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1. 501 春 A Prayer for Spring 春的祷告 The Rest of My Life in Ruocheng若城余生Modern Romance53k WordsCompleted Sui Xiran’s life was marked by uncertainty from the very beginning. Her parents divorced, and her world was confined for years to the pale walls of hospital rooms. On sheets of paper, she drew the sea she had never seen, again and again. Then one day, a boy as warm as sunlight opened the door and entered the silent remainder of her life, bringing light and warmth with him. They met in a hospital room where the smell of disinfectant mingled with the light of spring, and fell for each other amid 54Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It's both heart-wrenching and pure love. [Crying][almost crying][almost crying]

2. 502 雪 Snow-Buried Eyes, Love Reduced to Zero 雪葬双眸，爱意归零 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted Snow buries her eyes, and love fades to nothing 464Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 503 她 She Won't Comfort Me Anymore 她不哄我了 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance103k WordsCompleted [Signed, awaiting publication] Inspired by the author's own experience of secretly loving someone for six years, even though he already loves someone else. Xu Ci is outwardly a cool, gifted young man, but inwardly sensitive. Wanyue is outwardly sunny and cheerful, but inwardly sensitive and insecure, a sweet, well-behaved girl. One summer, amid the buzzing cicadas, Xu Ci and Wanyue fell in love at first sight. Xu Ci had to leave early for something, and Wanyue thought she'd never see him again. 37Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Memories of Unrequited Love

4. 504 桥 The Sound of Fine Rain on the Bridge 桥绵细雨声 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance93k WordsCompleted [Depressed girl Qiao Mian x gentle doctor Wen Rouyu] Qiao Mian wanted to throw herself into the river, but Wen Rouyu pulled her out. Suddenly, she wasn't sure she wanted to die. Was it fate? Tugging timidly at Wen Rouyu's clothes, she asked, “Can you love me?” “I do. I love you so, so much. I like you more than anything.” Qiao Mian's depression was caused by her family. To help Qiao Mian break free from her birth family, Wen Rouyu secretly made a plan. Qiao Mian's parents beat her until both 12Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 505 空 Blank Space and Paper Pages 空白与纸页 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance21k WordsCompleted In the bloom of youth, unrequited love is both rare and commonplace. A few remain unrequited, while most succeed. Unrequited love is a pain you can't put into words. Only you know how hard it is to love someone in secret, and how much harder it is to let go. Do you, with your blank slate, know? 7Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 506 铃 Listen, the Sound of the Wind 铃听，风的声音 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance53k WordsCompleted Qingqing is deaf and mute. A promise brought them together, and he became her voice. In his eyes, she was the exception. The character “Ting” in Xia Ting’s name sounds like “you can hear.” He spent a week learning sign language for her. He captured the sound of the wind for her, hoping to grant her wish. He gave her his voice, but wasn’t satisfied with it, and wanted to give her the best gift of all. A sensitive, insecure girl x Xia Ting, who promised to stay by her side He treated her well in k 9Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 507 予 An Orange Summer for You 予你橙夏 Er Lili洱梨梨Modern Romance338k WordsCompleted [Sunny, lively hero vs. aloof, cold heroine + Mutual Secret Crush + Devoted Love + Tragedy (Bad Ending) + Love That Goes Unreturned] In 2006, during a hot, damp summer that seemed to stretch on without end. Yuan Man and her mother, Wang Xiaozhi, moved from Yancheng to Wutuo Town. The first time Yuan Man met Xu Jiayi, his mother was yanking him by the ear and scolding him. He was covered in mud and filthy from head to toe, and he clearly wasn't one for keeping clean. Yuan Man didn't like him much 45Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It's so heartbreaking, I want to cry.

8. 508 他 He Sacrificed His Memories Again and Again, All to Save Me 他数次献祭记忆，竟都是为了救我 Xi Fengyue西枫月7k WordsCompleted He sacrificed his memories again and again, all to save me 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Here comes the angst story.

