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1 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 37.1kReads9.1Score6.7kShelves

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The male protagonist did not know the female protagonist. In the end, the female protagonist died and the male protagonist was with her best friend. You can finish it in just a few dozen minutes, it's so brutal!

2 追 I’ve Been Chasing Be for Years 追了Be好多年 You Jiangnan游江南Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted [Bittersweet youth, years of secret love, love that goes unreturned] Easygoing, laissez-faire female lead with bipolar disorder × sharp-tongued but soft-hearted, emotionally detached male lead Meng Qingli × Chen Ran A thoughtless gesture from him during high school military training made her remember him. They shared a desk for three months. She thought of him for five years. Four years of secret love, one year of openly loving him. She laid bare every last shred of pride, but still couldn’t 47Reads—Score—Shelves

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3: "I like it, it's very simple, I feel relieved, it's not that interesting."

3 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 81.2kReads9.5Score15.1kShelves

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Jiu Min, you are really good-looking! ! ! The ratings are all very high, and it will make you feel sour in your heart. No matter what, I love you anyway.

12 终 The Ultimate Sacrifice 终极献祭 Clouds of Rough Noodles Again又见糙面云Modern Romance819k WordsCompleted [A textbook case of realist business warfare + a deeply romantic, top-tier intellectual romance] The world has gone mad. A top-tier rich, handsome young heir is forced to compete with his wealthy wife for a lover... “If she likes me and I like her too, then we’ll each have to prove ourselves.” The male lead is loaded with resources and comes with every advantage, while the female lead has brains and beauty and rises from humble beginnings. A textbook case of realist business warfare, arranged fa 39kReads9.4Score5kShelves

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This year's most outstanding novel is not a cool novel but a great plot, with business wars and gods, and the love between two strong men is very delicate and touching. The author has a super personality, the direction of the story can't be guessed in every chapter, and the supporting characters are all brilliant. I'm really asking for a meal replacement.

13 她 She Lost Again 她又输了 Yue Jiuzhi月玖枝Modern Romance84k WordsOngoing [Youthful campus romance + secret crush + bad ending] Jiang Nianzhi’s world had always been dark, but luckily, she met Zhou Siheng, who could protect her. She realized she was pretty lucky after all: she’d found her savior, a boy who could keep her safe. It seemed Jiang Nianzhi had lost everything. Everyone hated her except Zhou Siheng. “Can I rely on you from now on?” The boy smiled, gently stroked the girl’s head, and said, “You can.” From then on, Jiang Nianzhi had someone to lean on. But goo 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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Nice! Rating!

14 余 Ember Frequency 余烬频率 Ye Yaoye夜瑶烨Modern Romance42k WordsCompleted “The Nokia E71 vibrates 600 times per minute, while the fatal heart rate for someone with congenital heart disease is 300 beats per minute. And the odds of us meeting were a miracle: one in 1.7 billion.” In late autumn 2011, the gloomy mathematical prodigy Cheng Ye met transfer student Su Tang beneath the library's tin awning. Wisteria petals clung to the hem of her water-blue skirt. Half a fingernail was missing from her left pinky, yet a single grape-flavored hard candy was enough to stop his 4Reads—Score—Shelves

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After she left, there was no more light in his world

15 他 His Sea, Her Shore 他的海，她的岸 Bao Nini鲍尼尼Modern Romance573k WordsCompleted [Mutual pining that becomes real love × each other’s first love × healing and redemption × devoted to each other × tragic ending] They first met at school. He was a taciturn top student, and she was a quiet, gentle underachiever. Their secret crushes from middle school finally blossomed into love at university. Their romance was as sweet as midsummer, but his family’s opposition forced them apart. He went overseas and vanished without a trace; she carried on alone, hiding her regrets. Four years 20Reads—Score—Shelves

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This is a book that I just finished recently. The text is relatively delicate, the kind of Xiaotian➕abuse. The last capitalized word be is [I'm about to cry] [I'm about to cry]. It has a bit of stamina.

16 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 97.9kReads9.7Score18.1kShelves

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In the first book, the male protagonist didn't even know the female protagonist at the end, and he always had a crush on the female protagonist. In the second book, both the heroine and the hero are cowards. It would be nice if one of them took the initiative. In the third book, when the heroine was about to put down Bai Yueguang and decide to start everything from scratch, she went diving and died of shock.

17 她 She Won't Comfort Me Anymore 她不哄我了 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance103k WordsCompleted [Signed, awaiting publication] Inspired by the author's own experience of secretly loving someone for six years, even though he already loves someone else. Xu Ci is outwardly a cool, gifted young man, but inwardly sensitive. Wanyue is outwardly sunny and cheerful, but inwardly sensitive and insecure, a sweet, well-behaved girl. One summer, amid the buzzing cicadas, Xu Ci and Wanyue fell in love at first sight. Xu Ci had to leave early for something, and Wanyue thought she'd never see him again. 47Reads—Score—Shelves

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The heroine dies and the hero is buried in the deep sea

18 糖 Candy with a Tangy Bite 糖果偏酸 Luo Zhi落之Modern Romance238k WordsCompleted (The main story is complete.) The domineering, impossibly cool school bully vs. the beautiful, strong-willed, wounded little bookworm. School life, healing, and mutual secret crushes. Chutang was being bullied at school. The day she met Jihuai was the start of autumn. She was sixteen that year. Jihuai saved her, perhaps because he felt sorry for her. “You don't need to stick your nose into my business.” “Hey, I'm the one who helped you.” Desperate for a meal, Chutang shamelessly followed Jihu 30Reads—Score—Shelves

