
Unwilling to Let Go
心有不甘
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- 259k Words
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- Romance
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- Modern Era
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- 7y ago
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I read it twice. Was Chen Wanyi's child conceived by Su and Chen in the cinema when Shang Shang was kidnapped for the first time? That time was the closest. I can't understand why some people say that Su cheated on the heroine. The heroine accompanies him to make soup from scratch. She is beautiful and lively. She also pays attention to his mental condition and provides him with value. It can't stop him from sleeping with the secretary who cheated on her two years later. She also slept with the secretary more than once, right? The protagonist first discovered that the male protagonist had cheated on her not long after her 25th birthday. After they officially met her at the age of 26, the male protagonist fired his secretary. The female protagonist found out that she was pregnant and was about to forgive the male protagonist. When the secretary contacted the female protagonist and said that she was pregnant, even though the child was not the male protagonist's, the secretary thought it was the male protagonist's explanation. The male protagonist slept with the secretary more than once before and after the secretary became pregnant, otherwise the secretary would not think that the child was the male protagonist's. The male protagonist slept with the female protagonist at home and slept with her at the company and on business trips. Secretary, the heroine got married at the age of 27, half a year after the miscarriage. When the heroine and the secretary had a miscarriage, they said that the secretary's child was less than three months old. The hero cheated physically for more than a year, and then mentally cheated earlier before the physical cheating. Once when she went to the mall with the heroine, she bought a pair of shoes for the heroine. It was before the heroine's 25th birthday. I don't know how the heroine can tolerate the hero. She has tolerated the affair between the hero and the secretary for more than a year. During that time, she has suppressed He was depressed and even wanted to commit suicide. The male protagonist found out that the female protagonist was in a bad mood but did not restrain him. He was confronted by the female protagonist and fired his secretary. She said that the marriage was to save the relationship, but the male protagonist cheated again after only two months of marriage. Every time the female protagonist was hysterical during the marriage, the female protagonist saved herself. The male protagonist could find a woman outside to vent. What should the female protagonist do? If she didn't vent her hysterics and hold it in her heart, she might commit suicide again. The male protagonist says that he can't feel the female protagonist's love for him. How should he feel? He wants the female protagonist to tell him directly that you can be free and unrestrained outside. He wants the female protagonist to get along well with his Yingying Yanyan sisters. When the male protagonist sleeps with other women, the female protagonist cheers and cheers for him. He says that the male protagonist hopes that the female protagonist will pull him when he makes a mistake. How should the female protagonist pull him out? After marriage, the female protagonist notices the male protagonist. She wanted to communicate with the male protagonist. They couldn't quarrel as soon as they talked. They just started to quarrel while communicating. Then the male protagonist said to the female protagonist, you don't want to be like this. How did you become like this? Then the male protagonist started a new round of cold violence against the female protagonist and avoided the female protagonist. Over time, the female protagonist did not dare to interfere with the women outside the male protagonist, because interfering would mean new things. A round of quarrels, a new round of cold violence, and the male protagonist felt that the female protagonist did not love him. The female protagonist was kidnapped for the first time. He accompanied his lover to watch a movie. He had sex with her lover in the cinema and then sent her lover home. He returned to the female protagonist and wanted to have sex with her but was rejected by the female protagonist. The time when the lover had sex with his wife was seamless. Didn't the male protagonist find it very exciting? I think so. It was this kidnapping that strengthened the heroine's determination to divorce. The hero didn't do much to hold back the heroine's request for divorce. Even at this time, the hero was belittling that the heroine was not young. He was not even willing to tell the heroine that he had broken up with other women and asked the heroine not to divorce. He just said that the heroine was not young anymore. After the divorce, the heroine went to the second male lead and then had a substantial relationship with the second male lead. In fact, the heroine was trying to save herself. , I think the heroine is still prone to depression at this time. The hero's cheating and cold violence made the heroine extremely unconfident. She even asked the second hero who is more beautiful between them and the hero's lover. It is also mentioned in the article that the hero's lover is 24 years old. The heroine said that 24 years old is indeed very young, which shows that the heroine has been domesticated by the hero. She doesn't even think that the cheating is the hero's problem. She starts to look for herself. The reasons include self-disgust and denial. She feels that she is not beautiful enough or young enough, so the male protagonist betrays her again and again and looks for someone outside. Even when she has a real relationship with the second male protagonist, she is still thinking about how the male protagonist and his lover do. The female protagonist has low self-esteem at this time. The love of more than ten years has changed beyond recognition. The two-year marriage life has been a mess. It will only aggravate the female protagonist's depression, but fortunately every time the female protagonist When the heroine collapsed, was injured, and needed help, the second hero appeared in time and caught the heroine. The second hero asked the heroine to divorce and leave with him. Although the heroine refused, it also gave the heroine confidence, letting the heroine know that she is not that bad and that she is still loved and worthy of love. The second hero is a ray of light in the dark marriage life of the heroine. Although the heroine wants to seize the light, she is afraid of stepping into the darkness again. Dark, until she found out that she was pregnant, she had not yet decided whether to be with the second male lead. When the male protagonist told the female protagonist to remarry, the female protagonist had seriously considered hesitating. What made the female protagonist make up her mind was that the female protagonist went to the hospital for a check-up and then met the male protagonist taking his lover to the hospital, the obstetrics and gynecology department. The female protagonist knew that the male protagonist's lover was pregnant, and there was no possibility of her and the male protagonist getting back together, so she went to find the second male lead. What I can't let go of for a long time is that the male protagonist caused so much harm to the female protagonist, and never said sorry to the female protagonist face to face, and then even emphasized in the extra story that the male protagonist was also hurt in the marriage. The male protagonist asked for it during the marriage, and it was the male protagonist who cheated on her again and again. The female protagonist's injuries were inflicted by the male protagonist. What kind of injury did the male protagonist suffer? The female protagonist was not happy when he cheated on her. Congratulate him, and happily make the bed for him and his lover. The most annoying thing is that after the hero died, the heroine read the hero's letter and still reflected on herself. She was not tolerant of the hero when he cheated. The world is really a giant Edinburgh. It is really difficult for women. A woman who is not wrong in marriage still falls because of the man's lack of self-love. Self-reflection forces her to make a mistake [Cracked]
I read the novel more than ten years ago, and it makes me heartbroken when I think about it now. Do you know the power of this book? From a practical point of view, men do become bad when they are rich. After eating so many rich mistresses, there are not many rich men who do not cheat.
