Looking for a Male Lead Who's Emotionally Numb and Has Bipolar Disorder (Male-Male Romance) 求男主麻木，双向情感障碍症。（双楠）

1. 1 漂 Pretty Darling, You’re Too Good at Flirting! Are You Trying to Get Yourself Killed? 漂亮宝贝这么会钓，不要命啦！ Cai Cai Wants to Get Rich菜菜要发财Two Male Leads546k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + satisfying face-slapping + intense push and pull + both devoted only to each other] [An alluring, hot-tempered flirt of a bottom X a celibate powerhouse top with an overwhelming possessive streak] In his past life, Lin Que was framed maliciously and eventually died a miserable death from severe bipolar disorder. Only after his death did he learn that he was the true young master of a wealthy family, his identity maliciously switched at birth. The one who framed him was the fake 26.4kReads9.5Score3.7k14d adds

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   The first book features a protagonist with bipolar disorder, bipolar disorder, and anorexia; it's so heartbreaking [crying]. The second book features a protagonist who is terminally ill and has received a critical condition notice [crying][crying]. Both books have happy endings (HE), so reading them is definitely worthwhile [kissing][heart emoji].

2. 2 小 That Little Trouble-Maker Is Absolutely Unhinged 小作精他超疯的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + rekindled love + entertainment industry + happy ending] A volatile, depressed, troublesome, sickly bottom in public and in private, A top who is emotionally impaired but an outstanding actor. Jiang Li is a madman. During a sugar-baby arrangement, he was the first to fall in love and become obsessed. He knew Yi Zhen didn't love him, yet he kept clinging to him, his body covered in wounds. He said, “I supported you for two years. Now it's your turn to support me for two years! 10.8kReads9.3Score84914d adds
3. 3 谁EN Whose Simp of a Male Supporting Character Gets Held and Kissed by the Male Lead? 谁家舔狗男配被男主抱在怀里亲啊 Dreaming of Night Plays夜戏梦Two Male Leads377k WordsCompleted [Irresistible bottom, bittersweet romance, angst first and sweetness later, livestream variety show, a chaotic love polygon, two male leads, both virgins, happy ending] Wen Yanyu, a universally hated supporting character who hounded the male lead relentlessly and dragged himself into a storm of public outrage, suddenly awakens to his own consciousness. The System binds him and sends him off on missions. After countless cycles of torment leave him exhausted in body and mind, Wen Yanyu returns wit 56.6kReads9.5Score7.3k14d adds

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   These books are all incredibly good; they're simply divine creations.

