Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!! 跪求双楠虐文，要能心绞痛的那种！！！

1. 101 黑 The Corrupted Moon Was Redeemed After Her Rebirth 黑化月亮复生后，被救赎了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery241k WordsCompleted Fan Favorite / Pairing Undecided (Anything Is Possible) / Mutual Salvation / White Moonlight Returns from the Dead Qing Yan died in the Zhang Family Ancient Tower, in Black Glasses' arms. Years later, he returned and appeared before the Nine Gates once more, but everything had changed beyond recognition. Suspicion and heart palpitations, probing and cautiousness. After countless rescues and glimmers of hope, who, in the end, saved whom? Are you really him... Did you really come back...? Now tha 6.9kReads9.3Score1.4k14d adds
2. 102 穿 I Transmigrated into The Grave Robbers' Chronicles, and They All Fell Apart After I Faked My Death 穿越盗笔，假死后他们都崩溃了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery151k WordsCompleted Qing Yan transmigrated into the world of The Grave Robbers' Chronicles twenty years ago, and Zhang Qiling and Hei Xiazi raised him like a pig for all those years. Then, forced by a Corpse Beetle Pill to become a player in the game, Qing Yan accidentally uncovered a shocking secret about himself. From then on, the Nine Houses had another lunatic... No, that's not right. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother Xiao Hei! I didn't mean to! Hei Xiazi: Kid, you sure put on a good act. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother X 10.9kReads9.4Score1.8k14d adds
3. 103 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Posing as a Mysterious, Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Man 盗笔：装出个高深莫测但美强惨 Fish Like Water鱼依如水Two Male Leads447k WordsCompleted "The only Grave Robbers' Chronicles fic rated 9.6, come see!" [Starting with the Old Nine Gates, Beloved by All, Pick Your Favorite Pairing + Slightly Everyone's Favorite + Everyone Imagines the Powerful Heartbreaking Beauty] Third-person narration I transmigrated, but not completely. At that very moment, my body was lying right beside me, playing the part of a breathtakingly beautiful vegetative patient. The good news: I could create an immortal secret identity. The bad news: the System told me 44.6kReads9.6Score6.2k14d adds
4. 104 本 This King's Sleeve Is Thoroughly Severed 本王这袖，断的彻底 Born Under a Lucky Star八字过硬Two Male Leads562k WordsCompleted [Preorders for The World Cannot Keep What It Loves Most open at 7:00 p.m. on Saturday, August 15. For the first 15 minutes, signed copies are available with no quantity limit; from 16 to 30 minutes, copies personally signed by the author are available with no quantity limit!] [Two male leads + The prince has a bit of a sense of humor] Everyone knew Prince Pu was gay. Even the man on the imperial throne turned a blind eye. Prince Pu had loved many people in his life. A horseman from the frontier 34.7kReads9.6Score5k14d adds
5. 105 九 The Merciless, Mad Eunuch Is Truly Beautiful 九千岁狠毒疯批，却实在美丽 Rice-Loving Dumpling爱干饭的团子Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [A print edition has been signed for publication] [Self-directed conquest x emotionally detached recipient + equally matched, devoted couple + reunited after a breakup, happy ending] Xie Yu, the most beautiful man under heaven, is frail and sickly, with weaknesses all over. Every prince and noble sees him as the ultimate plaything. The newly appointed top scholar can harass him, but will be dead by the next day. The imperial concubine can frame him, but her entire clan will be executed for it. A 12.6kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds
6. 106 被 They Overheard the System’s Mission, Then Robbed Tombs to Fund Me 被偷听系统任务后他们盗墓氪我 Liu Lili流栗栗Two Male Leads630k WordsCompleted [System + mind reading + male-male romance + not quite a reverse harem, but everyone has a one-sided crush] This is the seventh time, and the last. Host, please choose one of the five main characters and confirm your target for the romance mission. Romance Mission System Fixing one regret only creates more regrets. Sang Mo The Five Tender Beef Cuts, who overheard the mission: ? That man had a stunningly beautiful face. He lay on the ground, convulsing and curled up in utter despair, blood contin 6.3kReads8.9Score81514d adds
7. 107 得 After Getting a Terminal Diagnosis, I Lay Flat and Waited to Die. Then My Ex-Boyfriend Panicked 得绝症躺平等死后，前男友他慌了 Lu Jiuxing鹿久星Two Male Leads432k WordsCompleted This is actually a silly comedy. When Gu Huaijin learns at the hospital that he has only three months to live, Qin Zhan breaks up with him. Qin Zhan’s first love is back. Gu Huaijin quietly agrees to the breakup. He plans to lie in the rocking chair on the balcony, eyes closed, gently rocking until his life comes to an end. But after the breakup, Qin Zhan clings to him every day and refuses to leave, no matter how many times he’s driven away. [As for why Qin Zhan didn’t chase after his first lov 8.7kReads8.4Score81714d adds
8. 108 周 Zhou Jingchuan, You're Too Late 周敬川，你来迟了 A Li Le阿黎勒Two Male Leads112k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + terminal illness + chasing your husband back + angsty romance] The thing Pei You regretted most in his life was following someone into an alley that night. He lost the prayer beads his older brother had given him, saved a girl, and then caught the attention of her brother, Zhou Jingchuan. Zhou Jingchuan was gentle and considerate, maneuvering closer one step at a time. Pei You thought it was love, until he saw the prayer beads bearing his own name fall from Zhou Jingchuan. 7.2kReads8.3Score58314d adds

