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1. 751 一 One Song, Echoes at Dusk, and the Whole Internet Begs Me to Forget Her 一首暮色回响，全网都求我忘记她 My Dream Is to Be a Landlord梦想是当包租公Urban215k WordsCompleted [One heroine + no System + healing (or heartbreaking)] Lin Hai never imagined that losing her would make his life so miserable. But when he thought about their past, there had been signs that she would leave. She once asked, “Lin Hai, if I leave someday, will you forget me?” But the next moment, she would say, “Lin Hai, if I really leave someday, it won't be because I don't love you anymore. It will definitely mean I've left this world, so please forget me.” She always seemed conflicted about th 1.6kReads8.2Score100Shelves

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   The sword is very sharp. Is this the ancestral witch of the sword?

2. 752 身 You Can Steal My Identity, But What About My Mental Illness? 身份可以偷走，那我的精神病呢？ Flickering Candle Stub残烛跳荡Modern Romance484k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed ✚ Absurd memes ✚ Chaotic variety show ✚ Animal mind reading] Ming Li wakes up in the body of a celebrity who was sent to a psychiatric hospital by her family. From the start, she’s mocked by the entire internet, saddled with a family that leeches off her, and called mentally ill! Ming Li: Whatever. The things that don’t kill her will only make her even crazier! When a sharp-tongued entertainment reporter comes after her, she says, “A tadpole with a frog tattoo, and you 68kReads9.6Score9.8kShelves
3. 753 红 Red and White Wedding 红白囍 AyeAyeCaptainTwo Male Leads186k WordsCompleted [Republican-era nostalgia + supernatural + two male leads + equally matched powerhouses + pure-hearted madmen] [Brilliant and passionate young diviner Tian Suanzi, Mu Geshen X cold-on-the-outside, warm-on-the-inside heir to a family of physicians, the saintly doctor Chai Shuxin] A funeral is mournful, a wedding joyful, I travel from the world of the living to the Yellow Springs, Prepare incense, candles, paper horses, and a bridal sedan, Lady Meng offers us the nuptial wine. White paper, red rob 51.4kReads9.7Score12.8kShelves

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   Believe me, it's not cruel at all, it's very, very sweet.