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Highly recommended

19 不 I Don't Want to Be a Sunflower Anymore 不想再做向日葵 He Shou Wu何瘦乌Modern Romance76k WordsOngoing [School Days · Youth · Secret Crush · Deskmates] Three years pass in a flash, but the memories last. Youth means falling head over heels for someone and secretly keeping an eye on them. A realistic story, a close-knit group of girlfriends, and three couples. ❤️ “When I look around, there’s no one but you. Everywhere I turn, I see you.” 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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A realistic secret love story in high school, best friend group, three CPs. I changed it to make up for some regrets. The male protagonist in the novel seems to have a crush on the female protagonist, but in reality, my best friend and him are just roommates. Now that I think about it, I feel regretful. However, it is still being serialized and the ending will definitely be. Please rest assured. I hope you can give me some opinions on the writing.

21 日 Day and Night, Stars and River 日昼星河 Yang Yi杨欹Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted “Qiu Liang, you don’t love me at all!” Qing Yao was the person Qiu Liang loved with all his heart, but those were also the last words Qing Yao ever said to him. The regret in love isn’t that it has something to do with you, but that it has nothing to do with me anymore… 10Reads6.7Score—Shelves

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Youth Pain Literature.

22 如 I Wish I Could Die in a Dream in Tokyo 如果能在东京的梦中死去就好了 Buckwheat Noodles in a Bowl碗子荞麦面11k WordsCompleted I Wish I Could Die in a Dream of Tokyo 43Reads—Score—Shelves

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[Almost crying] [Almost crying]

23 昭 Zhaozhao Without End 昭昭无暮 Wu Qing吴清Modern Romance103k WordsOngoing [Youthful Campus Romance + Childhood Sweethearts + Chasing Dreams in Entertainment + First Person + Angst] Shen Zhaoran (main POV) x Shen Mu. Career-driven leads. I’ve always wondered: which hurts more, being parted in life or separated by death? We had a chance. We were in love... Only later did I learn that even the most unforgettable love can’t escape the cruelty of fate. If we’re destined to meet again in this life but can never love each other, then I hope you’ll be happy, healthy, and have 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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The kind of person who has a two-way crush on Be Xiang. From childhood sweethearts to the top, they were already strangers when they met.

24 愿 May I Caress You Again 愿再轻抚你 South Wind, Late Autumn南风晚秋Modern Romance160k WordsCompleted Zhou Qiyue of West Wu No. 3 High School was a bona fide school bully. He did everything the school rules forbade. Then one day, a new girl joined the class next door. He called her ugly, yet warned his buddies not to chase after her. He wanted to get close to her, but carefully kept his distance. You are a star I can never reach. Later, rumors about the two of them dating reached the teachers’ office, and the teachers were alarmed. The homeroom teacher pointed at him and said, “A social degene 136Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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Maybe she has witnessed

25 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 23.6kReads9.6Score5.1kShelves

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[Sad][sad][sad][sad]

28 风 The Wind Blows Hard, Yet I Can’t Forget 风很大我却忘不掉 Lian Shi恋什Urban108k WordsCompleted Find somewhere with strong winds and forget me. The wind was fierce that day, but I could never forget you. A boy with amnesia and an unusual nature meets a girl who seems strangely familiar. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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The male protagonist is autistic and has amnesia. He is drug addict. The ending is that no one survives alone. It's very tearful.

29 浪 The Waves Trust the Clouds’ Whiteness 浪花信任云的白 Qinghe Qinghe清和清和Modern Romance339k WordsOngoing Two souls fall into a campus dream; reunited on a Middle Eastern battlefield | Doctors Without Borders × frontier defense hero | unhinged yet restrained, healing regret | sweet, bittersweet tension | rekindled romance | devoted to each other, happy ending A three-day romance in their youth, followed by twelve years apart across mountains and seas · Mature adults wearing the guise of high schoolers, falling into the most heart-wrenching romance in a dream · Each other's cure and salvation; a god 112Reads—Score—Shelves

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The treasure campus article is fresh and poetic, yet not lacking in flesh and blood. This is the first time I have seen such an expression. Reality and dreams are intertwined, coldness and lust are mutually exclusive. After realizing it later, the male protagonist returns to school and meets Bai Yueguang again. The two strong men were reborn one after another. Border guards VS transnational doctors from the east. She didn't know that he was dying, and he didn't know that she was involved in the situation. After twelve years of obsession, I can only talk about the most heart-wrenching love in my dreams. Mmm

30 忘 All the Love in My Heart Is Gone 忘尽心中情 Tang Zhi唐帜Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted [Campus romance + unrequited love + secret crush + playboy turns over a new leaf] This is the sequel to my work, A Longing Beyond Sorrow. Xu Shijie visits Jintai Temple to pray for Chen Miaohan’s departed soul. There, he meets Lin Mengying again, now recovered from depression, and also runs into Chen Miaohan’s younger sister, Chen Miaoying. Their story will continue… Lin Mengying is still hopelessly in love with Xu Shijie, but her love remains unreturned. Xu Zhi wanders through one relationship 19Reads—Score—Shelves

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"Love Is Unresolved" and "Forgetting the Love in My Heart" are sister sadistic novels. They are campus love stories that express the bitterness of secret love. The heroine's infatuation is useless and her affection is meaningless. She cannot bear the blows of depression and cancer and commits suicide by jumping into a lake. "Betting on Love" is a top-notch novel describing a prodigal in love that has been rare in ten years. The male protagonist is known as the best in love, and the story is exciting. [Sending Hearts]