Two Male Leads, Campus Youth, Tragic Ending. Make It Hurt! 双男（be文）校园青春，求虐！

1. 1 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 12.6kReads8.2Score2.4k14d adds

   Reader note

   The first book was relatively short; I finished it quickly, but it had a strong aftertaste, which lowered my score. The second book was excellent; the author's writing is superb.

2. 2 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.9kReads9.7Score19.5k14d adds
3. 3 把 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Among Half a Cup of Clouds半盏云里Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 270Reads8.8Score18214d adds

   Reader note

   These books are all very angst-inducing.

4. 4 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 23kReads8.1Score4k14d adds
5. 5 周 Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了 Ten-Line Que十行阙Two Male Leads219k WordsCompleted [Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf. 19.7kReads9.3Score3k14d adds
6. 6 顾 Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安 Autumn Soul of a Thousand Years千岁秋魄Two Male Leads63k WordsCompleted Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the 1.5kReads8.4Score14014d adds

   Reader note

   Extremely angsty, a short story of 16 chapters. A brutally honest and agonizing tale from beginning to end. Gu Zhen Huai'an, a dream of Huai'an, a fleeting joy. A story of someone who uses another as a substitute, only to be relentlessly tormented in return! Younger man/older woman relationship + substitute + wife-chasing drama + revenge against scumbags!

7. 7 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 15.5kReads9.2Score1.2k14d adds

   Reader note

   The little fish never swam out of the abyss. But in reality, Yu An was an optimistic, charming, and gentle whale. Whales suffocate at a depth of 6,400 meters. She lived in the deep sea from birth. From sea to abyss. From life to death. A whale falls into the abyss. The second novel is "Lemon's Remaining Works" by Lemon. Her other novels are also all tragic, very heart-wrenching! Highly recommend reading them!!! The first one isn't a school novel, the second one is.

8. 8 某 Someone: From the Start, I Took Down Qi Jiahao 某某：开局制裁齐嘉豪 Victor of the Demonic Path魔之胜者Two Male Leads106k WordsOngoing A certain fanfic about Qi Jiahao and Ji Huanyu: You’re about to meet your strictest mother! No angst in the whole story. Qi Jiahao never said those words, so Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s relationship was never discovered. There was no separation, and no heartbreak. Everyone gets a happy ending, except Qi Jiahao and Ji Huanyu. It’s mainly about the happy everyday moments of being in love, from school days to the wedding. It’s ridiculously sweet, so have your insulin ready. 606Reads—Score10014d adds

   Reader note

   This book is so good, Sister So-and-so, you should definitely read it!

9. 9 第 The Twelfth Love Letter 第十二封情书 371Two Male Leads78k WordsCompleted [Top-quality novel + two male leads + unrequited love + short story + coming of age + tragic ending + school life + letters] [What am I? A grain of sand among ten thousand generations, A stone this big. I can love this version of myself too., “I,” Leslie Cheung] A story of unrequited love: no getting close, no confession, and certainly no mutual affection. It's silence, a secret, a treasure. It's the wild madness of youth, with no regrets. 1.2kReads9.0Score25714d adds

   Reader note

   The twelfth love letter 💌

10. 10 两 Two Branches 两枝桠头 Lychee Sweet Without a Branch荔不枝甜Two Male Leads101k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + salvation + tragic romance + tragic ending] Before meeting Li Chu, Jiang Ge planned to live until he was twenty, then end his own life. They were each other's only reason to keep living. From a narrow crack, they fought desperately to catch a glimpse of the light. But just as their lives were getting back on track, the arrival of their adoptive father shattered their fragile peace. The night Jiang Ge was struck in a vital spot, he whispered in Li Chu's right ear, “Chuchu, I 142Reads8.0Score10014d adds