4. 754 要 To Succeed, Go Crazy First: I'm the Wildest on the Dating Show! 要成功，先发疯，恋综我最癫！ A Little Yiyi一只意意Modern Romance416k WordsCompleted [Comedy and Memes + One-on-One Sweet Romance + Showbiz + Dating Show Livestream + Feel-Good Power Fantasy] Unhinged Has-Been Actress vs. Goofy, Love-Obsessed CEO Xia Li wins fifty million in the lottery, gets hit by a car, and transmigrates into a book. Before a second has passed, she gets hit by another car and lands in the hospital again. Then the original male lead, Gu Jinxiao, comes along to rub salt in her wounds. Xia Li goes completely off the rails and turns dark: “If you don’t want my lo 10.5kReads9.1Score1.8kShelves
5. 755 你 Yet You Love Someone Else 你却爱着一个他 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads339k WordsCompleted Proud and self-assured, Jian Suiying loves fiercely and hates fiercely. He relentlessly pursues Li Yu, his younger brother Jian Suilin's classmate. But his arrogant, domineering attitude makes Li Yu feel deeply humiliated and provoked, awakening the beastly, frenzied side of this pampered young heir. Desire and affection become hopelessly entangled, impossible to separate. What seems to be nothing more than a pursuit and contest between the two gradually spirals out of control because of Jian Su 94.8kReads9.4Score20.6kShelves
6. 756 雪 Prisoner of the Snowfall Palace 雪烬宫囚 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance909k WordsOngoing I am the most beloved Ninth Princess of the Great Liang dynasty. The day the capital fell, my father, who had doted on me beyond measure, shoved me from the Star-Picking Tower, hoping my life would buy him a chance to escape. Qin Yi, the rebel leader, caught me below. Emotions I couldn’t understand churned in his blood-red eyes. “Tell me, who threw you down?” I fainted in his arms, which reeked of blood. He began a bloodbath in the imperial city, slaughtering the entire royal family, yet spared 3.8kReads6.4Score224Shelves
7. 757 针 Locked in a Deadly Match 针锋对决 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads304k WordsCompleted Yuan Yang is forced by his father to learn business management under Gu Qingpei, a newly hired commercial star. One is a wild, unruly rich young master, while the other is a cautious, shrewd industry leader. They take an instant dislike to each other, and whenever they meet, sparks fly as neither is willing to back down. By chance, Yuan Yang discovers Gu Qingpei’s secret and sets a scheme in motion against him. He never expects strange feelings to gradually take root in his heart. With their cla 33.6kReads9.5Score9.8kShelves
8. 758 宠 He Doted on His Concubine and Neglected His Wife, So I Divorced the General 宠妾灭妻，我把将军给休了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫26k WordsCompleted He Dotes on His Concubine and Neglects His Wife, So I Divorced the General 527Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 759 萧 President Xiao, Your Wife Says You Have to Sleep in the Study Tonight 萧总，夫人让你今晚睡书房 Little Fish Boiled in Water水煮小鱼鱼Modern Romance665k WordsCompleted “The Pursuit of a Wife After Losing Her” + “A Heartbreaking Romance” When Mu Zhixia was five, she was as spoiled as a little princess, the only light on the long road traveled by Mu Jingheng and Xiao Xulin. But later, in the name of protecting her, Mu Jingheng married her off to his subordinate. On their wedding night, the groom fled, making her a laughingstock throughout the Dongli Kingdom. Meanwhile, Mu Jingheng turned around and decided to marry the person she hated most. She struggled and fo 19Reads—Score—Shelves

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   This book is definitely too cruel, I burst into tears

10. 760 1 The Sissy of the 188 Club 188男团娘娘腔 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted Li Chengxiu was timid and taciturn, and ostracized throughout his school years. Shao Qun’s passing whim gave him the only warmth he had ever known, but it also pushed him, while still young, into even deeper darkness. More than a decade later, they meet again. To Shao Qun, Li Chengxiu is a sweet treat he never dared taste back then, so he deliberately draws close. Will this be a chance to redeem the past, or the beginning of another disaster? 23kReads9.3Score5.2kShelves
11. 761 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.7kReads8.4Score148Shelves

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    It's not cruel at all. You can't wait to be together for the rest of your life.

12. 762 他 He Slaughtered My Entire Family, So I Stabbed Him Through the Heart 他屠戮我满门，我给他穿心一剑 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫37k WordsCompleted He Slaughtered My Entire Family, So I Stabbed Him Through the Heart 494Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 763 小 Little White Poplar 小白杨 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Modern Romance438k WordsCompleted Bai Xinyu, a rich second-generation kid, is thrown into the army by his family for "reform." Young Master Bai tearfully accepts his fate, and, as luck would have it, runs into Yu Fengcheng, who makes trouble for him at every turn. As Bai Xinyu struggles through army life alongside Yu Fengcheng, he gradually grows into a sturdy, resilient "little white poplar." 19.6kReads9.3Score4.8kShelves
14. 764 九 Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, A Love Begun and Lost 九世轮回，缘起缘灭 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫11k WordsCompleted Nine Lifetimes of Reincarnation, Fate Begins and Ends 528Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 765 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The Tale of Li Chongan, Jade Keeper 丝路玉鉴：守玉丞李崇安传 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE38k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The Story of Li Chong'an, Keeper of the Jade 39Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Friends who like positive energy and adventure stories should check it out, especially those who like tomb robbing notes and ghost blowing lanterns. The beautiful new book "Notes on the Black Wind Pass" and the linked short story "Silk Road Jade Mirror" series are here. They are high-quality men's novels that Chinese people should read to explore the truth of the folk world. The sense of suspense, supernatural and reasoning is super exciting. From the beginning to the end I couldn't stop, the visuals are quite strong!

