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1. 51 高 Powerful Family: A Letter to My First-Love Senior 高干:写给初恋学长的信 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Powerful Family: A Letter to My First Love, Senior 35Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 52 从 From School Uniforms to Wedding Gowns: Mr. Gu, Stop Fighting 从校服到婚纱:顾总，别打了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted From School Uniforms to Wedding Dress: President Gu, Stop Hitting Me. 34Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 53 出 Rental-Apartment Romance: Sweet! Devoted! After Making It Big, I Spoil My Wife 出租屋文学:甜宠!双洁!创业成功之后我特别疼老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rental Apartment Romance: Sweet and Fluffy! Both Pure! After Building a Successful Business, I Spoil My Wife Rotten 32Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 54 顾 After Gu Xingyao's Miscarriage and Suicide, Mr. He Regretted Everything 顾星遥流产自杀后，何总后悔了。 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted After Gu Xingyao miscarried and took her own life, President He regretted everything. 44Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 55 破 Mending a Broken Relationship: After Cheating and Lying to His Wife, Young Mr. Jiang Wept and Begged on His Knees 破镜重圆:出轨欺骗老婆后，小江总哭着下跪 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted Rekindled Love: After Cheating on and Deceiving His Wife, Young President Jiang Wept and Fell to His Knees 32Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 56 追 Chasing Her Through Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Pursues His Wife Through Tears 追妻火葬场，校草边哭唧唧边追老婆 Chen Mengla陈梦拉6k WordsCompleted The Ex-Wife Chase from Hell: The Campus Heartthrob Chases His Wife While Sobbing 20Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 57 强 After He Took Me by Force, the Dark Overlord Became Addicted 强制侵占后！暗黑大佬他上瘾了 A Shallow Cup on a Boat舟上浅盏Modern Romance713k WordsCompleted Just got the rating, it’ll go up [1VN + unhinged power players + self-serving heroine + no saintly heroine + no melodrama + holds back at first, then slaps back hard + equally formidable leads] The leads are enemies. Her mother is dead; his younger brother is dead. They’re at each other’s throats in public, but sickeningly sweet in private. Their secret relationship is exposed. People say that if someone had a daughter like her, even her mother wouldn’t rest easy in the afterlife. At one person 1.2kReads9.4Score127Shelves

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   I haven't decided whether the ending will be a tragic or a happy one yet; if all else fails, I'll write both.

8. 58 十 Moonlight on the Seventeenth Floor 《十七楼的月光》 Summer Roses Are Stunning夏季的玫瑰美艳动人25k WordsCompleted Moonlight on the Seventeenth Floor 65Reads—Score—Shelves

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   A short story, I hope you won't mind, thank you.

9. 59 入 The One Who Acts Doesn't Know 入戏者不知 When Will the Fog Lift?何时雾散Ancient Romance217k WordsCompleted [Historical tragic romance + plot-driven power struggles + ensemble cast and matters of state + rise to power + tragedy for everyone] * Qin Wumo was the legitimate-born young princess of the northern grasslands. Doted on from childhood, she wore bright red and carried herself with bold brilliance. She once prayed with all her heart that everything she wished for would come true, never imagining that everything she gained would become something she lost. When they first met, she wore vivid red an 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Hatred and passion intertwine, but patriotism outweighs love for one another.

10. 60 烬 Ashes Over Jiangnan 烬江南 Beiyuan北元Mystery132k WordsOngoing “The twenty-first day of the third month, in the year Guiwei. Rain. Back in Guiyun Prefecture. Tangtang stood beneath the covered walkway, dressed in the pale blue of sky and water. We had not seen each other for eight years. She was no longer a little girl. She called me ‘Brother Qingyan,’ her voice just as it had been in childhood, though her eyes darted away. I knew why. Three days ago, I received Mr. Shen’s final letter: ‘Huai Jin, our promise is void. Do not let Tangtang know. Let her marry 11Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Recommended: BL (Bad Ending) novels featuring past and present lives.

