Bad Endings!!!! Extremely Angst-Ridden, with Illness and the Character Actually Dying at the End!! BE！！！！很虐的，得病，最后真的去世的那种！！

1. 101 诸 Riddled with Illness, I Refuse Treatment. Why Are You Crying? 诸病缠身，我不治，你们哭什么 So, Mister所以先生Urban307k WordsCompleted [Also known as: "Your Son Has Been Gone for a Long Time" and "My Depression Was Getting Better, but I Still Had Stomach Cancer"] Guo Lu was just passing through, a person suffering from depression, schizophrenia, and stomach cancer. After learning that he had only a few years left if he did not seek treatment, Guo Lu wanted nothing more than to end it all on his own terms. After the conflicts with his family accumulated and finally exploded time and again, the people close to him at last learned 4.4kReads8.8Score392Shelves
2. 102 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.6kReads8.4Score146Shelves

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   Just finished, a short tragic ending. Heartbreaking from beginning to end! Gu Zhen Huai'an, a dream of Huai'an, a fleeting joy. A story of someone who uses another as a substitute, only to be brutally tortured in return! Younger man/older woman relationship + substitute + wife-chasing drama + revenge against scumbags!

3. 103 心 After My Heart Turned to Ash, Mr. Gu Knelt and Begged Me to Treat Him 心如死灰后顾先生跪求我治病 Yu Zhi Qiu与知秋Two Male Leads212k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + a groveling chase + rekindled romance + happy ending] > Gu Chengzhou hated Su Qingxu for four years. He hated his “unscrupulous methods,” hated that he was “using a favor to demand repayment,” and hated their forced marriage. > So he treated him coldly, never noticing the light in his eyes fading day by day. > Until Su Qingxu was diagnosed with a terminal illness and resolutely left a divorce agreement behind. > When the truth came to light, the life-saving favor was real, and 1.5kReads6.9Score105Shelves
4. 104 花 Flowers Bloom for the Wind 花开予风 Pose Burger姿势汉堡Modern Romance605k WordsCompleted [School to workplace | Doctors | Ensemble cast | Secret crushes | Choices | Ideals | Reunion after many years] A swan song for the youth of everyone who grew up caught between ideals and reality. Following five medical students through a decade of change, from campus to the wider world, it uses an unexpected death as a lens to reveal the sharpest edges of friendship, love, and responsibility. The storytelling is as precise as a scalpel: their first meeting in anatomy class, standing shoulder to 153Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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   (Warning: This story contains disturbing elements. Please read with caution.) Focusing on the ten-year transformation of five medical students from campus to society, this is a poignant elegy in white coats, a tale of love and redemption. Using a sudden death as a prism, it reflects the sharpest cross-sections of friendship, love, and responsibility. How do they find the courage to love and reconcile with growth amidst the impermanence of life and the cool-headedness of medicine?

5. 105 夫 Madam, President Yan Deserves to Die a Thousand Deaths! 夫人，颜总罪该万死啊！ Die Die Qing Cai蝶蝶青菜Modern Romance419k WordsCompleted Bai Wanxi killed someone. Yan Qingyun personally sent her to a psychiatric hospital. When she got out, all she had left was a disabled body. Yan Qingyun still wouldn’t leave her alone. “I want you to live as a prisoner and spend the rest of your life atoning to me.” “I’m a murderer. I’m guilty, and I’m willing to accept my punishment,” she said indifferently. He flew into a rage. “Bai Wanxi, I’ll make your filthy soul burn in hell.” She thought the psychiatric hospital was the eighteenth level o 637Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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   In the end, the female protagonist died from the torment of her illness.

6. 106 吾 Which of Us Is More of a Yandere, Me or the Male Lead? 吾与男主孰病娇 How Many Chapters Today, Baobao爆爆今天几更Ancient Romance276k WordsCompleted [Revenge + regret and redemption. Everyone gets hurt except Fuguang] Fuguang is a Void task-taker who specializes in taking on the resentment of people who died unjustly despite being blessed with great fortune. Unlike other task-takers, she uses the original person’s identity, wisdom, and temperament to live their life again and give them the ending they deserved. At the request of the original Lin Yusan, she plays two roles at once. Without her disguise, she is a gentle, pure-hearted young wo 828Reads9.4Score101Shelves

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   It's a tragic ending, extremely heart-wrenching. The female lead has two identities: she's the male lead's savior and lover, and she's an emperor disguised as a man. The male lead doesn't know that the emperor before him is the woman he loves most, and he personally gives her a slow-acting poison. The female lead knows but willingly accepts it, dying in agony after fulfilling everyone's wishes.