16. 766 谁 Who Takes Whom Seriously? 谁把谁当真 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted One is a fickle playboy who lives life as he pleases. The other has been through countless trials and puts reason before emotion. A relationship that began with “living in the moment” gradually turned into a bloodless battle of wits, where each tried to win the other’s heart. They distrust each other, yet feel drawn to one another, constantly testing each other’s limits with suspicion and probing. They knowingly fall into the trap, surrendering to feelings in confusion, until they’re caught in a 39.4kReads9.5Score8.4kShelves
17. 767 囚 Kept as a Fox Concubine, I Ran Away 囚狐为妾，我直接逃了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance40k WordsCompleted I Was Kept as a Fox Concubine, So I Ran Away 373Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 768 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The Lin Clan's Joinery Art and the Soul-Hanging Staircase 丝路玉鉴：林氏榫卯诀之悬魂梯 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE16k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The Lin Clan's Mortise-and-Tenon Technique and the Soul-Hanging Ladder 7Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 769 碎 Shatter the Inverted Qilin 碎逆麟 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance20k WordsCompleted Shattered Reversed Scale 153Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 770 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The He Clan's Hydrology and the Shule River Valley 丝路玉鉴：河氏水文之疏勒河谷 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE15k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The He Clan's Hydrology and the Shule River Valley 7Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 771 断 A Grudge Written in Broken Bones 断骨之怨 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Ancient Romance48k WordsCompleted A Grudge Carved in Broken Bones 797Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 772 铜 The Bronze Sparrow Locks the Golden Hairpin 铜雀锁金钗 Brewing Tea with Life's Flavors世味煮茶Two Male Leads320k WordsCompleted To love someone painfully is to wish you could lock them away with a golden lock. The first time Duan Yelin saw Xu Hang, he wanted to keep him locked up in a gilded cage, and that was exactly what he did. He took Xu Hang by force, the robber; Xu Hang was the helpless victim, enduring it in silence. Xu Hang was unwilling, but he wanted to live. There was still so much he hadn’t done, so in the end, he went into the Little Copper Pass. Years of entanglement. After fou 42.3kReads9.7Score12kShelves
23. 773 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The Su Clan's Astrology and the Buddhist Caves of Longyou 丝路玉鉴：苏氏星象之陇右佛窟 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE22k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The Su Clan's Astrology and the Buddhist Caves of Longyou 2Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 774 附 Additional Inheritance 附加遗产 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads467k WordsCompleted Yaya was gone. She had killed herself. Though they weren't related by blood, she had been his older sister for over ten years. Now she had vanished just like that, leaving him a sizable inheritance and... a child. He was only nineteen that year, still a child himself, yet somehow he had to look after a teenager. The kid wasn't difficult to care for. The moodiness and rebelliousness of adolescence were nowhere to be seen. He was brilliant, far more mature and levelheaded than his age suggested, a 56.5kReads9.5Score16.7kShelves
25. 775 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The Zhao Clan's Spells and the Secret Treasure of Anxi 丝路玉鉴：赵氏符咒之安西秘宝 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE31k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The Zhao Clan's Talismans and the Secret Treasure of Anxi —Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 776 脱 Out of Control 脱离掌控 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫17k WordsCompleted Breaking free from control 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Just torture me, I'm going to get depressed after being tortured [crying]

27. 777 欲 Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me 欲言难止 What About the McChicken麦香鸡呢Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted Just as life was starting to get better, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang faced a new challenge. After graduating, Xu Ze became a doctor who saved lives, while Lu Heyang became a well-known figure in the Interstellar Federation. But misfortune struck Lu Heyang, and he lost his memory. During a crucial period in his treatment, circumstances forced the two apart, and Lu Heyang completely forgot Xu Ze and the friendship they had shared. Their friendship faced an enormous test. When fate brought them together ag 75.7kReads9.7Score17.6kShelves