11. 61 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 164.3kReads9.8Score18.9kShelves

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    Sweet and pretty

12. 62 京 First Frost in Beijing and Hong Kong 京港逢霜降 Li Yueyi李悦颐Modern Romance212k WordsOngoing A rotten man with a real heart × a prickly little white rabbit Class gap + substitute romance + reunion after years apart + the pursuit of a runaway wife The first time Wen Shuangjiang met Liang Jingxu, she knew they were from different worlds. They crossed paths on a film set. His car splashed mud all over her, and he drove off without a word of apology. She lost her chance at the job. When they met again, she was flinging her room key at a producer’s face. He had a curvy woman in his arms, 505Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Her spoon paused, her eyes involuntarily glancing towards the sofa—staring at the food in his lunchbox, she swallowed hard. Liang Jingxu seemed to notice, or perhaps it was intentional. He walked to the bedside and waved the lunchbox in front of her. "The doctor told you not to eat it, it has nothing to do with me." Wen Shuangjiang was speechless. Liang Jingxu's lips curled into a smile—so she had this side to her. She looked up abruptly. He was still holding the lunchbox, their eyes met.

13. 63 我 I Touched Your Ashes. Keep Hanging Yourself 我碰了你的骨灰，你继续上吊 Yu Misheng屿弥生Fantastical Romance219k WordsCompleted In the imperial capital, there was a young master named Nalan, the most gifted diviner in the land. The noble families all flocked to his residence to pay their respects. Later, that famous young master died, hanged from a willow tree. Su Nuo was a college student. Then she met a hanged ghost dangling from a willow tree. The ghost was rich and capable, but had no body. He said he could give Su Nuo gold. Su Nuo believed him. 45Reads6.4Score—Shelves
14. 64 暗 The Echo of a Secret Crush, and Then It Ends Badly 暗恋回声又be Chirp Chirp Doesn't Know g吱吱不知gModern Romance138k WordsCompleted [A reckless, carefree young man vs. a sensitive, insecure girl] (Bad ending) One woman remains unmarried, trapped in the past. The other has a happy marriage and shines brightly. Zhao Huaili is a notorious playboy in Beicheng. He has an impossibly upright-looking face, yet lives a wild life. He may not be the darling of heaven, but he is surrounded by admirers. Lu Zhinan is the Lu family’s shameful illegitimate daughter. Bright-eyed and kind, she always gives people the impression of a girl with 700Reads8.7Score129Shelves

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    So beautiful, oh my! 😭

15. 65 江 Chronicles of Jiangcheng 江城纪事 Tianling甜陵Modern Romance181k WordsOngoing [Realistic + Ensemble Cast + Tragic Ending] Because of her family circumstances, Lin Xiaoxi comes to Linchuan High School, where she befriends Qin Ling and Zhu Chengjing. By chance, she sees a little poem that He Linjiang wrote for his unrequited love, Ding Jingshu, and is drawn to his talent... 11Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Streams and rivers. Stream water evaporates into clouds, clouds turn into rain, and the rain falls back into the mountains, becoming streams again; rivers continue to rush forward, eventually flowing into the sea. They are separated, yet never truly separated. Some waters simply choose to go far away, while others choose to return to their starting point, waiting for their next encounter.

16. 66 京 Love Beyond the Capital 京谈不及情 Xu Zhi绪至Modern Romance333k WordsOngoing [Powerful families of Beijing · Two formidable childhood friends · Intense push and pull · Heartbreaking forbidden romance] Everyone in Beijing’s elite circles knows: Song Qingzhu and Xu Nianzhi were born to be co-conspirators. He is the Song family’s heir apparent, advancing his position one careful step at a time. She is a ruthless, decisive star lawyer at a top-tier firm. Childhood friends from the same government compound for twenty years, from a small courtyard by Houhai to the top floors o 1.1kReads—Score100Shelves

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    All regrets are trials destined to forge us; after overcoming mountains and rivers, we will finally achieve a fulfilling and deep love.

