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I came all the way to Jinjiang to write a long novel [poor] [poor] Let's talk about the plot first. I feel that this is a relatively clichéd and bloody story, a story of reunion and redemption, following the footsteps of my lover eight years ago to uncover a shocking conspiracy. That's it. The middle process is very sad, very sad, very sad, and I read this book after Erha. In fact, the biggest feeling after reading it is regret. Erha's narrative rhythm is relatively slow, and because of the plot, the two people still lived a happy and peaceful life. However, in this book, the two people were pushed along by a very fast pace. Compared with Erha, the second half of the book narrated very quickly, so the two Basically, they didn't live a good life. Gu Mang's memory was so bad that he almost remembered it and then forgot it. Moreover, both of them were too selfless. In order to save the world, they didn't even give up their own lives. Anyway, it just looked very melancholy. Neither of them had a good life. Although the ending gave a he, it ended abruptly, which made me feel very disappointed. Let's talk about Gu Mang. I like the characters created by Roubao very much. The characters she writes often have a kind of divinity, the feeling of a god who loves all living beings, and then pursues the right path and absolute self-sacrifice. But on the other hand, there is a kind of human beauty. This is the key to a character having flesh and blood and being able to stand out on paper. For example, Gu Mang is not a complete saint. He is romantic, looks carefree, and laughs without being serious. And then he is afraid of Mo Xi's emotions. It cannot be completely cut off. Although these cannot be said to be completely right, they are also pure and beautiful things of human nature. His image as a person is completely three-dimensional on the paper, but the two are not separated. Yes, the two are intertwined. In the extra episode, Gu Mang is naughty and clear, puffing out his cheeks and playing the suona in front of the rising sun. I don't know how the young Mo Xi feels when he sees him. I think he will probably be heartbroken! Let's talk about the plot again. In fact, the plot of this book is not that outstanding because it is relatively cliché. However, the writing style of Roubao is amazing, and the setting is very delicious. It is, well, it tortures the relationship first in the first half, and tortures two people in the second half. I personally don't feel that Gu Mang is particularly abusive in the first half of the relationship, although I feel that there is another reason why he is more abusive in other parts (although I also found the Bat Island episode very sad, that's all). Mo Xi is emotionally stalking, chasing after him, bullying, messing around, entangled, unwilling to give up, begging for nothing, endless, determined, fighting and robbing, really good quality. Because Gu Mang in the anchor stream actually has a bit of low self-esteem, and I don't mean to criticize him. For example, take Gu Mang after losing his memory, re-tempering and losing his memory. These two allow him to show the character of a wolf, but after thinking about social issues, he will show his character as a human. It is often mentioned in articles that he treats Mo Xi like a wolf, respects him, and pleases him, but since it is re-tempering , the Liao Kingdom gave him the best snow wolf bloodline. He will not regard himself as a wolf. Firstly, he is not strong enough and is afraid of being bullied by the Chinese. Secondly, he is probably ashamed of his career as a general, so he is unwilling to be the leader. But thirdly, I think he has a little inferiority, because even if he is afraid of being bullied, as long as he is competitive by nature, he will not give in. The two are the part where he defended Mo Xi to no avail and saw Mo Xi and Princess Mengze walking together. At that time, he described in his heart that he felt that the best destination for him was to huddle in a corner and watch the love between his children and then smile. In fact, carefully savoring this part is not the nature of a wolf at all. It feels like a big dog with its tail between its legs that has been soaked by the heavy rain or defeated, but in fact, the nature of the beast is to eat the strong and the weak. Although Gu Mang is indeed in a weak position now, the mentality of a beast will not change. He will always have the urge to fight for something, but he has completely lost this desire. Therefore, whether it is human nature or animal nature, his nature is no longer that of grabbing. It can be felt that he has always been humble and tolerant. His sense of deservingness is very low. This can be shown even more when he has memories. For example, when I was young, this book was actually a bit of a nurturance. He had seen all of Mo Xi's downfalls, and he had supported him all the way. He gave him everything he could, and then helped this troubled boy grow into the Xi that he is today. Hejun, but looking back, Mo Xi wants to give it to him, but he doesn't want him to pretend it doesn't matter. He said that I am a slave and a guilty person. I can't give you anything now. You can leave. Then maybe it's because I am a man and this is not allowed in Chonghua. So, Mo Xi Of course I can't say