[Piofiore: Fated Memories] When a Goofy Heroine Crashes the CEO's Route

My name is [Censored], I'm female, and my age is confidential. I'm a seasoned all-around otaku, with an interest in anime, games, stage plays, audio dramas, and more. One day, I was walking along a flat road when I fell backward, hit my head, and lost consciousness. When I woke up, I discovered I'd transmigrated into an otome game I'd just started playing through for a second time: A Pious [Censored] Flower's Evening Bell. I was standing on a rooftop, the cold wind making my head ache. A red-haired man stood in front of me, and without a word, he suddenly kissed me forcefully. Me: ??? Me: Oh wow, not bad. But it's an otome game, after all. As a beautiful girl raised in the church, I should... That's what I thought as I slapped him right back. And then, at that very moment, I realized something. I realized this man was a thrill-seeker who turned every interaction into a life-or-death choice. Me: What the hell!!! How am I supposed to survive without being able to save? Content warnings: 1. The heroine's POV is in first person. Her pairing is with Old Yang. 2. The heroine is a reckless driver who only runs her mouth and doesn't have a license. 3. Contains some BL fantasies and comments. Read with caution if that's not your thing. 4. There is, at least, a main plot. Theme: Survival.