Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain 有没有那种每个字都透露着绝望与痛苦的小说

1. 351 彻 Aching Tenderness 彻骨优柔 Keep This Little Bear留下这个小熊Modern Romance236k WordsCompleted [Reunion After Years Apart + Rekindled Romance + Obsessive Hero + CEO + Mutual Healing + Angst Before Sweetness + Female Lead Is Not a Virgin, Male Lead Is] Six years ago, Xu You left without saying goodbye, leaving behind only a farewell letter. Jiang Che searched for her like a madman, even threatening to kill himself. All he got in return was her saying, “If you die, I’ll finally be free.” Six years later, they meet again at a charity auction. She deliberately loops her arm through another ma 493Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The male and female protagonists are both pitiful. The female protagonist was forced to marry and broke up with the male protagonist. The male protagonist's parents were in a car accident and the female protagonist suffered from depression because of the breakup.

2. 352 吾 Which of Us Is More of a Yandere, Me or the Male Lead? 吾与男主孰病娇 How Many Chapters Today, Baobao爆爆今天几更Ancient Romance276k WordsCompleted [Revenge + regret and redemption. Everyone gets hurt except Fuguang] Fuguang is a Void task-taker who specializes in taking on the resentment of people who died unjustly despite being blessed with great fortune. Unlike other task-takers, she uses the original person’s identity, wisdom, and temperament to live their life again and give them the ending they deserved. At the request of the original Lin Yusan, she plays two roles at once. Without her disguise, she is a gentle, pure-hearted young wo 1kReads9.4Score140Shelves

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   ① "What is the first thing you need to do to be a wise king? It is ruthlessness. Only when you have no love in your heart can you show great love to the world. Only when you are ruthless can you make the right choice for every decision." "There is no regret medicine in this world." She smiled lightly, her voice was steady and powerful, "Only losers will place their hopes on these misty things." - Only losers will place their hopes on ghosts after death. "That's not death, it's marrying the spring breeze." ②----Meeting is midsummer, parting is also midsummer, and his little rose will always be hidden in that midsummer.

3. 353 捡 I Found a Contestant and Returned to Aotu World to Become Everyone’s Favorite 捡到参赛者，回到凹凸世界当团宠 Mo Shiqi莫十七Anime Fanfiction354k WordsOngoing When all the contestants transmigrated to the human world, why didn’t things go according to the script?! What, they got smaller??? I found fifteen contestants and raised them with all my heart. On the day the youngest came of age, they all joined forces to kidnap me and take me to Aotu World. After transmigrating, I turned into a fifteen-year-old. I treated you all like my sons and daughters, and now you’re confessing your love to me??? The story is split into two parts. The first is a bittersw 3.3kReads9.2Score386Shelves

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   Not just books, but authors too

4. 354 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 100.8kReads9.7Score19.9kShelves

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   Not talking, just crying [crying]

5. 355 命 One Year Left to Live: The Female CEO Goes Wild 命还剩一年，女总裁疯了 Chen Xize辰熙泽Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted (Pursuing her husband + tragic ending + angst + not a wish-fulfillment story) (Gentle, considerate younger man who’s secretly a mad wolfdog, paired with a cold, heartless flirt who’s secretly a sweet, teasing wife who calls him “hubby”) Back then, she looked the bedraggled young man up and down, his hair soaked through. Jun Ze raised his eyes to meet hers. With his bangs wet, his ice-blue phoenix eyes were revealed. He was born with heterochromia, yet his eyes were extraordinarily beautiful. The 1.5kReads8.1Score—Shelves

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   Every word written by the author of this book seems to reveal extreme despair. It is clearly about chasing her husband at the crematorium, but the author writes so lifelessly. It seems to be a doomed game, and it also seems to be a dead game in which the male protagonist must die. There is no turning back...