anything about him, but Mo Xi's actions can't lie. It's impossible for a smart person like Gu Mang to not see the other person's sincerity. I think he just pretends not to see, and then pushes Mo Xi away. What he often says is that the only stain on this young man is You are with him, and then you say that he should marry a well-matched general or princess. You see, you are still emphasizing a well-matched person. Gu Mang, you said that slaves are not inferior to others, and you do not look down on your companions, but you put yourself there. After the scene on Bat Island, it was even better. Gu Mang kept saying things that were against his will. In fact, I don't know how he did it, because I felt very uncomfortable when I watched it myself, not to mention that a person who loved the other party said these words. Mo Xi lowered his attitude like that, but Gu Mang was still, yes, and then coupled with the countless lives on his hands and the stigma of being a traitor, look at the poisonous oath he swore, he wished he could grow old alone, It seems that this can alleviate his faults in his heart, but in all fairness, what mistakes has he made? He is a hamster running on a wheel, and he can't stop once he starts. His biggest fault in the whole book is to trust Murong Chen. In fact, it cannot be called gullible, because he is in a semi-forced state and cannot help himself, but he just takes all the blame on himself, and pretends to be calm and carefree. And his sense of deservingness is very low, which is also reflected in another place. He is unwilling to ask for anything, even the kind that is given to him, especially the relationship with Mo Xi. He feels unworthy, and there are other things besides feelings. He will not say that I have given a lot to the world, and how much I must get. What he has always pursued is just to get a tombstone with a name for his brothers. But to be honest, I think if he died, he would not want to have a monument built for himself. He might never feel that he could clean up the lives of those on his hands, especially since these people died in vain, alas. Then I also think that the two characters are really well matched, because Gu Mang is a bit stubborn and needs a lover like Mo Xi who can't get rid of him. Mo Xi, the character is also very good. He is upright, loyal, strong, gentle, and a little old-fashioned. In the first half, he is duplicitous and even a bit arrogant. The best thing about this book is that he was actually deceived twice. The first time he had no idea at all, and the second time was when he learned the truth of everything at the reversal stone. (I actually think that if I expand on that paragraph, it would be more expressive. I don't know if the author has the idea of finishing it in a hurry.) His world view was actually impacted. He is an upright person who pursues the Tao. The feeling of a broken Taoist heart is actually very delicious. Gu Mang also had such a moment, and then as an older man, he guided Mo Xi back to the right path. This is what makes me think these two characters are very, very great. They are not completely saints, and they have even done many wrong things, but they can still show touching integrity. Another issue is the narrative perspective. The narrative perspective is also very tasteful. I will definitely fall in love with Shou from Roubao's perspective, because every attacker looks at Shou from a perspective of unconscious tenderness and protection, so! Sometimes Princess Sissi is shown to be duplicitous, please support our princess attack! The emotional line between the two people is very, very delicious. I believe that Yu Zun is a love at first sight. The description in the original text already tells the story: "This is the first time Gu Mang has looked directly into these dark eyes. His palms are sweating. He has always been cheerful and cheerful, but he has also become clumsy. He licked his lips nervously and wanted to smile at Mo Xi, but he was at a loss." The implicitness here is enough to infer that Gu Mang fell in love with Mo Xi at first sight. This comes in two forms, both delicious. The first is that he himself doesn't know. This makes sense. First of all, Chonghua does not have the custom of men falling in love; secondly, he probably thinks Mo Xi is too noble. To use an analogy: when a person faces the display in the cabinet of a boutique that he cannot afford, no matter how much he likes it, he will only think "so beautiful" instead of "I want it". He put himself in a position where he was looking up. In this case, for him to realize his emotions, he basically has to wait until after the night of the weak crown. Faced with the sudden overwhelming, sincere and passionate love from his junior brother, he must have been stunned. Then I thought about it carefully: "Maybe I really like him a little bit." It felt like "that's it", it was destiny! But what came over him immediately was that he was probably so sad that he wanted to cry - because even though he realized that they were in love with each other and had a secret love for each other, the shadow of secret love at that time and the stranger in the future made him feel that "we are destined not to be on the same journey, so we can't give hope randomly." There is a high probability that he will not tell Mo Xi. (Here is a very delicious way to