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After reading Fei Mu Fei Shi's novel "Qinghui", I didn't read the text carefully, but the title "Little Jasmine, the Beloved of My Life" attracted me very much. The full story has nothing to do with little Jasmine. After finally reading the extra chapter, it turns out that little Jasmine is Qinghui's daughter. I couldn't help but wonder, whose voice was this title spoken in? Originally, I thought it was the heroine who was called in the male protagonist's voice. Since it is a daughter, is it the father calling, the mother calling, or both. I have to read it as a bloody documentary novel. First of all, it has coincidences and accidents that are not often encountered in life, but it cannot be said that such plots will not appear in life. In addition, it is documentary, indeed documentary, and can even be said to be very realistic. The relationship between the characters is complex yet simple, it's just you and me, you and the other woman. The beginning of the novel is the established fact of marriage between the two. I like the long history of family affairs, which is another reason why I opened the novel. I have to say that I was actually very attracted to it at the beginning, not least because of the writing and the protagonist's IQ. The little things described are all everyday, and the humorous tone made me laugh inexplicably. I once couldn't understand that there was a "contrived" woman like Qinghui in my life, who would suddenly send her husband to buy boiled peanuts in a street late at night, who would lose her temper due to menstrual pain, who would be inexplicably unhappy, and who would be inexplicably bad-mouthed. For me, I can't stand it. I feel that the friendship with my husband will be "failed" sooner or later. I also feel that I will never become such a person. But I am neither others, how can I judge others. Maybe one day, I will meet such a person, and I will unconsciously vent my "little temper" to him. In short, life is unpredictable. With that said, I can understand Qinghui. Of course, I still don't agree with blindly acting. No one can tolerate your little temper forever. I am a person who likes to give myself dignity. So when I saw what Qinghui was doing, I would hold my breath, fearing that Gu would not be used to it the next second, but once Gu was used to it, I felt something was wrong. This comes from my shallow understanding of human nature. When things go wrong, there must be monsters. Qinghui's actions are more like tests. Since the suspicion was buried in her heart, she tried her hands little by little. Something is wrong when the man is unusually good-natured towards his wife. I really don't believe that there are such good men in the world. The perfect husband can only be the person you set for yourself. I often wonder what their contradiction is. Is it another woman? I think the other woman is no longer important. Of course, the other woman is also very hateful. Her fault is another matter. Frankness is indispensable in marriage. No one likes to feel left in the dark. I tend to live an honest life, but of course there are bound to be lies in the adult world. Ji Xianlin said, "It's rare to be confused." Living in confusion can indeed make embarrassment and frustration go away, but maybe because of professionalism, a bad debt is even more embarrassing. What's even scarier is that there is no way to change it. Gu's fault was that he was too self-willed. He was too sure that he could handle everything. He hid the past, but his methods were not clever, and even left a legacy. Qinghui is not stupid. As a woman, she is willing to live in confusion, but she can't let it go. This kind of feeling cannot be changed by a word from a reader or bystander. For example, if a person knows whether drinking water is warm or cold, the last thing he cannot control is his mind. I hate the concealment and whitewashing in marriage, and white lies cannot change the hurtful fact. This is one of Gu's biggest mistakes, and it is also the biggest problem in their marriage in my opinion. Low-level whitewashing is more eye-catching and arouses suspicion. I think of that sunflower painting. Speaking of the second contradiction, I can't help but start to doubt men. Sex is so important? This is a deep hurt for both Qinghui and the other woman. Gu Zai had sex with another woman when he was not ready for the next relationship. Did he still expect to make love through sex? Now that you have approved your new girlfriend in front of your friends, why are you still having sex with your ex-girlfriend? Can't control your lower body? I can believe in the separation of sex and love, but can I not put my loved one in such an embarrassing position? It's obvious when you're having sex, but sex within the relationship is different. This is where I feel so disgusted. The way the other woman appeared was so impressive that I will never forget it. I don't even want to mention her name. Mr. Zhao is right, she was the victim, but later she became the perpetrator. If I were in her position, I would be upset and angry. But I must have cut it off at the beginning, when I saw Qinghui's photo in Gu's wallet. I have never advocated love that is as low as dust. After all, I am not her. She is too paranoid. I can't help but think of Ai Xiaotu's "Paranoia". The paranoia of two people is fate, and the paranoia of one person is a disaster. In this form, it is already harmful to people and has caused great harm to Qinghui's spirit. But you see, this is actually very common. When two women compete for a man, they will always use their trivial love