Looking for Angst That’ll Make Me Cry Uncontrollably! 求虐文，虐到泪失禁的那种！

1. 801 好 After Maxing Out Her Affection, I Died in Front of My Childhood Friend 好感度刷满后，我死在青梅面前 Heavy Motorcycle Rider重机车铁骑Urban290k WordsCompleted Su Mu transmigrates into the body of a patient with terminal bone cancer and obtains the “Happy Life Simulator.” The more deeply he influences a simulated world, country, or the people around him, the longer his life can be extended. [In your first simulation, you obtain the gold trait “Heaven’s Envy”: your life is short, but your talent is unparalleled.] [You are born into the world and gain a childhood sweetheart.] [You protect her from your tender childhood through your passionate youth. You 9.4kReads8.4Score889Shelves

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   Sweet little article~~

2. 802 我 Playing the Patient in a Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院当“病人” A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀13k WordsCompleted I’m a “Patient” in a Psychiatric Hospital 31Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 803 暗 Dark Night Emperor 暗夜帝君 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫53k WordsCompleted The Dark Night Emperor 5Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 804 收 After Adopting the Down-and-Out Female Lead, I Died Horribly in Front of Her 收养落魄女主后，惨死在她面前 Li Huan离焕Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [In your first simulation, you transmigrate to a cultivation world.] [You become a refugee fleeing famine. Along the way, you save an abandoned baby girl and become her older brother.] [You depend on each other and become one another's only support.] [At the end of the simulation, you shield the grown girl and give your life to hold off a horde of demonic cultivators. You die, and the light in her eyes goes out too.] [In your second simulation, you transmigrate to a world where steam and mag 123.5kReads9.1Score13.9kShelves
5. 805 3 A Body Temperature of 39.5°C, Family Affection at 0°C! 《39.5℃的体温，0℃的亲情！》 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀8k WordsCompleted 39.5°C Body Temperature, 0°C Family Love! 198Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 806 祖 Ancestor, Your Grandson Burned a Real Car for You 祖宗在上，孙儿给您烧了辆真车 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance10k WordsCompleted Ancestor, Your Grandson Has Burned a Real Car for You 403Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 807 阿 Auntie, I Love You! 阿姨，我爱你！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Auntie, I Love You! 1.3kReads—Score—Shelves
8. 808 强 Forced Deeper 强制深入 Never Annoyed by Time时不烦Two Male Leads259k WordsCompleted "Dual male leads + coercion + doctor + intense push and pull + devoted husband" A manic, husky-like big shot VS an arrogant, gorgeous male doctor Coercion is only the beginning; love is eternal. Lin Yan: Taking your pants off the first time we meet? That’s embarrassing (I can’t wait!) Ji Shen: ... Lin Yan: What was your name again, Ji what? Ji Shen: Just call me Doctor Ji. Lin Yan: No way. That would make me sound uneducated. Ji Shen: ... 7.9kReads8.9Score924Shelves

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   If you lose control of your tears, don't blame me, I'm not cruel.

9. 809 被 Day and Night Trapped in a Rental by a Yandere! 被病娇囚在出租屋的日与夜！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀9k WordsCompleted Days and nights imprisoned in a rental apartment by a yandere! 535Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 810 星 The Galaxy Falls Into My Arms 星河落下入怀中 Sunrise over the Starry River日出星河Marriage & Romance42k WordsCompleted The Galaxy Falls into My Embrace 1kReads—Score—Shelves

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    This book is highly recommended!! Love at first sight and forcibly marry Hao Wen! Abuse warning⚠️⚠️The heroine is so miserable!!! [Almost crying] [Almost crying]

11. 811 折 Moonlight as a Prison: The Cold Young Lady Brings Her Bodyguard to Tears 折月为囚：清冷小姐虐哭暗卫 Fortune and Prosperity富贵聚财Ancient Romance386k WordsOngoing (The male lead suffers a lot. Read with caution if you're sensitive to angst.) (This is a fictional story set in an imaginary world.) Main couple: Xu Ruyan, a cool and ruthless daughter of the prime minister, and Song Zhiyu, a humble, devoted hidden guard. Secondary couple: Zhao Zhaoning, a beautiful and unpredictable princess, and Xu Qingfeng, a carefree young general. Xu Ruyan, the prime minister's legitimate daughter, grew up in a household rife with power struggles. She became cold and ruthl 2.1kReads8.2Score164Shelves

