[Complete]
An Shu lived through nine lifetimes.
In her first life, she was bullied at school. The school heartthrob rescued her and brought a little light to her bleak existence.
But the heartthrob didn't like her. He liked An Shu's best friend, the campus belle.
Her love turned to hate. She fell completely from the light, let go of her last lifeline, and jumped from the rooftop.
In her second life, a zombie outbreak began, and she saved a young man.
Grateful to her for saving his life, he grew very close to her. She mistook his kindness for something more and fell in love with him.
One day, the young man brought home a dirty little girl. An Shu could only watch as they grew close, fell in love, and became a couple. Jealousy drove her mad.
In the end, she died among the zombies while saving him.
In her third life...
In every lifetime, she loved someone who would never love her back, and died in a horrific way.
Only as she lay dying in her final life did she remember all nine lifetimes. She realized she was nothing but a cannon-fodder supporting female character in nine little worlds, there to trip up the male and female leads and serve as their backdrop.
An Shu couldn't accept it.
Why did she have to suffer so much in every life? Why couldn't someone truly love her?
Her resentment swept into the main world. To soothe her, the laws of the world offered her a way to make things right:
Aren't you angry that no one ever truly loved you?
Now I'll turn you into someone else and send you back to each lifetime to save yourself. Are you willing?
Time turned back, the world was reborn, and the sun and moon shone once more. An Shu opened her eyes and found herself transformed into someone entirely different: a different gender, personality, height, and family background... even his handsome face was nothing like hers.
His name was now Xie Junning.
He was An Shu's mirror image.
Xie Junning smiled faintly at his reflection:
He could also be An Shu's salvation.
A refined scoundrel VS a sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside type
#I will always be true to you#
#No one loves you more than I do#
Content warnings:
★ Male point of view, female-to-male transformation, a story about falling in love with yourself [emphasis added]
★ 1v1, both leads' first relationship, happy ending
★ I'll write whatever genres I feel like, without ruining the original male and female leads [except for the scumbag man and the awful woman]
★ I consider this a normal Mary Sue story in opposition to the abnormal kind, but it's still built around melodrama. Don't read if that's not your thing
★ Possibly a world-hopping story, writing practice
Most important: please read the first warning. I love selfcest.
The next book will also be a male-POV selfcest story, Second Personality. Here's the blurb:
Lu Juan lived by the rules for twenty-five years. The only unexpected thing in his life was that, at twenty, he developed another personality:
His little sister, Lu Yun, who had been his only family and died when she was just ten.
This personality was sweet and obedient. She kept him company through five years of darkness and helped him overcome the pain of losing his sister.
As time passed, he began to wish his second personality could become an independent person.
That wish grew stronger and stronger with every passing day.
Then one day, a man claiming to come from the future delivered a black invitation, inviting him to take part in a massive live-streamed reality show.
Three days later, a sudden car accident left him in a vegetative state. When he opened his eyes again, he was at the recording site of the live-streamed show Crazy Game City.
Werewolf, murder mystery, escape room, role-playing... Their task was to survive all kinds of games.
If they failed, their data would be erased.
The entire game would be streamed live. Contestants would be eliminated from the bottom up: the best would thrive, the weak would be weeded out, and only the fittest would survive.
"Do you have a wish you can't fulfill?"
"Do you have a desire you can't satisfy?"
"Do you have an obsession you can't let go of?"
"If so, join this extravagant feast, where your life is the stake. Whoever wins this game will be the biggest winner of all."
"Believe us: you'll rise to the top, become a legend, and get everything you wish for."
In the year 520 of the Star Era, the live-streamed reality show Crazy Game City took the entire star network by storm.
A man named "Lu Juan," who always had a strange doll perched on his shoulder and carried two butterfly knives, and a girl who appeared and disappeared like a ghost, her face hidden behind a rose mask, stood out from the game streams and gained countless fans with their high intelligence, formidable combat skills, and wildly unconventional tactics.
Countless people speculated about their relationship. Were they siblings? Or a couple?
Until one time, the girl removed her mask. Seated high upon a throne of thorns, she lowered her eyes and pressed a tender kiss to the man's handsome cheek with her cold lips. "Brother."
"Who are you?"
"I'm your second personality."
"If you need me to, I can also be anyone at all."
◆ 1v1, both leads' first relationship. Don't be fooled: neither lead is a good person (not really)
◆ A sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside male lead who occasionally acts like a psycho VS a female lead who's a lunatic, but you're even crazier
◆ An unconventional selfcest story, still me x myself, male point of view. If you're okay with that, come on in
◆ Lots of different game scenarios, probably the types listed in the blurb. Wild guess: about ten scenarios. The full manuscript is one-fifth complete before posting (I swear! It really is written in advance!!!)
Saved on 5.01
Theme: Everyone is the protagonist of their own life. Live a life that shines
Hey, I feel that the story is a bit weak starting from the fairy tale. The setting is really good, and the male and female protagonists are really good, but I always feel that the later stories are a bit less than before, in terms of the growth and interaction between the male and female protagonists and the storytelling. I wish the next one will be better
It's nice to watch, but I feel like each world is so short, and I always have more to say than I can finish.
Watching it for the first time, it's really great!
I finished reading it in one sitting in one day, spread the flowers! An Ning CP lives and dies
I recently read a Narcissus novel! ! Suddenly I remembered this book, wow wow, why hasn't the author published a new book yet? ! !
Fuck, this idea is dangerous.
Oops, I'm so anxious. Thank you, please come up!
Should we say they are the same person? When I'm not sure about another person's feelings, my brain circuits are actually the same - he/she doesn't like me
"De" is a big thorn in the side of the author~
of
Woo woo woo, I will always love this couple and cry to death woo woo woo.
Yay! From now on, my wife will be my permanent granary. Wuwuwuwu.
Hey, I feel that the story is a bit weak starting from the fairy tale. The setting is really good, and the male and female protagonists are really good, but I always feel that the later stories are a bit less than before, in terms of the growth and interaction between the male and female protagonists and the storytelling. I wish the next one will be better
It's nice to watch, but I feel like each world is so short, and I always have more to say than I can finish.
Watching it for the first time, it's really great!
I finished reading it in one sitting in one day, spread the flowers! An Ning CP lives and dies
I recently read a Narcissus novel! ! Suddenly I remembered this book, wow wow, why hasn't the author published a new book yet? ! !
Fuck, this idea is dangerous.
Oops, I'm so anxious. Thank you, please come up! Should we say they are the same person? When I'm not sure about another person's feelings, my brain circuits are actually the same - he/she doesn't like me
"De" is a big thorn in the side of the author~ of
Woo woo woo, I will always love this couple and cry to death woo woo woo.
Yay! From now on, my wife will be my permanent granary. Wuwuwuwu.