7. 107 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1kReads8.0Score131Shelves

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   At their first meeting, he was a subject, and he bravely shielded that man from an arrow. Later, that man became a ruler, who slaughtered his entire family, stripped him of his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He eagerly awaited his brother's triumphant return, only to find a cold corpse. Finally, he publicly drank poison.

8. 108 绝 After My Terminal Diagnosis, My Contract Boyfriend Chased Me to the Crematorium in Tears 绝症后，契约男友哭着追进火葬场 Eighteen Bronze Walnuts十八铜核桃仁Two Male Leads291k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, Old-School Angsty Drama, A Real Pursuit After the Breakup, Scum Top Transformed into a Crying, Devoted Dog, Angst Before Affection, Both Reborn, Happy Ending] [Stoic Bottom with a Terminal Illness & Hard-Mouthed-at-First, Tender and Affectionate Top] Lin Shi'an was diagnosed with lung cancer, with only three months left to live. Seven years ago, when Li Feng's mother was gravely ill, Lin Shi'an paid two million to buy ten years of his time and personally made him a popular movie 5.4kReads8.9Score541Shelves

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   It was so heartbreaking ಥ_ಥ I was completely exhausted after watching it (; へ:) 3, 4!!!!!!!!!! (ノへ￣,)

9. 109 借 Borrow Me a Little Scenery 借我一程风景 Snow Deer Who Likes Soft-Leaved Garlic喜欢软叶蒜的雪鹿Modern Romance240k WordsCompleted [The low rating is only because few people have read it. Read with confidence.] A highly sensitive ray of sunshine × a gentle man with ALS Xia Shu believes love means being someone’s safety net, and helping them rise. But all we can do is stand at the beginning of the story and look toward his inevitable end. Watch him go from a reserved, self-controlled older man to a patient who needs care in every way. “Ruanruan, I’m going to die.” “You say that like I’m not.” “It’s different.” “How is it dif 734Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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   The male protagonist suffers from ALS (amyotrophic lateral sclerosis). He believes love is a safety net, a source of support, and he gives the female protagonist all the time, money, connections, and love he can offer. We, however, can only stand at the beginning of the story and watch him face his inevitable death. We witness him transform from a reserved and restrained older man into a patient who needs constant care.

10. 110 病 A Frail Body That Can’t Bear the Burden 病骨难承 Money-Loving Wildcat爱财山猫Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted Two Male Leads + Poor Health Wen Xiaoqi’s life is a fall from blazing warmth into desolation. When he is gravely ill, he sleeps with Dai Yichen, severs his attachment, and runs away. He returns to the “home” he had longed for, only to discover that this so-called home is not as simple as it appears; He fights his way out, with nowhere to go, and is taken in like a stray cat by the lover he once had. He thinks he has found salvation, but it turns out to be another abyss. His health is spent, his 2.2kReads6.3Score304Shelves
11. 111 前 My Ex Might Not Have Long to Live 前任疑似命不久矣 Detroit Whirlwind底特律旋风Two Male Leads252k WordsCompleted [Sickly gong x wolfish shou] [Former Best Actor gong x designer shou] [Both virgins, one-on-one, gong suffers physically, rekindled romance, push and pull, happy ending] Disclaimer: This is just a novel. The author only wants to write a sickly character. There’s no medical accuracy, no medical accuracy, no medical accuracy. Thank you! (Yuan Ze is the gong; Chi Xianyang is the shou.) Just a week after returning to the country, Chi Xianyang had the rotten luck to rear-end his ex-boyfriend’s Mer 3.8kReads9.2Score423Shelves
12. 112 京 Autumn Leaves Fall in the Capital 京秋叶落 Ye Xinye叶馨叶Modern Romance124k WordsCompleted [Beijing socialite × Rising Art-World Star + Devoted Love + Misunderstandings + Happily Ever After] A story set in Beijing, inspired by real life... He said, “Do you think you’ve got me wrapped around your little finger?” He said, “Ye Zhiqiu, there’s really nothing I can do about you.” She said, “Beijing is huge, so huge you can’t take it all in at a glance. But it’s also small, small enough that one look was all it took for me to meet the person I want to spend my life with.” Mu Chi, a Beijing 1.4kReads8.2Score108Shelves