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    It hurts my heart to watch the male protagonist who abuses him

12. 812 妈 Mom’s Thirty-Eight Letters! 妈妈的三十八封信！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted Thirty-Eight Letters from Mom! 8Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 813 盗 Tomb Raiding: After the White Moonlight Dies, the Villain Goes on a Killing Spree 盗墓：白月光死后，反派杀疯了 Ruoshui Ting'an若水亭安Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted #Gloomy, lovesick beauty bottom #Apologies for OOC #Corruption and love rivals #Ultimate body-double showdown #High-risk tomb raiding with sweet romance “He died in the year he loved me most, so I made myself the sharpest blade.” Jiang Ruoqing is the most venomous snake beneath the tomb. He smiles as he cuts open Wu Xie's heart, cursing everyone who is happier than he is. Everyone calls him a madman He used the Wu family's Third Young Master as a body double and destroyed everything he had. “Who 263Reads9.3Score100Shelves

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    1.4.6.11.13. It is a fanfic derivative of Pirates. Both have two male protagonists. Several of them are by the same author. Trust me, the quality of this knife is very high if you just click on it. Basically they are all dead. 7.10 Is a quick travel article. For the same author. In the end, both of them died. The process was heartbreaking. 14~17 Are written by the same author. The cover is cute. In fact, the giant knife kills people. Eight is the age of the master and his disciple. 18 Is a very serious rival literature. The two of them are really, really, really, really enemies.

14. 814 少 Cut the Crap! I’m Begging You, Take Off Your Armor and Kiss Me! 少废话，我求你脱了战袍亲亲我！ Hu Yan.胡言.Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted Completed, and absolutely fantastic! [Flirtatious, brazen beauty top vs. sharp-tongued, honest-hearted cool-guy bottom; childhood rivals who hated each other, then fell in love while fighting] [Two male leads + two strong leads + intense chemistry and push-pull + mutual coercion + both are pure + happy ending] Ji Qinghuan had been born into another world and lived there for nineteen years, always appearing to outsiders as a gentle, refined young master. A heaven-blessed prodigy with impeccable c 10.2kReads9.3Score1.6kShelves

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    1.4.6.11.13. It is a fanfic derivative of Pirates. Both have two male protagonists. Several of them are by the same author. Trust me, the quality of this knife is very high if you just click on it. Basically they are all dead. 7.10 Is a quick travel text. For the same author. In the end, both of them died. The process was heartbreaking. 14~17 Are written by the same author. The cover is cute. In fact, the giant knife kills people. Eight is the age of the master and his disciple. 18 Is a very serious rival literature. The two of them are really, really, really, really enemies.

15. 815 我 I Became Empress Dowager by Making Empty Promises 我凭「画大饼」成为太后 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted I Became the Empress Dowager by Making Empty Promises 7Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 816 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 36.1kReads9.5Score4.8kShelves
17. 817 她 After She Lost Her Memory, She Thought I Was Her Husband 她失忆后，以为我是她老公 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted After She Lost Her Memory, She Thought I Was Her Husband 1.2kReads—Score—Shelves
18. 818 锁 Locked Away in Beauty: The Mad King’s Possessive Love! 锁朱颜：疯王的强制爱！ A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted Locked Beauty: The Mad King's Forced Love! 125Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 819 1 1985: I Married a “Good-for-Nothing” 1985，我嫁了个“窝囊废” A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted 1985: I Married a “Good-for-Nothing” 13Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 820 人 The Mermaid Hunter 人鱼猎手 Xiao Xiao Le鸮鸮乐Two Male Leads209k WordsCompleted [Mermaid Hunter Bottom x Mermaid Monster Top] Forced love, medieval Europe, Western fantasy, fictional setting, all characters are villains [Hypocritical, narcissistic bottom x madman top] *Setting: Merfolk disguise themselves as humans and hide in human society. They are emotionless monsters who can imitate everything humans do, including their language. These monsters have an extraordinary capacity for learning. Only mermaid hunters with an absolute sense of smell can pick them out from a cro 7.6kReads9.4Score2.1kShelves