9. 509 救 Saving My Daughter Ten Thousand Times: I Turned the Gods into Evil Spirits 救女一万次：我把神明杀成了恶鬼 Xi Fengyue西枫月9k WordsCompleted Saving Her Ten Thousand Times: I Turned the Gods into Demons 7Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 510 死 Dead at 21:03: To Save Her, I Rebooted the World a Hundred Thousand Times 死在21:03：为了救她，我重启了世界十万次 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted Died at 21:03: To Save Her, I Rebooted the World a Hundred Thousand Times 13Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 511 第 The 101st Time I Ordered General Huo to Die 第101次赐死霍将军 Xi Fengyue西枫月Ancient Romance10k WordsCompleted The 101st Execution of General Huo 6Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 512 重 Reborn: If I Had Never Met the Light 重生：如果不曾遇见光 Xi Fengyue西枫月11k WordsCompleted Reborn: If We Had Never Found the Light 4Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 513 救 I Saved the Whole Village, Only to Become Their Plaything? My Dead Husband Returned and Slaughtered the Ungrateful 救全村却沦为玩物？亡夫归来杀光白眼狼 Xi Fengyue西枫月Ancient Romance5k WordsCompleted She saved the whole village, only to become their plaything? Her dead husband returns and slaughters every ungrateful traitor. 77Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 514 爸 Dad, Dead People Don't Get Fussy 爸，死人是不会矫情的 Xi Fengyue西枫月6k WordsCompleted Dad, the Dead Don't Get All Sentimental 29Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 515 高 That Kid Who Scored 700 on the College Entrance Exam Jumped Off a Building? 高考700分的那孩子，跳楼了？ Xi Fengyue西枫月6k WordsCompleted That Kid Who Scored 700 on the Gaokao, Jumped Off a Building? 18Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 516 虐 Brutal!!! On My Wedding Day, My Ex Sent Me His Ashes 虐！！！结婚当天，前任寄来他的骨灰 Xi Fengyue西枫月5k WordsCompleted Angst!!! On their wedding day, her ex sent over his ashes. 25Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 517 藏 The Hidden Terminal Illness Medical Record 藏起的绝症病历 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted The Hidden Medical Record of a Terminal Illness 54Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 518 婚 The Avenger at the Wedding: I Love You from Hell 婚礼上的复仇者：我在地狱爱你 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted The Avenger at the Wedding: I Love You in Hell 65Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 519 刚 I Just Got Divorced and Diagnosed With Stomach Cancer, but My Ex-Husband Went Mad 刚离婚，我确诊胃癌，前夫却疯了 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted I’d just gotten divorced when I was diagnosed with stomach cancer, and my ex-husband went insane. 2Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 520 全 The Top Student in School Swapped My Lifesaving Medicine, Then Jumped Off a Building a Week Later 全校第一的哥哥换掉我的救命药，一周后他却跳楼了 Xi Fengyue西枫月7k WordsCompleted My Top-of-the-Class Brother Switched My Lifesaving Medicine. A Week Later, He Jumped Off a Building 5Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 521 死 Three Days After My Death, the Lawyer Delivered a Safe. My Ex-Girlfriend Read Its Contents and Wept on Her Knees at My Grave 死后三天，律师送来保险箱，前女友看完跪哭墓前 Xi Fengyue西枫月6k WordsCompleted Three Days After My Death, a Lawyer Delivered a Safe. My Ex-Girlfriend Read Its Contents and Fell to Her Knees, Weeping at My Grave 6Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 522 我 After I Faked My Death, My Cold Fiancé Went Mad 我死遁后，那个冷漠的未婚夫疯了 Xi Fengyue西枫月8k WordsCompleted After I Faked My Death, My Cold Fiancé Went Mad 2Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 523 那 Those Sunflowers Covering the Wall Couldn't Keep You Here After All 那满墙的向日葵，终究没能留住你 Xi Fengyue西枫月7k WordsCompleted Those sunflowers covering the wall still couldn't make you stay in the end 4Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 524 他 He Died on the Day We Divorced 他死在了我们离婚的那一天 Xi Fengyue西枫月7k WordsCompleted He Died on the Day We Got Divorced 8Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 525 深 Collarbones Locked Away: A Republican-Era Woman's Confession 深宅锁骨—一个民国女人的自白 Xi Fengyue西枫月Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted A Locked Collarbone: The Confession of a Woman from Republican-Era China 38Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 526 将 General, I Won’t Protect This Golden Age Anymore 将军，这盛世江山，我不守了 Xi Fengyue西枫月Ancient Romance10k WordsCompleted General, I Won't Defend This Prosperous Empire Anymore 7Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 527 剥 After I Gave Up My Five Senses to Save Him, the Mad Regent Cried Himself Blind 剥离五感救他后，疯批摄政王哭瞎了眼 Xi Fengyue西枫月Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted He gave up his five senses to save the man he loved, and the mad regent wept himself blind. 16Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 528 她 She Isn't Coming Back 她不再回来了 Naughty Little Deer小鹿不乖Modern Romance226k WordsCompleted [Secret crush # campus angst # reunion after years apart # both are virgins # modern romance # tragic ending] [Animated comic coming soon] At the start of the school year that autumn, Lu Zhixia’s bright, starry eyes landed on him, and she froze. Was she really going to share a desk with Jiang Chiye, her longtime nemesis? And that wasn’t all. They were living under the same roof, too. She expected them to fight until the whole world shook, but instead, Lu Zhixia found that her nemesis seemed to d 5.1kReads8.7Score600Shelves