eat it: Gu Mang will cry and talk nonsense when he is dizzy. If Princess Sissi kisses away his tears at this time and asks him "Do you like me?", She may get an answer like "I do... I have liked you since the first time I saw you." Oops, so sour and delicious.) The second type is that he can vaguely feel it. But even if he realizes it, he will definitely not show it. This is the protection of the other party and his own protection. He definitely blames himself, though. Well, this is the common mentality of any older person who realizes that he likes his younger generation. But, what if he knew that he and Mo Xi would still squeeze into the same camp bed and not be defensive at all on the night of the weak crown? There are two explanations for this: one is due to the inherent temptation (?); The other is that he may have sentenced himself to death - "My junior brother won't like me anyway, so it won't matter if I stick to him a little longer." (It actually matters!) So, what was Gu Mang's emotion towards Mo Xi before the night of the weak crown? This is one of the delicious things about teenage relationships: the older person's complex mixture of love, pity, protection, validation, and (perhaps unnoticed) possessiveness is inseparable. When you meet someone who is emotionally slow or unwilling to think deeply (such as Gu Mang), you won't be able to tell the love component in them. Protectiveness: Gu Mang has a strong sense of responsibility and is kind. He must have a desire to protect Mo Xi, who was in a desperate situation at that time. Desire for affirmation and guidance: Appreciation of the rough jade, hoping that the other person will always walk on the right path and maintain a good character. This is what any good person has. Hazy love (core): Because for him, the identities of brother and lover are inseparable. Here's another paragraph from the original text: "But Gu Mang remembered it. Those black jade-like eyes... He remembered the pure land that he wanted to protect." He is kind and overly optimistic. He didn't want to delve into what was behind his excessive protectiveness and unconscious care for his junior brother. If this emotion is exclusive, it must be love. But the love of young people is too pure - it is giving and dedication. He gave Mo Xi his whole world, but this love stayed under the identity of "senior brother" and did not show any out of the ordinary color. So much so that later on, he still couldn't tell whether he was his brother or his lover. This confusion led to his habitual protective thoughts and pushed Mo Xi away many times. To put it bluntly, in fact, I still don't completely regard him as my lover. His love at first sight began with an uncontrollable heartbeat, but he was trapped in an identity transformation from brother to lover that could not be completely completed throughout his life. So, when did he actually complete this transformation? The key point is the night after Mo Xi stole the jade slips containing history and learned the whole truth, and came back to have a complete showdown with him to untie his knot. Especially Mo Xi's almost tearful words: "When you are protecting me, why don't you think about what is the cruelest thing to me? Am I afraid of suffering with you and being criticized and criticized by others? - What I am afraid of is that you will never come back to me again. Gu Mang, I am afraid that you will leave!" This passage shattered all Gu Mang's previous behavioral logic. Before that, he had recognized his love, but his logic was one-way and devotional: "I am willing to protect you with my life. I must protect you, no matter what the cost, even if I push you away. Because I think this is for your own good." This is a typical "brother" or "protector" thinking, with the elder's presuppositions and arrangements, which is essentially "giving" rather than "equality". And Mo Xi's words made him realize that he was completely wrong. What he calls "protection" is the deepest cruelty and harm to his lover. At the same time, he also painfully realized that his behavior also betrayed his own heart - because he also longed for the other person's love and wanted to embrace each other tightly in a limited time. So, a transformation happened. It does not mean that we no longer protect each other, external crises still exist. But from then on, the method of protection changed from "I decide for you and I sacrifice for you" to "We face it together and discuss it together." He learned to accept the other person's protection, rely on the other person's strength, and calmly surrendered his vulnerability and desire. Even though he knew he didn't have much time left, he still chose to use the little time he had left to love each other unreservedly and equally. This is so delicious. He completed an identity transformation from "one-sided giver" to "equal lover and receiver". The love that began with love at first sight and was trapped in the responsibilities of an elder brother finally found its due and complete form in the resonance of the soul and the wash of tears. I inferred from Mo Xi's perspective that it must have been very sour when he was young, because two people were in love and the other person was always hot and cold. The greedy pleasures and tastes at night were nothing during the day, and then the constant longing and the inability