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    They were all very cruel. I used a large screen to watch them and I couldn't stop crying [crying] [crying] [crying]

21. 821 恶 A Materialist Makeover for the Vicious Female Supporting Character 恶毒女配的唯物主义改造 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀16k WordsCompleted The Materialist Makeover of a Vicious Supporting Female Character 4Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 822 初 The Sixth Day of the Sixth Month in Ninth Grade 初三的六一儿童节 Viper Dot蛇蝎点点Two Male Leads779k WordsCompleted A chaotic pure-love story about a finance whiz and a gang boss. A younger, reserved-but-sensual elite dom, and a fierce, tyrannical gang boss sub. Mostly lighthearted, with just a little angst for spice. 3.7kReads8.3Score851Shelves
23. 823 渡 Those Seeking Salvation, Please Queue Up 渡我者，请排队 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance14k WordsCompleted Those Who Would Save Me, Please Form a Line 2Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 824 重 Reborn in 1988: Keep the Devil Out 重生1988：不让恶魔进门 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted Reborn in 1988: Don't Let the Devil Through the Door 4Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 825 重 Reborn, I Report My Princess’s Consort as a Spy Every Day 重生后我每天举报驸马是细作 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Ancient Romance9k WordsCompleted Reborn, I Report the Prince Consort as a Spy Every Day 20Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 826 永 The Sin of Immortality 永生罪 Poetry Without Tea诗无茶Two Male Leads324k WordsCompleted [Proud, phoenix-like beauty Liao Yue x carefree, nonchalant Ji Wuyi] [Ancient setting + acclaimed novel + two male leads + equally matched leads + happy ending + Eastern fantasy + melodrama + plot-driven + supernatural beings] Ji Wuyi stays forever young, and forever loses his head over beautiful women. Ten thousand years ago, Ji Wuyi saved a young woman. The next day, her brother showed up, saying he wanted to repay Ji Wuyi on his sister's behalf. In a moment of impulse, Ji Wuyi married him. Te 4kReads9.5Score1kShelves
27. 827 无 Infinite Flow: The Savior Has Thrown in the Towel 无限流：救世主他撂挑子不干了 Purehearted Little Waxberry纯情小杨梅Two Male Leads300k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads + infinite flow + narcissism] [A falsely good, unjustly kind man. A reborn, deranged, corrupted savior] “Ding-dong! Your game time is starting~” A horror game descended upon the world, and Rong Xiangwan awakened a special ability: feeding himself to ghosts. His flesh and blood were the perfect bait. No monster could resist its temptation. His savior-like power pushed Rong Xiangwan to the top. He became humanity’s leader, enduring the pain and struggling to survive, only to be to 2.6kReads9.4Score488Shelves
28. 828 叶 Ye Luoli: The Forbidden Cage 叶罗丽：禁忌牢笼 Xia Mengluona夏梦洛娜Two Male Leads679k WordsCompleted This story centers on the Water Prince and tells of events involving him, the Forbidden Land, and the Ye Luoli Fairyland. There are no couples, though some characters may have one-sided feelings for the Water Prince, such as the World King. The early chapters will feature a lot of the World King. The Water Prince is at a disadvantage, but he doesn’t love anyone. He only wants to escape. The World King forces himself on the Water Prince. The story doesn’t follow the original plot, and I won’t unf 1.9kReads9.0Score149Shelves
29. 829 十 Ten Days of Elbowing 十日肘焉 Ceiling912Mystery252k WordsCompleted [Eerie] + [Chosen One] + [From the Start as the Big Boss] + [Riddles] + [Instances] An unknown Eerie descends upon a parallel world, generating obscure horror-game instances. The Dragon Nation suffers one defeat after another and teeters on the brink of disaster. In this desperate moment, a third-year liberal arts student steps forward. To live or to die, that is the question. A basketball or a bottle of soda could become an element of a horror-game instance. Can their chosen one save ever 3kReads8.2Score123Shelves

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    Ultraman Mamba [cry][cry][cry][cry]

30. 830 玛 The Mary Sue Empire 玛丽苏帝国 I Want to Marry Cilantro想和香菜结婚Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted Mary Sue, the sole legitimate heir to the Mary Sue Empire, has many identities. All she wants is to find a suitable man and provide the empire with an heir. After her ten brothers put in a great deal of effort, they finally found such a man. But at a single matchmaking meeting, two men ended up fighting over her. Her heart shattered into a cold salad. With her stunning beauty, can she ensure that the Mary Sue Empire has a future heir? Is that wickedly charismatic man her true love? But why did h 407Reads—Score102Shelves

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    Really, I was about to cry. This was really touching. I really cried, cried, cried, and then I really wanted to cry.