Everyone thinks this is an article about abuse, but in my eyes, it is an enjoyable article about abuse of bitches. The bitch Su Zhasheng committed suicide without love, the bitch Chen San was tortured by Su Zhasa to the point of becoming a psychopath and went to jail, the bitch Chen Si was made by Su Zha to the point of becoming inhuman and not like a ghost. The walking dead... The lovely Sangsang, her good husband Han Shiyi and the triplets Niupi Tang have been living a warm and happy life! I also have very good parents-in-law, and my life is so complete! This is a cool article where the heroine rises up and tortures the bitches, and the heroine doesn't have to do anything. She just needs to be affectionate with Han Shiyi and torture the bitches to death. It's so cool! What kind of sadistic novel is there? There are so many things in life that you love or don't love. The heroine fell in love with the young male protagonist, but after seeing his true face as a bitch, she began to get rid of the bitch and start living a good life again. Women in the new era should be like the heroine! Unexpectedly, there are still many people who feel sorry for the bitch Su Zha. No wonder so many women in real life are willing to die for the bitch! What's so good about you? You live your life knowing whether to love or not. Can love be enough to eat? ! If you meet a scumbag, you should get rid of him and find a good one immediately! Just like the heroine Zhou Sangsang of this cool article!
Do you know how much this book cast a shadow on me? I read it when I was in junior high school. It scared me so much that I didn't dare to fall in love early. I feel so bad when I think about it. Not only do I not dare to fall in love early, I also don't want to talk about love. In those days when the Internet was not so developed, there were so many sisters who came out and told everyone not to be in love. You did it, author. Because of this book, I just felt that men are all the same in the end, and I still feel that way now. Both those who are in love and those who are not in love should read this book. It is a great jazz book and a must-have for falling in love. Your man may not be as good as Su Yinzheng, but the result may be like that in the end.
The image of Su Yin as a good and bad man created by the author should be quite obvious, more three-dimensional, hateful and pathetic. It's really a bit much to say that the sad side is just whitewashing by the author. His love for Shang Shang has faded but the love is still there. For other women, Chen 3 is a little attracted to her because they are the same kind of people, but it quickly deteriorates. As for Chen 4, many people say that he loves Chen 4, which is reflected in his behavior and spending money to accompany her. Well, he has hundreds of millions in assets, and he has lost casually in gambling many times. Chen 4 is just a pornographic gambling addict. Many comments in the comment section have seen the indignation of the sisters, and some of them really feel very one-sided. For example, when Shang Shang called about appendicitis, Su was on Chen 4's bed, but he ignored him and rushed to the hospital without hesitation after picking up the phone. Ignoring that Shang Shang was with Han Zhengzhen, he didn't bother him. Ignoring the kidnapping, he chose to let his son die. There is also the one who uses pregnancy to prove that he loves Chen Si, which is really outrageous. It can be seen from the whole text that he is very worried about the child with Shang Shang. Chen Si told him that he was pregnant at that time. He also asked sarcastically whose it was. Later, it was yin and yang that Chen Si took four months to tell him that he was pregnant. The implication is that Chen Si knew that if he told him too early, the child would not be formed and he would be asked to abort it. If he really loved Chen 4, he would have taken the initiative to give birth to Chen 4. It would be simpler! But he didn't. The reason why I kept the child was because when I took Chen Si for an abortion, I saw Shang Shang coming for a prenatal check-up at the obstetrics and gynecology department. He hates Shang Shang because of the child he killed. Shang Shang was pregnant with a child, so he kept his own. The fundamental reason why he paid Chen Si and showed off Chen Si was that he was taking revenge on Shang Shang. In revenge for Shang Shang aborting their child, in revenge for Shang Shang not wanting him, he spent money on Chen 4 just to show Shang Shang! You all understand what this means. I am so generous and rich, and if you don't want me, I will spend it on others. Some people like it! That child was his deepest pain and the beginning of his complete darkness. His final death was also related to the child by chance. I really think the author has done a good job here. I cried for a long time... After reading the author's article, I can feel the author's ambition. Although it is not a particularly perfect article, the content has both logical loopholes and bloody content. For example, the creation of female characters has no career and long-term love... But I feel that as the male protagonist, Su's character is definitely not one-dimensional. The author wants a three-dimensional character. As a reader, I really feel it. After reading this, I felt really unwilling and would assume that if nothing happened to the Su family, and if Su Yinzheng pursued his ideals and became a scientist... Their endings would have been different. It's a pity that there is no what if, so I feel regretful and unwilling to remain the same... ZjkhP
I have watched it several times and it always stuck in my throat. The author writes really well. The love between Su and Zhou ended up parting ways in the end. After reading it, I will sigh with emotion. Why did Su Yinzheng, who once loved business so much, disappear? In reality, there are really many such situations. Men really become bad when they have money, even if they have loved so intensely. In the article, Su Yinzheng has always loved business, but he couldn't help but cheat. From pity Chen Wanzhi at the beginning to supporting Chen Wanyi later, he seemed to be just enjoying this pleasure, but he lost himself in this enjoyment.