17. 67 他 His Little Sweet Pomelo 他的小甜柚 Always Happy常乐Modern Romance551k WordsCompleted Original title: His Sweet Pomelo [Transmigration+27-year age gap+secret crush+long-planned romance+both virgins+brooding, obsessive hero who has been to prison+sweet, innocent heroine+Fujian customs+from school uniforms to wedding dresses] In a nutshell: She transmigrates back to her parents’ student days and falls in love with her dad’s sworn enemy. Left You inexplicably transmigrates back to the year 2000, and the moment she appears, Tang Li, who became a young mother without even having to go 232Reads—Score—Shelves

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    On the day they got their marriage certificate, the female lead simply vanished in front of the male lead.

18. 68 上 My Boss Is Cold and Heartless, and Won't Admit He Loves Me 上司他薄情冷心不肯说爱我 The Hero Who Saves the World拯救世界的大侠Modern Romance407k WordsCompleted A resilient, clear-headed ray of sunshine and a stubborn, sharp-tongued young master | Reunited after a long separation, their love grows slowly | The powerful man bows to love | Bittersweet, then sweet | The heroine is not a virgin; the hero is Guan Yue saw Wang Mingyu again when she was just starting her career. Dressed in a suit, he sat in his chair, aloof and distinguished. He was a renowned business titan: strict with his employees, difficult to deal with, decisive and ruthless, cold and he 449Reads—Score—Shelves

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    [Self-recommended, welcome to read [send heart]] The tug-of-war is bittersweet and delicate. The male lead is powerful and influential, a seemingly refined but actually depraved villain, while the female lead is gentle, resilient, playful, and bright. The two are very different; initially, the male lead always says they're not suitable, but after being rejected, the female lead calmly moves on, remaining clear-headed and ambitious in her career. Even after they get together, she maintains a detached attitude towards the relationship, remaining flexible and ready to withdraw at any time, always striving to be number one in her career. The male lead can't control his own advances and is often jealous when she doesn't seem to value him. There's a strong sense of attraction, with lots of sweet and slightly bittersweet moments later on. The powerful man bows down for love; initially, she's self-protective and doesn't like others having designs on her, but later showers her with jewelry, bags, support, and resources.

19. 69 癫 Go Crazy, No One Can Outdo You People [Vicious Supporting Female] 癫吧，谁癫的过你们【恶毒女配】 Li Zi Is a Little Salty李子有点咸Modern Romance409k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book + unhinged antics + wealthy family + goofy comedy + yandere + swoony romance] [A sweet, delicate heroine who doesn't realize how unhinged she is & a powerful male lead who pretends to be abstinent but is secretly a total lunatic] Sang Ling transmigrated into a book, becoming the villainess in an unhinged CEO novel. She was only three when her memories awakened. Faced with the choice between courting death and dying horribly, she chose to head up the mountain and forage 4kReads9.1Score524Shelves

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    🌽A domineering CEO father, a naive and innocent mother, a sick brother, and a broken her. Sang Ling transmigrated into a book. Stumbling and bumbling, she grew up until the age of three before unexpectedly awakening her past life memories, discovering she had transmigrated into a domineering CEO romance novel—the daughter of the old domineering CEO who was almost kidnapped, and the younger sister of the villainous female supporting character of the young domineering CEO. This world was a massive domineering CEO romance novel, with the old domineering CEO's wife-chasing-after-the-cremation drama, the beautiful wife running away pregnant, the plot initially agonizing but later sweet and a bit crazy. Then there was the young domineering CEO's constant cremation drama, the female lead tormenting her body and soul but refusing to run away, the plot was incredibly absurd. The little girl had always thought her brother's hacking skills at five were illogical, but now she realized this world was inherently crazy. With things as they were, little Sang Ling patted her head and decided to try to integrate into this family. Later, she discovered it was all in vain, because she couldn't outsmart them. Later still, at a young age, she left home to go to the mountains to dig for wild vegetables. She dug for over ten years. Having stayed away from the mental hospital for over a decade, Sang Ling firmly believed she was of impeccable character and a rare gem in society. Just like now. After foraging for wild vegetables, she came down the mountain and encountered an injured man by the roadside. She'd often heard people say you shouldn't just pick up any man, especially a handsome, injured one. But she did anyway, because she was a good person. 🍅