31. 831 我 My Life Is Yours 我的命，都给你 Three Pine Nuts三只松子Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted Ji Mingshu hated Xu Meiling with all his heart and tormented her until she died. But when she was really gone, Ji Mingshu realized... he had fallen in love with her. 1.8kReads8.1Score231Shelves
32. 832 零 All Things Return to Dust 零落归尘 This Author Has No Pen Name该作家没有笔名Mystery668k WordsCompleted [Fantasy Romance / Tearjerker / Fate / Light Ensemble Cast] This is not a power fantasy, nor does it follow the usual tropes. There is no harem and no mindless heroine. A long-form mystery, with a light ensemble cast in the early chapters and the main plot taking center stage later. The setup takes its time, and the main story is heartbreaking, so reader discretion is advised. When sorrow congeals into an eternal night, and fate is ground to dust by the passage of time, can you still pick up th 46Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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    I read it as an ordinary novel, but I didn't expect it to be so sharp as it gets to the back... It really hurts my heart. How on earth could the author write such a razor-sharp and stupid work? [Crying] Everyone is dumb, and both the male and female protagonists are dead. It's so sad [crying]

33. 833 人 A Brief History of Human Torture 人类酷刑简史 Mark P. Donnelly马克·P.唐纳利Historical151k WordsCompleted For thousands of years, humanity has devised many ingenious and cruel ways to inflict pain on its own kind. This tragic yet seemingly universal trait has corroded the civilization humanity strives to achieve. Though we now seem to detest torture, for more than 3,000 years it was part of the laws of all Europe and much of the Far East. A Brief History of Human Torture explores the many forms of punishment, torture, coercion, and torment. It takes readers into the arenas of ancient Rome, medieval 11.9kReads9.6Score1.7kShelves

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    The first article is a real sadistic article [Sparrow Food Masterpiece]

34. 834 穿 I Transmigrated into a Eunuch and Met a Prince in the Cold Palace 穿成真太监后遇到一个冷宫皇子 Qian Zhizi千栀子Two Male Leads359k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, No Female Lead!!! CP: Eunuch and Cold Palace Prince] Who would have thought my girlfriend's curse would actually come true? What do you do when you transmigrate into the body of a real eunuch? I feel like crying three times a day. But then I ran into a lame prince confined to the cold palace, and happened to witness this seemingly innocent but secretly ruthless kid in the middle of killing someone. Without even realizing it, I somehow flirted with him and got him acting strange. 13.2kReads9.4Score2kShelves

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    I have recommended the first book several times. I really like the character of the protagonist who dares to love and hate. In addition to the limitations of the times, the abuse is also because I don't know how much I love him until I die [I almost cry]. The second book is also very interesting, but the ending can be guessed from the beginning. It must be B. Two people clearly love each other, but one of them is unwilling to admit it, and the other is too tired...

35. 835 星 The Sunday Patient 星期天的病人 The Moon Bites Your Ear月亮咬耳朵Two Male Leads104k WordsCompleted [The Radio Drama Adaptation of the Same Name Is Now Airing] [Moody Bipolar Patient Chi Xun × Calm, Self-Possessed, Gentle Psychiatrist Xie Yi] [Premium Novel + Two Male Leads + Sweet Romance + Younger Man + Lighthearted + Faux Taboo] Xie Yi had worked as a psychiatrist for years and met all kinds of strange patients. In theory, no matter what sort of patient he encountered, he could maintain his professional composure. But Chi Xun was without a doubt the most unconventional patient he had seen i 947Reads9.3Score281Shelves

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    Trust me, these are very sweet🤓