    Reader note

    Two men, be, abuse article

11. 11 偷 Crying in Secret 偷偷哭泣 Yan Zhou雁舟Two Male Leads368k WordsCompleted A little story with a bittersweet ending. [Angst, mutual healing, secret love, two male leads, bad ending] That summer, Xin Chen was saved by a boy through a twist of fate. The boy smiled and asked him, “Don’t you remember me?” Xin Chen stared at him, bewildered. “Have we... met?” Later, Xin Chen found out on the school confession page that the boy was called Chi Chuan. From then on, checking the page every day for news about him became part of Xin Chen’s routine. He hoped more than anything tha 504Reads—Score11714d adds
12. 12 他 The Musclebound Gym Bro Fell First 他一个健身猛男先动心了 Ji Yu姬雩Two Male Leads666k WordsCompleted Yang Shuheng has lived for eighteen years and has never doubted that he is straight as an arrow. He has had girlfriends, is obsessed with working out, and has built a nicely defined body with a layer of soft muscle. His life has always been mapped out: Go to college, date, graduate, get a job, and follow the usual path through life. That is, until the first day of school. Outside the dorm building, he runs into Bao Yuhuai, wearing a white tank top. Sunlight falls across his firm, graceful muscle 1.5kReads8.5Score16314d adds

    Reader note

    For campus angst novels, check out this one!

13. 13 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.6kReads8.6Score39314d adds
14. 14 穿 I Transmigrated into a Eunuch and Met a Prince in the Cold Palace 穿成真太监后遇到一个冷宫皇子 Qian Zhizi千栀子Two Male Leads359k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads, No Female Lead!!! CP: Eunuch and Cold Palace Prince] Who would have thought my girlfriend's curse would actually come true? What do you do when you transmigrate into the body of a real eunuch? I feel like crying three times a day. But then I ran into a lame prince confined to the cold palace, and happened to witness this seemingly innocent but secretly ruthless kid in the middle of killing someone. Without even realizing it, I somehow flirted with him and got him acting strange. 14kReads9.5Score2.3k14d adds

    Reader note

    The ceiling is so hard to close! A tragic ending, it's heartbreaking.

15. 15 左 Go Left at the Light, Right at the Crossing 左灯右行 Young Master of the Zhu Family竹家少爷Two Male Leads330k WordsCompleted “Who are you in my eyes? Who do you want me to stand in for? We trade each other’s joys and sorrows, and the one who loves more is always the first to cry.” “Embracing you wears you out. The one who loves more is always the first to turn false.” Liao Juntao, “Who” “I love you, and it’s like driving against the lights.” Tanya Chua, “Red High Heels” So, if two people aren’t right for each other, they shouldn’t get together in the first place. You agree, Gu Xiangbei? Character setup: A street-c 1.8kReads9.2Score26014d adds
16. 16 银 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 358Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    This is a beautifully tragic love story featuring two male leads who are both tragically abused! Highly recommended! You'll almost cry by the end!

17. 17 死 Still Waters, Cold as Death 死水薄凉 Frostblade Fish霜刀鱼Two Male Leads99k WordsCompleted [Scumbag Top x World-Weary Bottom] [Mad Dog x Mad Dog] [Forced Love] [Tragedy] The world had never been so dull. It all began when Xu Yanzhi picked up the countdown. Xu Yanzhi, a rich second-generation layabout who did nothing but coast through life and wait to die, encountered Li Yan after he returned to the country ten years later. Forced to tear open his wounds, Xu Yanzhi gradually let his true nature show. I’m done pretending. I actually hate this world. I set fires, hurt people, and framed 831Reads8.7Score11014d adds

    Reader note

    I'm so crying! [Crying][crying]

18. 18 滚 Get Lost! The School Heartthrob Forces Me to Get a Marriage Certificate 滚呐！开学校草竟强拉我领结婚证 Guangwu Anwen光武暗文Two Male Leads117k WordsOngoing [One Pursues, the Other Flees] [Forced Love] [Extreme Contrast] Same-sex marriage is legal in this world. After a game of dares, school bully Bai Ze ends up marrying the campus heartthrob, Xiang Nian. He thinks Xiang Nian will refuse, but Xiang Nian agrees to register their marriage that very day. What's more, this school bully is registered as the wife! Although divorce comes with a three-month cooling-off period, Xiang Nian doesn't intend to stay cool for even a single day. "Get lost! Who want 2.4kReads—Score47314d adds

    Reader note

    Be sure to read this one! Very nice

19. 19 铜 The Bronze Sparrow Locks the Golden Hairpin 铜雀锁金钗 Brewing Tea with Life's Flavors世味煮茶Two Male Leads320k WordsCompleted To love someone painfully is to wish you could lock them away with a golden lock. The first time Duan Yelin saw Xu Hang, he wanted to keep him locked up in a gilded cage, and that was exactly what he did. He took Xu Hang by force, the robber; Xu Hang was the helpless victim, enduring it in silence. Xu Hang was unwilling, but he wanted to live. There was still so much he hadn’t done, so in the end, he went into the Little Copper Pass. Years of entanglement. After fou 42.3kReads9.7Score12k14d adds

    Reader note

    I haven't read many campus romance novels, but you could try reading "The Bronze Sparrow Locks the Golden Hairpin," because you never know when your tears will fall.

