird hunter, and neither did Yalan. Only he saw it. The husband was still able to laugh at this time, he thought, maybe it was because of this time... He is really going to die. Your life is neither short nor long. He couldn't die as grandly as Aotori Kari and be remembered by his relatives and old friends. Nor can he be reborn and become the light like Aram. He is just three lives and eternal night, just Wusu wine. Destiny is the wind and frost of reincarnation, and no one can resist it. And he was just the man standing precariously on the cliff. See the light in your first life. Give birth to light in the second life. Give up the light in the third life. From now on, it is eternal night. He just hoped that the night wouldn't be too dark. He hoped that when people walking alone in the dark looked up, even if they couldn't see the moon... They could still see... The vague and hazy hidden under the deep night - the gentle night. Good night, forever night. Good night, Wusu wine. Tonight, everyone, All have sweet dreams.

Suddenly I want to write more if sir is not dead, the timeline explodes in the final battle, and if sir and Alan are not hunter's vests Bluebird Hunter was afraid that something might happen to Wusujiu again, so he not only held his hand, but even wanted to carry him and run away. "Okay, Kari." Wusujiu smiled, "I'm not a child, I will do what I promised you." But Aotori Kari didn't let go. Facing the thick smoke and fire, in the crisis-ridden villa, he looked at his childhood best friend. His eyes suddenly turned red: "I won't let go!" This person left a profound mark in his youth. This person was the person he could trust with everything at the moment of life and death. This person was the person who gave up everything after his death just to avenge him. Aotonori held Wusujiu's hand so hard that Wusujiu could even feel him shaking. This police officer who dared to face gangsters and died heroically in his twenties was actually afraid and trembling for such a vicious criminal like him. Wusujiu didn't dare to look into Aotori Sari's eyes. In those clear green eyes, there was pleading, reluctance, and uncontrollable pain. Wusu Jiu has almost never rejected Ao Niao Shou. Every time Ao Niao Shou shows signs of weakness, he throws off his armor and is completely defeated. Thinking that Aotori Sari considered them to be "close friends", Wusu Jiu burst into laughter again. After all these years, we are still... Dear friends. "Koukou." Aotori Sari's voice was very soft, "Please, please survive. We still have tomorrow, the future, and the distant future." "Hunting..." Wusujiu didn't say the rest of the words. He looked into Officer Jade Bird's beautiful eyes and resigned himself to letting the other party carry him on his back. He thought that being so close to this person might be the last time. When they get out, their relationship will only be that of police and criminals. Officer Jade Bird does not need a criminal friend, and Wusu Jiu, who is full of evil, does not know Officer Jade Bird. Ao Nori went to protect his ideals, while Wu Sujiu went to hell to atone for his sins. Aotori Kari carried his almost inseparable best friend from his youth. This person... Is so light. He thought blankly. How much suffering and pain did you have to endure before you could break this person who had always refused to show weakness? The fire was heavy, Wusu wine was choked by the smoke, and he suddenly started coughing. Feeling the other person's breath spraying on his body, Aotori Kari finally had a real feeling that Wusujiu was still alive. He picked up the pace while carrying the other person. Alan behind him looked nervously at this side, and Ao Tori said softly: "Koukou, you see, I am not the only one who wants you to live." So, live on, don't leave me, don't leave Alan. Several people eventually rushed out of the fire scene. The rising sunshine in the early morning shone on Wusujiu's face, and he felt as if he had lived in another world. The intimate past with Aotori Kari seemed like a lifetime ago. The last time I was this close to this person was probably many, many years ago. It seemed that no matter how many times, Kari could accurately pull him back from hell. The first time they met, Aotori saved his soul; but now, it was him who dragged him back to the world without reason. [I'm not here to save you, I'm here to be your friend. I will never give up on you. Officer Jade Bird said, "Stay for me," so an evil ghost who should have gone to hell stopped again in the world. The evil ghost said, OK. "Koukou," said the ever sincere and brave Blue Bird, "we are going home."

Wusu has to protect the light and stand in the darkness. It is better to say that he is the most real version of himself. He endured, endured. It seems that only when you complain and cut your waistcoat, you will realize that Wusu is also a blue bird. He has deceived his darkness into the night. No one knows, and Alan can't see through it. In short, Wusu and Yalan were like a dream. The blue bird only lived for more than thirty chapters before, and they endured a lot. In the end, the blue bird lived for them, and the "fourth vest that followed them like a shadow" Jingguang Maomao lived in the light for them. Hush, sweet dream, sir~ Afterwards, Mr. And Alan secretly took everyone behind their backs to watch the cherry blossoms.

I have re-read it for the third time. The most painful foreshadowing of this book is, what is his name, sir?

Gentlemen! ! ! ! ! My husband, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Although I still don't know what your real name is, but it's great that you're back, wow, wow, wow?

Up to the sun and the moon, sir, you can't find the way to the light.

Woo woo woo woo (┯_┯) My husband woo woo woo

I feel like this ending is the best. After all, there is only one Kari, and it's so beautiful!

Finished spreading flowers! The last letter here was written by Mr. Wuwuwuwuwu.

Woo woo woo sir sir sir sir is back woo woo woo