4. 4 电 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 a Sheng Never Restsa笙不息Two Male Leads403k WordsOngoing (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 35.7kReads9.0Score6.3k14d adds
5. 5 总 The CEO's Wife with Autism Has Run Away from Home Again 总裁的自闭症老婆又离家出走了 Autumn Again秋一秋Two Male Leads504k WordsCompleted The CEO’s Crybaby with Autism (Also known as: The CEO’s Autistic Wife Ran Away from Home Again) [Marriage Before Love] Rational top x needy bottom (both are each other’s first) When a CEO meets his arranged-marriage partner, who has autism and doesn’t know how to express love, their relationship becomes a slow journey of growth and nurturing. Sheng Bolang nurtures Wen Yunshi’s growth with love. Under his attentive care and guidance, Wen Yunshi becomes the CEO of the Katie Group. Love is Sheng Bo 17.5kReads9.3Score2k14d adds
6. 6 我 It's Not My Fault. My Ex Won't Let Me Die 我也没办法啊，前男友不让我死 It Must Be the Season of Jingzhe应是惊蛰天Two Male Leads324k WordsCompleted (The rating just came out~) [Alpha/Omega + Rekindled Love + Reunion After Years Apart + A Little Bittersweet + The Top Is Reborn + Redemption + Happy Ending] [Same setting as Jasmine Peach] Shen Chiyan × Wen Xubai Executive × Researcher Reluctantly forthright, scheming top × Adorably absent-minded bottom who seems half-dead while still alive In the fourth year after splitting up with Shen Chiyan, Wen Xubai decides for various reasons to turn to Ling Jiang. But while making arrangements for what 7.4kReads8.9Score86614d adds
7. 7 急 I Spoiled the ER Doctor with Hypoglycemia Until He Ran Away 急诊科那个低血糖医生被我宠跑了 Professor Luan of the Netherworld Palace阎罗殿的栾教授Two Male Leads177k WordsCompleted [Dual male leads | Medical drama | Lighthearted comedy | Get ready for angst] Emergency room doctor Jiang Chi is number one in the hospital at his job, number one at being sharp-tongued, and number one at having low blood sugar. Not because he's sick, but because he gets so busy he forgets to eat. Pediatrician Shen Zhiyi is number one in the hospital for kindness, number one for social anxiety, and number one at bringing Jiang Chi breakfast. No reason. He just likes sticking his nose into othe 1.8kReads8.5Score29214d adds
8. 8 厌 My World-Weary Wife Is So Well-Fed and Soft!! 厌世老婆养得白白嫩嫩！！ Xiao Sui小绥Two Male Leads111k WordsCompleted [Two male leads / Marriage Before Love / both pure / guiding partner / healing / mutual devotion] (Complete) Mu Xu (top) x Lin Jin (bottom) [Marriage Before Love] [Gentle, insecure top VS world-weary, long-haired beauty bottom] Lin Jin couldn’t find interest in anything. On the night he decided to end his life, he ran into Mu Xu, a classmate from high school. They entered a fake marriage. The timid Mu Xu had been in love with someone for years. When they met again, that person was about to jump 25.3kReads9.4Score4.8k14d adds
9. 9 病 The Frail Consultant Goes on a Rampage, and the Wolfish Captain Would Give His Life for Him 病弱顾问杀疯了，狼狗队长命给他 Doudou from Zhongyue Province中月省的逗逗Two Male Leads1.8M WordsOngoing The main story is complete. [Crime investigation and suspense | Two formidable partners | Criminal psychology | High-IQ mind games | Passionate ensemble cast] Five years ago, Yan Guici left without a word. Five years later, at the scene of a bizarre murder, He Wenxiao finally came face-to-face with the person who owed him an explanation. In an art gallery, a woman in a red dress hung above the display platform, while white lisianthus covered the scene. Everyone was searching for the killer, but 8kReads8.2Score1.1k14d adds
10. 10 小 A Kitten Care Manual 小猫饲养手册 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads228k WordsCompleted Two male leads + older seme + happy ending + monogamous couple + heartwarming, sweet romance + unrequited love comes true Living alone nearly drove him into depression (uke) Qin Shizhao × Beloved voice-acting teacher (seme) Wen Chuyue Obedient (×) boy & Gentle (✓) older brother “I really am not mad. Let me be by myself for a while. Once I'm feeling better, I'll come make it up to you, okay?” “Good boy, take your medicine first.” When next year's Awakening of Insects comes, spring is warm, fl 7.6kReads9.0Score1.1k14d adds
11. 11 重 Major Crimes Investigation Division 重案调查科 Lu Lufa Fa路路法法Two Male Leads461k WordsCompleted [The rating just came out a little low, but don’t worry, read on!] (A roguishly handsome, gentle criminal investigation captain × a cool-on-the-outside, warm-on-the-inside, delicate-looking criminal psychology expert + episodic mysteries + mutual salvation + two equally matched, devoted leads) Shen Mengshu is a 24-year-old psychology prodigy with an exceptional IQ. He’s used to treating everyone with gentle detachment, until he meets Yun Zhiyuan, captain of Luoyang City’s criminal investigation 8.9kReads9.0Score1.4k14d adds
12. 12 重 After I Was Reborn, the Movie Emperor's White Moonlight Turned Dark 重生后影帝的白月光黑化了 Baili Cha Cha百里茶茶Two Male Leads1.6M WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Entertainment Industry] In her previous life, Gu Wangyan was manipulated by a scumbag and lost his life! Before he died, he discovered that he was movie emperor Shen Xiangting’s white moonlight! Reborn in a new life, the white moonlight turned dark! Scumbag ex: “Wangyan, I fell out with my family for you.” Gu Wangyan: “Oh, the weather’s turning cold. The Lu family should go bankrupt.” Possessive older brother: “My little brother wouldn’t hurt a fly. Don’t you bully him.” Th 19.2kReads9.5Score2.6k14d adds

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    ① Reborn from the purple clay bathtub, he suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder. His love is repressed and painful, and he is self-conscious and withdrawn…🌺"I want to become a normal person quickly and feel the love that normal people can feel."✨Don't wait until you lose something to regret it, don't regret leaving without saying goodbye. I hope to live up to the present, to live up to time, and to live up to myself. ②I feel insecure, I'm really crying my eyes out. ✨"Happy 20th birthday, Wen Yinuo."🎈On the day he was diagnosed with late-stage leukemia, his family was happily planning his younger brother's 18th birthday party. Upon hearing the news of his late-stage leukemia diagnosis, his parents, brothers, and everyone else thought he was faking it, that he had malicious intentions, and that he wanted to ruin his brother's birthday party. Wen Yinuo, who always defended himself in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday, which was also Wen Yinuo's 20th birthday, Wen Yinuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. As the New Year's bell rang, he jumped off a cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—Life is good when you're alone, but he never wants to come back.

