Still Waters, Cold as Death

Wuwuwuwu, I feel so bad for Yanyan, he didn't do anything, why did he have to suffer so many things that he shouldn't have to endure. The hatred of his relatives, the betrayal of his friends, and the deceit of his lover made him hate this world. This world also wanted him to die. This world made him feel very disappointed. In the end, he thought he had waited for the light that belonged to him, but he deceived himself. He wanted to get married. He was not his lover. Everyone wanted him to die, and he couldn't hold on anymore. Therefore, death is the most suitable ending for Yan Yan, and it is also the ending that Yan Yan hopes for. He has no expectations for this world anymore, and he no longer desires anyone to redeem him.

He obviously regained hope in life, but everyone dragged him into the abyss again [almost crying] He was obviously such a good person that he couldn't help him even in the face of death, but the world was so unfair to him that he couldn't save himself [crying] Everyone saw it, but no one helped him. The only person who was kind to him has died a long time ago [crying] [crying] [crying] If only one person had extended a helping hand to him, even just one [almost crying] the ending would have been different, right? I hope Xu Yan's next life will be safe and smooth, free from illness and disaster [Sending Hearts] He has suffered too much in his life...

Xu Yan was in so much pain that all his friends, relatives and lovers betrayed him. Everyone wanted him to die, except Li Yan, but Li Yan was the one who forced him to death. The small lake in the south could not drown Li Yan, because Xu Yan had repaid enough during his lifetime, and after death he only belongs to himself. Xu Yan did not want Li Yan, although his feelings It's uncontrollable, but Xu Yan's first choice has always been death. He was forced to live as if he had a choice, but he couldn't even do it without being too embarrassed. Maybe he just came to repay this life and give enough to everyone. From now on, no matter the next life or not, he will always belong to himself. I don't hope that I will have a chance to repeat my words. I will only suffer from inescapable pain. I will only do my words in my next life.

This is the first time I have read such a serious comment on a novel on Tomato. It is really one of the few BE novels I have read. I didn't skip a chapter and kept reading in the middle. At the end, I felt that this was the best ending for two people. It is impossible for a HE to happen between the two of them. The writing is very good and the character descriptions are very delicate.

They say you have a cold nature, but I just feel that you love deeply.

I've finished reading it, author, you are very good😊 I hope Ayan will not encounter these bad things again in the next life. I hope Ayan is safe, happy, happy and healthy (´o̴̶̷̤ㅂo̴̶̷̤`) Although the world is in tatters, there are always people who can mend it. Ayan, wish you good health

If the world doesn't pity me, if anyone can abandon me, if even freedom becomes a luxury, if... I mean if, even for just a moment, the world loves me once, oh... I forgot, the world made Li Yan love me for a moment, and I relied on this moment to stay in this world. Unfortunately, it didn't last long. If I could do it again, I would rather that moment not exist. (The lake is very cold, and the lungs are very important organs. I want to say that you must be in pain. You have ended your painful life and yourself. I feel sorry for you.)

Malice drowns words in the lake, floating and sinking. Yan Yan, who was about to emerge from the lake, was pressed down by a big hand. That big hand came from everyone's evil towards Yan Yan. The world wanted him to disappear completely.

Beautifully written! It's the kind of cruelty that cuts flesh with a dull knife! The ending of BE is very beautiful and reasonable! In reality, if you encounter this kind of scumbag who forces love and is selfish, run away without hesitation, don't be in love, and don't sacrifice yourself! The words make people feel uncomfortable. I want to tell him that it is not because the world loves you that you have to love the world. It is because you have to love yourself that we try to find a ray of light in this dark world. The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, but people can cross it by themselves. I really like the author's writing style, it's simple, direct, and powerful!

The second brush made me cry to death. Our hero did not have the aura of a male protagonist, was betrayed by his friends, watched his beloved get married, and finally died in front of many people, and no one even tried to stop him [crying]