36. 836 春 Spring Comes Too Late to Cross the River 春迟不渡 Lin Ling's Pretty Big Sister林零的漂亮姐姐Two Male Leads152k WordsCompleted He was Xie Jingque. One day, he climbed over a wall and met Gu Xianzhi. The man said, “It’s windy up there. Don’t catch a chill.” He pursued Gu Xianzhi for three months, pulling him down from his pedestal. They were together for three months. Ninety days. From the first apricot blossoms to the first cicadas of summer. Later, somehow, word slipped out through a crack. All that tenderness fell away overnight, like apricot blossoms. Then he left, leaving Xie Jingque a note. It read: “Xianzhi built 301Reads—Score148Shelves
37. 837 大 The Imperial Consort of the Great Sheng Dynasty 大盛皇妃 Shu Yiyu书亦娱Ancient Romance1.2M WordsOngoing Ensemble cast + revenge + black lotus heroine + not both virgins + high-IQ palace intrigue rising to political power struggles + tragic romance + alternate history + love rivals The palace is the main battleground: beneath its dazzling, extravagant facade are witty, charming daily moments and a brutal core of deadly conflict. Palace secrets are portrayed in meticulous detail. Some content may be upsetting. A bad ending. If you enjoy it, please leave a five-star review. Ling Longxiu was born to a 300Reads—Score102Shelves

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    The kind where readers are tortured and run away, unconventional, a group portrait of sadomasochism in the palace, a traditional palace fight, and a brain-busting story. The heroine cleverly uses strategies to get revenge in the palace. Have you ever seen Gong Douwen where both men and women fight? It depicts the tragedy of the ancient feudal system and shows the brutality of court struggle and the complexity of human nature. Each character in the book is very three-dimensional and has his own purpose and persistence. It is not a double story. The heroine and the male protagonist have a sadomasochistic relationship.

38. 838 绝 The Secret Squad 绝密战队 Could It Be the Milky Way疑是银河Urban1.9M WordsCompleted No heroine, no System, no cheat powers. The male lead has none of the usual advantages. He’s young at first and the darling of the unit, then grows up to become the unit’s boss… or its dad? Ah, whatever! The point is, he’s an absolute force to be reckoned with. At the age of six, Yu Zhiming enters the new-recruit training camp of the 15th Unit. There, he learns the meaning of faith and makes many comrades, but his identity prevents him from joining the military. So he can only join the country 37.7kReads9.3Score4.9kShelves

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    1. He pointed to the end of the road and said, "We will watch from behind as you continue to fight for the mission of the motherland and the glory of the motherland. Do you still remember the oath we took when we entered the company?" "Remember!" The oath that everyone takes when entering the company. "I am willing to be the spear of the People's Republic of China, to chop up rocks and rubble for the motherland, and to kill all the scoundrels." "I am willing to be the shield of the People's Republic of China, to protect the Chinese people and defend China's sovereignty." "I am willing to be the cornerstone of the country, to defend the Chinese territory from foreign enemies..."

39. 839 盗 Tomb Raiding: I Get Stronger by Spitting Blood, and Everyone Thinks I’m Dead 盗墓：吐血变强，全员以为我死了 White Peach Bucket白桃桶桶Mystery374k WordsCompleted [No romantic tension, no babysitting, pampered-all story with a secret identity] [Female-oriented! Friendship and family bonds; a strong yet tragic male lead] Mountains of headcanons, severe OOC Tang Zhou, a tool character, binds himself to a Happy Ending System for The Grave Robbers’ Chronicles. His main job is saving people; his side job is raising kids. He earns the reward promised by the System by dying a perfect death, even nailing his own coffin shut. But after he’s well and truly dead, th 9.1kReads9.4Score1.7kShelves
40. 840 记 The Memory Trial: The Moment the Nation Wept for Him 记忆审判：那一刻，全国为他痛哭 Big Fish, Ah大鱼呀Urban1.7M WordsCompleted [Narcotics Police] [Anti-Drug Campaign] [Narcotics Officer] [Sacrifice] A scarecrow stands in the wilderness, shielding the endless expanse behind it. In early autumn, ten years after he left home, he asked someone to place his final wish in your hands. The fire he lit never went out. Only the one who kept watch has gone. The national emblem on his cap is like his name: “Please bury it with me.” Birds sweep across the blank spaces of time, like a long story waking from beneath the dust. His eyes 6.4kReads9.2Score732Shelves
41. 841 光 Light Is the Bond, Born Toward the Sun 光是纽带，向阳而生 Mu Yangren木杨人Anime Fanfiction1.5M WordsCompleted An Ultraman-inspired fanfiction with [an original setting + a realistic bent + no power fantasy + no harem + no invincible protagonist + a coming-of-age, healing journey]. [This is a story, not a wish-fulfillment novel about the male lead. Please don’t read it from a power-fantasy perspective. Thank you.] [When the light chooses someone who is insecure, socially anxious, has trouble communicating, and tends toward isolation, will it heal him or make him despair?] Ever since an aurora appeared in 13.1kReads9.3Score1.5kShelves
42. 842 十 Ten Realms: I Was Ordinary 十界：我本平庸 Sanqi Confused Fish三七糊涂鱼Eastern Fantasy1.8M WordsOngoing (We are all ordinary people. Some say they don’t understand what I’m writing! The truth is, I simply want to tell the story of an ordinary person who keeps growing, improving, and learning. He feels lost and helpless, never knowing what to do. His life is full of stumbles, but through repeated setbacks and lessons, he slowly grows! Some people are born in Rome, while he is stuck in the mud. In Rome, it’s easy to cross the finish line. But there’s something all the more inspiring about perseverin 5.3kReads9.1Score383Shelves