13. 13 小 The Young Master Is Reborn and Wants Nothing but to Wait for Death 小少爷重生后一心等死 Startled Bird Enters a Dream惊鸟入梦Two Male Leads485k WordsCompleted [Reborn + one-on-one romance + sweet and doting + happy ending][Goofy, fatherly big shot x sickly young master] When Wen Yinuo was five, he got lost while out on a family trip. He wasn’t found until he was sixteen. But in the second year after he went missing, his family had adopted another child to take his place. Even after Wen Yinuo returned, his parents and relatives gave all their tenderness and love to the adopted child, without sparing a bit for him. Everything Wen Yinuo did was even bran 16.9kReads9.0Score1.4k14d adds
14. 14 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 15.5kReads9.2Score1.2k14d adds
15. 15 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.5kReads9.2Score1.4k14d adds
16. 16 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 8.8kReads9.3Score75014d adds
17. 17 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce 万人嫌他超凶的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + everyone faces their comeuppance + happy ending] A sickly, universally disliked bottom, a top who’s an esports superstar. After receiving a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu, the only person he had to rely on. Two years later, they met again. The penniless boy from back then had become a rising esports superstar. Shen Ning tried to explain, but a single stab ended all hope. Dragging his battered body along, he watched his beloved take the stage 7.7kReads9.2Score62814d adds
18. 18 传 Passing on Longing 传思慕 Wen Daidai文黛黛Two Male Leads220k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + two male leads + sweet romance + complete + a story within a story + entirely fictional + no real-life inspiration] World-weary, sickly beauty Jiang Qi (bottom) × carefree, moon-bright gentleman Chu Huaizhi (top). One day. Jiang Qi asked, “I thought you couldn't fight?” Chu Huaizhi carefully wiped the blood from his hands with a handkerchief, answering rather casually. “Who started that rumor?” “Me,” Jiang Qi said. “You look so delicate and frail.” Chu Huaizhi: “...” 36.6kReads9.3Score1.6k14d adds
19. 19 清 My Aloof Roommate Gets Drunk and Begs for a Hug! The Ferocious Dog Can’t Hide His Grin 清冷室友醉酒求抱！恶犬他爽翘嘴 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads350k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Enemies-to-Lovers + A Straight Guy Winning Himself Over + Livestreaming] [Cool, Self-Destructive, Depressed Beauty with a Tragic Past × Sharp-Tongued but Soft-Hearted Rebellious Rich Kid; Healing Sweet Romance, 1v1] Everyone at A University knew Wen Ling was an untouchable beauty, with cool silver hair and a face as cold and flawless as ice and jade. Even when he smiled, there was a hint of indifference in his eyes. In truth, he was falling apart. His younger sister died in a c 14.1kReads9.4Score2.4k14d adds

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    The protagonist (uke) wanted to take his sickly younger sister out to play, but in the blink of an eye, she was in a car accident. His grandmother passed away, his father died suddenly, and his mother suffered from mental illness. He lives in constant self-blame, has self-destructive tendencies, and bipolar disorder. Every time he visits his mother in the nursing home, he dresses as his sister in women's clothing. The other protagonist (seme)'s parents had an arranged marriage, and he was conceived through IVF. He accidentally witnessed his father kissing another man and went to find his mother with another woman. From then on, he harbored resentment towards homosexuality until he met the protagonist and changed his perspective.