Sisters, please don't really think that Su Yin is the male protagonist. The first time I watched it like this, I cried in anger. It's really cool to see Han Zheng's rise to power in the future. How about taking advantage of the scumbag brother's corner?
Zhou Su's incident reminded me of the education that society gives to men and women on marriage and sex, just like men having sex with women. Society only educates women not to wear too much clothes, not to drink too much at night, not to do this or that, but no one educates men to respect women. It is illegal to rape women. The education of men and women in this society about sex and marriage relationships are really two extremes. There is basically no reflection from Su in the whole story, but the heroine has been educated a lot. She did not bring her cheating husband home, she did not keep him for dinner when her mistress called Su, and she did not continue to watch movies with Su after being kidnapped on Valentine's Day. In the end, the heroine is not tolerant of the cheating of the male protagonist because she is still a woman who needs to be protected by the male protagonist. So the question is, why does Zhou need to be protected, who wants to harm her, why is she kidnapped twice, and why does Chen Wanzhi set up to frame her. Su's upright and upright keeping of a mistress made everyone known, but he did not treat his wife with dignity and respect. Su and Chen Wanzhi secretly had an affair in the company, and even their colleagues noticed it. Why didn't he summarize these behaviors and let him reflect on it? He couldn't just educate women but not men. What's more, the article has been beautifying and whitewashing the man's behavior, linking what the man did to the woman, dragging the woman into the water, and telling readers that the woman is not a "good person" either. The article is hesitant and evasive about the man's mistakes, blaming society, the market, the heroine, his mother, his father, the mistress, and the mistress. It just doesn't point out the man's mistakes from the source and from his own perspective. The woman not only blocks the blame but also points out the "fault" by name. Paradise Left Shenzhen Right at least directly states that the man puts the blame for the failure of the marriage on the woman. This is all kinds of tricky angles to blame the woman.
Near the end, the author wants to advance the plot to torture Chen Wanzhi and Chen Wanyi. The method is to have Chen Wanzhi team up with Su Yinzheng's enemies to kidnap two pregnant women and hang them high. This plot will firstly abort the child in Chen Wanyi's belly, secondly, involve the female protagonist so that the male protagonist can take action, and thirdly, it will get rid of Chen Wanzhi. The three women are like three tools. The kidnappers torture the female protagonist here to provide the male protagonist with sufficient reasons to get rid of the other two female supporting characters. Why should they be eliminated because they have an affair with the male protagonist who has a partner. The subjectivity of the women in this story is really horribly low. The women in it are hurt, trampled, and used by men. They can be called modern benevolent turtles, but afterwards they continue to revolve around the men as if nothing happened. The women in this story are either trying to be the man's wife or competing to be the man's mistress. They are either giving birth to a child, having a mistress, or getting married. There is also the male protagonist who seems to be "submissive" in front of the female protagonist, but in fact he is the one with the upper hand. If the male protagonist wants to live a good life with her, the female protagonist must smash all the grievances into her stomach and forgive the male protagonist. If she does not forgive, she can only watch the male misbehaving outside. It seems that the initiative is on the female protagonist's side, but she has no choice at all, because no matter which choice it is, she needs to make sacrifices, and the suffering of women is to highlight the men.
Hee hee, I enjoyed watching it so much. I regarded us as the male protagonists, violently torturing my cheating scumbag ex-husband, hahaha. Why should I pity Su? Cheating again and again? Disappointment again and again? It's better to leave this kind of scumbag as soon as possible. Even if you feel unwilling to do so for fourteen years, you must know that you will be happier if you leave this scumbag.