20. 70 奈 Alas, the Years Have Wasted My Love 奈何流年枉情深 A Ying阿影Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted “Manman, Jin Liang isn’t someone you can afford to love.” Three years ago, Xia Man ignored her father’s advice and stubbornly fell in love with Jin Liang. From then on, she flew straight into the flames, doomed to ruin. She endured humiliation and went to prison just to protect the person he held dearest. His heartlessness left her utterly despairing. After she was left battered and bruised, she stopped loving him. But he searched the ends of the earth for her, arriving before her, weary fro 568Reads6.0Score—Shelves
21. 71 罪 Sinful Love 罪爱 Yin Shiyi银十一Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted Chen Lin loves her. That is Ye Zhiqiu's only leverage for taking revenge on him. Making Chen Lin watch her die day by day is Ye Zhiqiu's way of getting even. Chen Lin: “Can you live for me?” Ye Zhiqiu: “No.” 164Reads8.4Score—Shelves
22. 72 宫 A Tragedy in the Imperial Court 宫廷之殇 Childlike White i稚白iAncient Romance1.1M WordsOngoing [Family Affection + No CP] Born into the imperial family, Yuntang was aware of the world around him even as an infant. When his father, the emperor, took him in his arms, he felt an instinctive closeness, as if his soul had returned to its rightful place and he had known him before. This strange bond meant that even after he vaguely sensed the emperor's hidden schemes, he remained immersed in the deliberately cultivated fatherly love, sincerely growing close to his elder brother, the crown princ 373Reads7.6Score137Shelves
23. 73 安 An Yu's Wall 安屿的墙 Lupi鲁皮Modern Romance388k WordsCompleted (Slow-burn romance / Secret Crush + Regret + Modern Romance + Long-Distance Love + Youth) Tang Yu'an and Su Yan, a love that missed its chance for four years. When Su Yan had a secret crush on Tang Yu'an, another man entered her life, and Tang Yu'an learned how to use people through that man. In the end, fate gave them another chance, only for everything to fall apart again the morning after a tender night together. Will Su Yan and Tang Yu'an ever make it to the end together? No one knows. 43Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Even if you're not universally liked, if you can find a reflection of yourself in the words, then you've succeeded.

24. 74 花 Blossoms Fall Upon the Inkstone 花朝落砚 Quan Xin荃昕18k WordsCompleted Huachao Luo Yan 1.1kReads—Score—Shelves
25. 75 我 I Died on Mid-Autumn Night, and Mr. Lu Went Mad with Regret 我死在中秋夜，陆总悔疯了 Quan Xin荃昕12k WordsCompleted I died on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and General Manager Lu went mad with regret. 494Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 76 失 The Night We Lost Our Child, He Was Setting Off Fireworks With His White Moonlight 失去孩子那晚，他在陪白月光放烟花 Quan Xin荃昕14k WordsCompleted The night they lost their child, he was setting off fireworks with his unrequited love. 239Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 77 尘 Fragrance of Dust, Like the Days of Old 尘香如顾 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Scent of Dust, Like You 513Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 78 最 The Last Red Apple 最后的红苹果 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Last Red Apple 270Reads—Score—Shelves
29. 79 恋 After Four Years Together, She Rejected My Proposal. On Our Wedding Day, Her Whole Family Begged Me Not to Marry Her 恋爱四年求婚被拒，婚礼当天她全家跪求我别娶 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted After four years together, she turned down his proposal. On their wedding day, her entire family knelt and begged me not to marry her. 96Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 80 离 On the Day of My Divorce, I Ran Into My First Love, Who Fled from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 离婚当天，意外撞见逃婚五年的初恋情人 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted On the Day of My Divorce, I Accidentally Run Into the First Love Who Ran Away from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 462Reads—Score—Shelves
31. 81 别 Don’t Wear That Red Wedding Dress 别穿那件红嫁衣 Jia Huan嘉奂33k WordsCompleted Don't Wear That Red Wedding Dress 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The male lead sacrificed his life to give the female lead a proper wedding. Even knowing the murderer would be punished by law, the female lead insisted on taking revenge herself. They must have loved each other very much!

