He Loved Me When He Was Nineteen

Name: He Loved Me When He Was Nineteen
Author: Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth

他早在十九岁爱过我

by Eating History Until It Sticks to Your Teeth (吃史粘牙)

Status: Ongoing
Length: 119k Words
Genre: Two Male Leads
Updated: 9mo ago
Source: Fanqie

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Synopsis

[No Weak Bottom + Quiet Angst + Ensemble Cast, Bad Ending + Not Too Angsty + Understated Family Bonds]

Dr. Wen went into medicine for his wife, but still couldn’t save her. Lin Yijing watched the person he loved smash through his ribs and grind a blunt instrument through his heart. Yi Pinglan spent decades keeping watch at his beloved’s grave.

“My love, he loved me when he was nineteen.”

Shen Qingci stood beneath a clear blue sky, wrapped in a warm, gentle breeze, smiling as he resolutely went in search of freedom.

[Shen x Bai]

She fell from the twenty-seventh floor into someone’s arms. The white bird from her dream flew down, transforming into the wedding flower at the ceremony.

She said yes to his proposal.

It was a wedding at a funeral, with the blaring suona playing the wedding music amid overwhelming grief and joy.

[Yu x Sheng]

There are some kinds of suffering in this world that love cannot ease.

And the quiet one finds while making their way through the sorrows of life can hardly be stirred by love.

“If you cripples want in too, then come on.”

It’s just a worthless body. There’s nothing to regret.

[Leng Xuanli]

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