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    The female lead dies of illness [I'm almost crying]

13. 113 断 The Broken String 断掉的弦 Aloof Green Pepper冷漠的青椒Two Male Leads177k WordsCompleted Content warning: Extremely melodramatic, with a plot that goes wherever it wants. Reconciliation after a breakup, the ex’s desperate pursuit, angst for angst’s sake, and lots of descriptions of the love interest’s frail health. Avoid if that’s not for you… Lin Xian was once the purest note in Lu Yanshen’s dazzling youth, a light he pursued with all his talent and fervor. When they reunite five years later, Lu Yanshen has achieved both fame and fortune, while Lin Xian is a destitute pianist ravag 1kReads8.1Score107Shelves
14. 114 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.5kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves
15. 115 捧 Holding a Wisp of Moonlight 捧一缕月光 Chi En Is Never Late迟恩不迟Modern Romance268k WordsCompleted [Fake sweet albino beauty × rebellious racer] [Passionate, pure-hearted girl with a short life × commitment-phobic auto mechanic] [1v1, both chaste, equally matched, half school life and half adult life, healing, angst] The rumors said Racer Fifth Brother was rebellious, ill-tempered, aloof, and never gave anyone the time of day. Boss Shen was the best-known mechanic on Huainan Road: skilled, handsome, and kindhearted. Wait, weren't they the same person?! Hold on, kindhearted? Wen Wan, who'd bee 391Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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    The female lead passed away due to illness. 🥺

16. 116 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce 万人嫌他超凶的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + everyone faces their comeuppance + happy ending] A sickly, universally disliked bottom, a top who’s an esports superstar. After receiving a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu, the only person he had to rely on. Two years later, they met again. The penniless boy from back then had become a rising esports superstar. Shen Ning tried to explain, but a single stab ended all hope. Dragging his battered body along, he watched his beloved take the stage 7.9kReads9.2Score647Shelves
17. 117 陷 Falling into Our Love 陷入我们的热恋 Lin Dongye林冬也Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted [Rebirth / Pure Love / Healing / Mutual Redemption / Youth and School Life / Direct, Open Romance] A new transfer student, Jiang Xu, arrived at Jiangcheng No. 7 High. He was tall and long-legged, with a great aura, a healing smile, and stunning looks. He was so handsome that even birds flying overhead seemed to drop from the sky. When they first met, Jiang Xu was being made to stand outside the teachers' office as punishment. Wen Mian stepped in to help him. The other boy was casual and carefree 2.3kReads8.9Score189Shelves
18. 118 愿 Wishing on the Stars 愿星星 A-Man's Darling阿瞒宝贝Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted [Love at first sight × redemption × mutual devotion × age gap × modern romance] [Stories always begin like this: the right place, the right time, completely unexpected.] Jiang Ling never imagined he’d become such a “beast,” falling for an underage girl, a little mute at that. The girl was timid, like a little rabbit, and couldn’t handle the slightest fright. Ever since Jiang Ling met this “little rabbit,” he hadn’t dared raise his voice. The old Jiang Ling: “Me, fall for some fresh little melon? 3.7kReads8.9Score496Shelves

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    Please read my review! I attend an international school overseas. The other day, I was secretly reading this novel on my phone. When I got to the heart-wrenching parts, my eyes welled up with tears, and my foreign classmates noticed. Out of curiosity, two of my friends insisted they read it too. I downloaded a VIP translation app and translated the whole book for them, telling them to be prepared to cry. Three days later, one of my friends came to me and said it was quite good, not heart-wrenching at all. A week later, during class, she suddenly kept her head down and sobbing, her eyes still red. The teacher asked her what was wrong, but she didn't say. After class, she came to me, crying uncontrollably, asking why I let her read such a sad book. The other friend was secretly reading it in bed at night, crying so loudly that her mom found out. Her mom thought she was being bullied, and she didn't come to school the next day. It was truly heartbreaking; I even got my parents called in because of it! [Laughing and crying][crying]

19. 119 快 Quick Transmigration: Scumbag Boyfriend Roleplay System 快穿：渣男扮演系统 Mountains and Rivers Send Their Regards山河寄君Two Male Leads571k WordsCompleted [A touch of a harem vibe / seme-focused / beautiful gong / cannon-fodder shou / scum turns into the one who got away / unrequited love / not clean] Ye An binds himself to a Scumbag Roleplaying System and travels to different worlds, playing the money-hungry, vain ex-boyfriend of each protagonist shou. His role is to be exposed by the protagonist gong, get face-slapped, and finally suffer the consequences of his own actions before making a perfect exit. World One: The beautiful young master of a 1.9kReads8.9Score138Shelves

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    This story isn't about clean romance. It's really tragic; the protagonist dies after completing a mission in each world.