20. 20 清 The Cool Beta Is Forced into Love by a Psycho Alpha 清冷Beta，被疯批A强制爱了 A Gentle Kiss from the Warm Breeze轻吻热风Two Male Leads341k WordsCompleted [ABO Two Male Leads + Both Pure + Healing + Younger Man + Forced Love] [Avoidant Beta Bottom × Possessive, Competing, and Unhinged Alpha Top] Everyone said it was such a shame that Jiang Yubai was a Beta. He was destined to be looked down on, destined to be the one abandoned in any relationship, and that was exactly what happened. Until he met Ji Yezhou. Ji Yezhou declared his love for him with burning, fierce passion. With someone suddenly barging into his life, Jiang Yubai only wanted to run. 42.8kReads9.3Score4.8k14d adds

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    Suffering from depression and avoidant personality disorder, she falls in love with someone who experiences a home invasion robbery! 🚙 It's incredibly sweet!

21. 21 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4k14d adds

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    Both are bad endings, see, I won't dare to rewatch them.

22. 22 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds
23. 23 他 He'll Have a Cat 他会有猫的 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads224k WordsCompleted Two male leads + heartwarming + everyday life + growing pains + healing + sweet slice-of-life + happy ending + first person Insecure, timid, and depressed (bottom) x capable of anything (top) A little nobody's diary of growing up. "Bro, do you think I'm the kind of kid who has problems?" "No." He looked at me and said softly, "I think you're the kind of kid who insists on bearing everything alone." I used to be afraid of so many things. I wanted to move forward, but I always ended up st 1.4kReads8.5Score20614d adds

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    Dual Phase is really good, the main character is like a puppet.

24. 24 重 Reunited With My First Love, He Forces Me to Hit the Big Time! 重逢后，初恋强制带我飞黄腾达！ Wild Radish of Jiangnan江南野萝卜Two Male Leads228k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + both devoted only to each other + first love for both + reunion after a long separation + exclusive pampering + unhinged + possessive + forced love + light, everyday romance] [Top: wealthy third-generation heir with power and influence. Bottom: working-class laborer.] [PS: It's not just pampering, it's also redemption.] The rating will go up! Don't leave! * Li Hai only meant to pick up a stray dog, but in a cliché twist of fate, he ran into his ex-boyfriend. Fine, they'd run in 4.4kReads9.0Score49414d adds

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    You definitely have to try these books!

25. 25 就 Even as a Fake Heiress, I’ll Still Daringly Embrace Doing Nothing 就算是假千金也要勇敢摆烂 Ji Furan纪扶染Modern Romance659k WordsCompleted [Print edition launching across all platforms on August 9, 2025] When Shen Yue was twelve, she accidentally fell into a pond while feeding the fish. That was when she learned the truth: her parents weren’t her real parents, and her five older brothers weren’t really her brothers. She was the Mu family’s fake heiress! Faced with a future where she was destined to lose everything, Shen Yue decided to get ahead… by lying down. If she was going to lose it all anyway, she might as well lie back and 117kReads9.6Score13.7k14d adds
26. 26 前 I Didn't Know How Good My Wife Was in My Past Life, but Now I'm Clinging to Her and Begging for a Hug 前世不知老婆好，重生纠缠要抱抱 Spring Never Fades春不熄Two Male Leads471k WordsCompleted (Completed) [Two male leads + ABO + sweet and angsty + reborn + winning back his wife + redemption + mutual devotion + divorce reality show + livestreaming + devoted couple, 1v1 + happy ending] [Reborn Alpha puppy who only has eyes for his wife & cool, gentle Omega beauty suffering from both physical and mental illness] In his previous life, Lu Heng was rebellious. He was determined to divorce the person his family had forced him to marry. Then he was unexpectedly left paralyzed and abandoned by 10kReads8.7Score1.1k14d adds
27. 27 白 Redemption of the White Camellia 白山茶的救赎 Little Half-Moon半月牙子Two Male Leads217k WordsCompleted Li Chuluo was sold by his parents to his ex-boyfriend for three million. When Li Chuluo learned the truth, it was the first time he had been allowed out of that dark little room. “That breakup text wasn't from me.” Li Chuluo shook his head. “It's... it's not important anymore...” Cheng Huaiche noticed that Li Chuluo always curled up inside the wardrobe to sleep. He wouldn't eat, and even when coaxed and fed, he would swallow only a bite or two before throwing it up. When his illness flared up, h 1.1kReads7.0Score14514d adds
28. 28 我 I'm Dying, Yet the Paranoid Young Marshal Begs Every God and Buddha with Red Eyes 我快死了，偏执少帅红眼求遍神佛 A Sword Drawn, Wind Rises引剑风生Two Male Leads293k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Warlord + Devoted Love + Angsty and Satisfying + Regret and Redemption + Both Pure] [Obsessive, Violent, Devoted Warlord Top x Resilient, Gentle, Kind Beggar Bottom] Jiang Yushu was a fraud who had carefully plotted his way into the governor’s mansion in disguise. Shen Changye had always known that the fraud pretending to be his younger brother was a lowly beggar. At first, he treated the beggar like a puppet on strings, tormenting him at will. But when Jiang Yushu truly gave u 4.8kReads9.4Score53014d adds
29. 29 清 Soberly Falling Apart [Male-Male Romance] 清醒沦陷【双男主】 Scratchy Tiger挠挠虎Two Male Leads178k WordsCompleted Hard tech, financial rivalry, and sapiosexual romance: rigorous storytelling with airtight logic. A clash between equals, a contest between worthy opponents, judgments made with careful timing, and a clear-headed surrender to love. This is a rational romance that begins with business rivalry and ends with building a System. If emotions can be modeled and trust can be governed by a protocol, how should two people who fear losing control plan their “risk management” and design the “resilience syst 2.8kReads—Score25614d adds

