If the beginning of everything does not actually exist, everything is an illusion
The world once was destroyed, but I was extremely "lucky" to survive.
Will you choose to continue or stop?
Oh, by the way, I forgot to mention one thing, because the concept of death has disappeared from you with the death of the world.
So in fact, you can't die even if you want to die (dog-headed rose)
Dazai: Laxative, I don't want to live, but I can't die, and now I miss Zisha because I have to live.
In order to truly obtain death, he embarked on a wandering journey to another world.
He has tried more or less every possible way to die——
I made a wish on the Holy Grail and wanted to die, but my face was covered in black mud.
He maliciously sought death from an unknown entity, but the goose received a curse from the dark continent.
Traveling across mountains and rivers to find a bug master, he wanted to find a bug that could kill him, but he was told that it wouldn't work.
I went to the city college on the science side to work as a doctor, and as expected, I became more lively.
He found another way and ran to New York to find aliens to kill him, but the result further proved that he could not die no matter what.
In the end, when I was about to give up, I was dragged into some kind of job as a judge of the gods. I even had a knife to enter the water every day.
He ran away to Chaldea in vain, but the mistress of Hades decided that he could only live.
Dazai:. . . Can you let me live in Santuchuan? Really, this kind of life is really unbearable!
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This is a story about having to live temporarily in order to go to true sleep.
I don't know whether I can write HE specifically. I'll have to look at it later.
Lightning protection:
The copywriting may be changed at any time before it is published. Because this is a series, Ranpo and Onigiri-kun should appear in the other two books.
It's probably the way the main drama is mixed with daily life. I changed the outline several times before, so I just overturned it all and started over.
Whether it's HE or BE depends on the future development. Don't really expect a writer who writes an outline every time to be of little use to be able to decide on the ending (facepalm in pain)
I won't open this book until I have perfected my writing skills. I can't ruin my life by writing!
I can only find out what the specific highlights are after I write part of it.
My brain circuit has never been normal (thinking)
If you are interested, you can save it and wait a few years before opening it again.
Intent: This is a story about yearning for eternal sleep but having to live.