20. 120 错 Reborn After Being Tortured to Death in a Wrongful Marriage 错嫁被磨磋死后，我重生了 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢Ancient Romance8k WordsCompleted I Died After Being Worn Down by a Mistaken Marriage, Then I Was Reborn 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Angst is a form of emotional torture.

21. 121 你 Can You Come Back? 你可以，回来吗 Don't Leave in Autumn别秋去Modern Romance81k WordsCompleted Please don’t read this. It’s my cringey middle-school-era writing. orz Please don’t read it, it’ll make you cringe for sure. Please don’t read it, please don’t. I’m begging you. Middle-school-level writing + a painfully clichéd plot. orz orz orz 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It was so heartbreaking, I cried for a long time last night. [Crying]

22. 122 替 The Substitute 替身 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢8k WordsCompleted Substitute 799Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 123 老 My Husband Told Me to Get Lost, Then Regretted It When I Left 老公让我滚，我走了他又后悔了 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢10k WordsCompleted My husband told me to get lost. I left, and now he regrets it. 15Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 124 重 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character 重生后，女配的我被团宠了 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted Warning: This is not a female-lead power fantasy about revealing a secret identity. If that’s what you’re looking for, you can leave. [Some angst + reborn + adored by everyone + sweet romance + variety show] In her previous life, after the youngest daughter of Beijing’s wealthy Lu family went missing, they blamed their eldest daughter, Lu Yinghan, for failing to look after her little sister and drove her out. Lu Yinghan made her own way in life, but on her twentieth birthday, she was diagnosed w 133kReads9.2Score11.1kShelves

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    The first book is definitely a heart-wrenching tale of family ties. The family regrets their actions, but the heroine, having regained her senses, doesn't look back, doesn't hold grudges, and everyone is at peace. From the very first chapter, I felt sorry for the heroine. She was so young and didn't live long. Every chapter where she returned to her childhood made me cry. No matter how much her family tries to make amends, the heroine doesn't deserve forgiveness. My eyes were red from crying. Five-year-old Lu Xuanyao was a child who could be immature and willful, but seven-year-old Lu Yinghan wasn't a child who had to be sensible and not willful. Sensible children don't get the rewards. The tears just wouldn't stop. In her previous life, Lu Yinghan was driven away by the Lu family for not taking good care of her younger sister. At 13, she suffered greatly to survive, and on her 20th birthday, she was diagnosed with a terminal illness and died before she could enjoy happiness. Reborn, Lu Yinghan returned to her seven-year-old self. She no longer humbly tried to please her indifferent family.

25. 125 快 Quick Transmigration: The Irresistible Beauty and the Big Shots' Great Regret 快穿万人迷：各路大佬齐聚火葬场 Qiao Mu Nan Zhi乔木南栀Modern Romance507k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Favorite + Winning Everyone Over + Mindless Villain-Smashing Wish Fulfillment + Love Rivals + Regret and Redemption + Scheming Green-Tea Beauty + No Male Lead (Some Worlds Have Non-Endgame Couples)] When Wen Lichu, a camellia spirit who had thrown the Three Realms into chaos, was accidentally injured as the Demon Lord led his forces in an assault on the Immortal Realm to abduct someone, her soul became bound to the Comeback and Villain-Smashing System 0809. Thus began her journey thr 6.4kReads9.1Score478Shelves

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    It's a quick transmigration story where the protagonist fakes his death to leave the small world. It's so heartbreaking, with a melodramatic plot, but it really makes me cry.