to obtain other things made him very uncomfortable, especially at an age when love and hate are very pure. Loving someone is a life-and-death love. Yes, for sure, Mo Xi must be very sad. I know what I regret when I read Yu Zuo. I wrote too little about their teenage lives. I have never seen Gu Mang blowing the suona and causing a storm and he was deactivated. The tone is bitter from beginning to end. If there were no spoilers, I would never dare to read on. The previous misunderstanding was reviled by thousands of people and ruined his career. Mo Xi could not completely trust him because of his identity and position. Even trusting Gu Mang was a mistake for him. Gu Mang's overly kind nature destined him to be the one who always suffered, so I felt really uncomfortable and depressed watching it. The misunderstandings are solved later in the middle and late stages, and they are about to face the boss. Love and love are like the sweetness stolen from the countdown to life, because I vaguely feel the taste of be. When I read Chapter 195, I thought this book was be. Well, it is indeed considered be. If I force he, I would definitely say that be is more relevant to the plot, but because of these two little bitter melons, I think he should beg for it. In fact, I think that if this book did not have the plot of Gu Mang's treason, it could be completely written as a story about Xi Hejun chasing his wife, and then breaking the prejudice of the slave aristocracy, and then reuniting, and then also focusing on it, it would be a completely sour story, because I like reading this type of book very much, so I think it is very good. But Roubao's narrative is very grand. She is a pursuing and thoughtful author, so she showed some higher things very well, and it also gave me a glimpse of two very hard and shining souls. So can there be more extra stories for this feature [please please] I want to see two people staying with each other every day for the rest of their lives, or two people fighting side by side on the battlefield and being high-spirited. I really want to see these [crying]
My first impression of Yu Zuo was that "I was tortured from beginning to end, physically and mentally, to the point of killing people without even recognizing their relatives." But when you read in depth, you will find that in the social background of the feudal dynasty, many tragedies were actually unavoidable with meager manpower, and everyone's fate was covered by the big net of the corrupt system. Just like The Legend of Zhen Huan is full of intrigues and intrigues, but in fact there is no winner in the end, Yu Zu also depicts the core of anti-imperialism and anti-feudalism with extreme tragedy. After watching Yu Zil, you won't have the sigh of "I wish I could travel back to the XX Dynasty and reach the pinnacle of life as a powerful man", because Yu Zil does not make up unrealistic dreams, only bloody reality. He does not beautify the ruling class. Princes, princesses, noble families and nobles are rarely pure and kind. Politicians are more involved in intrigues and bloody power struggles. They only value the power and position in their hands, draining the blood of the people at the bottom and then eating them into their bellies. In this cannibalistic society, in a system full of destruction and oppression, under power are not flowers but bones. Slave soldiers fought bravely on the battlefield and shed their blood, but they could not exchange for the most basic separation of coffins and tombstones; ordinary people suffered from miasma, but because of their status, they could not buy herbal medicines that only nobles could use; Gu Mang had made countless contributions to Chonghua, and had not lost a single battle in thirty-nine battles. Just beat it back to its original shape; Mo Xi has the purest noble blood in his body, but such a noble must also swear an oath of heavenly calamity in order to gain the trust of the people on the throne and protect the integrity of the remnant; Murong Mengze himself is a royal family, and it stands to reason that all the people in the world are royal soil. He should be able to carry out the imperial edict, but because the old nobles are unwilling to give up their rights, they are unable to order the rescue, which leads to the fall of the border fortress. The core of this book is undoubtedly tragic. No magnificent building can be built on a decaying foundation. It is a cannibalistic society with internal and external troubles. Former opponents are eyeing the protagonist. There is only a road ahead full of unknowns and little hope in front of the protagonist. The sense of powerlessness makes people breathless. But, where there is shadow, there is light. No matter how weak the light of fire is, it can start a prairie fire, let alone the sun. For Mo Xi and even Chonghua, Gu Mang was once their sun. He is always smiling and playful. He is the omnipotent brother Gu Mang in Mo Xi's heart and the invincible patron saint in the hearts of the people of Chonghua. I have always felt that Gu Mang has divinity in him. In a scrawled book, Qing Ping recalled things, filled with gratitude and satisfaction, because he always believed that as long as he remembered good intentions, that would be a good life; he had also been beaten into the dust, had seen the worst evil in the world, but still