Any Stories About Two Men Where the Main Character Is Secretly Suicidal but Acts Cheerful? 双楠，有没有主角内心想自杀，但表面很开朗的小说

1. 1 眼 The Blind Fake Young Master Is Weary of Life, but the Tycoon Insists on Spoiling Him 眼盲假少爷厌世，大佬求着宠 Riding Past打马而过Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted The first line's written now. Can you see it? There are extras! Check my profile! [Two male leads + both sexually inexperienced + love at first sight based on looks + instant attraction + mild coercion + bittersweet romance + HE] [World-weary, aloof bottom Lin Qing + top Fu Yuming, who looks down on him at first but later can't stop seeking him out and asking for punishment] At ten, the young genius Lin Qing is kidnapped and left blind in both eyes. From then on, his standing in the family plum 7.3kReads9.3Score958Shelves

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   "He's blind, and his health isn't good either; he just coughed up blood."

2. 2 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 26.9kReads9.5Score3.7kShelves

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   Both are male, both are virgins, and both appear cheerful on the surface but are rotten inside. The first book features a protagonist with anorexia, and is a reincarnation story. The second book features a protagonist with paranoia, PTSD, and has been abused.

3. 3 谁EN Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 57.3kReads9.5Score7.4kShelves

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   Just torture me, that's all, mwah! >ᴗOಣ

4. 4 只 It’s Just That There’s an Extra Pervert in My Dreams. Sleep God, Are You Going to Stop Sleeping?! 只不过是梦里多了一个大变态，睡神你就不睡觉了吗？！ Honey Blue蜜蓝色9k WordsCompleted It's just that there's a major pervert in my dreams now. Sleep God, are you going to stop sleeping altogether?! 564Reads—Score—Shelves

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   If I were to write a book, the protagonist would likely have psychological issues.