20. 20 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 89Reads8.4Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    "I came when spring was not here, but when I left, spring was in full bloom"—Gu Lan's book is incredibly heart-wrenching and super good; highly recommended.

21. 21 病 Two Seasons of Spring, Lost to Illness 病死的两季春 July Peak Season七月旺季Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted [Older love interest + bittersweet angst + mutual redemption + happy ending (maybe not) + pure love + dominant male lead POV] “Brother, we’ve had such a hard life in this one. Maybe in our next life, we should become two beautiful butterflies, free to go wherever we want.” “We could be free for our whole lives, never suffer again, never be left wandering from place to place, and just stay by each other’s side…” 215Reads—Score4514d adds

    Reader note

    So beautiful, it made me cry! [Crying emoji]

22. 22 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 854Reads9.2Score11414d adds

    Reader note

    Both are great, highly recommended, you should check them out.

23. 23 默 Silently, I Thought It Was a Song 默以为歌 Ten Tides十汐Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted Short-tempered, childish top × stubborn beauty bottom (One-on-one + a huge bucket of melodrama + no regard for morals + rekindled love) If it's not for you, just leave. Don't force yourself to read. Yuan Moyan was a ray of light in Ning Ge's heart. But Yuan only saw him as the cuckoo who had taken over another bird's nest. He hated and despised him, and wanted him gone. By the time all the misunderstandings were cleared up, Ning Ge had already left, sick and frail. Only then did Yuan realize he 279Reads8.4Score—14d adds
24. 24 A ABO: A Record of the Aloof School Heartthrob's Secret Love ABO高冷校草暗恋实录 Shuo Ju烁桔Two Male Leads364k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Two male leads + ABO + healing] Lu Xu was a blond troublemaker who pretended to be an Alpha. He was famous for being hard to deal with, and everyone at the university gave him a wide berth and called him Brother Lu. But only Lu Xu knew the truth: he was a little Omega. Lu Xu thought he could keep up the act and stay on top forever. Then one day, his aloof, handsome classmate pinned him to his dorm bed and confessed his feelings. The pressure was intense. Jiang Shubai: “Lu, please give 14kReads9.2Score3.1k14d adds
25. 25 三 Three Realms Middleman: Raising a Husband in Ancient Times 三界倒爷：古代养夫郎 Chosen One23天选23Two Male Leads176k WordsCompleted (Starting from Scratch: Farming and Raising a Husband) He Xiao is a mercenary feared throughout the rainforest at Dalian Pass, the infamous Lord Xiao of the lawless borderlands, and the ruler of diamond and jade mines. One day, his cultivation-obsessed father gives him an ancient jade, and he becomes bound to the [Three Realms Space System]. He can not only see through everything, but also travel bodily at will between the modern world, another world, and ancient times! The very first time he st 1.4kReads—Score36714d adds

    Reader note

    I can't bring myself to torture him.

26. 26 大 A Powerful Figure Transmigrates to Ancient Times and Dotes Only on His Poor Little Husband 大佬穿越古代独宠可怜小夫郎 Chosen One23天选23Two Male Leads483k WordsCompleted (Transmigration, supernatural abilities, food, farming, devoted romance, 1v1, sweet romance) Han Mo transmigrates with supernatural abilities and starts from the bottom, with an empty house and just a few acres of poor farmland. His master has even arranged a poor husband for him. What can he do? He’ll take care of him! With his wood-type powers, he’ll make a fortune. Let them look down on us: we’ll show them how well we can thrive. 786Reads—Score—14d adds
27. 27 你 You Said We'd Grow Old Together 你说与子偕老 Longing to the Bone&入骨相思&Two Male Leads123k WordsCompleted Heard that an ice-cold beauty had transferred to the class next door, Tong Kang started waiting on the way home from school every day, hoping to talk to him. Tong Kang: Hey, I'm from the class next door. My name's Tong Kang. What's yours? Huai Ci: ... Tong Kang: Hey, why won't you talk to me? Huai Ci: ... Tong Kang: You got bullied and wouldn't even call out for me to save you. Do you hate me that much? Tong Kang was so angry he stopped talking to him altogether. Huai Ci's thoughts: That' 103Reads8.1Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    Sweet at first, then heartbreaking, tragic ending.