26. 126 高 The Day After the College Entrance Exam, I Was Going to Confess, but He Said He’d Fallen for My Sister 高考完第二天准备告白，他说爱上我妹妹了 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢6k WordsCompleted The day after the college entrance exams, I was going to confess to him, but he said he had fallen in love with my younger sister. 2Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 127 我 After I Died, They All Regretted It 我死后，他们都悔疯了 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢9k WordsCompleted After I died, they all went mad with regret. 12Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 128 她 After She Died, the Capital's Crown Prince Went Mad with Grief in the Snow 她死后，京圈太子爷在雪地哭疯了 Zhiyu Nanyuan栀羽南鸢Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted [Tragic romance + childhood sweethearts + physical and emotional torment + the hero’s long road to winning her back + a tearjerker for late-night reading] The day Jiang Wan was diagnosed with stomach cancer, Quan Xiuyuan forced her to kneel and eat slops, then cruelly destroyed her cancer medication. Jiang Wan was falsely accused of plagiarism. Quan Xiuyuan fanned the flames, ruining her career and destroying her reputation. Jiang Wan had loved Quan Xiuyuan for ten years, but he had always belie 1.7kReads6.5Score104Shelves

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    The female lead is diagnosed with cancer, but the male lead doesn't believe it. He and the vicious female supporting character humiliate her, force her to eat swill, and even break her leg. It's incredibly melodramatic and outrageous.

29. 129 离 After the Divorce, My Husband Regretted It 离婚后，丈夫悔了 Stealing a Moment of Pleasure半晌贪欢7k WordsCompleted After the Divorce, Her Husband Regretted It 3Reads—Score—Shelves
30. 130 患 Reborn After Cancer, I Refuse Treatment. What Are You All Crying For? 患癌重生后我不治了，你们哭什么 Orange橙子Modern Romance550k WordsCompleted Jiang Ning is the real heiress everyone despises. They all wish she were dead. She was kidnapped by her enemy and raised by them, beaten, scolded, and abused from childhood. When she finally returned to the Jiang family in her teens, she thought she would at last have parents and brothers who loved her. Instead, she was met with her parents’ disgust, her brothers’ hatred, and her fiancé falling for someone else. They gave all their love to the sweet, fragile adopted daughter. Jiang Ning coul 713Reads5.6Score102Shelves

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    So touching, has everyone seen it?

31. 131 他 He Went to Bury Him 他去葬他 Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth吃史粘牙Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted He wanted to leave with his beloved, but they only smiled and brushed their nose against his. When he opened his eyes again, he had hit his head against his beloved's gravestone. Letters lay scattered across the ground in front of it. He gazed at the white snow and the yellowed tombstone. Afraid his beloved would be too lonely on the journey, he brought a vast sweep of periwinkles to bury them. [The romance is mutual, with neither side being coy] [Chapters 1 and 2 are terrible. I'll come back an 204Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The first book features a quiet yet poignant twist, with one character dying and the other surviving. The second book is a ensemble piece: Dr. Wen, who became a doctor for his wife but couldn't save her; Lin Yijing, who watched his beloved's ribs shatter and her heart pierced with a blunt instrument; Yi Pinglan, who has guarded her lover's grave for decades; and a wedding held at a funeral. The main character ultimately jumps into the sea.

32. 132 江 Jiang Chuze, I Won’t Love You Anymore 江楚泽，我不会爱你了 Xiangli Xiaoxin香梨笑心Modern Romance722k WordsCompleted Everyone knows that An Ruoxuan, the beautiful eldest daughter of the An family in Xingdu, chased after the cold-faced young master of the Jiang family in Beicheng from the time they were children. She tried every way she could to cling to him, earning a reputation as his little shadow and a stalker. But then the aloof young master got together with Su Munan, An Ruoxuan's best friend... Eight years later, Jiang Chuze turned around and married An Ruoxuan. She thought she was going to heaven, but i 1.5kReads8.5Score101Shelves

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    Having read over 6000 books by Tomato, this is the most heart-wrenching one I've ever read. The female lead, male lead, and second male lead all die. The male lead, because of his country and family, used the female lead to exchange for the second female lead, resulting in the female lead being raped by the second male lead. Later, the female lead jumped off a cliff and was saved by the second male lead, who then began to abuse her—inhuman torture, it was so tragic. Later, the second male lead instructed the female lead to seduce the male lead and steal trade secrets. The second male lead couldn't stand the female lead being with the male lead, so the female lead left with the second male lead. After leaving, she became pregnant, and in the end, the second male lead committed suicide, the female lead jumped off a cliff, and the male lead died with her.