5. 5 穿EN After Transmigrating into a Novel and Marrying the Male Lead, I Became a Variety Show Sensation 穿书和男主结婚后我上综艺爆红了 Tianyue Zhou天月舟Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted [Both are each other's one and only + mutual devotion + healing each other + happy ending + bittersweet romance + no angst in the love story] Gu Nian'an transmigrates into a novel about wealthy families fighting for power, becoming a little-known, universally disliked celebrity who has a contract marriage with the male lead. During a slice-of-life variety show, everyone realizes that the supposedly arrogant, diva-like pretty face who looks down on her teammates seems to have become a different 17.9kReads9.4Score2.2kShelves
6. 6 小 That Little Trouble-Maker Is Absolutely Unhinged 小作精他超疯的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + rekindled love + entertainment industry + happy ending] A volatile, depressed, troublesome, sickly bottom in public and in private, A top who is emotionally impaired but an outstanding actor. Jiang Li is a madman. During a sugar-baby arrangement, he was the first to fall in love and become obsessed. He knew Yi Zhen didn't love him, yet he kept clinging to him, his body covered in wounds. He said, “I supported you for two years. Now it's your turn to support me for two years! 10.9kReads9.3Score847Shelves
7. 7 万 Everyone Hated Her, Then She Showed Her Face and Took the Internet by Storm 万人嫌露脸后全网爆火 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads] A sickly, universally despised bottom; A seemingly cold and heartless top who has fallen deeply in love. A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to have thrown matches, and was boycotted by the entire internet. He retired early. With his mother seriously ill and his right hand partially disabled, he became the target of abuse from everyone in the esports scene, like a rat crossing the street, and endured it for an entire year. Caught between life and death, he struggled to stay alive: 12.6kReads8.3Score1.1kShelves
8. 8 穿EN After Becoming Everyone's Most Hated, I Slayed with My Peerless Beauty 穿成万人嫌后我靠盛世美颜杀疯了 Frost Pavilion寒霜榭Two Male Leads370k WordsCompleted [Irresistible Beauty That Kills / Live-Streaming Dog Training / Love Triangle Drama] Shen Shuangjian transmigrated into the body of a man hated by the entire world, someone everyone despised. Because he was an illegitimate son, his powerful, wealthy older brother ignored him. Because he had a crush on the capital’s heir apparent, everyone in their circle openly mocked and targeted him. And because he was frail and sickly, the show he was supposed to appear on had been postponed, earning him onli 25.7kReads9.2Score3kShelves
9. 9 负 The Evil Dao Ancestor Pays Off His Underworld Debts Online After Going Five Million Yuan in Debt 负债五百万后邪道老祖在线还阴债 Chu Xijin楚熙锦Two Male Leads428k WordsCompleted Female-audience novel with two male leads!!!! A seemingly bankrupt lawyer who's actually an unorthodox sect patriarch × a broad-shouldered, narrow-waisted, upright criminal investigation captain A genuinely hot-tempered police captain x a laid-back but ruthless lawyer Episodic supernatural cases + a main plot about earning merit to extend one's life. One ghost-catching tip every night. When Jin Chuan woke up, he had gone from a mighty patriarch of an unorthodox sect to a bankrupt lawyer with fiv 1.6kReads8.3Score239Shelves
10. 10 你EN You Go Crazy, I Go Crazier, Side by Side on a Dating Show 你发癫，我更癫，恋综上面肩并肩 Six-Six Fruit六六果Two Male Leads640k WordsCompleted [Audio drama now available~~~] [Dual Male Leads + One-on-One Romance + Dating Reality Show, Hilarious, Sweet, and Satisfying] [Unhinged Young Heartthrob VS Even More Unhinged CEO] He transmigrates into a book and immediately gets pressured by a scumbag into breaking off their engagement? Shen Yan goes berserk on the spot: “If you want to save face, you have to give some too. Having a mistress doesn’t make you right. Pay me four million, or I’ll see you outside the proctology clinic!” Early i 25.3kReads9.5Score3.6kShelves
11. 11 被 After They Called Him a Faker, the Sickly Boy Pulled Out His Life Support 被骂装病后，小病秧子他拔管了 Croak Croak, Gourd Gourd咕呱咕瓜Two Male Leads398k WordsCompleted [Two male couples + Pure love + Reconciliation after a breakup + Happy endings for both couples] [Cold, determined, action-oriented pursuer & Broken, self-destructive assault team member] [Earnest, conspicuous techie pursuer & Gentle, heartbroken doctor pursued] The night their campsite came under attack, Shen Zhiyan took a knife meant for Lu Xing. Blood soaked through his jacket, and pain radiated from his abdomen and lower back, but he refused medical attention, saying it was “just a small wou 5.1kReads8.6Score429Shelves
12. 12 万 The White-Haired God of War, Hated by All, Can No Longer Hide His True Self 万人嫌的白发战神藏不住了 Mu An Xiyu木安西雨Two Male Leads253k WordsCompleted #ABO #Interstellar Era #Scorned by All, Revenge on the Trash #Secret Identity Revealed Powerful, protective, fatherly Alpha top × beautiful, strong yet tragic, sickly Omega bottom #He is the Yun family’s most shameful good-for-nothing eldest son, and the most formidable weapon on the battlefield against the alien species When Yun Ji crawls back from the abyss with a broken body, he is full of fury and has a head of white hair. On the battlefield, he is the famous “Immortal” general. Not wanting 5.1kReads8.9Score732Shelves
13. 13 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 8.9kReads9.3Score745Shelves
14. 14 万 The Universally Hated Young Master Reborn 万人嫌小少爷重生以后 Known to All众知Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted Gu Xingqiao is a little simple-minded. He was born after a difficult labor that cost Lady Gu her life, and a few years later, his older brother and father abandoned him. The unwanted Gu Xingqiao met the powerful, gentle Lin Xiujin. Lin Xiujin was a ray of light in his miserable childhood, and as time passed, that light reached into his heart. Lin Xiujin came across a little bundle of misery with nowhere to go. He took him home, doted on him, and protected him. But he never expected the little on 7.6kReads8.1Score426Shelves
15. 15 乖 A Good Wife's Guide to Playing Bad 乖老婆装坏指南 Shun Jiu舜九Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted Help: Last night, I got drunk and made a scene at a hot pot restaurant, then ordered a male escort. Now he wants me to be his wife. What should I do? After waking up with a hangover, Sheng Minyi felt like his world had collapsed! In his previous life, he was the cannon-fodder foil in a story about a real and a fake young master, the one whose place had been stolen. His family despised him, and he died horribly in the wilderness, with no one even claiming his body. Reborn, he decided that whoever 20.8kReads8.8Score465Shelves

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    After Min-il was reborn, he developed a mental illness. [Almost crying][Almost crying][Almost crying]