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   This is going to be torture! [Crying]

9. 109 怨 Bound by a Madman's Grudge 怨骨疯缠 Peerless Scallion a绝世一根葱aTwo Male Leads470k WordsCompleted Publication rights have been signed. Originally titled Grudgebound Bones [Double madness + a truly ghostly male lead + twisted love + forced confinement romance + lovers bound by pure hatred + happy ending] “We're better off hating each other. Never tell me you love me, or I'll kill you.” The two had been inseparable friends at the orphanage, once linking pinkies and promising never to part for the rest of their lives. Then one year, a wealthy couple came to adopt a child. They took a liking to 174.6kReads9.6Score38.9k14d adds

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   Dual male angst novel + happy ending

10. 110 野 Wild Taming 野性驯养 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads353k WordsCompleted The physical edition of Yanziqi is now available on all platforms. The wicked get their comeuppance. A cunning, cold-hearted crown prince x a volatile, insecure, sickly bottom Mutual torment + rekindled romance + melodrama + suspenseful twists + 1v1 + coercive love When Liang Yan was a child, his father brought home another boy. The boy looked like a beggar, hardly spoke, and was painfully thin. His father told him the boy would be his companion in study: he was quiet and would become his best f 15.8kReads9.5Score2.7k14d adds
11. 111 小 The Little Sweetheart Becomes a Clingy Baby After the Tycoon Takes Her In 小可爱被大佬带走后成了撒娇包 Thinking of the North from the South南落思北念Two Male Leads191k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + ABO + 1v1 + Sweet Romance + Older Top + Both Pure] Gentle, warmhearted, fatherly top vs. frail, sickly, pitiable bottom The poor thing's ambitious uncle seized the family fortune and deliberately framed him in front of his parents. They lost all faith in him and left him behind in China, all alone. After being abandoned, Ruan Zhiyan was locked up and abused in a dark, damp little room for fifteen years. Just as he was about to give up, a ray of light shone down on him in his p 5.2kReads8.7Score77714d adds
12. 112 我 I Want to Leave 我想走 Little Fox Cub狐狸崽崽崽Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.2kReads8.4Score39914d adds
13. 113 踹 I Dumped My Ex-Husband, and Now He Won't Leave Me Alone 踹了前夫后，他开始死缠烂打 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads361k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Love After Marriage + Second Chance at Love] A sweet-faced but scheming bottom, and a fatherly top who's a little lovesick, but not too much. No one knew that Shang Jingchuan had carried a secret love for ten years. The moment he first saw his sister-in-law, he fell in love at first sight, and even went so far as to marry a stand-in who looked eighty percent like her. Chen Nuo was the illegitimate son of the Chen family. He carefully schemed his way into Shang Jingchuan's heart 13.4kReads8.9Score1.6k14d adds

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    Everyone! Feel it!