28. 28 我 I Want to Leave 我想走 Little Fox Cub狐狸崽崽崽Two Male Leads161k WordsCompleted After ten years of marriage on paper, Yu Shuyi still couldn’t make it to the end of the contract. At first, he begged his husband to look at him, just once. Later, he begged his husband to come home and have a meal with him. In the end, he begged him to let him go. He said there was a saying: Better a brief pain than a long one. So I’ve let myself go. Please let go of me, too. I’m not asking you to love me or forgive me. I’m only asking you to let me go. Don’t save me anymore… Setting: Same-sex 4.2kReads8.4Score39914d adds

    Reader note

    It was alright, I didn't get too into it. I only read a couple of chapters on the Jinjiang channel; the ending was a sad ending: "I killed my lover with my own hands, —"

29. 29 最 The Final Seventy Days 最后七十天 Everlasting Peace and Joy长乐永安Two Male Leads57k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + tragic ending + unrequited love + healing + quiet everyday life] [Gentle older brother Shen Qingzhou & Huang Yixing, who has albinism] After growing up wild and free in the countryside for twelve years, he was suddenly told he was an illegitimate child. Less than two days after his mother died, Shen Qingzhou was taken to live in the city by his biological father. Six years later, he was diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer. His final wish in life was to return to the pla 220Reads8.1Score10014d adds

    Reader note

    It's really heart-wrenching, I recommend watching it.

30. 30 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 26.4kReads9.1Score4.7k14d adds
31. 31 情 A Guide to Sweet Talk 情话指南 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads302k WordsCompleted A flirtatious green-tea beauty who barely speaks vs. a slightly dim-witted, spoiled puppy The serious blurb: My beloved is perfect in every way. His only flaw is that he doesn’t love me. As a veteran simp, I spent ten thousand yuan to bring my beloved home and keep him. I have to pamper him and give him his allowance on time, or he’ll stage a dramatic runaway. One day, I really ran out of money and couldn’t give him his allowance. Would he still stay by my side? As it turned out, he had more mo 7.2kReads9.2Score77514d adds
32. 32 莫 Do No Harm 莫伤 God Says We're Strangers神说陌路Two Male Leads308k WordsCompleted Deception + hypocrisy + BE Happy memories, his parents’ affection, and his older brother’s care had all been nothing but a dream, a delusion. “After you get married, I don’t want to see him live a happy life. He doesn’t deserve it.” Those were the words Mo Shang’s father said to Lu Yancheng in person on their wedding day. Because he looked like his maternal grandparents, his own mother despised him, his older brother bullied him, and neither of his parents loved him. “What kind of person do you 229Reads6.0Score—14d adds
33. 33 光 Light and Shadow: An Untitled Two-Way Journey 光与影：未命名的双向轨迹 Dream Listener on Tiger Mountain虎山听梦Two Male Leads201k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads*Campus Romance*Mutual Healing: Ye Shen & Meng Cheng] “I don’t want an apple.” Meng Cheng gently ran his fingers through Ye Shen’s hair, his voice low and tender. “I’m thinking about what our home will be like someday.” Ye Shen opened his eyes and looked at Meng Cheng’s chin, so close to his own. A smile curled his lips. “As long as there’s a bed, a computer, and you, that’s enough.” Ye Shen: “The lady at the supermarket asked if we were a couple.” Meng Cheng: “What did you say?” 6Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    Campus romance, top student

34. 34 情 Deep Love for Jiang Gong 情重姜肱 Xu Lin絮琳Two Male Leads235k WordsOngoing [Dual Male Leads + Bad Ending + Pure Love + Realistic Leanings + Cozy Everyday Life] Coal Ball Spirit Jiang Gong vs. Dumpling Spirit Zhou Zhong On August 15, 2082, the renowned chemist Professor Zhou Zhong passed away from illness in his hometown of Yunzhou. When Peking University's obituary was released, the students across campus wept in grief. Professor Zhou was modest and kind, rigorous in his scholarship, committed to seeking truth and practicality, and always supportive of younger scho 80Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    One should not meet someone too amazing when one is young.

