Any Heartbreaking Stories That Could Make Me Lose 45 Pounds from Crying, Like Ruinous Love? 有没有那种看我哭的能瘦45斤的虐文，蚀骨危情这种

1. 51 不 I'm Not Waiting for You Anymore 不等你了 Shi Zi时紫12k WordsCompleted I'm Not Waiting for You Anymore 2.7kReads—Score—Shelves

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   I burst into tears when I saw it

2. 52 第 The Twenty-First Reply 第二十一封回信 Grape Soda葡萄苏打Modern Romance782k WordsCompleted (Daddy-type romance, age gap, devoted and doting, both inexperienced, slow burn) A sweet-looking, soft-spoken but cunning little rabbit versus a cold on the outside, warm on the inside, possessive younger uncle. That year, a tragedy left Ye Zhirang an orphan with nowhere to go but the Pei household. She began living with her younger uncle, Pei Jinghuai. Pei Jinghuai was stern and aloof, attached to his routine and always careful to keep his distance from others. At first, in his eyes, Ye Zhirang 5.4kReads9.2Score743Shelves
3. 53 蝴 Butterfly Whale 蝴蝶鲸鱼 Bai Jinxi白瑾惜Modern Romance401k WordsOngoing “Don't be afraid. Even whales can lose their way at sea, but you have wings.” She was a whale, brave and brilliant, yet broken and lost. She lost her way, then grew wings. A butterfly whale, she would eventually break through the darkness, face the rising sun, and fly alone across the sea. 99Reads6.6Score103Shelves
4. 54 姜 Jiang Wei: Father-in-Law and Son-in-Law Serve the Same Court 姜维：翁婿同朝 A Pearl in Hand明珠在手Female-Channel Fanfiction632k WordsCompleted Complete. An unofficial history of the Three Kingdoms!! The story of young general Jiang Wei's life, from his return to Shu to his death for his country: the Northern Expeditions and a love story. Jiang Wei and his wife Fei Zhao, daughter of Fei Yi and a county princess of Shu Han, embrace as they die for their country. Ten thousand bolts from the repeating crossbow pierce them, and she carries their unborn twins. The Sima clan means to separate them; when they cannot, they cut them apart. The h 69Reads—Score—Shelves

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   I really lost seven or eight pounds from crying. Jiang Wei, Zhuge Ke, Sun Quan, Sun Xiu, and Zhong Hui are all idiots in the world of mortals. The fate of the Shu Han country and individuals, and the tragedies of Zhuge Ke and Jiangdong are intertwined into an airtight web. All members BE, in the troubled times of the Three Kingdoms, everyone can't help themselves. No matter how sweet it is in the front, it will be painful in the back. This is the case in more than a dozen parallel worlds, where all living beings suffer and cannot get what they seek, and there is never the possibility of happiness. (Extra multi-person perspective, more knives) The second male lead, Zhuge Ke, is a mirror. The tragedy of his life reflects the suffering of everyone. The second male lead, has a crush on the ceiling. He appeared thirty chapters late, missed it by seven or eight years, and loved painfully and humbly. In the last desperate act of madness, his body and his family were destroyed, and he was beyond redemption. His name was also repeatedly smeared by many people after his death. And after his death, more people continue to discover traces of his deep love. In more than a dozen different versions of the extra IF line, he still has difficulty achieving perfection (tortured countless times in different ways).