14. 114 绿 The Wild Little Tea-Green Psycho Can't Keep It Up Anymore 绿茶小疯子他野不动了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Happy Ending] A handsome, bad-boy school bully as the pursuer, A sickly recipient who plays the pig to eat the tiger. When Wen Mo was nineteen, his parents brought him back home. His mother gave him his very first gift. He wore it with delight. A year later, a confirmed diagnosis made him realize it was his mother's death warrant for him! A genetic mutation, organ failure, and paralysis on one side of his body. In just two short months, he'd gone from full of life to nearly at 3.5kReads9.3Score31414d adds
15. 115 与 Wither Them, Let Them Bloom 与之枯萎，予之盛放 Fu Fuer福福儿Two Male Leads507k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + older man/younger man + devoted to each other + regret and pursuit] [Cold, strict, ruthless scheming top × frail, disillusioned bottom] Ruan Hanlin once thought Ruan Yushu was a lonely weed growing in the wilderness. Only after he left did he suddenly realize that Ruan Yushu was a tree, a tree that bloomed in the sunlight. The years they spent tangled together had nearly buried him. Ruan Hanlin was willing to wither alongside him, and let him bloom. 3.2kReads8.7Score24914d adds
16. 116 又 After Becoming the Hated Real Young Master Again, He Gives Up Trying! 又穿成万人嫌真少爷后！他摆烂了 Yogurt and Purple Rice Drinkz酸奶紫米露zTwo Male Leads405k WordsCompleted [ABO] [From universally hated to universally adored] [Angst] [Regret and redemption] Wen Xi is transmigrated into a novel about a real and fake young master as the universally hated real one. His biological parents favor the fake young master. The fake young master's childhood friends hate and bully him, and even the students at the elite school he transfers to look down on him and torment him. Everyone loves the fake young master. The school's F4 treat him terribly. Among them, the man who was 18.2kReads8.8Score1.6k14d adds
17. 117 万 The Universally Hated Young Master Reborn 万人嫌小少爷重生以后 Known to All众知Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted Gu Xingqiao is a little simple-minded. He was born after a difficult labor that cost Lady Gu her life, and a few years later, his older brother and father abandoned him. The unwanted Gu Xingqiao met the powerful, gentle Lin Xiujin. Lin Xiujin was a ray of light in his miserable childhood, and as time passed, that light reached into his heart. Lin Xiujin came across a little bundle of misery with nowhere to go. He took him home, doted on him, and protected him. But he never expected the little on 7.4kReads8.1Score41114d adds

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    The story revolves around a character who is mentally challenged and abandoned by his family, only to be taken in by the other protagonist (gong). Later, the gong realizes that the shou's feelings for him go beyond familial affection and begins to distance himself, allowing others to bully him. The shou eventually dies, and the gong is filled with remorse, leading to a double rebirth and a dramatic "wife-chasing-after-the-cremation" scenario.

18. 118 反 After the Villainous Master's Death, His Traitorous Disciple Went Mad 反派师尊死后，逆徒他疯批了 Yi Cheng Fengyu一橙风语Two Male Leads710k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book as the villainous master × his fallen disciple] [Two male leads + hilarious System + a groveling pursuit after the breakup + younger, dangerously obsessive male lead] [This is a deranged groveling romance so awful even the System wants to quit!] Whether it was cutting off his feet, or disfiguring him, or even the time three hundred years ago when Li Fuyi personally ripped out his master's immortal bones to save his own favored disciple... Whenever Li Fuyi came, the mast 2kReads7.3Score58314d adds
19. 119 写 The 89th Letter to Gu Changze 写给顾长泽的第89封信 Jie Jiu介九Two Male Leads277k WordsCompleted This year marks the twenty-first year since Lin Nansheng met Gu Changze, and the third year he's loved him. The Gu Changze who promised to protect him for life when they were children kicked him out of their home this year. He thought he could stop loving Gu Changze. He thought he could start his life over. But as he left, it felt as if his heart had been torn out. It hurt so much. For the first time, he was glad he was mute. No one could hear him crying. He thought nothing could hurt more than 85Reads—Score10114d adds

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    It's amazing! It's heart-wrenching! Everyone should go watch it! (Is it on Zhidou?)