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    Hard technology financial game, intellectual love, rigorous narrative, closed-loop logic, niche, no data.

30. 30 滴 Ding! A Taste of the Tycoon Life 滴！豪门体验卡 Carrot Terminator胡萝贝终结者Two Male Leads416k WordsCompleted [Transmigrate into a book + healing + everyone dotes on him + mutual devotion] Two male leads! Two male leads! Gentle, mature CEO top × sunny on the outside, depressed on the inside bottom I got rich overnight, but I'm no country bumpkin! Zhou Mo was a poor little cabbage with no parents. His only asset was his good looks, and he had to haul bricks at construction sites every day just to scrape together his college tuition. Then one day, while happily hauling bricks, he got hit on the head with 14.5kReads9.5Score2.4k14d adds

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    🐟🐟The wives in every book have some psychological issues. My favorite is the fifth one, a rebirth story about a real and fake young master. In his previous life, his life was stolen, and he was used as a substitute for someone else, ultimately committing suicide by cutting his wrists. He returns to his past, but still carries a host of psychological problems. He seems to be pretending to be a "green tea" (a manipulative woman), but it's just a cover for his true self. He suffers from bipolar disorder and self-harm.

31. 31 豪 My Wealthy Nemesis Lost His Memory, and I Took Over the Entertainment Industry 豪门死对头失忆后，我躺赢娱乐圈 Yan Ze颜泽Two Male Leads444k WordsCompleted [Book 1 of 4] [Two male leads / Entertainment industry / Mutual pining and illness / A story of redemption] [A frail beauty who can kick someone three miles away × an aloof and untouchable heartthrob turned master of the green tea act] Back in school, Yu Li was the little tyrant of the capital's elite circle. He loved picking on the cold-faced young master, but never once got a kind word in return. Refusing to give up, he kept provoking and flirting with him... until he successfully gained a swo 11.7kReads9.3Score1.7k14d adds
32. 32 说 Weren't You Supposed to Be a Cool Beauty? Why Do You Blush Whenever I Tease You? 说好的清冷美人，怎么一逗就脸红 Meizi Went Blind梅子瞎了Two Male Leads577k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance with two male leads, both each other’s only partners; a dirty-talking, devoted top and a cool, beautiful bottom; reborn pursuit of his wife + showbiz + ridiculous comedy + everyone’s favorite + healing + intense push and pull + face-slapping feel-good story + mostly everyday life, and once you get through the first chapter, it’s sweet romance] After his beloved dies, Young Master Zhou is consumed by despair. By a twist of fate, he is reborn and wastes no time setting out to w 62kReads9.6Score9.9k14d adds
33. 33 洗 After Clearing Her Name, the Sickly Beauty Becomes Everyone’s Favorite 洗白后，病美人成了团宠 Meng Cixi梦辞兮Two Male Leads278k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Reborn + (Slight) Wife-Chasing Crematorium + Sickly Bottom] Everyone thinks Wen Zhuo is a scheming illegitimate son, a domineering bully who terrorizes his schoolmates and is rotten to the core. No one knows he’s actually the one who has suffered the most. Just after he was accepted back into his wealthy biological father’s family, his father died. His only relative, his older brother, wants nothing to do with him. His friends betray him, and his adoptive parents abuse and exp 6.6kReads8.9Score49414d adds

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    It's really super beautiful.