35. 35 你 There Are Stars in Your Eyes 你的眼中有星星 Bald, Bumpy, Spitting Rabbit秃途吐兔Two Male Leads171k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Depression + Campus + Realistic Fiction] When Cheng Yao first met Gu Xingyang, one was a gifted, accomplished young man who seemed perfect, while the other was an unnoticed nobody. Though they seemed to belong to two different worlds, Gu Xingyang said, “We’re the same kind of person.” During military training, Cheng Yao accidentally discovered that the dazzling Gu Xingyang was, in fact, living with depression. They went through a lot together, but the cruel world kept throwing 324Reads8.3Score10314d adds

    Reader note

    They all remained silent.

36. 36 最 The Ten Years I Loved You Most: Loving You Until Death 最爱你的那十年之至死不瑜 Epilogue Embraces a Tree尾声抱木Two Male Leads145k WordsCompleted A reborn story, He Zhishu x Ai Ziyu I want to give Zhishu a bright future. Jiang Wenxu fans, stay away! Seriously, stay away! I have an absolutely enormous grudge against Jiang Wenxu. I’ll assume the worst of him and show no mercy, so Jiang Wenxu fans, please don’t come here. Don’t come to the comments to whitewash Jiang. It’s really annoying. Wasn’t my description clear enough? If you want to say that you feel sorry for Jiang or that he knew he was wrong, there are plenty of other places for th 3.8kReads9.1Score73814d adds
37. 37 最 The Final Hundred Days 最后一百天 Uncle Donald Duck from the Village Entrance村口唐老鸭Modern Romance255k WordsCompleted Please excuse the reused name. I’m a middle school student and don’t usually read novels. This book is complete, and you can choose between two endings. The story of the second heroine and the second hero: Will they end up together, or will they forget each other and go their separate ways? As long as you hold on to your conviction, the world of fiction can connect with the real world. Zhang Chengmu never backed down for Lin Ye. I hope you’ll become someone like that and meet someone like that, 255Reads—Score10014d adds
38. 38 如 If It Were Like That 如果是那样 Luo Yi A落逸啊Two Male Leads160k WordsCompleted [Power Couple] [1v1] [Both Pure] Also known as Starring: What if the story ended with an ellipsis? A flirtatious, needy top and a proud, aloof bottom with a surprising side When we meet again, we’ll be strangers in each other’s worlds. I won’t be there when the flowers bloom, so I’ll admire them all for you in another city. I’ll always leave a spot in the fridge for the food you love. My dear, you must live well, too, somewhere I can’t see. 12Reads—Score—14d adds

    Reader note

    It's a tragic story, and it's finished. [Shy]

39. 39 他 He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on 8.7kReads9.1Score2.1k14d adds
40. 40 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.2kReads9.6Score14.8k14d adds

    Reader note

    It's not a story about two men, but it's still so heartbreaking...