20. 120 于 So He Decided to Die 于是他决定去死 The Unhurried Pansy Garden不慌不忙的三色堇院子Two Male Leads270k WordsCompleted He smashed an ashtray into his forehead, and with it began the bloody chapter of their lives together. Gu Chengye had always gotten everything he wanted, until he met Chen Chi. The quiet boy looked at him without fear, only cold hatred. That look fascinated him. So he took, imprisoned, and destroyed, using the methods he knew best in an attempt to turn Chen Chi into an obedient possession. He thought it was control. Conquest. He was wrong. Chen Chi was a silent flame. Unable to burn through the 2.6kReads8.4Score24914d adds
21. 121 撒 Tell a Little Lie 撒个谎吧 Ask Me Again in Three Years问下三年Two Male Leads310k WordsCompleted Obsessive forced love | Rekindled romance | Husband desperately tries to win her back | Heart and body tormented “I'm keeping you around just to get revenge on you!” Chu Yu says. “I'm staying only to repay my debt!” Yue Xingshu says. “Chu Yu, Yue Xingcan isn't dead.” “Yue Xingshu, your brother isn't dead.” He's alive. So will Chu Yu keep taking revenge? He's alive. So will Yue Xingshu keep repaying her debt? There's no need anymore. There's no need anymore. Then let's part ways… “Yue Xingshu! Wa 456Reads8.4Score—14d adds
22. 122 莫 The Wind From Moscow Can’t Reach Guizhou 莫斯科的风吹不到贵州 Corn Liquor包谷烧Two Male Leads367k WordsCompleted A beautiful country boy from rural Guizhou x a Russian crime boss, cross-cultural romance + forced love + groveling chase + height and build difference (Also known as: Lima syndrome, a psychological phenomenon opposite to Stockholm syndrome, in which the perpetrator develops sympathy and compassion for the victim and actively helps them.) Period story, set in 1990 Hong Lin is an orphan from the remote mountains of Guizhou. Before he turned seventeen, he had never imagined he would leave this lan 21.2kReads9.3Score3.7k14d adds
23. 123 临 Before He Dies, He Wants to Give Up His Allergen 临死前，他要戒掉过敏源 Crimson Jiangnan江南绯色Two Male Leads429k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + angst + late-blooming devotion + the hero’s long road to winning him back] Shen Pei’an was ill. On his birthday, the doctor told him he didn’t have much longer to live. He hadn’t planned to hide it. He meant to wait until Ren Xu had celebrated his birthday with him, then tell him the truth. But the big star Ren Xu never came. All Shen Pei’an got was a birthday cake that would trigger his allergies. He was twenty-eight. It was his ninth year in love with Ren Xu. There would 1.1kReads6.6Score10114d adds
24. 124 不 Was It Just for Fun? Why Are You Crying Now That I Have a Terminal Illness? 不是玩玩而已？我得绝症你哭什么 What a Big Cabbage好一颗大白菜Two Male Leads327k WordsCompleted Original title: Can You Leave a Sweet Orange by My Grave? Cool boxer bottom × seemingly nice-guy but actually wicked, flirtatious top (First person + chasing the spouse into the crematorium + melodrama + tragic ending) Li Feng is a coward. After learning he has a terminal illness, he decides to earn enough money and then die. Before then, a man named Qin Xiao suddenly barges into his life. Suddenly, he doesn’t want to die anymore. He wants to live. Just as he’s about to tell Qin Xiao ever 17.3kReads9.2Score2.3k14d adds