6. 356 你 Hello, Ghost Bride. I Think We've Met Somewhere Before 你好阴婚娘子，我好像在哪见过你 Spear Through the Mist雾渡长枪Mystery21k WordsCompleted [White Moonlight + Local Legends + A Dream of Yellow Millet] Jiang Chen was born in the yin year, on the Ghost Festival, at the yin hour. He was born with an ill-fated destiny and a heavy yin aura. Rumor had it that he had caused his parents' deaths. To ward off the calamity fated to befall him when he came of age, he had no choice but to enter into a ghost marriage. But the bride from this ghost marriage looked more and more familiar to him. It was as if he'd seen her somewhere before. 686Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It's hard to calm down [crying]

7. 357 原 It Turns Out There’s No Light in the Deep Sea 原来深海没有光 Pian Qian翩浅Modern Romance233k WordsCompleted Girls from the south, most of them love the romance of snow drifting through a northern winter night. But what they don't know is that once the snow has fallen, howling winds soon follow. In an instant, they sweep away all the romance, exposing the bone-chilling cold beneath. 180Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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   I haven't read the second book, but I heard others say it's a great book, and the first one made me cry from beginning to end [crying]. I really recommend everyone to read these two novels.

8. 358 我 Learning to Slay Gods in the Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.1MReads9.9Score285.7kShelves

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   Friends of Chao Jue Dao Ziwen [Sending Hearts]

9. 359 女 Life with the Goddess: I Feel Like I've Seen You Somewhere Before 女神同居往事，我好像在哪见过你 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban126k WordsCompleted Li Huangxuan was a recent college graduate, stuck in a miserable nine-to-five job and always broke. Like every young person just starting out, he felt lost and uncertain about the future. He longed for a love that would leave a lasting mark. He had a crush on his coworker, Xu Wanqing, but was too timid to approach her. Then one day, his roommate moved out, and a goddess named Lin Ximeng moved in next door, turning his life upside down. A month of living together gradually drew the two of them cl 50.7kReads9.7Score4.9kShelves
10. 360 喜 Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf: Light and Darkness 喜灰之：光明与黑暗 Living on the Northwest Wind Every Day每天喝西北风Anime Fanfiction338k WordsCompleted Volume One: Light and Darkness After the Four Seasons City, the sheep and wolves went on another adventure together, but this time their enemy was unexpectedly powerful. Just as Pleasant Goat was about to die, he realized he had gone back in time and was trapped in an endless loop. At last, one day, with help from his friends fifteen years in the future, he escaped the loop. But outside the loop, what was the all-consuming darkness sweeping across the world, and why was Pleasant Goat standing ag 411Reads8.7Score100Shelves

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    It really hurts my heart and I can't cry anymore. It's the most despairing book.

11. 361 变 Transformed to Survive World War II 变身之苟过二战 Old Squid Shop老墨鱼店Urban531k WordsOngoing [Transformation + World War II + Siding with the Axis + No System] For no apparent reason, he found himself in the final days of World War II, on the villain's side. To avoid being sent to Siberia for forced labor, he had no choice but to lie low for now and wait for the war to end. 1.4kReads7.7Score106Shelves

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    I don't know if it's definitely hopeless. Anyway, I think the main character is quite desperate. An ordinary person struggled through World War II. I'm recommending the second book by the way.

12. 362 天 The Emperor’s Punishment 天子御刑 Zhang Tingquan张听劝Two Male Leads288k WordsCompleted [Two male leads] [No female lead] [Crazed top] [Long-suffering bottom] [Coercive love] [Couple: Emperor x Minister of the Court of Judicial Review] [Original title: The Emperor’s Punishment] When his name was announced among the successful candidates, he thought the darkness of his past was finally behind him. But at the end of his long journey through the imperial examinations, someone had already laid a trap for him. At Ganquan Palace, he saw again the man who had humiliated him at Qinglu Acad 7.4kReads9.4Score821Shelves

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    He was tortured from beginning to end, and finally died.

13. 363 架 An Alternate World War II: The Night Watcher 架空二战：守夜人 Feng Jing Yijing风镜依劲Urban313k WordsCompleted (World War II + no System + alternate world + history + a touch of angst) (Told in a documentary style, so it may be a slow burn) Also known as: Bloodshed: Fighting Through World War II What would happen if the world’s technology developed along a different path, and the global situation changed dramatically, even though everything still took place during the same war? Suppose America were divided into North and South, Britain changed its political system and led the world, its colonies became c 35Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 364 夫 The Day Her Husband Welcomed a Transmigrator into Their Home, She Awakened 夫君迎穿越女进门那日，她觉醒了 Flower Eunuch婲公公Ancient Romance589k WordsCompleted Li Shu lost her mother when she was young and was cherished like a precious jewel by her father and brothers. The emperor and empress also took her into the palace and raised her for several years. Though she was no princess, she was more privileged than even the unfavored princesses. With a beauty unmatched in the Cangyun Kingdom, she was the undisputed darling of heaven, and her life had been smooth sailing. But in the fifth year of her marriage, her husband brought home a frail young woman fr 11.4kReads8.3Score894Shelves

