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52 我 I Am Not the God of Drama Three Nine Sound DomainUrban4.0M WordsCompleted 1.7MReads9.9Score174kShelves

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## "I'm Not a Drama God": Under the spotlight, every scene of glory is in Lingchi's soul. Do you think this is just a gorgeous awakening of abilities? No, this is a long and grand Lingchi dedicated to fate. When the protagonist Chen Ling opened the door and obtained the path of "dramatist", he thought he was holding the power to rewrite his destiny. But the spotlight on the stage illuminated the blade he was cutting at himself with his own hands. 🎭 > **"Perfect performance, you will gain divine power."** >> Behind these oracle-like rules is a cold and biting curse. > > The more powerful the role he plays and the more deeply rooted he is in people's hearts, the more completely his self named "Chen Ling" will be eroded. Every thunderous applause, every surge of power, is accompanied by a fragment deep in the soul being permanently peeled off and covered. He is not getting stronger, he is killing himself layer by layer, using the most dazzling performance to commit a slow suicide that no one applauds. > > **"Mom, it's me..."** > > The deepest knife, hidden in the warmest light. When he dragged his tired soul off the stage, longing for a glimmer of human comfort, he found in despair that his mother's gentle gaze penetrated his true outline and fell on the "role" he played. He has become a stranger on the stage of his life, and even his closest bloodline cannot recognize the screaming and disappearing son under his skin. This is an alienation that is colder than death, and is as desperate as boiling a frog in warm water. Under the stage, it was even more shocking at every step. The eyes of those "audiences" who were fascinated by his performance were full of inhuman greed and malice. What they were looking forward to was not his success, but the moment of his collapse - the tragic ending in which his mask shattered, his true self was exposed, and he was swallowed up by the rules. Every boo is a death knell sounded in advance. The more he wins, the more he loses. Strength is expanding and bonds are breaking. He reached the top in front of everyone, and died inch by inch where no one knew. > When the most gorgeous costume is attached to him, when he is possessed by the most powerful character, he stands in the center of the stage and is worshiped by the roaring mountains and tsunami, but in his heart there is only the biting coldness and boundless desolation. > > **"How many dead souls are still alive in this body?"** > > Every perfect ending is another step towards the abyss. He burned himself to light up the stage, just to gain the right to live, but he clearly saw himself heading towards the desperate situation of "not myself". Is this power a gift, or the world's cruelest torture to him? "I'm Not a Drama God" - This is not a cool novel, it is a gorgeous and tragic soul sacrifice performed under the spotlight. Get the tissues ready. This knife will cut into your heart.

53 盗 Tomb Raider: the Outsider NanyangMystery268k WordsCompleted 3.8kReads8.8Score485Shelves

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The first one is basically a youth crush novel, and the second one is a Tomb Raiders fanfic with a slightly sadistic plot. The third book can be said to be outrageously sadistic. The 4th book is currently one that I feel is very sad. I cried a few times. The fifth book can be said to be the crematorium of chasing a wife. The heroine was abused in the early stage, but became much better in the later stage.

55 野 Wild Domestication Li Huaisha353k WordsCompleted 19.8kReads9.4Score3.7kShelves

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This book is very suitable for [almost crying] people who are obviously in love but have no choice but to do so. I really recommend it [crying] [crying] [crying] It's so beautiful and has so much stamina that it makes me lose a few pounds [laughing and crying]

56 梧 Wutong Lane Song Che Doesn't Eat FishModern Romance174k WordsCompleted 32.1kReads9.6Score7.2kShelves

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The phoenix trees in the old alley have turned yellow again, and your favorite coffee shop has changed its sign. I counted the fallen leaves in the cracks of the bricks, waiting for the "Long time no see" that would never come. Later, even Shadow thought it was too quiet here. #The most painful thing is that we will never meet again

57 爹 Dad, Don't Be Stubborn and Come Out, You Are Really Invincible! Dream Chasing Little Paper KiteEastern Fantasy1.6M WordsCompleted 47kReads9.0Score4.4kShelves

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Invincible, Gou, sign in, develop, group pet, Shuangwen ran away from his wife and daughter at the beginning

58 曾 There Was Once a Person Who Loved Me Like Life Round the SunModern Romance47k WordsCompleted 1.7kReads6.5Score183Shelves

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Knife (meets the requirements)

60 周 Dr. Zhou's Bai Yueguang Is About to Die Shixingque219k WordsCompleted 22.6kReads9.3Score3.3kShelves

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——If you only have thirty days left to live, how would you love someone? * #BEesthetic Peak #Unspoken love is the most painful

61 我 I Only Peeked at Him Zhi Jiu188k WordsCompleted 15.4kReads9.6Score3.3kShelves

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Sad sad sad super knife ah ah [shy]

63 厄 Doom List There Is a Knife in the PocketUrban283k WordsCompleted 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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Trying out the new "The Doom List" is not brainless, there are no routines, the plot is flowing, the protagonist and villain have online IQs, reversals, reasonable logic, delicate emotions, and stable updates. It is definitely worth watching.

64 我 Six Years After My Death, He Knelt Down and Broke the Green Bricks in Front of the Buddha. ErfuAncient Romance455k WordsCompleted 3.5kReads7.2Score302Shelves

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It's so cruel😭😭😭🌿 Guys, come and see👀

75 离 Ridiculous, Whose Alpha Eats Small Cakes? There Is a Fish in the Boat479k WordsCompleted 65.5kReads9.6Score9.9kShelves

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It's really good to watch. It makes me heartbroken. The ending is perfect. I like watching HE.