affairs to attack each other and show their intimacy and sovereignty. It's just that the other woman was smarter. She chose to let Qinghui listen to other people's stories and give him trust. Which is more credible, the words of enemies or irrelevant people? Even if it is true, we will never believe the words of enemies. When my husband's concealment was mixed with the truth from a third party, my spirit was about to collapse, whether it was Qinghui or me. Why do people always show modesty after making mistakes? I describe it as politeness. Children actually don't like apologizing very much. The mistake has already been made. Doesn't the harm disappear after apologizing? Not to mention how feeble Gu's apology was. Wilde said, "Every saint has a past, and every sinner has a future." I think neither the past nor the future is relevant to the person involved. Why bother waiting in front of you? After reading this novel, I understood what it means to reunite a broken mirror. Of course, a broken mirror can never be reunited again. The novels about broken mirrors and reunions that I have encountered before are simply pretentious and misunderstood, and the real rift cannot be repaired. I have to complain about Gu's character. He is perfect in appearance, good in work and appearance. Internally corrupt, greed, anger and ignorance take over. I don't know where he got the courage to fight against Qinghui. Maybe money lent him the courage. Being divorced does not mean that you have no right to pursue, but is this pursuit? This is to rush the duck to the shelf and boil the water to kill the pig. Pressing forward step by step can be a good thing in other novels about the boss, but it only smells bad when it comes to him. He treated Mr. Zhao out of anger and revenge. This is an extremely ungentlemanly approach. Fortunately, I also saw clearly that he was no gentleman. The same is true for the "handling" of another woman. I certainly don't doubt that Gu has the ability and right to suppress her in business, just as I can't interfere with how the money in other people's pockets is distributed. Being irrational because you cannot get what you want is called anger. There is no clear definition of the inside and outside of the relationship, no distinction between right and wrong in what is done, and love is just an excuse to satisfy selfish desires. "Practice precepts diligently, calm down, and have wisdom, and eliminate greed, anger, and ignorance" as a gift to Mr. Gu. After reading this novel, I can only describe it in one word: like a lump in my throat. I can't even say I have anger, I just feel uncomfortable. It's like forcing a mouthful of shit. It doesn't seem to have any effect on the body if you swallow it, but you can't swallow it. If you spit it out, it still tastes fragrant, and you feel very uncomfortable no matter what. The final ending also left me disappointed, but it made sense. How many past events have been lost in time, not to mention that there is still a baby. Of course, I don't think Qinghui has lost the right to pursue love again because of the baby's existence. She can try new relationships. But that's just saying, her character may not be the one to bravely take that step, not to mention the interference of her former lover and the ties of her children. I really don't like the presence of children at this time. Things tend to get complicated when two people involve a third person. Children are not only accidents but also connections. When it comes to this, we have to talk about the little Jasmine, also known as "The Beloved of This Life". According to my guess, this is probably the tone of the male protagonist. After all, there is a high probability that the child retains his lover for him, and he often has this plan during the marriage, using the child to tie his lover. Saying this makes me feel stupid. For Qinghui, this is also a good excuse to live a confused life. The only thing that can convince her is that without this child, I can't imagine how he would be. It makes people sick to the point of vomiting blood. I really don't want the child to be involved at this time, and I also don't want the child to become the only constraint and only connection between the couple one day. If I want to consider my children, I hope they will be born in a harmonious and warm atmosphere. I felt a little better after writing all this out. Otherwise, I would have been unable to sleep in the middle of the night after reading it, and would have had no energy to do anything. I would have been so shocked. Time can erase many traces. I recommend "Repaying Debt" written by Ruo Liang Sanri, which really made me see the power of time. And the strongest and weakest connections in the world - emotions. But this novel really does not satisfy my understanding of time. I will never forgive a man like Gu in my life. This kind of principled mistake can only be made zero or countless times. No matter what angle you are in, I would rather kill a man who puts you in an embarrassing position than let him go. The way to avoid being hurt is to refuse to accept it. In addition, Er Fei's writing style is really good, and the subject matter is also very novel, realistic and profound. As a story told to everyone, I think it is very successful. Not only did I laugh and feel sad, but what's more rare is that I also thought about it. Although there is a sentence in the ending that I don't like very much, such a good scenery theory hahaha, I would rather kick him out of the car. My first short work document is given to Qinghui! If I don't take pictures, I will feel uncomfortable for several days tomorrow.