5. 55 糖 Candy with a Tangy Bite 糖果偏酸 Luo Zhi落之Modern Romance238k WordsCompleted (The main story is complete.) The domineering, impossibly cool school bully vs. the beautiful, strong-willed, wounded little bookworm. School life, healing, and mutual secret crushes. Chutang was being bullied at school. The day she met Jihuai was the start of autumn. She was sixteen that year. Jihuai saved her, perhaps because he felt sorry for her. “You don't need to stick your nose into my business.” “Hey, I'm the one who helped you.” Desperate for a meal, Chutang shamelessly followed Jihu 57Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Really super cruel

6. 56 重 Reborn as the Villainess, I Run Away Pregnant, and the Cold, Powerful Official Pursues Me to the Ends of the Earth 重生女配带球跑，清冷权臣追断腿 Chestnut, Chestnut, Chestnut, Chestnut栗子栗子栗栗子Ancient Romance301k WordsCompleted [The Wife-Chasing Crematorium, the Second Male Lead Takes the Crown] On the day Fu Ci married, Jiang Wan went into a difficult labor. As she lay at death’s door, she thought back on her brief life and could only feel that it had all been absurd and laughable. Her father was a treacherous minister. After his crimes were exposed, his entire clan was sentenced to execution. Fu Ci was a brilliant prodigy, the youngest prime minister in the realm. For her sake, he set aside his pride and knelt in the 12.1kReads8.9Score690Shelves

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   🍼🍼On the day Fu Ci got married, Jiang Wan had difficulty giving birth. When I was dying, I thought back on my short life and felt it was absurd and ridiculous. Her father was a traitor and was sentenced to death by nine clans after his defeat. Fu Ci was extremely talented and the youngest prime minister, but he put aside his pride and knelt in the imperial study for three days and three nights, just to keep her safe. The Fu family has been married for generations, and the daughter of a guilty minister cannot be the mistress of the family. In a small sedan chair, she, who was Fu Ci's fiancée, was carried into Fu's mansion as a concubine. Time flies, and it is three years. It seems like it was just yesterday that we vowed to make each other, but Fu Ci is getting married. When life came to an end, Jiang Wan regretted it.

7. 57 我 Learning to Slay Gods in the Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.1MReads9.9Score285.2kShelves

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   Today's Writing Teaching Meow If you want to write about misery, don't just write about misery. You have to write about the proudest moments of kneeling down to beg for mercy, the brightest moments of sinking and cruelty, and the most self-respecting loss of face. The most selfish one sacrifices his life for the sake of justice, the most sincere one is buried by lies, and the most painful one suffers the punishment of Ling Chi. The one who is best at calculating has a backlash in the end, the one who is most protected dies on the spot, the one who seeks reunion most is a lonely eternity, the one who is most greedy for wealth and honor lives in poverty, the one who values kinship the most becomes a demon and bites his relatives, writes about the bravery of the coward before death, and writes about the incompetence of the strong as he watches his friends die one by one. Power, write about the little sister who was most afraid of pain when she died, she was covered in scars but kept silent, write about the betrayer's last loyalty, write about the most narcissistic and proud one, who usually shouted, everyone's eyes should be on me, and finally died in a deserted corner. Write about the person with the best face, who ended up like a dog, kneeling and begging to spare his companion. Write about the man who kept talking about how to live after victory, and finally fell before dawn. The youngest one finally said in front of a pile of tombstones, I am older than you all now.