34. 34 布 The Branagh Principle 布拉纳法则 Sleeping in Mist and Wind雾风眠Two Male Leads405k WordsCompleted The rating has just been posted and should go up later~ [Reunion After Years Apart | Rekindled Romance | Two Male Leads + Equally Matched + Sweet and Angsty + Contrasting Personalities + One-on-One + Both Chaste + Happy Ending] [Cool, Beautiful Top × Gentle, Devoted Bottom] Five years later, they reunite at Ye Jingchu's company. The incident where Ye Jingchu asked opposing counsel for their contact information at the negotiating table and got rejected immediately trended online. #Shocking! Lit 964Reads8.6Score—14d adds
35. 35 你 Are You Feeling Better? 你的病，好了吗 Little Y Hates Carrots小Y讨厌胡萝卜Two Male Leads213k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + happy ending] A scheming, wealthy top vs. a depressed artist bottom Fan Yuan was forgotten by everyone as a child and raised by his aunt, if you could call it that. Then he met Pei Yuhuai. So love at first sight really does exist... Little by little, Pei Yuhuai’s love pulled Fan Yuan back from the brink of depression. In the early autumn of that year, Fan Yuan said many things, but all he really wanted was for Pei Yuhuai to come home. That very day, Fan Y 4kReads8.2Score70814d adds
36. 36 漂 Pretty Darling, Sweet and Well-Behaved, the Yandere Big Shot Forces His Love 漂亮宝贝甜又乖，病娇大佬强制爱 Winter Daylight Lamp冬昼灯Two Male Leads216k WordsCompleted [Forced Love] [Obsessive Love] [Everyone's Darling] [Winning Her Back After Losing Her] [Mutual Firsts] [Possessive, Scheming, Obsessive Top × Beautiful, Beloved, Pitiful Bottom] After being brought back to the Jiang family, Jiang Yuxing was bullied and ignored. He felt that life was a living hell, and that it wasn't worth living. Then the Jiang Hai Group went bankrupt, and his father sold the beautiful young man to a club, where he was put on display at an auction. The powerful men in the crowd 2.6kReads8.8Score28114d adds

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    These books are really good!!! Especially the first one! ① Post-traumatic stress disorder! ①③④ Are my favorites! ♡(*´∀`*)(*´∀`*)♡ You must read them, trust me❗٩(ˊˋ*)و

37. 37 直 Livestream Post Goes Viral! The Refined Scoundrel Is Losing Control 直播贴！全网疯！斯文败类失控中 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads470k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + sweet romance and redemption + voice-actor online romance + a carefully laid seduction] [Soft, sweet, and innocent good boy + a cunning, secretly flirtatious top voice actor] Yan Nuo is a social recluse. With his fluffy, loosely curled light-gold hair, he looks well-behaved and easy to fool. Hoping to make some friends, he joins the voice-acting scene as a voice actor. Who would have thought a top star would appear out of nowhere and invite him to fake a couple act?! The top st 9.8kReads9.5Score1.7k14d adds
38. 38 离EN Seriously, What Alpha Eats Little Cakes? 离谱，谁家Alpha吃小蛋糕啊 A Fish Enters the Boat有鱼入舟Two Male Leads479k WordsCompleted [This book has been acquired for publication. Tap the author’s profile for more details] [Two powerful leads + chasing his lover + scheming + intense romantic tension + ABO] Ji Chi was a top-tier Alpha, the son of Jiangcheng’s richest man and a born favorite of fortune. Everyone assumed he would marry an Omega from an equally powerful family. He thought so too. That was before this top-tier Alpha started avoiding an Omega with no pheromones day after day. Things took a strange turn. Friend 1: “Y 40.4kReads9.6Score5.2k14d adds

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    Bipolar disorder, the outcome is happy.

39. 39 溺 Drowned: The Unexpected Charm of a Depressed Boyfriend 溺亡【抑郁小男友的反差萌】 Three Flying Birds三只飞鸟Two Male Leads170k WordsCompleted [Rekindled love, reunion after years apart, reunited from the very first chapter, depression, bittersweet romance, contrast, powerful leads, equally matched, no angst between the couple, both each other’s first and only, happy ending] Tender, devoted CEO Jiang Xu (top) × depressed, aloof yet unexpectedly adorable Gu Chong (bottom) A story about a comic artist and a pianist. (The author would rather not get flamed, so extreme top- and bottom-focused readers should proceed with caution.) Five year 2.5kReads9.1Score30714d adds

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    ⭐① The seme (dominant partner) suffers from bipolar disorder and doesn't understand love, while the uke (submissive partner) is sickly and depressed. Their relationship was originally just a contractual one; the uke went bankrupt, the contract ended, and the seme left. The uke realized he had fallen in love with the seme, but couldn't keep him. The uke was imprisoned and abused, unknown to the seme. Eventually, the uke escaped and found the seme, demanding a contract to support him. He attempted suicide multiple times, and the seme searched everywhere for treatment for the uke. He also sought help from a psychologist and gradually came to understand love, realizing he had already fallen in love with the uke. It's a bit angsty.

