The Loquat Tree in the Courtyard

After reading it for the first time, I found a lot of sweet articles to make up for it. I don't know why this book suddenly popped into my mind yesterday, and then I thought of various contents. I couldn't calm down for a long time, and gradually I forgot about it, and I couldn't even remember the name. I couldn't calm down after thinking about it yesterday. It stayed in my mind for more than a day. Later I thought that if I didn't read it, I would be even more unable to put it down. Fortunately, I found the name this afternoon, so I'll read it again. Just like I imagined, I can't get out again Because I really like this kind of gentle and elegant male protagonist, he has a wife whom he loves deeply. I feel unbalanced for the female protagonist. When he is intimate with the female protagonist and dotes on her, I wonder if the same is true when he is with his wife. The answer is yes, after all, he loves her so much. So I hit dead ends again and again. It makes me sad to think that the thing given to the heroine is not unique. The room filled with photos of Pei Ying and portraits of her was not resolved either. How can love be so fair? No matter how much we say we love the heroine later, how can we surpass the dead love? After all, that person has been with him for half his life, his childhood sweetheart, growing up together, secret love, first kiss, first time, etc. All given to the person who left. He traveled to places around the world for her, wrote so many poems about her, painted so many expensive paintings for her that he was reluctant to sell, and took so many photos of her; the studio that was most important to him, the largest studio, was filled with that person's things, and the tree in the yard that witnessed their love. It's impossible to compare how I fell in love with him later. He won't mention it in front of the heroine but he will definitely bury it deep in his heart. I don't believe it when he says forget about it in the article. It feels like the female protagonist loves the male protagonist more than the male protagonist loves the female protagonist. Everything she has is his, but everything he has is not hers So, no matter how I treat the heroine well, I feel wronged by the heroine. To borrow a sentence, the hero is really lucky to have a true love in the first half of his life and someone who loves him in the second half of his life. It is undeniable that the male protagonist is also the heroine's salvation. Maybe it's my female protagonist, huh. I feel that HE is not necessary, BE is quite good. The heroine does not have to find another person. After all, she probably will never meet someone who can love her so deeply. It would be nice to leave this city and live alone in another country or city. I still ran into a dead end after watching this time, haha, I think if I were the heroine, I would be more entangled, but since I can't be the only one and can't get out, I will definitely have troubles and entanglements for the rest of my life, so I might as well choose a suitable time to say goodbye. After reading it, I was in a daze holding my phone for a long time, thinking that I would be depressed for a few more days. However, for some reason, my heart suddenly became more relaxed, and my mood suddenly became lighter. I originally read this book because of the gentle character of the male protagonist. I really like this kind of male protagonist, but it is this kind of male protagonist that I don't like the most if he has an ex. Even though I knew he would be abusive, I still clicked on it uncontrollably. I never expected that it would be more entangled than I imagined. Because I don't believe that the male protagonist will forget and let go as stated in the article, and I don't believe that the female protagonist will truly be free of thorns. So I wrote a BE ending for them in my heart. At the end of the ending, the heroine recovered from her illness, grew up, and saw things through. For the love of more than ten years, she said a heartfelt goodbye to the hero, and finally went to another country and never came back. Don't tell me that it's hard for the male protagonist to love (I admit that maybe I love the female protagonist very much, but who makes the female protagonist not the only one), or that sentence may be because I am the female protagonist or the heroine I substituted myself for, so I can't accept the ending of this HE. [From Pei Ying's point of view, I do feel unwilling for her. When there is no heroine, they are the protagonist of the sweet love story, but who made her a supporting role here, so I only feel unfair for the heroine] To be honest, I feel like the heroine is a bit love-minded. [You can discuss my comments, but I like to torture male protagonists, but if I were touched in reality, I would pull away faster and not get out of hand (face covering)] Okay, this is the longest comment I have ever made. My typing on my phone is too slow and I turned on my computer specifically. After rambling so much, I finally ended it. I'm going to find Xiao Tianwen to recharge my energy! ! !

This book is so beautiful. When I first looked at the setting, I was shocked. I didn't expect the author to write it so well. I read it in one sitting and immediately rewatched it. The heroine is literally the hero since childhood. The male protagonist knows that she may not really love him, but he also accepts it. He always leaves the choice to the female protagonist and waits silently. He is very mature in handling feelings. This kind of man is really too perfect and can only be found in novels.

