The Artist Behind His Dream Man's Portraits Is Actually a Straight Junior

Q: What should you do if the junior student you have a crush on is straight?

A: Grab a spatula and cook yourself something!

And another question: What if the goddess artist you dreamed up is actually your straight junior?

A: Let your junior fry you up and eat you!

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Overworked office drone Xia Nong is a small-time writer who adapts and shares his own unrequited love stories online. His bittersweet writing has earned him quite a following.

What else can he do? The junior he has a crush on is obviously straight. Whenever he sees Xia Nong, he looks away, as if even looking at him is torture. Xia Nong can only fry up some rice for himself!

One day, he finally works up the nerve to commission his “goddess” artist to draw a self-insert fantasy with his dream guy, just to satisfy his own cravings.

Pink Peach: Hi, Artist! I'd like to commission a two-person self-insert fantasy illustration. Here are my photos and a rough idea of what I'd like~

Secret: ? You want to commission that?

Secret: That guy must be eating well.

Xia Nong is completely baffled. He gets the impression that the goddess is grinding her teeth, but obediently sends her a photo of the straight junior he's been secretly in love with for ages.

Secret: Oh, this handsome guy? You two look great together ( =^▽^= )

Secret: I'll make sure to draw it beautifully~

Perhaps the goddess's blessing really is magical. As their conversations grow more frequent, the commissions get bolder, and even Xia Nong's real life starts to brighten up.

The junior who used to turn his head away whenever he saw Xia Nong suddenly leans against his shoulder at a party, tipsy, breathing into his ear.

Oh my gosh, it's exactly like the commission!

The junior who's a germaphobe and hates being touched suddenly pins Xia Nong against a wall, his gaze gentle yet unmistakably suggestive, his movements domineering and handsome.

It's exactly like the commission, too!

The morning after they unexpectedly share a room, ambiguous red marks appear on Xia Nong's neck and collarbone

Wait, even the marks are in exactly the same places as in the commission!

Xia Nong hugs the fantasy illustration and kisses it, then immediately gushes about the goddess's amazing work on wx. Her art must be so incredible that it moved the heavens, finally helping him get together with his moonlight junior!

Too excited to notice the deranged, lovestruck expression on the face of the person holding him, Xia Nong doesn't hear the muffled murmur:

“I finally have you...”

But the truth always comes out in the end.

The day Xia Nong awkwardly resolves to seduce his cool junior into bed, he accidentally opens a Pandora's box.

In the dim room, the walls are covered with pictures of himself from every angle. Pages upon pages of printed text, paintings with frantic brushstrokes, and

On the computer screen, the fantasy illustration he has looked at over and over.

The one that only he and the “goddess” have ever seen.

[Reading Guide]

* One-on-one romance. They are each other's one and only in every way.

* A gentle, aloof shou on the surface but actually a horny, innocent-looking-on-the-outside-and-devious-within type x a scheming gong who will do anything to seduce his wife.

* The gong is a lovesick mad dog who's been secretly in love with his wife for years but only dared to look, never touch. Driven wild by hunger, he resorts to anything. He has low moral standards, is possessive, and gets jealous easily, but the shou loves it. Like pot, like lid.

* Height difference: 178 cm and 192 cm. It's cheesy, but I love it.

* The gong really is messed up. I'm not joking. Don't force yourself to read if you can't accept that.

Theme: Fight for what you want