32. 82 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 319Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The Republican-era tragic romance novel "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" tells the story of Lin Die'er, whose life is filled with ups and downs, her love trapped by a silver butterfly hairpin year after year. Amidst the chaos of war, love and hate entangle, misunderstandings pile up, and lovers miss each other at every turn. The ending offers no happy ending, only the profound sense of loss and unfulfilled longing. The melancholy perfectly captures the spirit of the turbulent era, leaving a lingering and poignant impression, making it difficult to escape the story long after the reader has finished.

33. 83 雪 Xue Wutong 雪梧桐 Xun Bai荀柏710k WordsCompleted [Republican-era ensemble cast + love of country + two powerful leads + older man/younger woman + sweet romance + pursuit of love + powerful man bows his head + heartbreaking angst + bad ending] In the Republican era, Nanjing was home to two renowned romantics. I do not believe in Buddha, but I would kneel at every temple in Nanjing if only Heaven would give me back my wife. Zhou Qingshi, courtesy name Changyu, was the eldest son and eldest grandson of the Zhou family, and ninth in birth order. 355Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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    The male and female protagonists were deeply in love, but they were separated due to their mission. When they met again, they stood facing each other.

34. 84 我 My Mute Bride Is So Adorable. 我那哑巴新娘真可爱呀。 Ye Nailuo夜奈落Female-Channel Fanfiction18k WordsCompleted My mute bride is so adorable. 160Reads—Score—Shelves
35. 85 星 At the End of the Galaxy, You'll Always Be in My Heart 星河尽头，你永远在我心上 Ye Nailuo夜奈落47k WordsCompleted At the Edge of the Galaxy, You Will Always Be in My Heart 68Reads—Score—Shelves
36. 86 无 In Endless Reincarnation, I Fall into Your Hands Every Time 无尽轮回中，我每一次都栽在你手里 Ye Nailuo夜奈落36k WordsCompleted In endless cycles of reincarnation, I fall into your hands every time. 29Reads—Score—Shelves
37. 87 难 The Love We Couldn’t Speak of Was Buried in the Soil. 难言的爱，都埋进土壤里。 Ye Nailuo夜奈落Modern Romance32k WordsCompleted The love too difficult to speak of was buried in the soil. 81Reads—Score—Shelves
38. 88 再 Goodbye. Goodbye! 再见。再见！ Ye Nailuo夜奈落36k WordsCompleted Goodbye. Goodbye! 128Reads—Score—Shelves
39. 89 眼 What Flows from Our Eyes Is Not Tears, but the Love We Lost. 眼睛流出来的不是眼泪，而是我们那消失的爱。 Ye Nailuo夜奈落Female-Channel Fanfiction21k WordsCompleted What flows from our eyes isn’t tears, but the love we’ve lost. 130Reads—Score—Shelves
40. 90 零 All Things Return to Dust 零落归尘 This Author Has No Pen Name该作家没有笔名Mystery668k WordsCompleted [Fantasy Romance / Tearjerker / Fate / Light Ensemble Cast] This is not a power fantasy, nor does it follow the usual tropes. There is no harem and no mindless heroine. A long-form mystery, with a light ensemble cast in the early chapters and the main plot taking center stage later. The setup takes its time, and the main story is heartbreaking, so reader discretion is advised. When sorrow congeals into an eternal night, and fate is ground to dust by the passage of time, can you still pick up th 64Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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    The sweeter it is in the beginning, the more tragic it becomes later! Separated by life and death! Super heartbreaking [crying] Don't believe me? Just watch!