40. 40 够 So Wild! The Little Psycho Can't Escape After Meeting the Big Psycho 够野！小疯批遇见大疯批逃不掉了 It's Erliang是二两吖Two Male Leads238k WordsCompleted "He runs, I chase, and he can't escape even with wings." [Psychologically unstable, unhinged, sickly beauty bottom x chaste, gentle, older, fatherly film emperor top] [Two male leads, intense push and pull, entertainment industry, ABO, System, healing, bittersweet romance, a different kind of groveling redemption, mutual firsts, happy ending] Jiang Yi died. Then he came back to life. He was also forced to bind himself to a lecherous System that ordered him to win over the aloof film emperor Ying 4.5kReads9.0Score50014d adds

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    This one! My top pick! If you don't have enough, check out the [Mental Illness] category on my bookshelf.

41. 41 九 The Merciless, Mad Eunuch Is Truly Beautiful 九千岁狠毒疯批，却实在美丽 Rice-Loving Dumpling爱干饭的团子Two Male Leads264k WordsCompleted [A print edition has been signed for publication] [Self-directed conquest x emotionally detached recipient + equally matched, devoted couple + reunited after a breakup, happy ending] Xie Yu, the most beautiful man under heaven, is frail and sickly, with weaknesses all over. Every prince and noble sees him as the ultimate plaything. The newly appointed top scholar can harass him, but will be dead by the next day. The imperial concubine can frame him, but her entire clan will be executed for it. A 12.6kReads9.5Score1.9k14d adds

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    All have happy endings

42. 42 如 If We Were to Marry Again 如若再婚 Moss Blossoms, Silken Threads苔花丝丝Two Male Leads217k WordsCompleted [ABO + Reunion After Years Apart + Older Partner Raises Younger Partner + Childhood Sweethearts + Remarriage + HE + 1v1] Chen Wangshu, an omega librarian who still thinks about his ex-husband three years after their divorce, × Xie Zhiniang, an Alpha doctor who’s so used to taking care of people that he only wants to care for one person. “Why didn’t you tell me you weren’t getting enough to eat?” “Don’t be mad, okay?” Chen Wangshu has loved Xie Zhiniang for a long time. 4.8kReads9.1Score46014d adds
43. 43 坏 Uh-Oh, Brother Ning Has Really Fallen for Her 坏了，宁哥他真陷进去了 Anna's Carrot安娜的萝卜Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted [Sunshiney, gentle athlete top x melancholy art student bottom with a tragic past] [Male-male, college campus, both each other's first, happy ending, mostly sweet with a little angst in the middle] [Double standards, shamelessly doting on one person.] [The top spoils the bottom at first, the bottom chases after his husband in the middle, and the top spoils him rotten later on. Mainly told from the top's perspective.] [“Ning, I saw with my own eyes that someone beat up Song Xingran.” Du Ning gra 2.1kReads9.3Score24214d adds
44. 44 眼 A Sea of Tears 眼泪微海 Tutu Who Loves Little Scoundrels爱吃小淘气的图图Two Male Leads237k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + pursuing and pampering his husband + mutual devotion + equally matched leads + happy ending] Ji Weichen is a workaholic. A fussy workaholic, prone to bad moods and afflicted with one ailment after another. He’s an acclaimed actor, a wealthy young master, and a sickly invalid. Then one day, he meets Chi Beihai. Chi Beihai is a celebrated director who rose from nothing to become a legendary, fearsome tyrant no one dares cross. Everyone thinks he’s cold and heartless, never gives a 3.7kReads9.2Score42214d adds
45. 45 饲 The Right Way to Care for a Frail Young Master 饲养小病秧子的正确方式 One-Day Radish一日萝Modern Romance560k WordsCompleted A sweet bedtime story with a happy ending [Pure-hearted, gloomy puppy-like boy × pretty, laid-back little fairy] The sanatorium where Nan Qi works is a little strange. A patient who never sees the light of day keeps the curtains drawn from morning to night. Nan Qi has never seen him, and her coworkers at the sanatorium are all strangely wary of him. She finds it odd, but the generous salary means she has to stay. Then, on a night of heavy snow, a strange noise comes from the patient’s room. Nan 19.7kReads9.1Score1.3k14d adds

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    Super good! Books 2 and 3 are by the same author, and there's a surprise at the end of each book. Read book 3 first, then book 2. The two books are linked.