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    If you have the sea in your heart and the light in your eyes, it will naturally emit light.

43. 843 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 286Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Tears are worthless [cry][cry][cry]

44. 844 喂 Hey, Are You Secretly in Love with Me? 喂，你是不是暗恋我， Qi Huoying祁火颖Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted “Your Majesty, could you give me a chance to pursue you?” Mesmerized by his looks, the woman said, “I suppose so.” “Your Majesty, don't leave me. Please, make up with me.” She made no attempt to hide her cruelty. “Strip and get on your knees to beg.” Three minutes later. “Your Majesty, should I take a picture, or what?” He spent his life to give her a peaceful future. She buried herself in a lifetime of longing for him. It was all a grand dream: the young man was just as he had always been, but —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Be. After all, the two of them are still... Alas

45. 845 与 (Male-Male Romance) I Want to Sleep Beside You Forever （双男主）与你长眠 A Few Springs Later几许春来11k WordsCompleted (Two Male Leads) I’ll Sleep Beside You Forever 6Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 846 梧 (Male-Male Romance) The Wutong Trees Waited Year After Year, but Spring Never Came （双男主）梧桐岁岁未逢春 A Few Springs Later几许春来8k WordsCompleted (Two Male Leads) The Wutong Tree Has Yet to See Spring, Year After Year 2Reads—Score—Shelves
47. 847 被 We Who Were Killed by the World 被世界杀死的我们 A Promise at the Orchid Pavilion兰亭卿许31k WordsCompleted We Who Were Killed by the World 78Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This book was written while I was in hospital. I hope it can touch you.

48. 848 穿 I Reincarnated into an Obsessive Romance Novel, and the Evil Ghost Came to Life! 穿到偏执文里，恶鬼他成真了！ Mo Wu默浯Two Male Leads426k WordsOngoing [Dual Transmigration + Dual Storylines (Virtual/Real) + Ghostly Male Lead + Star-Crossed Love] A seemingly gloomy, unhinged but actually tender top × a seemingly aloof but actually fiery bottom Ning Wei used a heart from another world to bring their connection into reality. But he never expected the evil spirit he'd written about to actually become real! It all began one day when his dull life finally changed. Other therapists always start with: “Your name and age? How have you been sleeping?” “ 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is the second book of be. The first one made me feel sour after reading it.

49. 849 欠 I Owe You an Apology 欠君句抱歉 Mo Wu默浯Urban39k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + one-on-one true love + heart-wrenching + mutual devotion + tragic ending] (Sorry, I used the wrong tags!) A Nian, two years ago, I promised to give you a sea of flowers. I opened a flower shop. When will you come by... It was my fault. I lost you. The call had lasted a full minute. Mu Chixing stared at it for a long time, as if making sure it was real. Then, with fingertips trembling slightly, he pressed answer. His voice was almost too hoarse to make a sound as he spoke: “ 91Reads—Score—Shelves
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    Read this one. It made me cry, Chapter 20.50. All good knives

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