76 出 The Second Immortal Emperor Was Born, He Was Invincible. Joyoung Wants to Be the Richest ManEastern Fantasy3.3M WordsCompleted 40.9kReads8.6Score5.2kShelves

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The first novel is a fantasy novel with a funny beautiful sister. The second is a supernatural, suspenseful and terrifying event.

78 二 Second Marry to the East Palace Spring Light ShakesAncient Romance850k WordsCompleted 5.5kReads8.9Score1kShelves

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Very interesting, the plot touched me very much

79 潇 The Sound of Rain Is Late Meng ZhiwanModern Romance120k WordsCompleted 119.8kReads9.7Score17.8kShelves

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### 1. **Real and touching youth narrative** - The novel is set on campus and tells the story of the protagonist's growth in friendship, love and family. The plot is close to reality and can easily resonate with readers. - The book's description of the sensitivity, confusion, and courage of adolescence is particularly delicate. For example, the protagonist's psychological struggle when facing academic pressure and family estrangement can make people see the shadow of themselves or those around them. ### 2. **Complex and three-dimensional characters** - The protagonist is not a "perfect character", but has a fragile and contradictory side, such as appearing cheerful but actually lonely, or being rebellious on the surface and longing to be understood in his heart. The supporting characters (such as family and friends) are also created with depth, and the network of relationships is real and vivid. - The emotional entanglements between characters (such as secret love, misunderstanding, reconciliation) advance layer by layer and are thought-provoking. ### 3. **Warm and healing tone** - Although there is regret and pain in the story, the overall message conveys the power of "reconciling with oneself". The discussion in the book about "Growth is learning to accept imperfection" can bring comfort to readers. - The ending is left open and thought-provoking rather than forcing a satisfactory conclusion. ### 4. **Beautiful writing and sense of atmosphere** - The author is good at using environmental descriptions to heighten emotions, such as the repeated appearance of images such as the sound of rain and dusk, echoing the title of the book, creating a touch of melancholy and poetry. - The language is concise but contagious, suitable for quiet reading. ### 5. **Suitable Readers** - If you like youth literature such as "Hello, Old Time" and "So Many Years", or are interested in "atypical campus stories" (not limited to sweet pets or sadomasochism), this book will be a good choice. - The discussion of family of origin and self-identity in the book is also suitable for young readers who resonate with the theme of growth. --- **Summary**: "Xiaoxiao Yu Sheng Chi" is not a novel that simply pursues drama, but shows the pain and tenderness of growth through ordinary details. What is precious about it is that it acknowledges the regrets of life while retaining the hope of healing. If you are willing to calm down and savor a delicate youth story, this book is worth reading.

82 天 Genius? Can You Be Stronger Than Me? Talking Carrot HeadUrban240k WordsCompleted 1Reads7.3Score—Shelves

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Woo hoo hoo, the knife was too harsh, I was caught off guard

88 我 Slay the Gods Three Nine Sound DomainUrban4.3M WordsCompleted 1.3MReads9.9Score171kShelves

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More tearful! ! [Cry][cry]

91 她 She Won't Coax Him Anymore Cool Autumn DayModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 89kReads9.6Score15.7kShelves

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The protagonists of the story are the gentle academic girl Jiang Qiao and the rebellious boy Xu Si. Jiang Qiao was diagnosed with late-stage gastric cancer in his first year of high school. In order to leave no regrets, he transferred to City A and became Xu Si's deskmate. Two people with similar lonely souls gradually get closer while getting along. Xu Si studied hard under Jiang Qiao's influence, and Jiang Qiao also felt warm under Xu Si's protection. However, as fate would have it, Jiang Qiao passed away shortly after the college entrance examination, leaving Xu Si struggling painfully in his memories.

92 穿 After Reading the Book, I Conquered the Traitorous Chief Minister The Lights Are BoomingAncient Romance707k WordsCompleted 52kReads9.3Score10.2kShelves

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There are really a lot of knives, each one is very cruel, I can't help it [I almost cry]

94 虐 After You Tortured Me, Mr. Gu Cried Tomatoes Aren't for Scrambled EggsModern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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Mutual torture due to misplaced memories, when the truth is revealed, the hurt of the past is a foregone conclusion.

95 夫 Madam, Please Stop Being Cruel. Master Qi Is Dead. Seeking Knowledge in the DustModern Romance442k WordsCompleted 132Reads—Score—Shelves

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1 And 2 are about women torturing men, 3 is about the heroine being miserable, 4 and 5 are about Shuangnan, all of them are finished.

100 h See Spring Su Xingsi of Qianqiu PalaceModern Romance25k WordsCompleted 4.2kReads—Score438Shelves

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Family, love, and friendship are all the ceiling of be. Jiang Du and Wei Qingyue both have their own little wounds and are not very good at talking, but they secretly remember each other's preferences and clumsily stand up when the other is bullied. There is no bloody pulling, just the kind of cautious love, hidden in the half piece of rubber handed over, hidden in the deliberately slow pace on the way to school. Like the light that suddenly comes in on a rainy day, it is so warm that it makes people feel weak. If you like this kind of quiet and healing two-way redemption, don't miss it. [Licking the screen][licking the screen][licking the screen][grass has been planted][bookshelf plus one] #YouthCure#Two-way salvation