[Completed]
A thousand years ago, Gu Qingya failed to overcome his tribulation, and his soul split in two. One half remained in his body, tormented by evil spirits, while the other sank into the mortal world to endure the trials of reincarnation.
A thousand years later, he awoke from an immortal coffin to find towering buildings rising from the earth, generations of heavenly immortals come and gone, and all living things transformed into shapes he no longer recognized.
The half of his soul that had split off a thousand years ago to suffer the trials of reincarnation in his place was, in this lifetime, still only a seventeen-year-old high school girl.
Cold, gloomy, sharp-tongued, and disturbed.
This was the final one of Xu Jin's hundred reincarnations. She had three trials to overcome. If she failed, both she and Gu Qingya would be reduced to nothing.
Gu Qingya had awakened because he heard her sincere prayer, rising from deep within her soul.
Long ago, someone told Gu Qingya that every person was born with three souls and seven spirits, carrying the seven emotions and six desires. If the soul split, the seven emotions and six desires would split along with it.
Gu Qingya understood the moment he first saw Xu Jin.
Xu Jin's very existence was the embodiment of sorrow, fear, and loathing, three of the seven emotions.
“On my seventeenth birthday, I made a wish.”
“I wanted to end the life I'd spent my first seventeen years living like a lowly insect, a rat, or a maggot. I wanted someone to tell me: Your existence has meaning, and it means more than just that.”
“Perhaps the gods heard my prayer.”
“So the next day, I witnessed their descent with my own eyes.”
Reader's guide:
● Narcissistic romance, episodic story, with both the male and female leads' perspectives in the main story
● Not a serious drama. The author lets loose, and it's a little silly
● 1v1, HE
● Many original worldbuilding details. My take on the supernatural, so don't overanalyze it
● Note from 2022.1.1
*The cover background image is not exclusive, but it suited the male lead's character, so I used it for the cover. The story itself is set in the modern world.
The blurb for my next narcissistic romance, Self-Destruction, is below.
Bai Xiang, the alluring and bewitching holy maiden of the Demon Cult, had taken the lives of many mortals. A notorious pariah, hated by everyone, she even loathed her own face.
After the war between good and evil, the demoness was sealed beneath Mount Yushen and slept for a hundred years.
Several hundred years later, a thunderous crash shook the heavens and the earth. The gods ran to spread the news: the demoness sealed beneath Mount Yushen had ascended!
A genius capable of godhood, the kind seen only once in a thousand years, had stolen the place from the demoness!
The gods all beat their chests and sighed in anguish: What a calamity!
The first thing Bai Xiang did after ascending was replace her entire body. To find peace, she even remade her flesh and blood, turning herself into a man and changing her name to Fu Xiao.
The second thing was to ignore everyone who tried to stop her, tear through time and space, and return to the past to kill herself.
The first plan worked. The second went a little wrong.
She nearly got killed by her past self.
#Beauty brings trouble, self-destruction#
“The day the white plum blossoms opened in the courtyard, I had a dream that was neither deep nor shallow.”
“In the dream were his and my past lives.”
What were those past lives like?
Not quite what we wished.
False compassion, true madman male lead VS sweet on the outside, dangerous within, smiling fox female lead
◆ 1v1, both leads have only ever been with each other, HE
◆ A passion project born from a wild idea. Concept noted on 2021.03.12; setting subject to change
Theme: I long to buy sweet-scented osmanthus and drink with you, but in the end, it is nothing like those carefree days of youth.
The amount of information in these two chapters is so great that it is shocking beyond words.
I have mixed feelings and hope that the people of this city will have a better afterlife.
It feels like the relationship between Old Man Gu and Xiao Jin has been accumulated over a lifetime. Xiao Jin doesn't know who he is, but as the same source, she will be touched by him in different ways; and Old Man Gu already has a "love" for Xiao Jin that he himself is not aware of. This love It's not a superficial love based on lust, it's tolerance and pity for "self" and "half body". Maybe he doesn't treat this part of himself as much as Xiaojin... Emmm I don't know what words to use, in short, please update soon! I want to watch over the old man and Xiaojin to restore all their memories! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
It must be he!
Speaking of which, is the woman with the sword that Senior Brother Lin'an brought back the other half of Lin'an, the current Xu Jin? So Lin'an was able to have a smooth journey and become the leader of the Immortal Throne with extraordinary talents, because there was no delusion, anger, or greed? And this method is considered cheating in the eyes of Heaven, so it is not allowed to become an immortal?
It shouldn't be Brother Shen's childhood sweetheart Zhu Xiaowan, right?
Is the jade pendant only half a piece? Is that why I can't understand the words engraved on it?
Damn it, the CPU is dry burning, this is killing me QAQ
Although I had long expected that this life would be the last...
Is there any way to make Xiaojin fly up without relying on Old Man Gu?