33. 133 他 He Loved Me When He Was Nineteen 他早在十九岁爱过我 Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth吃史粘牙Two Male Leads119k WordsOngoing [No Weak Bottom + Quiet Angst + Ensemble Cast, Bad Ending + Not Too Angsty + Understated Family Bonds] Dr. Wen went into medicine for his wife, but still couldn’t save her. Lin Yijing watched the person he loved smash through his ribs and grind a blunt instrument through his heart. Yi Pinglan spent decades keeping watch at his beloved’s grave. “My love, he loved me when he was nineteen.” Shen Qingci stood beneath a clear blue sky, wrapped in a warm, gentle breeze, smiling as he resolutely wen 24Reads—Score—Shelves
34. 134 吴 Wu Xie Defeated the Wang Family, Yet Lost Everything 吴邪赢了汪家，却输得一无所有 Jing Yu静玗Female-Channel Fanfiction445k WordsCompleted She never knew until the day she died that Xie Yuchen’s death was a lie. Clutching his coin, she stood until dawn, thinking she had to wait for the ending on his behalf. But she died protecting Li Cu from the Wang family’s blades. As she closed her eyes, she still hoped she would get to tell him, “We won.” She never even got to say, “I miss you.” Wu Erbai had protected her for over twenty years, afraid she would follow in her mother’s footsteps. Yet he could only watch her fall into a pool of bl 384Reads—Score106Shelves

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    1. The female lead's love interest is Xie Yuchen. Xie Yuchen faked his death to uncover the undercover agent. After that, the female lead seemed like a different person. She eventually learned the truth about her parents, single-handedly stormed the Wang family, and died in her brother Wu Xie's arms, missing her last moments with Xie Yuchen. 2. Xiao Hua never met Xie Chen, but Xiao Ge and the Blind Man did. It's inevitable; people always remember the first ray of light in their hearts. So, in the final life-or-death situation, Xie Wuyu lost his gamble. Blame Xie Chen's ruthlessness, Xiao Ge and the Blind Man's indifference, Xie Wuyu's misplaced trust, and the common sense of the world. Xie Wuyu gambled that Xiao Ge and the Blind Man could let go of the past; Xie Chen gambled that Xiao Ge and the Blind Man wouldn't forget him. But they were fixated on the past Xie Chen, abandoning the present Xiao Taiyang. So, in the final life-or-death situation, Xiao Taiyang ultimately lost. Who's to blame? They wanted Xie Chen back, and he did! You got what you wanted, so what are you grieving for? People always want more; when will the human heart be satisfied? If everyone cherished the present, how could there be so many tragedies in this world? The white moonlight that can never return will always remain white moonlight; the red rose that dies at its most beautiful moment will always remain a red rose. Humans are greedy; it's human nature. Who can we blame? Sigh. 3. You are all liars, all liars! Parents were killed by ghosts, sister was killed by ghosts, and Mu Yu died with her eyes wide open. Sister's last words weren't finished, were they? The scene was utterly absurd. The wounds on the two pillars were very different. The sister's body was mostly covered in ice crystals, with only one fatal cut; she died from lung necrosis and excessive blood loss. Mu Yu's body had almost no ice crystals, but was covered in cuts of all sizes. The most numerous cuts were particularly horrifying, deep enough to expose bone. How could this be? She knew that Muyu's breathing technique was a bit strange, inhaling very little air, so she shouldn't have inhaled the ice crystals and damaged her lungs. Her sister's Flower Breathing required extremely strong lung capacity, inhaling a lot of air. Therefore, Muyu, who was good at dodging, was helping her sister take those cuts. But because of that demon's Blood Demon Art, her sister inevitably inhaled the ice crystals. The words her sister didn't finish saying... Contained the ending that Kocho Shinobu had already deduced. That Upper Moon demon was torturing two female Pillars. Her sister. Her two most beloved sisters. Toyed with all night, cruelly tormented to death. Muyu didn't close her eyes until she died, probably blaming herself for not being able to protect her sister. Her sister didn't say these words until she died, and she couldn't bear to let Kocho Shinobu know the cruel truth. But... She was very smart. She saw it. Yes, those two gentle sisters, those two sisters that even demons pitied... Actually encountered the powerful demon who tortured them. You pitied demons, and you were tortured all night by your own hands!