41. 91 竹 The Young Master Childhood Friend Searches the Internet for His One True Love, Who's Delivering His Takeout 竹马少爷全网找白月光，正在给他送外卖 Tangerine Sand桔沙8k WordsCompleted The young master is searching the entire internet for his childhood sweetheart, who's currently delivering food to him. 104Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The story is a tragic one. The male and female leads love each other but eventually separate. Is it always true that loving someone always means unrequited love? She was once his ideal woman, and she loved him too. He searched for her for many years, but to no avail. Unbeknownst to him, she, a food delivery driver, brushed past him without recognizing him. She was too poor to afford money to save her mother and contacted him. He gave her money but then went back on his word. Desperate, she turned to the second male lead for help. He helped her, and she was very grateful. When her mother needed to donate blood, he even knelt down and begged his fiancée to help her mother. She never imagined he could love her to such an extent, but this small act of kindness seemed insignificant. His fiancée was furious, and he reluctantly gave her up. Would she be happy if she chose the second male lead?

42. 92 锦 The Star Brocade Chronicles 锦星录 Xun Bai荀柏Urban351k WordsCompleted [Modern Setting + Two Male Leads + Sweet Romance + Unforgettable Love + Angst + The Love of a Lifetime + Bad Ending] This is just a practice story. I don’t know what I’m doing, so I’ll look things up as I go. It’s purely for practice, and I’m writing it all over the place. Two boys meet and begin to support each other and grow together. One is bright and sunny, playful and adorable; the other is composed, reserved, and courteous. One burns like the blazing sun, the other is gentle as moonlight. 30Reads—Score—Shelves

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    They were clearly a perfect match, yet they were forcibly separated time and time again.

43. 93 我 My Younger Days 我的年少时 Xun Bai荀柏Modern Romance144k WordsCompleted I dedicate this book to the youth I had only once, and which I regret so deeply losing! [Redemption + Unrequited Love + Mutual Devotion + Bad Ending] When you aren't brave enough as a teenager, you grow up with regrets. All these years, fate has always been like this: it has given me so much, but it has also made me lose so much. Sometimes I think, let it be. Life is long, with more sorrow than joy. It's not one particular thing that leaves you gasping for breath. It's the slow realization 39Reads—Score—Shelves
44. 94 浓 Soul-Locking Fog: I Love Her with His Memories 浓雾锁魂：我带着他的记忆爱着她 Mo Wu陌吾Modern Romance267k WordsCompleted The girl he fell for was the daughter of “his” wife. Chen Luo had lived for eighteen years without ever experiencing joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness. A dense fog lay locked in his mind, concealing the memories of a man who had been dead for eighteen years. Then he met Du Xiaoyu in the library. The instant he saw the jade pendant around her neck, he blurted out a name: “Xiao’er.” Du Xiaoyu didn’t know he was calling her mother. She knew even less that her father’s memories, all his love, and all 7Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A story that feels like an old movie, yet is more painful than any film. Those who have seen *Back to the Yin-Yang Realm* know the premise—a young man's body holds a past life's love sealed within. But that movie is a light comedy with a happy ending. My story, however, lacks that "thankfully." Eighteen years ago, Shen Yuan died in that rain that never returned. His memories, his obsessions, his unspoken love, were all sealed into the mind of a young man—Chen Luo. The young man doesn't remember any of it, only feeling an emptiness in his heart, waiting for someone to fill it. Then he met Du Xiaoyu. Her smile was like the first ray of spring sunshine; Chen Luo's heart fluttered—real, burning, and uniquely his own. But just when he thought it was his own love—Shen Yuan's memories burst forth. The girl he fell in love with was the daughter of that man with the old obsession. It turns out the flutter was his own, but the longing was someone else's eighteen years of memories. A heart is split in two. One half is the joy of young Chen Luo, the other half the deep affection of the deceased Shen Yuan. He can't tell which one is the real him. And who did Du Xiaoyu truly fall in love with? If a love spanning eighteen years is transplanted into a stranger's body, you fall in love with him, but the surging obsession in your heart belongs to your mother's deceased loved one. There is no happy ending, no reconciliation. Only a conscious descent into despair, and that final, silent, departing figure. Some memories never fade. Some people love for someone else their entire lives.

