After I Left, Mr. Lu Was Overcome with Grief

A groveling chase to win her back, with both sweet and angsty moments!

Xu Zhuoyang loved Lu Beiye with all his heart for five years, only to discover that he was nothing more than a replaceable stand-in.

He worked his way up from an extra to a Best Actor, only to hear Lu Beiye say, “You're ridiculous. You actually made that thing people use for amusement your goal.”

He gave up everything to cook and devoted himself to caring for Lu Beiye every day. In return, he got nothing but scorn: “The servants could do all this.”

When Lu Beiye's first love came back, Xu Zhuoyang became his secret lover, someone he could mistreat at will or casually hand over to others.

As Xu Zhuoyang lay in the hospital, hovering between life and death, Lu Beiye regretted everything. Looking into those cool, clear eyes, he felt as if his heart were being crushed. “A-Yang...”

Xu Zhuoyang asked wearily, “Lu Beiye, was there ever a moment when you saw me as a living, breathing person?”