remained firm and adhered to his true heart, and could not be swallowed up by the darkness even if he was infiltrated by the black devil. Just like the sun is never afraid of dark clouds covering its face or torrential rain, even if the world is dirty, it will still radiate light and heat steadily. Even if you are forced into darkness, there is still a glimmer of hope left, making people believe that as long as you survive the night, you can wait for dawn. During the five years when Gu Mang was undercover, countless military reports came back while he was in the enemy camp. In the eyes of others, the light was dead and the gods were destroyed. But the world didn't know that the moonlight at night was like water, but it still reflected the brilliance of the sun. The sun never turned away from the world. Although he is a slave, he still loves his family and country. He ascends to the position of commander, but he understands that the responsibility on his shoulders is more important than the power he holds. For the sake of 70,000 tombstones, for the future of 30,000 robes, and in the face of the king's conspiracy, he could only die in the urn with emotion. Because in front of him, there is never a second way. Some things, even if they are broken into pieces, someone has to do it. And some promises, once spoken, last a lifetime. In order to bring his brothers home, he risked all his reputation and the rest of his life. As Gu Mang's younger brother and his princess, Mo Xi has always been as kind and gentle as Gu Mang. When Gu Mang was undercover in the Liao Kingdom, he once detailed in a secret letter how many people he had killed and how many cities he had destroyed. The debt of each life weighed down not only Gu Mang himself, but also Mo Xi. Because they all have the same mission, they all put the justice of their family and country before the personal relationships of their children, and they all work hard for the sake of the country and the people. With such an innocent heart, faced with the numerous crimes committed by his beloved, every additional life is like cutting out his heart with a knife. Thinking that I had tried my best to protect him, I was like an executioner who helped the evil tyrant, handing the knife to the devil with his own hands. On the one hand, there is such a blood feud, and on the other hand, there is a love that cannot be let go. One can imagine Mo Xi's crazy struggle during those years. Deep in his heart, how could he not have thought about whether Gu Mang had something hidden and whether he was innocent, but facing the piles of bones, it seemed that such thoughts were wrong and were all excusing the devil's atrocities. So it wasn't that he didn't want to find the truth at first, it was just that he couldn't. The hatred between them was like a natural chasm, so deep that there could not be any hesitation or forgiveness, so when facing Gu Mang who had lost his soul, Mo Xi slapped him, took away the hero's scarf he wore on his forehead, denounced him as unworthy, and called him dirty. In his heart, the best ending he could think of for their relationship was to take Gu Mang's life with his own hands. So you see, they are actually so similar. The two souls resonate at the same frequency. From the moment they meet, they only have each other in their eyes, because that is the fatal attraction from the soul. Therefore, their love is both fate and necessity. If Gu Mang's companionship as a boy dispelled the coldness with warmth, and taught Mo Xi how to look down upon the ugliness of human nature with warmth and kindness, then as a nobleman, Mo Xi's equal treatment of slaves, attachment, admiration and recognition of Gu Mang's brother were also fertile soil, nourishing the heart that once had some inferiority complex. I accompany you when you are young and frivolous, and I accompany you as a rite of passage. A fiery and untainted sincerity is the best gift they can give each other. If the love in childhood is 70% sweet and 3% sour, the sourness lies in "I give you my whole heart but you don't seem to care" and "I love you very much but because I don't deserve it, I can only joke about it, as if it's heartless"; then as adults, when they grow up to be generals and each have a heavy mission on their shoulders, love becomes full of bitterness for them. This bitterness stems from the fermentation of sourness in youth over the years, and also from the fact that after experiencing the world, they finally discovered that sometimes personal love and the love of family and country cannot be reconciled. So Gu Mang chose to cut out his sweetheart alive. When Gu Mang faced the trial, Mo Xi only said, "You should avoid suspicion and should not get involved." Maybe the love between them is not deep enough? Cannot. It was precisely because of his deep love that Gu Mang chose to carry the secret alone and go to hell, and Mo Xi was heartbroken when his old friend's appearance changed. Because love is never about dragging you with me when I fall into the abyss, but about letting go of my hand knowing that I have little hope and almost dead end; it is about knowing that nothing can be changed after telling me, and it can only increase the pain. Therefore, I would rather you hate me and spit on me. I only hope that you can live a peaceful life without stains. Because I loved you to the