45. 95 听 Songs of the Listening Wind Tower 听风楼歌 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水Urban186k WordsOngoing Why does Xiangju run a business that only loses money and never makes a profit? She treats relationships just as carelessly, elbowing her way to the top of the airport’s Twelve Most Beautiful Women. She has Hong Zhi and Brother Gen fighting over her in a jealous brawl, and instead of being ashamed, she’s proud of it. After her eldest daughter gets into a prestigious university, she works hard and becomes independent. She tutors and models cars in her spare time, and accompanies her professor to 757Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Love is like a kite, affection like the string; it rises with the wind and falls with it.

46. 96 我 I Am a Scout: Zhan De 我是侦察兵一一湛德 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水10k WordsCompleted I’m a Scout: Zhan De 1Reads—Score—Shelves
47. 97 婉 Wanwan Bends the Green Pine 婉婉折青松 Xun Bai荀柏Modern Romance675k WordsOngoing The Cold-Blooded Warlord and His Lovely Wife, a companion novel to Snowy Parasol Tree [Republican-Era Romance + A Love Lost in Bitterness + Love at First Sight] Word has it that Zhou Songyu met with disaster in Beiping. Zhou Songyu was dead. On the day of her wedding, Duan Yiwan was supposed to marry Shen Zhuqing, but her stepmother and older sister, Duan Yibao, switched the marriage and sent her to the Zhou family instead. Unexpectedly, Zhou Songyu returned three years later. It turned out She 94Reads—Score—Shelves

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48. 98 云 A Reply from the Clouds 云端的回信 Xun Bai荀柏Modern Romance24k WordsCompleted A Reply from the Clouds 3Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 99 一 A Lifetime: The Lone-Wolf Agent's Gray Eden 一生：孤胆特工之灰色伊甸园 Crouching Dragon, Thunderous Sky潜龙轰天Mystery1.0M WordsCompleted The story of Lin Tianming’s growth from boyhood. Please also read this book’s companion novels, Second Life: The Bracelet Across the Universe and Third Life: Love Bewitches the Mortal World. Each of the three novels stands alone, yet together they form a series, with interwoven plots that let you experience the life journey of “two worlds, three lives” and the rise of the century’s dragon, Long Teng! 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A collection of campus life stories (one lifetime) and modern urban love stories (three lifetimes), featuring novel themes and multiple interconnected storylines, weaving together a journey through "two lifetimes and three lives"! Worth collecting and appreciating! 👍👍👍

50. 100 三 Three Lifetimes: Love Bewitching the Mortal World 三生，，之情惑人间 Crouching Dragon, Thunderous Sky潜龙轰天Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted A collection of modern love and marriage stories. Read this alongside its companion works, “One Life: The Lone Agent’s Gray Eden” and “Two Lives: The Wristband Conquers the Universe.” The storylines intertwine and unfold across multiple threads, bringing together the century-spanning journey of Century Longteng through “Two Lives and Three Incarnations”! (For various reasons, the first book in this series, “One Life: The Lone Agent’s Gray Eden,” and “Root Prisoner: 101 Illusory Loves” are not be 16Reads—Score—Shelves

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