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    I felt the beginning of the second book was very sweet and not very tear-jerking, but for some reason, the epilogue made me cry a lot 😢

29. 529 南 The Road Between North and South 南北勿歧路 A Little Beard Sprout一颗小胡芽Modern Romance321k WordsCompleted [Ensemble Cast] + [Ideal World] + [Bad Ending] After an accident, a gifted young man with a bright future willingly falls into ruin. Then he meets the little sun in his life, and his cold, lonely heart is suddenly warmed. • A cool, aloof, and cocky top student senior x a sunny little girl who wears a “little white rabbit” costume, a striking contrast Love in the present, undiminished by the unexpected things tomorrow may bring. Treasure the present while you can. I'll be waiting for you at the e 13Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Why can't two people who clearly love each other be together? It turns out that the most regrettable thing in the world is not that two people who don't love each other are strangers, but that two people who love each other deeply can only look at each other from the perspective of life and death.

30. 530 若 If Only I Could See You Once More 若能再见你一面 Little Ai Is Gone小愛不在Modern Romance109k WordsCompleted Short angst novel + BE + Read with caution + Life isn’t always HE, so when a BE comes, face it bravely... [Goodbye, or goodbye forever?] An ending is both love and her fate... Jiang Yinsheng, I used to think I was the one who owned this heart, but then I realized it was you... Su Sheng, life goes on and all things grow. Just like her name, she represented growth and hope, but she broke her promise... 101Reads8.0Score—Shelves

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    How can a tragic ending that's too heart-wrenching not be considered a happy ending? There are short stories, stories about a man who secretly loves a woman for ten years and dies of cancer, stories about love at first sight, stories based on the author's personal experiences, stories about mutual attraction and redemption, stories with two male leads, stories with two academic geniuses, 1v1, and childhood sweethearts. Highly recommended!