16. 16 破 After My Bankruptcy, My Ex-Boyfriend Became My Boss 破产后前男友成了我老板 Little Future Predictor预言小未来Two Male Leads625k WordsCompleted [Alternate Universe | Two Male Leads | Reunited After a Breakup | Redemption, Sweet and Angsty] The day Cheng Xi went bankrupt, he finally learned what it meant to have everyone turn against him. His parents and older brother fled overseas overnight and vanished without a trace. His fair-weather friends blocked him. And Gu Yun, the poor student he had once “forced” to live with him, was laughing and chatting at a café with a younger schoolmate. Cheng Xi quietly left the city. Three years later, 2.9kReads6.5Score190Shelves

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    Shuangnan was calm, not hysterical, but inexplicably wanted to cry.

17. 17 你 You Want a Max-Level Expert to Be Cannon Fodder? 你让满级大佬当炮灰？ Mountain Mist Courtyard山有茫庭Two Male Leads607k WordsCompleted [ABO + equally matched leads + mutual affection + powerful, steady, formidable Alpha who dotes on his wife × charming, gentle, overwhelmingly strong Omega with a hidden dark side] 1. Zhong Xun spent his whole life as a vicious puppet. Then he opened his eyes... The good news: He got a fresh start and was free! The bad news: He was about to get divorced. His childhood friend, the Supreme Arbiter of the Tribunal, stood by the window, all six foot two of him, eyes red and head bowed. After a moment 81.8kReads9.5Score13.9kShelves

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    In his previous life, Zhong Xun was controlled and became a pollutant. Years of pent-up resentment poured out, and Meng Jing believed it, resulting in a tragic end for neither of them. In this life, he wants his beloved to be well, forever revered, his own secret buried deep in his heart, feeling only relief as he approaches death.

18. 18 门 Front Tooth 1 门牙1 Sister Sister, I'm Xiao Qing姐姐姐姐我是小青19k WordsCompleted Front Tooth 1 102Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 门 Front Teeth 2. 门牙2. Sister Sister, I'm Xiao Qing姐姐姐姐我是小青9k WordsCompleted Front Teeth 2. 16Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 清 My Aloof Roommate Gets Drunk and Begs for a Hug! The Ferocious Dog Can’t Hide His Grin 清冷室友醉酒求抱！恶犬他爽翘嘴 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads350k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Enemies-to-Lovers + A Straight Guy Winning Himself Over + Livestreaming] [Cool, Self-Destructive, Depressed Beauty with a Tragic Past × Sharp-Tongued but Soft-Hearted Rebellious Rich Kid; Healing Sweet Romance, 1v1] Everyone at A University knew Wen Ling was an untouchable beauty, with cool silver hair and a face as cold and flawless as ice and jade. Even when he smiled, there was a hint of indifference in his eyes. In truth, he was falling apart. His younger sister died in a c 14.1kReads9.4Score2.5kShelves

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    Angst novels, angst novels, angst novels (for details, please refer to the book introduction).

21. 21 用 I Risked My Life to Transmigrate into a Book, and the Whole Internet Begged Me Not to Die 用命穿书后，全网发弹幕求我别死 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted On-screen comments + System + true young master + sweet on the outside, dark on the inside + transmigrate into a book + everyone’s favorite + intense push and pull + seductive beauty A frail, ill, sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside true young master VS the obsessive, volatile heir to a powerful Beijing family Xiao Qingye was a powerful young master with a terrible reputation. Almost nobody liked him, and his parents treated him like a thorn in their side. Everyone told him to be kind, but 12.2kReads9.0Score1.1kShelves
22. 22 和 After Going on a Travel Show with My Idol 和偶像上旅行节目之后 Brewing Wine with Pine Blossoms菘花酿酒Two Male Leads140k WordsCompleted Sick with a fever and feeling groggy, Shen Yunkuo was half reclining on the sofa with his eyes closed, trying to rest. A little while later, Jiang Sheng, the entertainment industry’s newest heartthrob, came storming in with a glass of water in one hand and medicine in the other. He set them on the coffee table with a loud clatter. “Why aren’t you taking your medicine?” Jiang Sheng snapped, glaring at him. Without waiting for Shen Yunkuo to answer, he launched into a rapid-fire lecture. Shen Yunk 1.1kReads9.3Score172Shelves