46. 46 商 The Business World's Young Master Is in Tears: Why Did His Wife Stop Flirting? 商圈太子哭唧唧：老婆怎么不钓了 Mr. Gemini双子先生Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Rebirth, low self-esteem and depression, a guiding lover, bittersweet and heartwarming] [Cool, composed, and unknowingly flirtatious receiver × aloof, double-standard, pouty love interest] (Author’s tip: I personally don’t think it’s angsty! There’s really no angst!) The dead cannot come back to life, but Shi Ling was reborn. In his previous life, he was the real young master of a wealthy family, unwanted and constantly targeted. In this life, he would take back everything that belonged to 29.3kReads9.4Score3.9k14d adds

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    The male protagonist isn't exactly numb; he's quite lucid. He suffers from bipolar disorder and stomach problems.

47. 47 清 The Aloof, Autistic Boy Kisses the Gloomy, Socially Anxious One Silly at Midnight 清冷自闭症少年半夜亲懵阴郁社恐 Hero A Fu大侠阿福Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Complete on July 1] [Spoiler-filled comments + aloof, reclusive top + socially anxious shut-in bottom] Qing Jiu is a wicked brother-obsessed villain who has done countless evil deeds. According to the plot, he will go mad with love and become a stepping stone on the leads’ path to romance. But before the story begins, Qing Jiu sees the comments. [Ahhh! Baby, don’t fall for that scumbag! He’s involved with the green tea!] [Look at the antagonist! He misses you so much he’s practically falling ap 13.2kReads9.3Score2k14d adds

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    This story features a protagonist who is emotionally withdrawn (the seme) and socially anxious (the uke). The author's writing is exceptionally delicate. Although the protagonist is withdrawn, he carefully observes the character's emotions, and the character gradually overcomes his difficulties under the guidance of the author.

48. 48 琢 Carving Clouds 琢云 Mu Qiqi木砌砌Two Male Leads236k WordsCompleted (A little angst + happy ending + rekindled romance) Lin Zhuoxun x Xiao Yunshen A seemingly cheerful but secretly depressed bottom x a devoted, innocent top The first stirrings of love in youth are pure and passionate. I was once barren earth, but your arrival brought me back to life. 948Reads8.6Score14514d adds

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    My love is still waiting for me.

49. 49 我 I Admitted I Was Wrong, So Why Won’t the Top Student Stop or Comfort Me? 我都认错了，学神怎么还不停不哄 Shun Jiu舜九Two Male Leads301k WordsCompleted To get revenge on the womanizer who led his little sister on, Yu Duoyang decides to pretend to be the guy’s “number-one fan,” flirting with him in all sorts of ways every day. A cute skirt Monday, Wednesday, and Friday; little toys Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. He just has to wait for the womanizer to take the bait, then dump him without mercy! But just when his “revenge plan” is about to succeed, he unexpectedly discovers that the real womanizer is someone else. Oh no! He got the wrong guy! 16.9kReads8.9Score2.8k14d adds

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    This book... [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry]

50. 50 重 Reborn, I Don't Want You Anymore: The Rich Heir Can't Stop Possessing Me 重生不要你了富二代对我疯狂占有 Mu Bingyan木秉言Two Male Leads247k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Both Reborn + Younger Love Interest + Push and Pull + Imprisonment + Descent into Darkness + Groveling Chase + Happy Ending + Both Pure] [Spoiled Scumbag Young Master Tan Shuo (Top) vs. Devoted Poor Painter Shen Xu (Bottom)] Shen Xu fell in love with a rich second-generation heir who was completely out of his league. The guy had nothing going for him except his good looks. Yet Shen Xu secretly loved him for three years. When he finally worked up the courage to confess, he unex 4.5kReads8.7Score21714d adds

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    The ending was somewhat better; there was a misunderstanding, and five years of waiting only resulted in such an unbearable ending. Lovesickness.

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