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    I thought it was one of those typical male-male transmigration stories, and I was prepared for a lot of heartbreak. I impulsively checked the homepage first, knowing the main characters would die, but I thought they'd have a happy ending or a miracle. I was completely fooled by the title. Then, reading the synopsis made me feel a little sad, and the more I read, the more painful it became. My eyes were swollen from crying. Li Feng was truly pitiful. Qin Xiao had his own hardships, but the underlying reasons were heartbreaking, infuriating, and uncomfortable. Their love... It was so tragic. The details were so subtle; sometimes you might find it funny and think it's not going to be a tragedy. Then, later on, a brutal blow hits—not a sudden, decisive strike, but a rusty, agonizing grind, sharpening blade. Previous stories might have had one particularly tragic chapter, or perhaps the tragedy was just for the sake of being tragic, but this one was truly hopeless, beyond help. Even if someone transmigrated into the story and was a medical genius, they couldn't help. How can a person suffer like this? How can it be? Isn't the point of reading novels to get the sweet moments? Even angst needs sweet moments, but the sweet moments piled up at the beginning make the later suffering seem even more intense. It's so bitter, so bitter, so bitter. Now the author immediately says they're going to give Li Feng a powerful, arrogant character, a rebirth story, and pile all sorts of good identities on him. I feel like that's what he deserves, what he should get. You deserve to suffer like this. May you have a better next life. Just thinking about Li Feng possibly in the underworld, holding that bowl of soup, watching Qin Xiao waiting for him on the other side of the bridge, makes me feel even more miserable and want to cry even more. Also, to the person who recommended this before, you shouldn't have said so calmly, "I just followed up on the review and thought it was quite suitable. I've been reading it late at night. I originally just wanted to read a little before bed, but I came out and immediately..."

25. 125 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 26.4kReads9.5Score3.7k14d adds
26. 126 清 My Aloof Roommate Gets Drunk and Begs for a Hug! The Ferocious Dog Can’t Hide His Grin 清冷室友醉酒求抱！恶犬他爽翘嘴 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads350k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Enemies-to-Lovers + A Straight Guy Winning Himself Over + Livestreaming] [Cool, Self-Destructive, Depressed Beauty with a Tragic Past × Sharp-Tongued but Soft-Hearted Rebellious Rich Kid; Healing Sweet Romance, 1v1] Everyone at A University knew Wen Ling was an untouchable beauty, with cool silver hair and a face as cold and flawless as ice and jade. Even when he smiled, there was a hint of indifference in his eyes. In truth, he was falling apart. His younger sister died in a c 14.1kReads9.4Score2.4k14d adds

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    This is a great read, but also very heart-wrenching. It's based on my own experience. I woke up suddenly around 4 AM to read a novel. I finished the first half and didn't feel much, just a little bit sad. Then I finished it in the middle of the night and cried several times. I weighed 55kg the night before, and didn't weigh myself the next morning. I suddenly remembered halfway through lunch, weighed myself, and it was 51kg. It's really good, and it has a happy ending. I highly recommend it!

27. 127 谁EN Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 56.6kReads9.5Score7.3k14d adds

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    I felt my body temperature drop to minus five degrees Celsius.

28. 128 父 My Father’s Inheritance Is My Archrival 父亲的遗产，是我的死对头 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads296k WordsCompleted [Publication rights signed] The inheritance my father left me was a man - [Powerful-family romance + rekindled love + bittersweet happy ending + inheritance + high-stakes twists + younger man] [Loyal athlete top x cool-headed elite bottom, and the bottom is the inheritance] [Fox meets dog] A major scandal shakes the capital: the head of the Zhou family has died, leaving his inheritance to the illegitimate son of the rival family, Li Bo. Li Bo shows up uninvited at the Zhou family funeral. Zhou Y 16.8kReads9.3Score2.6k14d adds

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    She cried loudly at night.