35. 135 N No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO！我才不要继承财产！ Chen Ww陈WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 9.1kReads9.1Score621Shelves

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    I cried so much after finishing this book that my eyes were swollen. The female lead is reborn with a stomach ailment, and her family is also reborn, but they can't make up for her childhood. She suffered a lot as a child, being bullied and neglected by her family, etc. (It's a story I read a while ago, so I don't remember the details clearly). Her best friend even went on a mission to save her, but ultimately didn't live past 25. Her Guan Chenlin will never have his Awen again.

36. 136 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Days of Being Everyone’s Favorite 盗墓：当团宠的日子 Jin Jiuyue金九月Mystery167k WordsCompleted [The Grave Robbers' Chronicles Series + Everyone's Darling + Heartthrob + No Female Lead + No System + Everyday-Life “Sweet Little Story”] Wu Yu is an orphan in name only. Why do I say that? Although he has no mom or dad, he was actually raised for over a decade by “two dads” and “an uncle.” All three men insisted on calling themselves his older brothers, and together they raised him until he was thirteen. One dad is Zhang Qiling, the other is Hei Xiazi, and the uncle is Xie Yuchen. Since these 4.7kReads9.3Score775Shelves
37. 137 鬼 Demon Slayer: Sis, Want to Play Dead Together? 鬼灭：姐姐，一起诈尸吗？ Another Hope另一个希望Anime Fanfiction653k WordsOngoing [No romance + family and friendship + focus on the Kocho Sisters and their bond at the Butterfly Mansion + canon pairings written according to my mood + not a wish-fulfillment story + lots of original settings + the heroine is literally a soul + all nine Hashira are present + making up for regrets] Mu Yu hadn’t even finished reading the manga when she transmigrated. And to top it off, she became Shinobu’s second older sister. As everyone knows, being an older sister is a high-risk profession. Sh 964Reads8.2Score126Shelves
38. 138 强 Possessed by Force, I Can’t Escape the Devil 强势占有，遇上恶魔逃不掉 A Dreamlike Yellow Millet黄粱一萌Modern Romance570k WordsCompleted The twin sisters, who had only just come into the world, should have been born to lives of privilege. But a malicious plot abruptly changed the course of their fate. The younger sister was abandoned at the hospital, and from then on her life took a completely different path. The elder sister was like a beautiful flower in a greenhouse, basking in her parents’ love as she grew into a young heiress admired by all. But the younger sister was taken back to the countryside by a woman who worked as a 17.8kReads7.2Score773Shelves

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    I had to watch it all in one go, without eating, drinking, or sleeping! Ugh, I'm getting dark circles under my eyes! [Sad emoji]

39. 139 恶 Demon War God, Stop Playing with Me 恶魔战少别玩我 A Dreamlike Yellow Millet黄粱一萌Modern Romance534k WordsCompleted The new book’s rating is very low at first, but it will gradually rise. To get revenge on Su Qingqiu, Zhan Tingxiao forced himself on Zhan Wan, then handed her over to his archenemy, Li Jintian. The man seemed gentle and considerate toward Zhan Wan, but he was hiding an even greater scheme. He deliberately tricked Zhan Wan into thinking she was pregnant. Before the baby was full term, he forced a doctor to take it out. The premature infant drove Zhan Wan to a mental breakdown. Her intelligence r 15.3kReads6.2Score547Shelves
40. 140 他 He's Always So Good at Sweet-Talking Her 他惯会哄她 Chong Qiwu重栖梧Modern Romance276k WordsCompleted [Two Top Students x Childhood Friends x Mutual Devotion x Tragedy] Sunny ray of sunshine x Double-Standard Top Student Jiang Shiyuan was the brightest sun in Pei Zhiheng's world. They made many promises at seventeen, but the words "I'll be with you forever" were buried along with her in late autumn. The plane tree leaves had yet to fall from the branches in late autumn when Jiang Shiyuan's life came to an end. [My name is Jiang Shiyuan. Shi, as in time, and Yuan, as in wish. Pei Zhiheng.] [J 813Reads8.0Score103Shelves

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    A very good, tragic novel; the female lead gets sick and dies.

41. 141 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4kShelves

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    The second book has no female lead, and both are extremely angsty.