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    Not particularly outgoing, but very gentle. [Thumbs up]

23. 23 我 My Lover with Depression 我的抑郁症情人 Let's Raise a Cat ba一起养猫baTwo Male Leads745k WordsCompleted [Redemption through obsessive love] Just before a depressed Omega plans to end his life, top Alpha Shen Yan takes him in. Lin Yu has only a few hundred days left to live and plans to jump into the river at night. Then he meets Shen Yan at a club during his heat. The Alpha’s pheromones quiet all the noise in his mind. Shen Yan proposes a deal: one year of companionship in exchange for resources and protection. Lin Yu thinks he has stolen a little time for himself, but fills his diary with all h 1.6kReads8.6Score196Shelves

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    Absolutely gorgeous! You won't regret buying it.

24. 24 直 Does the Straight Male Dragon-Pride Hero Have to Be Dominated by a Sweet Little Flower, Too?! 直男龙傲天也要被小白花压么？！ Chicken Stewed with Fries小鸡炖薯条Two Male Leads559k WordsCompleted [World-weary, emotionally detached, give-up-and-do-nothing dragon-pride bottom x cold-faced, hard-hearted, sharp-tongued-but-honest fake innocent-flower top] [Two male leads + transmigrate into a book + lover who breaks in and robs you + healing + a little onscreen commentary] After blowing himself up, he transmigrated into an old-school angst novel as the cannon-fodder fake young master. A controlling mom, a live-in son-in-law dad, a hypermasculine older brother, a scheming younger brother… and 26.6kReads9.1Score5.1kShelves
25. 25 滴 Ding! A Taste of the Tycoon Life 滴！豪门体验卡 Carrot Terminator胡萝贝终结者Two Male Leads416k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book + healing + everyone dotes on him + mutual devotion] Two male leads! Two male leads! Gentle, mature CEO top × sunny on the outside, depressed on the inside bottom I got rich overnight, but I'm no country bumpkin! Zhou Mo was a poor little cabbage with no parents. His only asset was his good looks, and he had to haul bricks at construction sites every day just to scrape together his college tuition. Then one day, while happily hauling bricks, he got hit on the head with 13.9kReads9.5Score2.2kShelves

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    I've finished watching it.

