Going Back to the Past to Love Myself [Female-to-Male]

Coming next: (Baihe) "A Joyous Marriage GL," a young princess and a chancellor's daughter fall in love after marrying first. Coming soon: (Historical) "The Female Prefect of Huizhou," a female prefect and a male constable are both doing their utmost for Huizhou Prefecture today. The novel will enter VIP status on September 7. Chapters will become VIP starting from Chapter 18, with about 18,000 words of new content released then~ One day, Li Wu felt that her deskmate, Wu Li, had suddenly changed. She gave her a very strange look every day and kept smiling at her. For Li Wu, who often zoned out, this was no good. After agonizing over it for ages, she finally worked up the courage to ask if Wu Li had a crush on her, only to hear her say, "Can you help me with my homework?" Li Wu: Huh? What? Wu Li: In return, I'll teach you how to draw. Li Wu, who loved drawing, agreed to the deal on the spot. Little by little, she realized that this man understood her little quirks remarkably well. He knew what every one of her micro-expressions meant and always managed to get her the things she liked. "There will never be another person in this world who understands me so well, as if they were born for me." So dating and getting married seemed only natural. "Why do you understand me so well?" Years later, when she asked, Wu Li only smiled and said nothing. Wu Li had a secret. She had once been Li Wu, five years into her career. But for some reason, when she woke up one morning, she had become her own middle-school deskmate. She remembered that this deskmate would die in an off-campus fight before long, but now Wu Li had taken over her body. Later, she saw herself. She was just as Wu Li remembered her: still untouched by the hardships of the future, positive and adorable. In that instant, Wu Li thought of the life she had once dreamed of. She didn't want the other girl to end up like her. "I've already suffered once. What's the harm in suffering again? I only hope she can live the life she wants." Content warnings are explained in the author's note to Chapter 1. Theme: Saving yourself is also a mutual redemption between the past and the future.