29. 129 占 Claiming a Wife 占妻 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads344k WordsCompleted [Main story complete] [A/B/O angst + fatherly type + Enigma and Alpha + dramatic twists + mistress takes the wife’s place + double ending, 1v1 + later pursuit of his husband] Chen Shu is an S3-level Alpha. He has a contractual husband, Sheng Beiqing, who is also an Alpha. Sheng Beiqing died seven days ago. Chen Shu didn't attend the funeral, and rumors have long circulated in the capital that their marriage was already over in all but name. On the seventh night after Sheng Beiqing's death, Chen 31.2kReads9.1Score5.1k14d adds
30. 130 说 We Agreed to a Marriage of Convenience, but This Crazy Man Won't Let Me Go Now That He's Got Me 说好协议结婚，疯批他到手不放人 Red Bull Sweet Potato红牛地瓜Two Male Leads589k WordsCompleted [Published as Low-Temperature Flight, now available] [Powerful Beijing-circle couple] [ABO (AB romance)] [Pheromone allergy] [Secret love becomes mutual] [Difference in status] [Angsty story about powerful families] [Everyone's favorite Beta recipient has no pheromones, driving those in power insane] Xu Ke is a Beta civilian airline captain and the tool spouse of the Ji family. His husband, Ji Bochen, is an S4-level Alpha and the head of Donghe Civil Aviation. He is of noble status, but suffers 27kReads9.3Score3.5k14d adds
31. 131 离EN Seriously, What Alpha Eats Little Cakes? 离谱，谁家Alpha吃小蛋糕啊 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads479k WordsCompleted [This book has been acquired for publication. Tap the author’s profile for more details] [Two powerful leads + chasing his lover + scheming + intense romantic tension + ABO] Ji Chi was a top-tier Alpha, the son of Jiangcheng’s richest man and a born favorite of fortune. Everyone assumed he would marry an Omega from an equally powerful family. He thought so too. That was before this top-tier Alpha started avoiding an Omega with no pheromones day after day. Things took a strange turn. Friend 1: “Y 40.4kReads9.6Score5.2k14d adds
32. 132 限 Limited-Time Possession (Also Known as Full Marks Setup) 限时占有（又名《满分设定》） Yao Yao Yi Yan杳杳一言Two Male Leads120k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + marriage before love + sweet romance + domineering CEO] [Gentle pursuer who spoils his wife without limits (he really does) X dramatic sweetheart who tries to win back his husband (but doesn’t end up suffering)] When Gu Chenbai was fifteen, he was injured in a car accident while saving his older brother, leaving him with a disability in his leg. Tu Yan rose to fame at a young age and won countless fans, yet he could never escape the pain of his troubled childhood, not until he 16.6kReads9.5Score2.1k14d adds
33. 133 何 What Brings Joy to Life 何生欢喜 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads136k WordsCompleted Two male leads + body-double romance + BE aesthetic “So, Xu Linxun, what am I to you? A tool you summon whenever you want and discard whenever you're done?” “Say something!” Xu Linxun's eyes were just as cold, their depths impossible to fathom, as if the feelings they had shared over the past three years had never meant a thing to him. “Say something... Tell me, even if you have to lie...” Yu Chensheng dug his fingernails into his palms, the pain cutting to the bone. Still, he forced a smile and 608Reads8.8Score10014d adds
34. 134 断 The Broken String 断掉的弦 Aloof Green Pepper冷漠的青椒Two Male Leads177k WordsCompleted Content warning: Extremely melodramatic, with a plot that goes wherever it wants. Reconciliation after a breakup, the ex’s desperate pursuit, angst for angst’s sake, and lots of descriptions of the love interest’s frail health. Avoid if that’s not for you… Lin Xian was once the purest note in Lu Yanshen’s dazzling youth, a light he pursued with all his talent and fervor. When they reunite five years later, Lu Yanshen has achieved both fame and fortune, while Lin Xian is a destitute pianist ravag 1kReads8.1Score10714d adds
35. 135 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.9kReads9.7Score19.5k14d adds

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    Although, the husky is really sweet, it's definitely not sad.

36. 136 老 My Husband’s So Stubborn: Two Kisses and He Melts 老公的嘴太硬？亲两次就软了 Shun Jiu舜九Two Male Leads338k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance + both leads are each other's first and only + happy ending + mutual salvation] Pei Yunqiao somehow ended up saving someone. Before dawn, the man had already fled far away. At the recording of the first round of the audition show, he clutched his sore waist and stared from afar at the aloof, ascetic man seated among the judges. His vision went black, then black again. After the performance, Producer Shen pulled him into a corner and gave him three warnings in a row. - Put awa 9.3kReads8.7Score1.1k14d adds

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    Highly recommended, it's really heart-wrenching [crying][crying][crying]