31. 531 一 One Heartbreaking Story Per Chapter 一章一个虐心故事 Huangfu Ziqi皇甫梓琪Modern Romance601k WordsCompleted [Regrets + tragic ending + angst + short story + complete] So many regrets become stories that can never be mended, destined to exist only in our minds. A love too difficult to put into words is life's greatest sorrow. 46Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 532 他 He Lives in Heaven 他住在天堂里 Paper Eighteen纸十八Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication] [He has loved her in secret for ten years, tragic ending + male lead dies of cancer + tearjerker campus romance] “The girl I’ve loved for ten years got married. I personally placed her hand in her future husband’s. The last time I called her by name was at her wedding.” Jiang Chi 690Reads8.4Score188Shelves
33. 533 盛 No Roses in Midsummer 盛夏无玫瑰 Bamboo and Wood's Farewell竹木辞Modern Romance163k WordsCompleted [Troubled, obsessive boy × warm, healing ray of sunshine] Unrequited love × love at first sight × bittersweet school romance Roses are a byword for romance, the beginning of regret, and the end of a midsummer... Romance let the roses pierce the whole summer, allowing them to take root and bloom in the pain of her wounds. In the end, they secretly became the only thorns in the time machine of her life, letting every unfinished kiss grow into an epitaph here, bringing every regret to its close. “A 80Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 534 暗 I’m the One Who’s Secretly in Love with You 暗恋你的人是我 Little Yue Cake小悦饼Modern Romance256k WordsCompleted This book is based on my own life. Once I finish writing it, I can finally let go. Su Xiaoxiao is insecure, sensitive, timid, a poor student, and painfully meek. When she meets He Chi, she does her best to get closer to him, but all she can do is run after him from behind. Why does Su Xiaoxiao work so hard to get into First High School, only to transfer out later? Su Xiaoxiao will never measure up to Xia Mo, and she can never catch up to He Chi. But Wang Bo is always behind her, and she forget 122Reads8.8Score—Shelves
35. 535 橙 The Scent of Oranges, Like Years Past 橙香似昔年 Beaver Hehehe河狸heheheModern Romance255k WordsCompleted SC, BE, angst, starts in school and later moves to the city, with supporting characters getting more page time in the first few chapters Their first meeting at seventeen was hardly a beautiful beginning. One was an aloof, taciturn troublemaker, the other a sensitive, stubborn beauty with an air of elegance. They thought they would take an instant dislike to each other, but instead they fell in love over time. Neither knew whose heart the other had first entered. But life is unpredictable, and ac 7Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 536 绽 Blossoming in Midsummer 绽放与盛夏 Cat Xiaoxi猫小西Modern Romance225k WordsCompleted [Redemption × Mutual Secret Crushes × Angsty School Romance] A sweet, soft top student with a surprising side × a roguishly handsome, jealous boy The sun and the moon can never share the same parallel line. Ji Yu’s little moon stayed forever at sixteen. Cicadas buzzed incessantly, the wobbly fan creaked, and the stuffy classroom reeked of sweat. Every summer seemed to be the same, but this year was different, because there was someone in his heart he wanted to protect. Ji Yu: “Chi Sui, I’m sorry 5Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 537 悲 A Sorrowful Secret Crush 悲伤暗恋 Beimu Liuguang北木流光Modern Romance135k WordsCompleted Redemption + Unrequited Love + Campus Tragedy + Bad Ending Inferiority-complex underachiever Su Xiaoyu vs. top student and campus prince Xiao Ruiyang His sunshine and warmth helped a girl who had fallen to the very bottom gradually find meaning in life. She worked hard to become a better person, just so she could be worthy of being his friend. They met in early summer and parted in early autumn. Years later, she would think back on that youth, when the flowers never bloomed and the sun had alrea 14Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 538 她 She Is His Summer 她是他的夏天 Yi Luobin伊洛滨Modern Romance143k WordsCompleted (Heartbreaking school romance + healing + bad ending) Character profiles: Yao Ziying (height: 164 cm); Jiang Tingchuan (height: 182 cm); Song Luoxiao (height: 180 cm) A school romance series set in the same universe as the “Yiluo Bin Universe.” She remembered that summer: he wore a white T-shirt and stood smiling at her in the sunlight. “Yao Ziying, my wish is to spend every summer with you, because you are my summer,” he said. Her eyes were full of laughter, her lips curved like a crescent moo 25Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 539 偷 Crying in Secret 偷偷哭泣 Yan Zhou雁舟Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted A little story with a bittersweet ending. [Angst, mutual healing, secret love, two male leads, bad ending] That summer, Xin Chen was saved by a boy through a twist of fate. The boy smiled and asked him, “Don’t you remember me?” Xin Chen stared at him, bewildered. “Have we... met?” Later, Xin Chen found out on the school confession page that the boy was called Chi Chuan. From then on, checking the page every day for news about him became part of Xin Chen’s routine. He hoped more than anything tha 507Reads—Score117Shelves