41. 41 听 I Heard You Have a Secret Crush on Me! 听说你在暗恋我！ Er Zai迩仔Two Male Leads367k WordsOngoing [Two Male Leads | Mutual Salvation + Secret Crush + Bittersweet Romance + School Life] A proud, vain young master with a dog’s temper VS a resilient, ambitious, taciturn top student - Yu Jian overhears a bit of gossip and, wanting to find out whether it’s true, asks the person himself. “Do you have a crush on me?!” The other boy stammers an apology. “...I’m sorry.” Yu Jian freezes. Wait, is liking him really that embarrassing?!!! -- [A pitiful puppy’s secret crush, and two pitiful puppies findi 42Reads—Score—14d adds
42. 42 入 Into Summer 入夏summer Gu Ningli顾柠樆Two Male Leads333k WordsCompleted Sunny boy x aloof beauty [Mutual love + reunion after a long separation + perfect match + both leads’ first relationship + younger man + happy ending] * Most people meet someone who radiates sunshine at some point in life, but Jiang Keshen didn’t need one. The new transfer student was just like a little sun. He suddenly became Jiang Keshen’s new deskmate and forced his way into a world that didn’t need sunshine. At first, he was annoying. But gradually, Jiang Keshen realized he hadn’t actually f 57Reads8.2Score—14d adds
43. 43 悲 Words of Sorrow 悲语 Jie Xiantang解弦棠Two Male Leads20k WordsCompleted This is a youth campus novel with two male leads, and it’s a tragic romance. Thank you for enjoying my writing, but if it’s not your cup of tea, please don’t be hurtful. If you don’t like it, please don’t disparage it. 6Reads—Score—14d adds
44. 44 融 After Melting the Iceberg, He Left 融化冰山后，他却离开了 Mo0071墨0071Two Male Leads129k WordsCompleted Shen Hong was the school’s famous ice-cold heart, and only Yang Ji could melt him. They had been inseparable for two whole years. Yang Ji didn’t know that every night, Shen Hong drew his sleeping face in a sketchbook. And Shen Hong didn’t know that Yang Ji’s sadness had appeared long before his smiles. After an argument that came out of nowhere, they still walked together as usual during PE. After walking for a long time, as if they had walked through those two years, Yang Ji said, “Let’s call i 5Reads—Score—14d adds
45. 45 嘘 Hush, Let Me Save You 嘘，让我拯救你 I'm Dying of Laughter笑不活了Two Male Leads270k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads + Angsty Suffering Bottom + Bittersweet Romance + Healing + Mutual Firsts + HE] A self-conscious, depressed, pitiful bottom VS an overbearing, theatrical, love-struck top Xu Han × Cheng Yu Synopsis: Xu Han is insecure, sensitive, timid, and meek. His social life is painfully lonely. But he wasn’t always like this. Once, he was just like an ordinary person. He was introverted, but he had close friends and a healthy social life. Then his friend left. Later, someone spent four year 643Reads8.7Score10714d adds
46. 46 救 A Love That Saves 救赎依恋 Thirty Days of Cultivation修行三旬Two Male Leads200k WordsCompleted [Saving each other + mutual first and only love + unaware of their own secret crush] A mother's debt must be repaid by her child. It's only right. But later, when the truth came to light, Ji Yu realized that the other person had already taken root in his heart. Later, Lin Zichen lay in Ji Yu's arms and asked him, “When did you fall in love with me?” Later still, Lin Zichen understood that throughout their lives, he and Ji Yu had grown attached to each other as they saved one another. 2Reads—Score—14d adds
47. 47 双 Twin Trajectories 双生轨迹 Cherry Blossoms Scattered Across the Sky樱桃散漫天Two Male Leads120k WordsCompleted [Two male leads] [Youth and school life] [Angst?] [Mutual salvation] [Black-hearted wolf in sheep’s clothing] [Wolf in sheep’s clothing with a black heart] Rich illegitimate son, wolf in sheep’s clothing seme x impoverished, insecure uke with a black heart beneath his innocent facade Song Cheng’an discovers that his new deskmate and arch-enemy has a habit of self-harm. This gives him plenty to tease him about. But, unexpectedly, seeing his arch-enemy living in such a miserable state doesn’t make 12Reads—Score—14d adds
48. 48 男 Boyfriend, Want Some Candy? 男朋友，吃糖吗 July Peak Season七月旺季Two Male Leads441k WordsCompleted “Scheming, sweet-talking, patient pursuer x hot-tempered, cocky, easily flustered recipient.” A top student dates the school bully. In a nutshell: be sweet enough, and the school bully can be yours. Be sweet enough, and you can cuddle and kiss all the way to the top. 306Reads8.2Score14214d adds
49. 49 年 The Top Student Is Once Again Pulling Me to Safety 年级第一又在捞我上岸 Chai Chai Herself柴柴本柴Two Male Leads352k WordsCompleted [Complete + two male leads + mutual salvation + childish bickering] Luo Jinfeng was the school's notorious problem student. His record of taking on six people at once still topped the forum, and nobody dared mess with him except Duan Jianzhi, the year-long number-one student. Skipping class by climbing over the wall? Duan Jianzhi intercepted him with a penalty book in hand. “Luo, three points off for being late, ten for climbing the railing.” Bottom of the year? The top student tossed him an exc 281Reads8.7Score—14d adds
50. 50 这 I Actually Know How to Solve This One 这题我真会 Silent Sheng Pact默笙契Two Male Leads656k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + School Life + Equally Matched + Healing] Has Class 7 of Grade 11 at Jinyang No. 3 High School been cursed with bad luck this year? At the start of the school year, a transfer student arrived: stunningly good-looking, "poor" grades, and the type to settle things with his fists rather than his words. Not long after, another transfer student arrived: stunningly good-looking, "poor" grades, and the type to talk things out rather than lift a finger. The two became deskmates. Everyon 275Reads9.4Score3714d adds

Other lists with Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center