core, knew your character and understood your nature, so I was willing to sacrifice my life for you to look back, and I couldn't bear to see your face hideous and your hands dirty; it was because even though I was hated by my country and my family, I saw you being bullied and embarrassed, knowing that I shouldn't be soft-hearted, but I still couldn't help but lend a helping hand to protect you. It is precisely because of this deep love that goes deep into the flesh and blood, that when our Princess Sissi realized that she had defected 8 years ago or had a hidden secret, she ignored Gu Mang's struggle to escape, tightly held his hand, sacrificed her flesh and blood, and took his little senior brother with her through the dark truth and swam ashore from the sea of suffering. This time, whether he was alive or dead, whether he was awake or ignorant, and regardless of the world's eyes, he would never let go of Gu Mang's brother's hand again. In the period from the revelation of the secret 8 years ago to the final battle, this pair of hard-luck lovers finally had a little time to be affectionate. The pitiful bits of sugar residue in the whole book are here. I will always remember the afternoon they made lunch together and basked in the sun together. In the end, the two people chose to die as martyrs one by one in order to save the common people. This may be the best destination for these tired and scarred guardian saints of Chonghua. Only the fearless courage and sacrifice of "Thousands of people will die" can be worthy of God's mercy and live to die. When reading Yu Zil, I never stop reading about love. When the world is dirty and you are in darkness, do you give up on yourself and drift with the tide, or do you believe that no matter how small a seed is, you can bloom a small flower, so you must persist in doing good; when the justice of the family, the country, and the personal relationships of your children are faced with choices, what should you stick to? When life is unfortunate When you are stuck in the quagmire, you can at least choose to remember only the meager kindness; getting to a high position means not only glory but also weight on your shoulders; compared with the old society with many classes, equality for everyone in the new era is so hard-won and needs to be cherished. Yu Zuo has never been very popular among Rou Bao's works. Even Rou Bao himself once said that during the serialization period, due to poor health and other factors, the writing was rushed, which made the book have many shortcomings in the description of the interaction between the two people, so I rarely want to mention Yu Zuo. However, this book is my favorite among Rou Bao's works, and it can be ranked among the top in my mind. Needless to say, the ups and downs of the plot are constantly reversing. The humanistic care and depth of writing are the most critical factors that make me willing to read it again and again. Although I really regret not being able to see more of the calm and warm relationship between the two after Gu Mang regained his memory and after the war (I don't know if Roubao will read the long review, please ask here, I really want more extra stories about Xiao Yuzu, God knows how jealous I am after seeing so many cars and extras in the other two books QAQ), but in my heart the flaws cannot be concealed. In my heart, I really hope that more people can learn about such a good work, but maybe because it is really too cruel, it will scare many people away... This is really a pity, so I am even more grateful that I can encounter such a good work. 1 1 1 1 I saw some misunderstood comments about Xi Mang on the audio drama, so I will analyze them here. The main purpose is to explain that the plot of Yu Zun and the various choices of the protagonist can withstand scrutiny and are logically rigorous. The specific replies are below. 1. Since the world is so rotten, why don't Gu Mang and Mo Xi rebel against the dynasty and establish themselves as kings or establish a new king? Or else directly overthrow the ruling class and build a new world where everyone is equal, just like in modern times? Because first of all, the protagonists' naturally pure and kind characters doomed them to not be able to embark on the path of becoming kings on their own. A king must be able to maintain a balance in the strangulation of power by all forces and maintain the supremacy of imperial power, no matter how clumsy the means or how many sacrifices must be made. Mo Xi's integrity and uprightness prevent him from understanding the machinations of power, while Gu Mang, although smart and able to see through everything, has a kind nature that prevents him from framing others for his own selfish interests. How can such two people win in the complex power mediation between aristocratic families, various interest groups and the imperial power? Secondly, if the two of them help Murong Mengze take the throne, they can be allies before Murong Mengze takes the throne. But once Murong Mengze secures the throne, the protagonists who once opposed the late emperor and have heavy troops will immediately become a thorn in his side. Let others sleep soundly. Since ancient times, the good birds have flown away, and the cunning rabbits have died and been cooked by lackeys. The final outcome can be imagined; and if Mengze is not