
Make Amends by Taking the Top
以攻补过
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 328k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 3mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
More by this author
In booklists 13
Handsome Bottoms, Mary Sue Bottoms, and Villainous Bottoms, Mostly Top-Protagonist Stories
No guarantee they’re all charming and handsome... Still sorting through them.
A Jinjiang Living Fossil
Some old-school Jinjiang novels
Modern BL with the Campus Elements I Love
Young love is so moving.
Free Reads Collection
Putting together the free stories I've read and enjoyed, plus ones I want to read. I read pretty much anything. I'll add more now and then. I wanted to give everything five stars, but the rating system won't let me.
Top-Focused / Versatile Tops
Pretty good ones.
Handpicked
An extremely personal reading list.
Some Underrated Stories I Quite Liked
Stories with fewer than 50,000 favorites. Romance, danmei, and no-couple stories, with quality all over the place and a huge variety of genres. Some are purely to my taste.
Danmei to My Taste
A mixed bag, ranging from time-killers to absolute gems. My ratings are heavily influenced by personal taste and when I read them, so they're entirely subjective. Out of ten.
Stories That Once Made Me Feel Loved and Got Me Through
Some novels I personally really like.
Oh, En Dia
Yeah, exactly.
To-Read Danmei 1
My favorites are full, so here's to-read danmei, 1
Bittersweet, Personal Preferences, Recommendations for Similar Reads Welcome
Good,
KAReeeeeeeN
Just taking a look
Reader comments 35
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Hangzhou cabbage! I won't allow anyone to disobey you! Do you know how I have been reading this article over the years? I have read Yi Gong over and over again no less than 30 times, and I have read it no less than 20 times in the middle of the journey (this is still a conservative number, absolutely not an exaggeration). When I find an article that is particularly suitable for my appetite, it is really finalized. Yi Gong is my pure source. I review it several times every year. It has become a regular project in my free time. Recently I have been following your new articles and I can't help but come back to them. I beg you to keep writing the extras. Just put a little bit of new food every year.
He's love is really hard to handle
It's hard to let go. After the reunion, He's efforts were insincere. He kept saying that he wanted to be with Shou forever, but his actions made people unable to see love. It was more like a compensatory mentality after the harm he had done to Shen in the past. Shen Di struggled to get over the emotional pain that was worse than death. He did not have the calmness of someone who had experienced it, but was emotionally affected by the other party again and again. It seemed violent, but it was the behavior of a weak person. Throughout the article, Shen sheds tears again and again because of Cheng, and Cheng, even if he knew that the other party almost died, was just wet with tears.
Whoever hosted my review... Then post another one. Shen Di's love is very deep, but in my opinion, the conditions to achieve it are much simpler than He Cheng's. It can be compared to two completely different levels from 0 to 100+ and from -100 to 100. Shen Di went from looking down to admiring to loving, and He Cheng went from pain to hating to contradiction → hate + pain + love + contradiction + left and right brain fighting → love. Falling in love with someone who makes you suffer is painful in itself, and in relationships, truth is far more important than anything else. You know all the bad things about that person, but you also know all the good things about him. You are trapped in the past and cannot escape. You cannot face each other, but when you tell yourself to hate him, you also love him. In short, I would like to send this sentence to He Cheng: "It would be great if I could simply love or hate."
There are three behaviors of He Cheng that made me dissatisfied with him in the process of pursuing Shen Di, and I don't believe that he loves Shen Di enough. First, he started pursuing his wife after many years because of a random encounter. The beating he received from Shen Di did not mean that he loved her very much. He seemed to be doing whatever it took to achieve his goals. Secondly, he did not protect Shen Di enough. The first reaction of love is to protect and not to let others misunderstand the person he loves. He Cheng never explained to his friends why He Di was so cruel to him, leaving his friends to misunderstand Shen Di. Third, he didn't understand why Shen Di was so cruel and desperate. He thought it was because he went abroad to influence Shen Di like this. In fact, it was not the case. To Shen Di, distance was nothing more than a train ticket replaced by an air ticket. Shen Di was unforgivable because he once had the heart to give Shen Di away. Love is also possession. Shen Di understood that He Cheng did not love him enough. Shen Di's love is so good, it seems that He Cheng never loves enough. He loves, but he still doesn't love enough. So when I saw it at the end, I felt extremely uncomfortable. This was not the crematorium I wanted for chasing my wife. It was not sincere enough to chase my wife, which made me uncomfortable at the end...
Finished reading, thanks for accompanying me! First of all, I would like to thank the author for writing an article that stayed with me for a few days. When I had nothing to do, I browsed through the comments and they all talked about "Geng". I was shocked! In my opinion, they are all half-matched, and even Shou is a little bit too much, but let's just get on with it awkwardly (laughs). Maybe the controlled filter is a bit too serious. What Shou did to Gong before was very excessive. From Gong's point of view, it was an innocent disaster, but Gong's His psychology is quite perverted, and he started to do it even though he couldn't let go of Ogawa, which left an impression on my pure heart... Well, I have been licking him for several years, but he did it willingly, and he felt guilty. He didn't feel comfortable if he didn't compensate for the bad things he did. Those four years were almost even in my opinion, and then later it was said that Shou committed suicide because of Gong, and then Gong felt guilty again and began to compensate for the extra part. However, Shou's psychological description said that he did not commit suicide (not because of Gong), but because of the state during that period, others thought he committed suicide. . So I think it's funny that his brother accuses Gong like this. Only they can handle their problems. What else did the good brother do besides bullying Gong together? The portrayal of the confrontation is also quite flat, but not to the point of being so obsessed with it that it turns out to be licking it. Sorry, you two just have a good time. I just can't stand people who only criticize in the comment section. I like both of them.
Some comments reminded me of a sentence: You just lost love, friendship, family affection, reputation and future, but what he lost was feelings [dog head]. It can only be said that He's treatment of Shen in the end was also a chain reaction of him provoking He in the first place. Also, since the two of them have been tormenting each other for so long, I hope they will write more sweet side stories [Love Eyes]
I really cried. It was a book that completely ignored me. I couldn't get out of it after reading it for half a month. I watched the part where He Cheng chased his wife over and over again. Hahahaha. It was very satisfying and I felt that it was really hard for us to hate xql between the same sex. Later, I felt that Teacher Shen Di might have compromised more. She was still in love but felt too tired of being entangled, so I chose to start feeling again. However, Teacher He Cheng has just started to fall in love. I always feel that they are really misplaced in love. When Shen Di loved him the most, he was thinking about how to get revenge and make Shen Di uncomfortable. Later, he found out that he also fell in this absurd revenge, and the other party had been tortured and heartbroken by him, so he fell in love. But he had to admit that the complicated relationship between the two of them could not last long or be normal without a separation. So I quite understand the logic behind He Cheng's pursuit of his wife. Then there is the most exciting part of chasing his wife. Teacher He Cheng is purely abusing his body, purely a cruel trick, hahaha, but he still got it. It's true that Teacher Shen can't let you go, but Teacher He must not have that strong of a sense of security later in life, because he himself also knows that he was chased back by stalking her through a purely bitter trick, so I always feel that the end of their story is a bit hasty, and I want to torture Teacher He's heart again, hahahaha, I really want to continue writing for a while.
He Cheng... A tough-talking, even tougher dead-end attack... Mainly because I don't love my wife...
Help, this is totally scumbag literature, love-minded shou, if you post this in reality you will be trolled to death on the internet