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    The first book, Two Men, is so sad. I thought it was a joke and wanted to taste it, but ended up crying and almost collapsed. "There is Sweetness, He". The second and fourth books, two men, the same author, sour literature, it makes people feel uncomfortable reading "he". The third book, romance, unrequited love "be"

28. 778 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: The Li Family Jade Pendant, Key to Hexi 丝路玉鉴：李氏玉坠之河西密钥 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE31k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: The Li Clan's Jade Pendant and the Secret Key to Hexi 1Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 779 死 Having Died Once, I Am Reborn 死过一次，便是重生 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫24k WordsCompleted Having died once means being reborn. 17Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 780 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: Li Jin's Destiny as an Undercover Agent in Chang'an 丝路玉鉴：李烬宿命之长安卧底 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE35k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: Li Jin's Fate as an Undercover Agent in Chang'an —Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 781 陆 Mr. Lu, You're Overacting 陆总，戏过了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Marriage & Romance19k WordsCompleted President Lu, That's Taking It Too Far 29Reads—Score—Shelves
32. 782 宠 He Doted on His Wife Without Limit, Yet She Jumped Off a Building 宠妻无度，她却跳楼了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Marriage & Romance17k WordsCompleted He Doted on His Wife Without Limit, Yet She Jumped off a Building 118Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 783 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: Li Jin's Good Fortune, the Stunning Beauty 丝路玉鉴：李烬幸事之绝色佳人 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE37k WordsCompleted Jade Appraisal Along the Silk Road: Li Jin's Good Fortune and the Peerless Beauty 3Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 784 丝 Silk Road Jade Chronicles: Li Jin’s Secrets and the Triangle Star Pattern 丝路玉鉴：李烬秘事之三角星纹 White Prism LEE白棱镜LEE34k WordsCompleted Silk Road Jade Chronicles: Li Jin's Secrets, the Triangular Star Pattern 8Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 785 他 He Got Together with His "Buddy," So I Chose to Walk Away 他跟“哥们”好上了，我选择退出 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫9k WordsCompleted He Got Together with His "Buddy," So I Chose to Walk Away 40Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 786 飞 The Canary That Flew Away 飞走的金丝雀 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫18k WordsCompleted The Canary That Flew Away 166Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 787 宠 He Spoiled Her for Ten Years, Then Pushed Her into Hell with His Own Hands 宠她十年，却亲手将她推进地狱 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫27k WordsCompleted He Spoiled Her for Ten Years, Then Personally Pushed Her Into Hell 12Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 788 他 He Turned Me into a Blind Woman 他把我变成了盲女 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫26k WordsCompleted He Turned Me into a Blind Woman 779Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 789 余 Embers (Also Known as The World Lost Its Guard) 余烬（又名《人间失守》） Mottled Garment斑衣Two Male Leads790k WordsCompleted [Seasoned, calculating, hot-blooded detective VS. an enigmatic, morally ambiguous young nobleman from the slums] [Two powerful male leads + Criminal investigation + Mystery + Case-solving + Happy ending] A seasoned, calculating, hot-blooded detective VS. an enigmatic, morally ambiguous young nobleman from the slums. The world is a city, and even when its walls crumble, you can still see the light from atop the ruins. Wei Heng: “This world is strange. People only care about when you’ll die; no on 26.2kReads9.6Score5.1kShelves
40. 790 疯 The Deranged CEO’s Prisoner in the Palm of His Hand 疯批总裁的掌心囚 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Modern Romance234k WordsCompleted [The most extreme possessive love | The craziest male lead on the whole internet | A heartbreaking, suffocating read] Warning: Major scenes include a medical examination of injuries | shaving her head | an ankle bracelet | a tracking necklace | a tattoo | injection of a symbiotic drug | faking her death | reunion at a flower shop | exposure on a livestream | kneeling in a rainstorm | a heart | sinking together in the deep sea | a first meeting in a parallel world Tags: possessive love | obsessiv 708Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Very cruel article.