8. 58 见 Seeing Spring: Please Don’t Leave Me 见春天：求你别离开我 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance150k WordsCompleted Du Siqiu, who has a blood disorder, transfers to Linjiang High School and meets Xia Zhiyu. They first meet at sixteen, and their story begins. The male lead seems like an aloof, untouchable heartthrob who dislikes girls, but is actually devoted, sensitive, and fragile. Xia Zhiyu x the female lead, Du Siqiu, seems delicate and frail but is actually resilient and prickly as a jasmine flower. The spring breeze was gentle and fresh, and Du Siqiu became Xia Zhiyu’s deskmate. At first, Xia Zhiyu paid 117Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 59 她 She Won't Comfort Me Anymore 她不哄我了 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance103k WordsCompleted [Signed, awaiting publication] Inspired by the author's own experience of secretly loving someone for six years, even though he already loves someone else. Xu Ci is outwardly a cool, gifted young man, but inwardly sensitive. Wanyue is outwardly sunny and cheerful, but inwardly sensitive and insecure, a sweet, well-behaved girl. One summer, amid the buzzing cicadas, Xu Ci and Wanyue fell in love at first sight. Xu Ci had to leave early for something, and Wanyue thought she'd never see him again. 38Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 60 兔 Miss Rabbit and Little Sister Sheep 兔子小姐和羊妹妹 Chu Huai'er初淮儿6k WordsCompleted Miss Rabbit and Little Sister Sheep 1Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 61 民 Folk Tales 民间故事 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Mystery6k WordsCompleted Folktales 30Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 62 时 Lovers Across Time and Space: A Parallel World 时空恋人：平行世界 Chu Huai'er初淮儿8k WordsCompleted Lovers Across Time: Parallel Worlds —Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 63 来 Ninety Letters from Heaven 来自天堂的九十封信 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance14k WordsCompleted Ninety Letters from Heaven —Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 64 腹 My Scheming, Brooding Boss Falls for Me 腹黑闷骚老板爱上我 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted My Scheming, Reserved Boss Falls for Me 1Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 65 重 After I Was Reborn, the Demon Lord Fell in Love with Me 重生后被魔尊爱上了 Chu Huai'er初淮儿6k WordsCompleted Reborn and Loved by the Demon Venerable —Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 66 季 Mr. Ji's Contract Lover 《季总的契约情人》 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted President Ji's Contract Lover 1Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 67 民 Folk Tales 2 《民间故事2》 Chu Huai'er初淮儿6k WordsCompleted Folk Tales 2 —Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 68 蓝 Blue Eucalyptus 2 蓝桉2 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Two Male Leads28k WordsCompleted My new work is out! You're welcome to read it on Tomato Novel. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support is what motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell every story well! 4Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 69 空 Blank Space and Paper Pages 空白与纸页 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance21k WordsCompleted In the bloom of youth, unrequited love is both rare and commonplace. A few remain unrequited, while most succeed. Unrequited love is a pain you can't put into words. Only you know how hard it is to love someone in secret, and how much harder it is to let go. Do you, with your blank slate, know? 4Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 70 民 Folk Tales: The Vengeful Spirit's Puppet Lock 民间故事：怨灵锁偶 Chu Huai'er初淮儿6k WordsCompleted Folktale: The Vengeful Spirit’s Locked Doll —Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 71 蜜 Peach Oolong Only Wants to Love You 蜜桃乌龙只想喜欢你 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance100k WordsCompleted Meigui and Xu Xiangyang grew up together as childhood sweethearts. Meigui came from a troubled family and was sent to the countryside as a child, where she was raised by her mother. When she started middle school, she became Xu Xiangyang's neighbor. In her third year of middle school, with her parents away, she stayed at his home. Sensitive and insecure, Meigui was eventually helped out of her shell by Xu Xiangyang. Her parents came home when she started high school. After they abused her, Meigu 5Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 72 桥 The Sound of Fine Rain on the Bridge 桥绵细雨声 Chu Huai'er初淮儿Modern Romance93k WordsCompleted [Depressed girl Qiao Mian x gentle doctor Wen Rouyu] Qiao Mian wanted to throw herself into the river, but Wen Rouyu pulled her out. Suddenly, she wasn't sure she wanted to die. Was it fate? Tugging timidly at Wen Rouyu's clothes, she asked, “Can you love me?” “I do. I love you so, so much. I like you more than anything.” Qiao Mian's depression was caused by her family. To help Qiao Mian break free from her birth family, Wen Rouyu secretly made a plan. Qiao Mian's parents beat her until both 9Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 73 他 He's Always So Good at Sweet-Talking Her 他惯会哄她 Chong Qiwu重栖梧Modern Romance276k WordsCompleted [Two Top Students x Childhood Friends x Mutual Devotion x Tragedy] Sunny ray of sunshine x Double-Standard Top Student Jiang Shiyuan was the brightest sun in Pei Zhiheng's world. They made many promises at seventeen, but the words "I'll be with you forever" were buried along with her in late autumn. The plane tree leaves had yet to fall from the branches in late autumn when Jiang Shiyuan's life came to an end. [My name is Jiang Shiyuan. Shi, as in time, and Yuan, as in wish. Pei Zhiheng.] [J 917Reads8.0Score124Shelves

