I Hope My Husband Drops Dead

After leaving school, Xing Qiu is only allowed to have a husband in his life.

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His husband is a bandit who forces Xing Qiu into a marriage and turns him into a thoughtful, gentle, clingy good wife.

Xing Qiu loves his husband and respects him, while also hoping his husband will soon drop dead in the street.

He hates Li Suitan so much he could die!

Li Suitan is a bastard, the thorn in Xing Qiu's side, the bane of his existence. But Xing Qiu also knows Li Suitan will never set him free. For the rest of his life, he will be his good wife, toy, treasure, and dog.

Life goes on quietly until they are both suddenly chosen by a bizarre game. Xing Qiu's role is hotel chef, while his husband, Li Suitan, is a dining guest who begs for food.

Their roles are reversed.

Xing Qiu decides to imprison Li Suitan first, then kill him.

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An extremely dark, extremely niche, extremely personal story. This may be the most uninhibited novel I've ever written.

1. Check the content warnings on my profile and decide whether to read after looking them over.

2. The top beats the bottom: yes. The bottom beats the top: yes.

3. Not recommended for readers who are devoted to the bottom. Xing Qiu has never been free, and I don't plan to let him be free in the ending. His situation will be no different from the beginning.

4. Not recommended for readers who are devoted to the top. The top starts out with one-sided feelings, and only gets a small sign of reciprocation after driving the bottom into a reflexive state of fear by the end.

5. There will be bloodshed. Mainly, the bottom will give the top some creatively vicious cuts during the horror game. Yes, it's very twisted.

Theme: Freedom ends where the light falls.