42. 142 栖 The God Who Dwells in the Wild 栖野神明 The Dramatic Genius Girl天才少女抓马Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted [Sweet on the Outside, Dark on the Inside True Heiress × Charming Male Siren, Happy Puppy] [Campus Ensemble Cast | Healing Each Other | About More Than Romance] [Two Endings | Check the Content Warnings | The Extra Chapters and Main Story Complement Each Other] - Zhou Qiye first saw Chen Suiyi when they brushed past each other at the elevator. At first glance, he thought she was beautiful. At second glance, she looked like a little nun. Everyone noticed the string of prayer beads on her left han 5.4kReads9.3Score682Shelves

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    Ah, don't let its sweet romance and carefree school life fool you; the female lead is actually deeply mired in pain throughout. At 18, she's at the top of her game in every way, a warm and comforting presence for others. But she herself is forever stuck at eighteen. Seeing her (the young lady) lying in the hospital bed truly shocked and broke my heart. She was always strong, dignified, and proud, yet she died there. The male lead is initially unaware of her death. He's consumed by grief, dreaming of her returning. But upon waking, her friends, no longer wanting to deceive him, tell him she's dead and will never return. Ah, my description isn't very good, but the later parts are incredibly heartbreaking! 😢😢

43. 143 身 As a Police Officer, Isn't It Only Reasonable to Have a Few More Skills? 身为警察，多会点技能很合理吧 Ju Jiuzhi桔九织Mystery638k WordsCompleted A new work is here! You can read my stories on Tomato Novel. I hope you enjoy them. Your support is what keeps me writing, and I'll do my best to tell every story well! 7kReads9.1Score617Shelves
44. 144 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score385Shelves
45. 145 白 After the Snow Falls, the Face of Guanyin 白雪落尽观音面 Ying Zai1988鹰仔1988Modern Romance383k WordsOngoing [ALS + mental illness + the whole family wiped out + dying with hatred. The first part is a heartbreaking tragedy. The bonus story then brings back the second-generation heroine for revenge.] She was hailed as the goddess of Rongcheng's medical community, with the face of Guanyin. After believing slanderous rumors, he personally crushed her wings and took away her surgical scalpel, locking her in a cramped attic where he abused her day and night. He destroyed the Tong family, killed her father a 279Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The female doctor is banned from practicing medicine, suffers from domestic violence, ALS, runs away to have a baby, and has a terrible tragic ending. Will it be heartbreaking to watch?

46. 146 原 It Turns Out There’s No Light in the Deep Sea 原来深海没有光 Pian Qian翩浅Modern Romance233k WordsCompleted Girls from the south, most of them love the romance of snow drifting through a northern winter night. But what they don't know is that once the snow has fallen, howling winds soon follow. In an instant, they sweep away all the romance, exposing the bone-chilling cold beneath. 193Reads8.5Score—Shelves
47. 147 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 21.2kReads9.5Score1.9kShelves

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    For these, the second one might be too tear-jerking for those who are easily moved to tears. 😁

48. 148 系 The Department Beauty Can't Win Over the Campus Queen 系花追不上校花 Tang Yanli糖言礼Two Female Leads367k WordsCompleted Dual female leads: Gu Weixi, an innocent college girl, × Bai Qingwan, an elegant older woman with high emotional intelligence. Law student Gu Weixi pursues campus beauty Bai Qingwan. Expect plenty of push and pull, sweetness and angst, and a deeply painful romance. Read with caution if you’re sensitive. This is a sad ending. Even after a year of pretending to be a couple, Gu Weixi still couldn’t win Bai Qingwan over. The two only crossed paths because Bai Qingwan urgently needed money... 741Reads8.1Score100Shelves

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    The main text matches, but the side stories have stopped updating.

49. 149 魅 [Quick Transmigration] That's Not How You Use a Succubus! 【快穿】魅魔不是这么用的啊喂 Little Li Fish小黎鱼Two Male Leads1.2M WordsCompleted Completed [Two Male Leads, Quick Transmigration, 1v1, Bottom-Centric, Fake Angst for the Top, Skilled Acting, Over-the-Top Drama (Bad Endings in the Small Worlds, Happy Ending Overall)] Su Lin is a novice incubus who loves playing with people's feelings. After turning the male protagonist of a male-oriented novel gay, the furious Lord God tossed him into a universally hated mission because... In this series of missions, the System keeps inexplicably giving the Host all sorts of deadly buffs. 21.2kReads9.4Score2.5kShelves

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    Seriously, I'm going to cry so much, but I need to be patient.

50. 150 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 27.2kReads9.6Score3.1kShelves

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