37. 137 病 Pathological Attachment 病态依恋症 Mint Highness薄荷殿下Two Male Leads210k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + forced love + elite academy + Beta-to-Omega transformation + mental and physical conditioning + both virgins] Cheng Pu is an ordinary Beta, relying on scholarships to pay for his mother’s medical bills. Life as a scholarship student at an elite academy is far from easy. One day, while gritting his teeth and enduring the usual humiliation, he unexpectedly encounters Zhou Yubai. Though the student council president is far above him in status, he kindly steps in to help and even p 8.7kReads8.9Score77514d adds
38. 138 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Yin-Yang Twins 盗墓笔记之阴阳双生 Playing with the Setting Sun戏残阳Mystery223k WordsCompleted (Pure angst. Some characters may be out of character. This is a story about redemption; please don’t read if that bothers you. Apologies for the OOC.) “Thud.” The knife slipped from his hand and fell into the bathtub. A smile of relief spread across his face as his consciousness gradually faded from this world. When he opened his eyes again, he was in a completely different world. Hearing people call a name stirred memories of a hugely popular novel from his previous life: The Grave Robbers' Chr 8.4kReads9.3Score1.5k14d adds
39. 139 盗 Tomb Raiding: A Reborn, Sister-Obsessed Mad Dog 盗墓：是重生的姐控恶犬一枚啊 President Yu御总Two Male Leads364k WordsCompleted [Male protagonist + fan fiction + one protagonist pursuing multiple love interests + 00100 + character growth + minor villain + a little angst and sweetness] At first, Jiang Zisuan doesn't seem very strong because he has a weakness. In his previous life, after his sister died, he never even got to see her body. He wanted revenge, but was no match for Nan Xia Bei Ya, and eventually died in some desolate, forgotten wilderness. A System suddenly appeared and bound itself to him, telling him that if 1.7kReads9.0Score26214d adds
40. 140 分 We Broke Up, and Now You Love Me Again 分手了，你又爱我了 Yan Fox焱狐狐Two Male Leads211k WordsCompleted Two male leads + winning back his love + cold and distant pursuer who later becomes devoted + a love interest who is both obsessive and clearheaded Shen Rong is dying, and he's decided to give up on Gu Chen. He's had a secret crush on Gu Chen for five years, and forced Gu Chen to be with him for those same five years. He gave everything he had, hoping Gu Chen might like him just a little. Unfortunately, things didn't go as he wished: even after five years, Gu Chen remained just as cold toward hi 2.3kReads7.2Score18014d adds

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    These books are really good.

41. 141 快 Quick Transmigration: The Pretty, Pitiful One Dies to Escape Again 快穿：漂亮小可怜他又死遁了 A String of Cash一贯钱Two Male Leads244k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + 1v1 + everyone’s favorite + faked death + regret and redemption + angsty melodrama] Also known as: The Poor Darling Faked His Death, and Now His Scumbag Lovers Have Gone Mad Wen Lian was in a car accident. When he opened his eyes again, he found himself bound to a System. His mission: travel through small worlds, become the unforgettable “white moonlight” in a scumbag’s heart, then make a glorious exit by faking his death. World One: He’s a small-time actor treated as a 8.8kReads8.9Score94214d adds
42. 142 万 The Woman Everyone Hates Is Dying of Cancer, but Mr. Gu Kneels and Begs Her to Forgive Him 万人嫌绝症等死，顾总跪下求原谅 Huo Xiao Jiujiu霍小九九Two Male Leads271k WordsCompleted [Airheaded, sickly, fussy, universally disliked bottom x domineering, crazy, all-talk-and-no-action, universally adored top] [Two male leads + sweet romance + rekindled love + all-male dating show + devoted to each other + groveling chase + happy ending] At nine years old, Chang Nian was kidnapped. To protect his younger brother, he was forced to commit an unforgivable mistake. His family came to hate him for it and sent him into the entertainment industry to make money. Unfortunately, Chang Nia 912Reads8.0Score11314d adds
43. 143 病 The Sick Omega Dares Not Even Cry, While the Scumbag Alpha Begs for Forgiveness 病O连哭都不敢，渣A追妻火葬场 An Yan Shen安妍沈Two Male Leads225k WordsCompleted [The low rating is only because it just came out] [Reading Guide] ◆ A scumbag gong’s road to regret and win back his love is a long one ◆ Sickly, humble shou × flirtatious, cold-hearted gong ◆ The shou suffers physically and emotionally at first, then gets spoiled into a pampered little omega ◆ ABO setting, arranged marriage to love ◆ A little angst, then all sweetness. HE guaranteed--- A marriage contract binds together two people from different worlds. He is a carefree, womanizing heir to a we 9.4kReads8.4Score76014d adds
44. 144 仙 After the Immortal Lord's Death 仙君身死后 Nine Walnuts 0v0九个核桃0v0Two Male Leads215k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + one-on-one romance + Demon Venerable top x Immortal Venerable bottom] Though Lin Qingwei was revered as an Immortal Venerable, his entire sect despised him and drove him straight to the brink of death. Only after being gravely wounded at the bottom of the Valley of Despair did Lin Qingwei learn that he was merely an insignificant supporting character in a book, while his beloved disciple was the protagonist. His master would give up ascending to immortality for his disciple. Hi 9.2kReads8.6Score1.2k14d adds
45. 145 奴 Just a Slave. So What If He Dies? Why Are You Crying? 奴隶而已，死就死了，为什么哭 Hong Ao弘骜15k WordsCompleted Just a Slave. So What If They Die? Why Are You Crying? 2.4kReads—Score—14d adds