40. 540 暗 Unrequited Love Is an Inner Monologue 暗恋是一场内心的独白 Xi Muqing汐慕青Modern Romance938k WordsCompleted [Schoolyard secret crush + win-her-back redemption arc] Happy ending. A story about me secretly loving someone who falls for my best friend. The heroine suffers first, then the hero. Because of the wounds left by her family, she has been sensitive and insecure since childhood. He, meanwhile, is outstanding in every way, a talented and popular figure at school. Little by little, she is drawn to him, and by the time she realizes it, she has fallen deeply in love. In high school, she secretly lov 4.1kReads7.0Score159Shelves
41. 541 如 If You Hadn't Left 如果你没离开 Shi Lanan时蓝桉Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted [Angsty romance, love at first sight, campus, regrets, bad ending] He was a wealthy young master who had been sent away to live with another family. She was a humble girl who had left the mountains behind. They met on the first day of school and later became classmates. She never hid her secret crush, and he never kept his feelings to himself. But after one of her loved ones died, a choice drove them apart for good. Years later... She had changed completely. But when she met him again... She bec 48Reads6.1Score—Shelves
42. 542 剩 One Letter Left Behind 剩下一封信 Xixi, Be Good希希要乖Modern Romance247k WordsCompleted [Main story complete] [Angst] [School-life tragedy] [Two top students] [One-on-one + childhood sweethearts] [Slight ensemble cast] Golden boy Shen Yuchuan vs. gentle girl Qiu Suian [Suisi, will you stay with me forever?] [I will.] . [Qiu Suian, may you live a long life.] [Shen Yuchuan, may you be safe and well year after year.] That summer was as lively as ever. Cicadas buzzed noisily, and the summer breeze brought nothing but heat. But to Shen Yuchuan, it felt like the depths of winter. He sta 690Reads6.6Score190Shelves
43. 543 祭 Sacrifice to Spring 祭春天 A Yuan Upstairs阿媛在楼上Modern Romance498k WordsCompleted In the first spring after the college entrance exams, Yu Xiaoxiao is sitting in the library at Peking University when it suddenly dawns on her: that pitch-black night when he laughed until he couldn’t breathe, he was crying. [Love at first sight + mutual healing + angsty campus romance, tragic ending] Gentle boy who pretends to be a school bully × girl who pretends to be aloof but is really a top student [Boy pursues girl + devoted one-on-one romance + the clear-headed one falls hard + equal par 926Reads8.9Score198Shelves
44. 544 她 Her Little Sun Went Out 她的小太阳熄灭了 Luan Luan Doesn't Eat Fatty Meat栾栾不吃肥肉Modern Romance162k WordsCompleted [Young Love] + [Angst] + [Healing] [Su Ran, a school bully with terminal stomach cancer] X [Lin Zhizhi, a timid, suspicious, well-behaved girl with mild persecutory delusions] That winter, heavy snow fell over Nanshui Township, defying all expectations! “Don't fall asleep. Open your eyes and look at me!” Lin Zhizhi wished so desperately that Su Ran were just playing a joke on her. She wished he would suddenly open his eyes as usual, make a face at her, and say, “Hey, kid, did I scare you?” But t 39Reads—Score—Shelves
45. 545 冬 A Winter’s Last Letter 冬日遗书 Paper Eighteen纸十八Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted [Mutual Secret Crush + Angst + Youth and School Life + Both Leads Die | Slow-Burn Style | Hero's Secret-Crush Diary] When Fang Li was sixteen, her mother remarried, and she transferred to Nanshi No. 1 High School. There she met Jiang Zheng, the “bad boy” everyone talked about. As she got to know him, she realized this quiet boy wasn't as bad as everyone said. On the contrary, he was wonderful. So wonderful that Fang Li would never forget him for the rest of her life. The boy wasn't a savior, but 2.1kReads8.2Score532Shelves
46. 546 离 Only After Our Divorce Did He Remember That He Loved Me 离婚后，他才想起他爱我 Quan Xin荃昕14k WordsCompleted Only After the Divorce Did He Remember That He Loved Me 56Reads—Score—Shelves
47. 547 他 He Risked His Life to Protect Me, and Gave Her His Heart 他以命护我，以心予她 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted He Protected Me with His Life and Gave Her His Heart 397Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 548 陪 With You Until Twenty-Nine 陪你到二十九岁 Half a Green Candle青烛半盏31k WordsCompleted By Your Side Until You're Twenty-Nine 78Reads—Score—Shelves

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    She was my lawfully wedded wife, but she only stayed with me for a short two weeks. My dear, you are so cruel. You gave everyone a happy ending, except me.

49. 549 记 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 4.7kReads8.7Score592Shelves

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    The first book is incredibly moving and makes you cry. As for the second book, if you feel your breast milk ducts are functioning properly, you can check it out.

50. 550 我 I Want a Complete Family 我想要个完整的家 Chuan Shenyan川慎言18k WordsCompleted I Want a Complete Family 64Reads—Score—Shelves

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