I stayed up until two o'clock last night and finally finished reading it. I can't wait to finish it every time, but I still can't let it go after it's over. What a masterpiece this is! The description of Gui Nian's condition is very detailed. I can feel her changes. I was so anxious that I didn't understand it carefully. I think I will come back when I have time. It's actually very confusing to explain in detail. The male protagonist is not a scumbag. He was the worst in the whole process. Haha, I will make a long review when I have time.

The house with Pei's paintings and photos has not been resolved...

Can you please come back and update some extras? The male protagonist has never explained how to deal with his ex-wife's studio. This problem has troubled me for a long time. There is also a lack of subjective initiative in how the male protagonist handles his ex-wife, or maybe it's just a lack of the female protagonist's perspective. I really want the author to come back and make a supplement [crying] [crying]

After reading it, I feel very complicated and uncomfortable [crying] I always feel that BE is the best ending.

What is be? Nian Nian has already said that she can't live without Teacher Chen, and Teacher Chen has also said that he can't live without Nian Nian. The two of them are in love with each other. If you want anything be in the comment section, give it to me! In the next life, in the next life, he will be remembered by Teacher Chen [Panda Head]

When I looked at the long book review below, I only had one sentence, it was so damn good! ! ! ! !

I have watched it several times and my defenses have really broken down (no matter how many times I watch it, the heroine's detailed description of her anxiety disorder and the hero's gentle and considerate care can always make me burst into tears. It's not a big deal, but the joy of getting back together makes people feel sad and happy (?) I think the subject of mental illness is really difficult to write about, but it is so well written! (Cow?) Really only someone with experience and experience in the world like the male protagonist can be tolerant and considerate of the female protagonist's anxiety! ! ! Married life is so sweet! !

Even though the uncle and father characters were poorly written, the author created a unique flavor. The female protagonist has anxiety disorder, the male protagonist has an ex-wife, and the female protagonist is fourteen years younger than the male protagonist. Everything in the early stage shows that the best ending for the male and female protagonist is be. Even I couldn't help but post a lot of comments about feeling sorry for the female protagonist and hoping for be. But the more I read later, the more relieved I became. The female protagonist has a mentally ill mother and a father who can't express herself. Grandparents are inevitably neglectful of the female protagonist as they get older. The male protagonist feels sorry for the female protagonist. Compassion, the son of a friend, and other reasons gave the heroine the care she needed and guided her to grow up well. However, the hero's ex-wife died of cancer and his father also passed away. When he accepted death twice, the heroine did the greatest comfort a child could give. The male and female protagonists are important existences in each other's lives, so when I saw the two finally getting married, I really felt like I was about to cry. Moreover, the previous torture was the most authentic but not disgusting torture I have ever seen. My heart was bitten by ants and soaked in sour vinegar, but I couldn't help but turn my hands behind me, wanting to see how the male and female protagonists were consummated, and wanting to know the story of the two of them. The author did not show off his skills in writing, and told the story in a down-to-earth manner. But it is still regrettable. Although the heroine's anxiety disorder made the heroine fall in love with the hero's love for his ex-wife, she just felt sorry for the hero who had given the best to his ex-wife. No matter how good he gave the heroine, it was inevitable to sigh. The author probably forgot to explain later that the hero painted a room full of portraits for his ex-wife. Is there ever a chance to go to that house again? How to deal with it? And because the male protagonist rarely draws portraits of his ex-wife, except for the heroine's four years from high school to sophomore year, he painted a portrait for the heroine on her birthday every year, and also painted wedding photos for the heroine. Will there be any portraits for the heroine in the future? The male protagonist often draws portraits of his ex-wife, but there are always reasons for painting portraits of the female protagonist: birthdays and weddings. There were a lot of regrets, but the heroine liked it and the hero could handle it. In the end, the heroine got what she wanted and it was considered complete. This article is unique in that it does not avoid the sharp topic of "does the uncle's sister-in-law seduce young girls?" And writes about the heroine's morbid attachment to the hero in the early stage, the hero's unknowing attachment to the heroine, etc., As well as the incomprehension and speculation of family members and others. As for the ex-wife, it does not describe the male protagonist's love for his ex-wife as false. It truly describes the male protagonist's love for his ex-wife, and the little heroine's love for the male protagonist, which originated from the male protagonist's love for his ex-wife. A very mature uncle-sister story. One star was given because some details were not dealt with. One star was given to the ex-wife. I felt that the male protagonist was not proactive enough in dealing with it. Even the ex-wife's sister changed her name and no longer called the male protagonist brother-in-law. It was the younger sister who asked the male protagonist not to come to their house in the future and to live well with the female protagonist. The change of words was not initiated by the male protagonist. At that time, the male protagonist had already decided to pursue the female protagonist. I have always been unable to deal with this.