26. 26 喂 Hey, I Heard the Best Actor and the King of Songwriting Are Dating! 喂，听说影帝和曲王谈恋爱了！ Yi Bai祎白Two Male Leads499k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + showbiz + talent competition + plagiarist] [A seemingly aloof but truly sweet superstar actor × a deceptively innocent, secretly dark and truly aloof, unhinged singer × a cool-looking, secretly flirtatious idol] Xu Yi was an ordinary college student. Being ostracized had left him gloomy and withdrawn. One day, someone deliberately shoved him into a crosswalk, earning him a free ride from a dump truck. He also got his very own music System, 666. 666: Congratulations, Host! You’v 1.2kReads9.0Score119Shelves
27. 27 死 The One Thing I Wanted to Record Before I Died 死前，我唯一想记录的 He Yuyi鹤羽依Two Male Leads25k WordsCompleted I fell in love with my non-blood-related older brother, but he found me disgusting and sent me to a conversion therapy center. After I got out, my mental state deteriorated day by day, and in the end, before I died, I wrote this 3.1kReads8.1Score656Shelves
28. 28 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 166.5kReads9.8Score19.1kShelves
29. 29 团 After Being Hated by All, the Pampered Evil Emperor Has Completely Lost It 团厌后团宠邪帝他彻底疯了 Gardenia Flowers Are Poisonous桅子花有毒Two Male Leads43k WordsCompleted Wu Xie transmigrates into a parallel world and loses his memories, forgetting everything from the previous world. (He regains his memories later.) In this parallel world, a transmigrator’s interference has made Wu Xie the one everyone hates. Xie Yuchen: “Why do you keep picking on Wu Luyu?!” Wu Bai: “You really can’t compare to your younger brother in anything.” Black Glasses: “Tsk, you can’t even take a joke.” (How boring.) Qiling: … (annoyed) Haike: “Stay away from our clan leader!” (There wil 1.3kReads8.0Score150Shelves
30. 30 盗 Tomb Raiding: A Reborn, Sister-Obsessed Mad Dog 盗墓：是重生的姐控恶犬一枚啊 President Yu御总Two Male Leads364k WordsCompleted [Male protagonist + fan fiction + one protagonist pursuing multiple love interests + 00100 + character growth + minor villain + a little angst and sweetness] At first, Jiang Zisuan doesn't seem very strong because he has a weakness. In his previous life, after his sister died, he never even got to see her body. He wanted revenge, but was no match for Nan Xia Bei Ya, and eventually died in some desolate, forgotten wilderness. A System suddenly appeared and bound itself to him, telling him that if 1.8kReads9.0Score273Shelves
31. 31 娱 Showbiz: After Being Diagnosed with Depression, I Used Music to Heal the World 娱乐：确诊抑郁后，用歌治愈世界 July Sword Edge七月剑锋Urban1.3M WordsCompleted [Entertainment + healing + livestreaming + redemption + no System + no heroine + no harem] Su Chen, who suffers from severe depression, decides to jump into the sea and end his life. But by chance, his soul transmigrates into a parallel world with a barren entertainment industry. The original Su Chen in this parallel world also suffered from severe depression. Having never known love, he decides to heal the world with his songs. One song, “Murmurs,” resonates with the entire internet. One song, 6.7kReads8.4Score639Shelves
32. 32 重 The Lustful Male Lead Needs to Go Easy on Me. I'm Your One True Love! 重欲男主轻点虐，我是你白月光！ Niu Mo纽茉Two Male Leads268k WordsOngoing New rating just posted [quick transmigration + secret identities + incomplete Debuffs + melodramatic bad endings + dark, twisted devotion + seme-focused + pseudo-forced romance + happy main storyline + both leads sexually and romantically inexperienced] Content warning: The worlds and storylines are chopped up into tiny pieces. “Villainous cannon fodder” and “the protagonist’s golden finger”: two role-playing missions as incompatible as fire and water have both landed on one person because of a 7.6kReads8.8Score782Shelves
33. 33 电 Esports World Champion, Survival Show Center 电竞世界冠军，选秀C位出道 Winter Melon Fart冬瓜屁Modern Romance412k WordsOngoing (The rating has just been posted, so it's on the low side) [No CP + gorgeous but tragic + everyone’s favorite + esports + idol survival show + doted on by everyone + secret identity exposed] He is River, the legendary esports player renowned across the scene, who reached the top of the world at just seventeen. But behind the glory lies severe psychological illness and the agony of sleepless nights. His arms are covered in scars no one knows about. After winning the championship, he hides all his 8.5kReads9.2Score1.1kShelves