supported and someone else is established, the protagonists will become regents, and the struggle between the new emperor and their relatives will also make the protagonists fall into deep trouble. Thirdly, when it comes to "directly overthrowing the imperial power and establishing a new world," such huge changes are always indispensable because of the right time, right place, right people, and the right people. Otherwise, China has lasted for thousands of years and gone through countless dynasties. Why did the feudal society only collapse in the late Qing Dynasty and a new China was established? However, there are no seeds or soil in the Yuzun worldview that can promote change, so naturally the flowers of a new world cannot bloom. The bourgeoisie, the Enlightenment, and the awakening of the people. When these prerequisites do not exist, asking them to build a new world is just nonsense. Marx once said, "People create their own history, but they do not create it as they please, not under conditions chosen by themselves, but under conditions directly encountered, established, and inherited from the past." Because we live in a new era and have received the education that "all people are created equal" since childhood, it is natural for us to have the idea of "resistance when there is oppression, overthrow dynastic rule, pull the monarchy off the altar, and build a new world where everyone is equal." But don't forget that in Yu Zun's worldview, the imperial power is still in power. Everyone believes that the monarchy is supreme. As long as someone rebels, everyone will punish him as a traitor. In that context, the most they dared to think about was to establish a new emperor after the rebellion so that slaves could have the same rights as ordinary people. They would not think that a country could have no king or nobility and that the people could govern themselves. Finally, as a king, Murong Chen is not a fool. On the contrary, he is very thoughtful and full of conspiracies. If Mo Xi wants to rebel, he will definitely gather all the power at his disposal to resist desperately and build momentum for himself to slander Mo Xi and Gu Mang. Gu Mang was originally a slave but became the commander of an army and the patron saint of the empire. He touched the cakes of many nobles. Everyone wanted to seize on his faults and belittle him to death. They poured dirt on him and said that he was the second best in Hua Po Dark. But they actually rebelled, which confirmed the rumors. And in this era where imperial power is supreme, those who rebel are rebels and traitors. When their core interests are not harmed, how many people would want to rebel with Mo Xi and overthrow the one on the throne? 2. Why did Gu Mang choose to fight everything alone without telling Mo Xi? Because Gu Mang knew Mo Xi very well, and he knew very well what kind of person his junior brother was. He is upright and straightforward, and his world is all black and white, and he loves Gu Mang so much that he doesn't want his senior brother to suffer a little bit. If Gu Mang chooses to tell Mo Xi, there are only a few consequences. Either Mo Xi breaks out on the spot and questions the king. Mo Xi may be able to protect Gu Mang for a while, but with the king's skill, how can the two people who know the king's plan end well? Or, Mo Xi directly rebelled, but as mentioned in the book, neither of them had the character to play political tricks. It was just going from one hell to another, and the final ending was equally miserable; or, Mo Xi endured it, pretended not to know, and let Gu Mang go to Liao Kingdom. The two of them cooperated with each other, but let alone Is Mo Xi willing to let his senior brother go into Liao alone and suffer so much? Mo Xi's uprightness and poor disguise will inevitably make people around him notice that his attitude towards Gu Mang is different, and this is simply fatal for Gu Mang who enters the enemy camp alone. No matter whether the king or the people of Liao are aware of all this, they will not let them go. So when all roads were blocked, Gu Mang could only choose to hide it. He could only choose the one that seemed slightly less bad among all the bad results, bear everything by himself, and then live towards death. Moreover, Gu Mang's agreement to the king's false surrender proposal was never due to so-called heroism, but the only solution after being blocked by conspiracies and conspiracy. As a general who had been a slave all the way, he had no foundation at all and no ability to resist the king's demands. If Gu Mang refuses to agree, the Lord will probably announce in anger that Lu Zhanxing is infected by demonic energy, and then order the execution of the remaining 30,000 remnants on the pretext of preventing others from being contaminated (although later we will know that the Lord cannot announce Lu Zhanxing's situation in order to conceal his evil deeds, but Gu Mang didn't know about it at the time), and secondly, Chonghua hated black magic very much, and the Lord would never let his desire to master black magic be exposed to others. Then Gu Mang knew the Lord's plan, and if he didn't agree, the Lord could use Lu Zhanxing to kill the envoy, making a big mistake and killing Gu Mang from the head. Therefore, Gu Mang had no choice at all. All his escape routes had been blocked, except for treason.