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    The first one is tortured to death, the second one is tortured and killed for revenge, the third one is a revenge story with a satisfying feel, the fourth one is an infinite flow story.

46. 146 被 After Being Tortured to Death, He Went on a Killing Spree 被虐杀后的他杀疯了 Hong Ao弘骜28k WordsCompleted After being tortured to death, he went on a killing spree 101Reads—Score—14d adds
47. 147 穿 The Transmigrated, Abused Bottom Goes on a Killing Spree 穿越被虐的小受，他杀疯了 Hong Ao弘骜13k WordsCompleted The abused bottom transmigrated, and now he's gone on a killing spree 74Reads—Score—14d adds
48. 148 辛 Thank You for Your Hard Work, Mr. White Fox! 辛苦了！我的白狐先生！ Hong Ao弘骜Ancient Romance165k WordsCompleted Supernatural | Love-addicted | Historical romance | Modern romance | City love | A little unhinged | A little angsty | A little sweet | A little funny | Handsome men and beautiful women | Two male leads Su Miao is a female general. By chance, she meets Bai Sheng, and their tangled bond begins, spanning lifetime after lifetime. 2Reads—Score—14d adds
49. 149 亲 You Beat Me Up for Every Kiss. Why Are You Crying Now That I’m Dead? 亲一下都暴打我，我死后你哭什么 Huo Xiao Jiujiu霍小九九Two Male Leads259k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + both reborn + groveling for his love + reunited after a breakup + bittersweet, sweet romance + mutual firsts + happy ending] [Beautiful, sickly little crippled bottom x domineering, unhinged straight top] The rating has only just opened, and very few people have rated it, so it’s low for now. It’ll go up later. Thank you. A car accident four years ago took Huaiqiu, the one person Shifeng cherished above all others, and left Huaichun with a limp. Before Huaiqiu died, he asked Sh 417Reads5.5Score—14d adds

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    This book is truly heart-wrenching, yet also incredibly captivating. The male lead experiences a dramatic "wife-chasing" saga later on, and it's still being serialized.

50. 150 想 After I Wanted to Die, Everyone Started Loving Me 想死后，所有人都开始爱我 Not a Common Name非俗名Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Yandere + regret and redemption] Shi Chuyi is an orphan. He dreams of having a family more than anything. In his previous life, after going through hell to return home, he found a fake young master already living there. The fake young master was gentle and refined, perfect in every way, and everyone loved him. But it was all an act. He showed his vicious true colors only to Shi Chuyi, framing and slandering him at every turn and turning everyone around him against him. His four biological broth 3.3kReads8.6Score22714d adds

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    ⑥ Little fish, little fish, swim out of the abyss soon! Yu An stood silently, his gaze lifeless as he watched the direction the car had left in. He had been tormented for two years, his mind and body broken for two years. He had long forgotten the way home. A cold wind blew in gusts, but Yu An felt no cold, nor did he intend to pick up the money; he simply followed the car's direction on foot. The rain poured down harder, washing over his body, but no matter how much it washed, it couldn't cleanse him of the filth, it could never wash him clean again. The sky was completely dark; he couldn't see any light, and he couldn't even feel the cold. Yu An stood in the darkness, tilting his head back to let the heavy rain wash over him, raising his hand to wipe away his tears.

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