34. 34 万 The Hated Villainous Extra Becomes the Beloved Who Died Young 万人嫌反派炮灰成了早逝白月光 Barbecue Fangirl烤串梦女Sports290k WordsCompleted [No CP + Pretend Everyone Hates Him, Actually Everyone Loves Him + White Moonlight + Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic + Secret Identity + Battle-Scarred, Faked Death + Live-Stream Comments] Cen Yan, the Administration Bureau's number-one lapdog, died. Unfortunately, he came back to life. Something calling itself the world's consciousness found him and inexplicably asked him to save the world. Cen Yan didn't want to save the world. He didn't even want to live. So he refused without hesitation. World 59.5kReads9.1Score12.9kShelves
35. 35 斩 Slay the Gods: I’m a Mental Patient from the Start 斩神：开局我是个精神病 Qiongshan Moon琼山月Two Male Leads872k WordsOngoing [Slay the Gods, male/male leads, 1v1, Lin Qiye pairing, comedy, will break up the canon pairing] The rating has just come out, so it should gradually rise. Cheerful, lively, and quick-tempered Su Yan is the bottom, while calm and composed Lin Qiye is the top. OOC warning: This differs from the original book, and some things will be added. The author has taken creative liberties. Su Yan transmigrates into the world of Slay the Gods. The moment he opens his eyes, he finds himself in a mental hosp 38.1kReads9.0Score5.7kShelves
36. 36 踹 I Dumped My Ex-Husband, and Now He Won't Leave Me Alone 踹了前夫后，他开始死缠烂打 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads361k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Love After Marriage + Second Chance at Love] A sweet-faced but scheming bottom, and a fatherly top who's a little lovesick, but not too much. No one knew that Shang Jingchuan had carried a secret love for ten years. The moment he first saw his sister-in-law, he fell in love at first sight, and even went so far as to marry a stand-in who looked eighty percent like her. Chen Nuo was the illegitimate son of the Chen family. He carefully schemed his way into Shang Jingchuan's heart 13.4kReads8.9Score1.6kShelves
37. 37 电 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 a Sheng Never Restsa笙不息Two Male Leads403k WordsOngoing (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 37.7kReads9.0Score7kShelves
38. 38 我 I, the Most Hated One, Died. What Are You Crying For? 我一个万人嫌死了，你们哭什么？ Flowers Falling in Misty Rain烟雨花落Two Male Leads245k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Angsty, Over-the-Top Romance + Everyone’s Least Favorite + Everyone Gets Their Redemption] Ye Sui knew from childhood that he was an illegitimate son, and that illegitimate sons were guilty by nature. So his father treated him like he didn’t exist. His mother sold him off to pay her debts. His eldest brother hated him because his mother had indirectly caused the death of his brother’s mother, who had been his father’s mistress. His second brother had been the demon in his nigh 6.4kReads7.9Score508Shelves
39. 39 当 When the Good Little Brother Gets a School Bully for a Protective Older Brother 当乖弟弟有了个护短校霸哥 Lone Moon, Libation for a Thousand Cities孤月酹千城Modern Romance244k WordsCompleted [No romance + family bonds + brotherhood] Twin Tracks: The System Reborn Me After I Took My Own Life (When the Good Little Brother Has a School Bully for a Brother) Death is release, letting go, and making things right. Love is both armor and shackles. Su Jingyi puts an end to the shackles binding his mother, trading his life for his mother's and younger brother's freedom. The world bustles on, and somewhere, someone is willing to travel thousands of miles for you. He calmly accepts death, yet s 1.3kReads8.2Score136Shelves
40. 40 造 What a Calamity! The Beloved One Has Killed Himself Again and Again! 造孽！万人迷他又又又自杀了！ Yi Xingzhi亦行止Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + adored protagonist who attracts everyone + reunion after years apart + 1v1] [A murderous, tearful top + a calm, unexpectedly contrasting bottom] Chi Zhuo died, but then came back to life. Looking at his unfamiliar reflection in the mirror, Chi Zhuo suddenly felt a little tired. So he decided to find a sunny day and die again. But whenever the crucial moment came... A mournful voice would appear in his dreams. “Waaah, waaah...” Unable to bear it any longer, Chi Zhuo asked, “Bro, 2.4kReads8.4Score307Shelves
41. 41 师 Master, Stop Saving the World and Fall in Love! 师尊别救世了，恋爱吧！ Flying Meow Head飞喵头头Two Male Leads304k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + master and disciple + slow-burn romance + devoted to each other + mutual salvation + younger love interest + a touch of ensemble cast + multiple couples] Mu Yunzheng was an overworked office drone stuck in the 996 grind who loved reading novels. When he was bound to a System, he was a little dazed. How could the System have picked a lonely nobody like him? And so he became the master of Tianji Peak in this world... a master who was about to take on a disciple, no less... Gui 39Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The master is used to pretending; it's still the disciple who has to teach him a lesson. [Laughs]