I see a lot of people saying that the male protagonist is a scumbag, and I really can't understand it. The male protagonist broke up with the female protagonist at that time, and he also thought that the female protagonist and her had been together since childhood, so he talked to the second female protagonist. This is very reasonable. He Yichen is rare, and his standards are too high. Of course, the male protagonist in this article cannot compare, but he is still affectionate towards the female protagonist.

I reviewed it again, but unfortunately some of it has been locked. I personally think this is the author's pinnacle work, both in terms of character creation and depth of writing. I hope to write another one like this.

I like this article very much because the author's writing is very immersive. But it's really disgusting. When I was eating delicious rice, I found that it felt like shit. I hope Qinghui lives a happy life. I feel that she is very similar in some ways. Maybe she is a little pretentious in love. But if it were me, I would never be able to let go of this matter for the rest of my life. It's so uncomfortable that I feel like vomiting blood just thinking about it.

There is not even a timeline in which the male protagonist first misunderstood that the female protagonist is with his sweetheart or first met the second female protagonist. The mistress slept with the male protagonist on the same bed as the male protagonist and the second female protagonist. It's so evil. It's all like this. The ending also vaguely mentions the possible second love. Fetus, the heroine should be an advanced maternal age at this time. Don't say any realistic articles. If you can't accept it, don't read it. I've read a lot of similar articles like [Kiss], including a lot of scumbag men and bitches. It's so disgusting. This is the first time. You see, the author loves the second male lead so much that he loves it blatantly. In the whole story, the male protagonist doesn't even have an even rival in love. He doesn't want to let the male protagonist have a free period, so he arranges for Zu Yu to fall in love with the female protagonist, so that the long-distance love relationship with the female protagonist completely becomes a waste. It's a joke, even the crematorium was not willing to be arranged, so the heroine got pregnant immediately after the divorce [Kiss] In the end, the hero's mother had the nerve to blame the heroine for hanging the hero [Kiss] and said that the hero was deeply affectionate when his head was pressed, but I think the heroine was the one who tolerated it when her head was pressed. For the rest of her life, when the heroine goes to bed with the hero, she will think of Zu Yu, and when she gets pregnant, she will also think of Zu Yu's text message that cannot be verified or falsified [kiss] I said it is for reality, don't be too funny, which girl in reality can be so tolerant [kiss]

It was a bit depressing to watch. The second female lead is so disgusting. She can brainwash herself by finding a female partner to sleep with after a breakup. But the second female lead describing the details of having sex in front of the heroine is disgusting.

I really like this article. . Already revisited for the 4th time

After watching it once, I felt like I had a diaphragm, so much so that I still have shadows about it. The story of Foot Bath and Gu Chuxu and the details of their relationship. Some are exaggerated but some are real. The real situation is that he is almost seamless. He is not a good man by any means. He is indeed more harmonious with the female protagonist. I don't think he dares to deny this. After all, the female protagonist can let go and it's fun to do it. It's also true that Jinan eats hot pot. Does this still mean that the heroine is only qualified to find men in the garbage dump? I thought about it for a long time and really can't understand it.

Everyone does not need to wash, and the author does not wash. This is reality. Of course, the setting of the male protagonist truly loving the female protagonist is slightly idealized. But it's not some forced affection. Okay, if you think the male protagonist is disgusting, it only means that your view of love is more ideal. I believe that a man can refuse when faced with a beautiful woman who is trying her best to please him, and after they broke up and thought that their ex-girlfriend was with another man, the man's sex is to a large extent controlling them. People all over the world know this. The heroine is not forced to take over. She just hasn't found anyone better and more satisfied and excited. This is also in line with the state of most girls. It is not only by sleeping with another man that this statement can be equalized. The man is too Dirty, sleeping too much will only increase the probability of getting cauliflower. If possible, I hope the heroine is single and safe. If she really loves, then happiness will be good. Don't pursue absolute fairness. Love is not something that can be measured by your sincerity and mine. The important thing is that at any time, you should put your own happiness and your own happiness first, love yourself well, take care of yourself, and comply with your own feelings, you can choose anyone. It doesn't matter, don't treat love as a scary right or wrong issue. Put loving yourself first, and then find someone you love to talk about love with.

I just felt alert after watching it. I have a good temper externally, but in front of my husband and in our own home, I am willful and overbearing. He must listen to me. When we quarrel, he must first admit his mistakes and bow his head. I believe many girls treat their significant other this way. Now it suddenly dawns on me that it's okay to be willful once in a while, but you have to be relaxed and relaxed, and you have to learn to give the other person a step down, don't wait until this point, there is no regret medicine.