It feels like... Over the years, Xiaojin has been subconsciously influenced by her mother, and she can't stand up in front of her mother. Her mother was really angry at me and almost never raised her, but her attitude towards her was that of an enemy. She was so fierce and noisy, and she was a shrew that made people want to slap her a dozen times. I hope Xiaojin can escape from this family after graduation, and it's best to cut off all contacts (stall)
You should take great care of your health! Also, this chapter is great!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, as a senior in high school, I found a fever an hour before returning to school and was forced to postpone my return to school but waited until it was over. I suddenly felt that the fever was not a loss.
Da Da, if you are exhausted from writing, you can take a rest, because Da Da's works really poke me, and I will slowly wait for Da Da to come back, because I have also been waiting for another platform author for six years, and she said she will come back, but she hasn't come back yet, so, Da Da, if you are tired, you can take a rest, I will wait for Da Da.
It's heartbreaking to watch. It makes people more angry, sad, annoyed and scared than having hair in their heart. Many of my classmates and friends have families like this. Without the artistic processing of novels, the children will only become weaker and sadder. The freedom and self-esteem that they have finally gained through hard work will also die under the unreasonable "just to say that everyone is like this" and the terrible desire to control. My characteristics.
Big hug, it's okay, we can wait. Adjust yourself slowly, quality is the most important!
Xiaojin is more like the embodiment of sensibility. Of course, their personalities are fundamentally the same, but they express themselves in different ways. Moreover, Mr. Gu will fulfill her wishes for "himself", which is very sweet. But this chapter is sweet, the next chapter is probably the knife that kills Xiaojin in this life QwQ
No, I'm still so angry when I think about it now. Is this vixen a **? What the hell? GouZaZhong, who repays kindness with revenge, has a serious brain disease. He slaughtered his whole family and will continue to do so for the rest of his life. Are you okay? ? ? This is an auspicious beast, bah
The amount of information in these two chapters is so great that it is shocking beyond words. I have mixed feelings and hope that the people of this city will have a better afterlife. It feels like the relationship between Old Man Gu and Xiao Jin has been accumulated over a lifetime. Xiao Jin doesn't know who he is, but as the same source, she will be touched by him in different ways; and Old Man Gu already has a "love" for Xiao Jin that he himself is not aware of. This love It's not a superficial love based on lust, it's tolerance and pity for "self" and "half body". Maybe he doesn't treat this part of himself as much as Xiaojin... Emmm I don't know what words to use, in short, please update soon! I want to watch over the old man and Xiaojin to restore all their memories! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
It must be he! Speaking of which, is the woman with the sword that Senior Brother Lin'an brought back the other half of Lin'an, the current Xu Jin? So Lin'an was able to have a smooth journey and become the leader of the Immortal Throne with extraordinary talents, because there was no delusion, anger, or greed? And this method is considered cheating in the eyes of Heaven, so it is not allowed to become an immortal? It shouldn't be Brother Shen's childhood sweetheart Zhu Xiaowan, right? Is the jade pendant only half a piece? Is that why I can't understand the words engraved on it?
Damn it, the CPU is dry burning, this is killing me QAQ Although I had long expected that this life would be the last... Is there any way to make Xiaojin fly up without relying on Old Man Gu?
It feels like... Over the years, Xiaojin has been subconsciously influenced by her mother, and she can't stand up in front of her mother. Her mother was really angry at me and almost never raised her, but her attitude towards her was that of an enemy. She was so fierce and noisy, and she was a shrew that made people want to slap her a dozen times. I hope Xiaojin can escape from this family after graduation, and it's best to cut off all contacts (stall)
You should take great care of your health! Also, this chapter is great!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, as a senior in high school, I found a fever an hour before returning to school and was forced to postpone my return to school but waited until it was over. I suddenly felt that the fever was not a loss. Da Da, if you are exhausted from writing, you can take a rest, because Da Da's works really poke me, and I will slowly wait for Da Da to come back, because I have also been waiting for another platform author for six years, and she said she will come back, but she hasn't come back yet, so, Da Da, if you are tired, you can take a rest, I will wait for Da Da.
It's heartbreaking to watch. It makes people more angry, sad, annoyed and scared than having hair in their heart. Many of my classmates and friends have families like this. Without the artistic processing of novels, the children will only become weaker and sadder. The freedom and self-esteem that they have finally gained through hard work will also die under the unreasonable "just to say that everyone is like this" and the terrible desire to control. My characteristics.
Big hug, it's okay, we can wait. Adjust yourself slowly, quality is the most important!
Xiaojin is more like the embodiment of sensibility. Of course, their personalities are fundamentally the same, but they express themselves in different ways. Moreover, Mr. Gu will fulfill her wishes for "himself", which is very sweet. But this chapter is sweet, the next chapter is probably the knife that kills Xiaojin in this life QwQ
No, I'm still so angry when I think about it now. Is this vixen a **? What the hell? GouZaZhong, who repays kindness with revenge, has a serious brain disease. He slaughtered his whole family and will continue to do so for the rest of his life. Are you okay? ? ? This is an auspicious beast, bah