42. 42 明 An Honest Person Doesn't Keep a Secret Crush 明人不搞暗恋 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads287k WordsCompleted [Print edition officially signed] Homeless, I Was Taken In and Raised by My Archrival Original title: No Secret Crushes for Honest People Campus romance + secret crush + happy ending + rivals to lovers + growing up together + third-person narration Benevolent, compassionate top VS unruly, stubborn, insecure bottom My father didn’t care for me, my mother didn’t love me, and somehow I got saddled with the blame. After my landlord kicked me out, I stood alone on the street and began to questio 24.1kReads9.5Score4.3kShelves

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    This book is really super good.

43. 43 不 Aren’t You Straight? Then Why Do You Cry When I Kiss You? 不是直男吗？怎么一亲就哭 Shun Yue顺玥Two Male Leads276k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + showbiz + older man + turning a straight man gay + intense push and pull] Gay dad + gay mom = a son who's turned gay. Gu Yiming never expected homosexuality to be hereditary. He'd always thought he was straight, never realizing he was already farther and farther down the path to being turned. 1.9kReads—Score158Shelves

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    This book is so good! Ahhhhh!

44. 44 不 You're Not Repulsed by Me, but You Get Jealous When I Kiss Someone Else? 不是嫌弃我，我亲别人你又急眼了 Writing Through the Little Days笔耕小日月Two Male Leads172k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads] [Campus] [Intense Romantic Push and Pull] [One-on-One Happy Ending] During a trip, Shan Mu died unexpectedly. Unable to bear leaving, he drifted around the human world, just to catch one more glimpse of Zhao Yuchen. It wasn't until he saw Zhao Yuchen with someone new that he finally made up his mind to be reincarnated and start a new life. But fate played a cruel joke on him: he ended up in the body of someone with the same name, forced to watch Zhao Yuchen happily build a life 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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45. 45 接 You Hit Me Just for a Kiss, So I’m Done with You. Why Are You Crying? 接个吻都揍我，不要你了你哭什么 Get-Rich Little Panda暴富小熊猫Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + equally strong leads + reborn + rekindled love + bittersweet + mutually devoted + happy ending] [Sharp-tongued, spoiled rich-boy bottom vs. restrained, stoic straight-man top] In college, Chu Feng used underhanded tactics to force the aloof campus heartthrob into a relationship. He thought they had both fallen in love over time, since the heartthrob indulged him in everything. After graduation, he boldly proposed, and the other man said yes. After they married, the heartthrob k 37.8kReads8.8Score4.6kShelves
46. 46 男 My Boyfriend Was Perfectly Fine, Then He Started Getting Better 男朋友坏端端的好起来了 Passion Fruit Fish百香果煮鱼Two Male Leads341k WordsCompleted [Over-the-top drama + devoted couples + transmigrate into a book + scrolling comments + coercion + groveling for love + happy ending] Yu Jingle laughed himself to death while watching videos. He transmigrated into a scummy villain and, to stay alive, completely abandoned the original character’s rotten script. To redeem himself, he carried sandbags, worked as a gaming companion, and even risked his life testing medicine. Being a workhorse? No problem. He was an expert at that! Being a lovesick d 22.1kReads8.8Score4kShelves
47. 47 被 After Being Abandoned, I Got My Happy Ending with the Perfect Man 被抛弃后我跟天花板HE了 Nan Qilu南亓鹿Two Male Leads334k WordsCompleted A scheming, doting seme who spoils his beloved (Qin Zhao) vs. a gentle, insecure, sensible, kind uke (Shen Heqing) A sweet romance. The seme is only sharp-tongued in the opening scene; he's a devoted wife-slave, and this story is so sweet. Come on! Open wide and enjoy some sugar! Synopsis: 1. Shen Heqing has had a rough life since childhood, always being the one left behind. His friend said, “You're so capable. Missing one opportunity won't hurt you. Just let him have it.” His biological parents 38.3kReads9.3Score5.3kShelves
48. 48 琢 Carving Clouds 琢云 Mu Qiqi木砌砌Two Male Leads236k WordsCompleted (A little angst + happy ending + rekindled romance) Lin Zhuoxun x Xiao Yunshen A seemingly cheerful but secretly depressed bottom x a devoted, innocent top The first stirrings of love in youth are pure and passionate. I was once barren earth, but your arrival brought me back to life. 957Reads8.6Score150Shelves

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    The bag belongs to this book. You can tell by reading the synopsis.

49. 49 他 He Didn't Comfort Him 他没哄他 Nine Leaves九叶叶叶Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + campus + lighthearted + unrequited love + a touch of bittersweetness + BE + short story] (Soothing someone = comforting them = deceiving them) Gloomy top student [Mu Qi] × doomed delinquent [Ling Shu] Every relationship needs someone to make the first move. That's inevitable. So Ling Shu spent two years preparing before stepping back into Mu Qi's life. Liking someone doesn't guarantee you'll end up together, and love doesn't have to be earth-shattering. So Mu Qi kept watch ove 170Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Even at the very end, one will feel sorry for that cheerful boy.

50. 50 救 Salvation in the Deep 救赎深陷 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Anthology + BL + pure love + possessiveness + angst + mental illness + healing + protagonists with psychological disorders] An anthology of four stories Story One: A repressed, obsessive, manic puppy-like top VS a gentle, slow-to-realize bunny-like bottom (Li Zize and Shen Luochen). Complete. First the top suffers, then the bottom. A calculating man edges closer step by step, driving away everyone around him so he can keep his love all to himself. Story Two: A bottom with severe mental illness 52Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The second story

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