41. 791 跑 Run! Why Did You Stop? 跑啊，怎么不跑了？ Willow Leaf Tea Mountain柳叶茶山Two Male Leads461k WordsCompleted [Unhinged yandere + forced love + confinement + both leads are each other's first and only] “Go on, run. Why did you stop? Aren't you good at running?” “...Please, let me go...” “Wouldn't it be nice to stay by my side? Why do you insist on running away?” Qin Siyu felt a possessive, obsessive fixation on Xie Ze. When Xie Ze realized it and tried to get away, it was already too late... “Shh... Don't say a word. Just stay like this and let me look at you...” 84.6kReads8.5Score8.5kShelves
42. 792 以 In the Name of Love: I Erased His Memories 以爱之名：我删除了他的记忆 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫Marriage & Romance14k WordsCompleted In the Name of Love: I Erased His Memories 2Reads—Score—Shelves
43. 793 阴 The Gloomy Madman Always Wants to Possess and Control Me 阴郁疯批总想独占掌控我 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads268k WordsCompleted Original title: Sickly Bones, Longing for You [Two male leads + non-consensual love + confinement + older man/younger man + a real male ghost + two twisted minds + dog-training romance + Stockholm syndrome] Pei Yanbai spoiled Jiang Fan into becoming dark, starved for affection, selfish, and cruel. Jiang Fan ran away countless times, but never managed to escape the man's control. Pei Yanbai loved him, and he loved Pei Yanbai too. But unfortunately, he loved freedom more and didn't want to keep yi 7.2kReads9.3Score812Shelves
44. 794 疯 My Former Patient Is a Psycho Who Forces Me to Be Their Exclusive Caregiver 疯批前病患，强制锁我做专属护工 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀10k WordsCompleted My deranged former patient is forcing me to be their exclusive caregiver, keeping me under lock and key. 1.4kReads—Score—Shelves
45. 795 总 The CEO Called Me High-Maintenance When He Dumped Me, So I Married His Uncle 总裁分手说我矫情，我转身嫁他小叔 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫9k WordsCompleted The CEO Called Me Hysterical When He Broke Up With Me, So I Turned Around and Married His Uncle 2Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 796 不 Disobedient? Forced Love in the Little Black Room—Don’t Even Think About Running, Baby 不乖？小黑屋强制爱，宝贝别想逃 Pockets Full of Money钱兜装满Two Male Leads402k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + coercive love + both leads' first and only + mutual salvation + doted on exclusively] [Obsessively possessive ghostly CEO top x beautiful con-artist bottom who dares to beat up anyone but is scared of the top] At a wealthy family's banquet, Gu Xinglan ran into Qin Wan, the little con artist who had ruined his life years ago. This time, he wouldn't let him get away again. That very night, he dragged him home, used his leverage to threaten him, and ruthlessly took him by force, 4.8kReads8.9Score522Shelves
47. 797 我 Only After I Died Did I Learn My Whole Family Had Transmigrated 我死后才知，全家都是穿越者 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀Historical6k WordsCompleted Only After I Died Did I Learn That My Whole Family Had Transmigrated 143Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 798 糟 Uh-Oh, My AI Boyfriend Has Followed Me into the Real World 糟了，AI男友追到现实了 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫32k WordsCompleted Oh No, My AI Boyfriend Has Followed Me into the Real World 3Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 799 恶 The Wicked Mother-in-Law Is Actually My Mom 恶婆婆竟是我亲妈 A Single Spirit Shines Alone一灵独耀7k WordsCompleted My Evil Mother-in-Law Is Actually My Biological Mom 86Reads—Score—Shelves
50. 800 以 You Thought I Was a Stand-In, but I'm the Real Deal 以为我是替身，原来我才是本尊 Eighteen Is My Cat十八是我的猫27k WordsCompleted I Thought I Was the Stand-In, but It Turns Out I’m the Real One 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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