I really couldn't bear to end it. I always felt that Mo Xi and Gu Mang had gone through too much suffering and too little tender time. It can also be seen that the author originally wanted to write them to death, but resurrected them at the last moment. Gu Mang repeatedly experienced amnesia, regained memory, and lost memory again. It was clear that his blood was so hot that it was hard to cool down, but no one understood him. Countless people pushed him to the edge of the cliff, forcing him to splash into the dust and grind him like dust. However, he was still covered in mud and with scars that penetrated deep into his bones. He walked resolutely on a road full of thorns and survived nine deaths without regrets. Lu Xun once said that tragedy is destroying the valuable things in life for others to see. The characters in Roubao's works are nothing more than that. Yue Chenqing is just like Xue Meng in the previous book. He was well protected by his relatives in the early stage, innocent and kind, and has a pure heart, but he will go through hardships and betrayal. The author seems not to want her characters to have all the good things without any setbacks. Everyone always has to give up something. The supporting characters are also tragic and rarely die happily. But tragedy is different from the pity and sadness in ordinary daily life, but something valuable in the conflicts and destruction of social history, which allows people to experience the courage of struggle and the sense of strength in the pursuit of ideals. Therefore, we see that Mo and Gu risked their lives, and Yue Chenqing was still strong and unyielding and cheered up after the Yue family was destroyed and mistrusted others. Recently, I saw someone criticizing Nirvana in Fire for showing that the story can be ended by rebelling in the first episode, but it took more than fifty episodes to tell the story. But perhaps this is the charm of female writers in writing. They can always penetrate the deepest parts of people's hearts. The emotional entanglement of different people cannot be solved simply by violence. Just like Murong Chuyi, like Jiang Yexue, and Shen Tang, like flowers, broke through the darkness, so what if they used all their intrigues and tricks, and what if they imprisoned them with all their strength, but in the end they also failed the people who trusted them the most, so it was hard to have both. Finally, I hope that time can heal the scars in Mo Gu's heart, and that we can join hands and spend the rest of our lives together. From then on, I fished, wooded, farmed and read, and lived in peace every year.
When will the meat buns come back? [Please]
What should I do if I have withdrawal reactions after reading it? [Crying]
Although I don't know which day this week, I still wish you a happy birthday ~ Roubao [Spread flowers] [Spread flowers]
[Orange Candy] I tasted [Purple Candy] kswl Ximang99 After reading "The Remaining Dirt", I was left with shock and heartache. This is an epic of human nature cloaked in ancient style, reflecting the absurdity of the times through the fate of little people. Gu Mang went from a slave to a general, from a traitor to a hero. He was covered in stains but his heart was bright, and he used the humblest identity to keep the purest way. Mo Xi went from misunderstanding to pursuit, from anger to protection, hiding his deep feelings in every restraint. The plots are intertwined, the sadomasochism is unforgettable, the plot is grand and the details are heartbreaking. The author uses the ultimate knife and the ultimate sugar to write about the inability to control oneself and the perseverance until death. The stamina is so great that every time you re-read it, you will be moved again.
If the contract is terminated, won't it be a surprise? [Crying]
Can you tell me? I haven't seen enough of this episode [picking my brain] [picking my brain] [picking my brain] Can you write more [picking my brain] [picking your brain]
[Orange candy] I got it [Orange candy] I got it He is also one of Bai Yueguang! I feel like I'm inexplicably attracted to grand epics, and I burst into tears while watching it. My mother: What are you doing? Me (sobbing): No, I didn't do anything... I was reading a novel... (Crying) (doge)