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    Highly recommended, very worth watching

24. 74 一 Half Ginkgo, Half First Snow 一半银杏一半初雪 Chong Qiwu重栖梧Modern Romance338k WordsCompleted [Two top students + school life + everyday moments + sweet at first, then bittersweet] [Arrogant, headstrong girl vs. cold genius] That summer, she escaped the abyss and met him. * That autumn marked the beginning of their happiness. She asked, “Do you know why I like ginkgo leaves and the first snowfall?” He said, “Someday, I'll take you to different places to see the ginkgo trees and the first snow.” Beneath the ginkgo tree, the boy looked serious as the wind sent leaves swirling across th 226Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 75 勾 The Courtesan Consort: The Prince's Precious Snow 勾栏罪妃，她是王爷掌中雪 Xue LiL雪里LAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted ❗️❗️ [The Long Road to Winning Her Back] In this life, the one thing he never did was tell her, “I love you.” She was snow in the palm of his hand: the moment he had her, he lost her. 🔥 [The Memory-Devouring Twin Gu: One Swallows the Past, the Other Buries the Rest of Your Life] It all began with a conspiracy! He was the emperor’s younger brother, the only prince of the direct imperial line. He was deeply in love with the current empress, his sister-in-law. Overnight, she became the daughter of 230Reads—Score—Shelves

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    In the early stage, he abused women, but in the later stage, he abused men. Unconventional wife chasing crematorium! BE[cry][cry] So crying! Great stamina! [He has never said the word "love" to her in his life, but he has protected her for 30 years!]💔💔

26. 76 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 145.8kReads9.8Score16.7kShelves

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    🌸I cried to death, [almost crying] [almost crying] This short article... Two people with short lives and tragic families, they still love each other in misplaced time, so short, but so eternal... In the end, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly, you are a gift and a calamity. Mountain birds and fish are separated from each other, and mountains and rivers never meet again.

27. 77 我 My Younger Days 我的年少时 Xun Bai荀柏Modern Romance144k WordsCompleted I dedicate this book to my one and only youth, which I remember with such regret! [Redemption + unrequited love + love that goes both ways + tragic ending] When I was six, I followed my mother to another village after she remarried. My broken family made me want to escape from my mother from a young age. I met Yang Luobei when I was seven. We were each other’s only friend. While he went to school, I stayed home to look after my younger siblings. When he started high school, I had only just gradu 20Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Unfortunately, I don't want to eat, I just happened to lose weight

28. 78 日 Day and Night, Stars and River 日昼星河 Yang Yi杨欹Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted “Qiu Liang, you don’t love me at all!” Qing Yao was the person Qiu Liang loved with all his heart, but those were also the last words Qing Yao ever said to him. The regret in love isn’t that it has something to do with you, but that it has nothing to do with me anymore… 24Reads6.7Score—Shelves

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    [Crying][almost crying][crying][almost crying][crying]

29. 79 现 A Modern Female Rogue Cultivator's Astral Travels 现代女散修的元神漫游记 Fan Yishan梵一善Modern Romance528k WordsCompleted A female rogue cultivator from the city wanders into a ruined temple and unexpectedly finds a strange book capable of revealing the universe's ultimate secrets. From then on, she can leave her body in spirit form and encounters all kinds of supernatural events in the city. She often befriends the Black and White Impermanence, thinking she is about to ascend, but this wildly imaginative astral adventure through the city has only just begun! It turns out there are all sorts of ways to cultivate bo 42Reads9.2Score—Shelves

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    "If my Yang Shen dissipates, you will die too." "I do!" The moment Jingshan put on the "Double Soul Cable" without hesitation, I burst into tears! What a beautiful love that lives and dies together! The author doesn't describe love in a single sentence, but this is more beautiful than pure love. . . !

30. 80 他 He Said Love Came Too Late 他说爱情已迟暮 Plain Years素年Modern Romance2.5M WordsCompleted When Lu Huaizuo was a child, a master read his fortune and said he was destined to lack sweetness. He scoffed. Who cared about sweets? It wasn't until that drizzly day, when he brought her ashes home in his arms, that he understood what he lacked was her... Tang Su always thought love meant that you loved me, I loved you, and we were both happy together. It wasn't until Lu Huaizuo sent her to prison with his own hands, and she saw him sharing tender moments with another woman as she lay dying, t 2.2kReads7.4Score276Shelves

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    This job is not very high, maybe because it is not well-known, but it is really easy to cry [cry] [cry]. I was recommended by others. I didn't believe in evil at first, but after watching it I almost cried to death. It really tortured me to death. I am so sorry, so regretful [cry]

31. 81 寄 A Letter to Wushan 寄巫山 Huang Shumiao黄树苗Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted [Difficult family background + healing + bittersweet coming-of-age story] She waited decades before finding the suicide note hidden inside the Christmas tree building blocks. What she had once thought was a sudden departure, a vanishing without a trace, a separate journey down the road they had traveled; what she had once thought was too distant to pursue… Many years later, she learned that his grave had always been in a cemetery just a few dozen kilometers from her home. 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A touch of cruelty

32. 82 穿 After I Transmigrate into a Book, I Become an Obsessive Man's KPI 穿书后我成了偏执男的KPI The Melodious Sound of Night Rain夜雨声澜Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted Also known as: Help! This System escaped from a mental hospital! Xu Ningjing transmigrated into a melodramatic Mary Sue and Gary Stu novel, becoming a cannon-fodder side character who shared her name. The original Xu Ningjing caused trouble at every turn and went crazy for love. In the end, the obsessive male side character, He Qilin, slowly killed her, step by step: sending her dead rats, psychologically terrorizing her, and gently describing how cold the water would feel when she drowned. Ca 68Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's a little funny at the front

33. 83 樊 Dawn Within the Cage 樊笼内的破晓 Old Qinggan老青柑Modern Romance350k WordsCompleted Some people are born trapped in a cage. Invisible barriers, woven from the soil of one’s upbringing, the path laid out in advance, the constraints of one’s surroundings, the cocoon of one’s perceptions, and the shackles of morality, build a cold, solid cage that holds her captive. She is raised within it, as if this were all life could ever be. If she does not awaken, if she does not save herself, the ending is clear: the cage will silently devour her, and she will vanish in a slow death. Yet de 9Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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    It makes me cry, it's so real and beautiful.

34. 84 恰 Just Like Your Sorrow 恰似你的忧伤 Fish Lantern Su鱼灯苏Modern Romance55k WordsCompleted Much Like Your Sorrow 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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    One day, when your beard has faded, when my hair is sparse, when all the love has fallen, we will finally meet again, and we will be able to stay together across the world...

35. 85 一 One Short Tragic Romance Story a Day 一天一个短篇虐文故事 Frostblade of Ruicheng瑞城的寒霜剑Modern Romance4.2M WordsCompleted A Collection of Tragic Short Stories: Every Word Bleeds, Every Line Leaves You Aching One devastatingly heartbreaking short story every day! Modern-day missed chances intertwine with sorrows from ancient times, along with bone-deep pain drawn from true stories. These tales lay bare life’s regrets, every word striking straight to the heart until it hurts to read! If you finish without being moved, I’ll call you my “ancestor.” Come take on this lingering ache! 37Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Special, special, torture, torture, torture, I will make you cry every minute. If you don't cry after watching this, I respect you, you are a man [crying][crying][crying][crying]

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