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    In the dream, she lived a very bad life. When he died, his appearance was completely disfigured, his body was covered with abscesses, and there was no one to help collect the body! And when she was in the dream, after the person in the dream died, she watched the corpse in front of her rotting, smelly, and covered with maggots, but she couldn't wake up. She finally woke up when she was about to collapse, but she was faced with a question she had already witnessed once when she fell asleep. For a moment, she couldn't tell whether she had a dream, or whether she had experienced an incredible out-of-body experience, and had a glimpse of her future overnight... "Speak!" It was as if the person in front of him was not his wife, but his enemy. Her whole body felt like falling into an ice cave, and her face instantly turned pale. Is that dream really her future? But how is it possible? 🎲🎲 She and Ning Jin were childhood sweethearts and they were in love. Her father and brother both regarded her as a jewel. 🍯🍯 How could they all side with Xie Yu in the future and turn their swords against her? And the unformed child in her belly at this time,

15. 365 妻 My Wife’s Crimes Are Heinous, and She Shows No Remorse 妻主罪恶滔天，死不悔改 Lucky Blue-and-White Porcelain幸运的青花瓷Ancient Romance597k WordsCompleted [Female-dominant world / strong heroine / a rotten woman reborn and remorseful / heroine stays wicked from beginning to end / devoted to her husband / not a brainless power fantasy / System / one-on-one romance / after the heroine is reborn, she has no other men; decide for yourselves whether the leads are virgins, I’m done labeling it / the male and female leads’ bodies are not swapped] Jiang Tang admits she has never been a good person. She’ll do anything to get what she wants, and beneath her 10.7kReads9.0Score901Shelves
16. 366 H Harry Potter: You and the World Are My Destination HP：世界与你皆为所向 A Heart Out of Tune文心不契Two Male Leads274k WordsCompleted [Harry with severe psychological issues + dark and depressing early chapters + everyone helps him heal] [Harry/Harry pairing. Feel free to ship Harry with other characters too, just don’t argue about it.] In his first ten years of life, Harry learned to do whatever his aunt and uncle told him. Even after he was forced to enter Hogwarts, he completely shut himself off from the world. When he realized that death could solve every problem, he embraced it without hesitation. 120Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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    These books made me cry more than three times (although it may be because I have a low tear point)

17. 367 把 Giving Up Depression Along With Love 把抑郁症和爱一起戒掉 Among Half a Cup of Clouds半盏云里Two Male Leads148k WordsCompleted Tags: BE | Tragic Romance | Two Male Leads | Campus | Mutual Salvation Note: The main story is about 20 chapters, with the rest consisting of extras. [Cold and aloof Lu Yu] x [Insecure Lin Qi] Lin Qi's world is a deep blue that cannot be mixed away on a painter's palette. Lu Yu's world is a desolate place, forever weightless between the lines. Two boys, trapped for years in the depths of their emotions, secretly build a spiritual utopia just for each other in a glass room in an old building. 259Reads8.8Score182Shelves
18. 368 野 Wild Taming 野性驯养 Li Huaisha李怀沙Two Male Leads353k WordsCompleted The physical edition of Yanziqi is now available on all platforms. The wicked get their comeuppance. A cunning, cold-hearted crown prince x a volatile, insecure, sickly bottom Mutual torment + rekindled romance + melodrama + suspenseful twists + 1v1 + coercive love When Liang Yan was a child, his father brought home another boy. The boy looked like a beggar, hardly spoke, and was painfully thin. His father told him the boy would be his companion in study: he was quiet and would become his best f 17.3kReads9.5Score3.2kShelves
19. 369 女 The Female Lead Keeps Rewinding? This Is Just a Wife-Chasing Hell 女主无限回档？追妻火葬场罢了 A Maozi一只maoziUrban731k WordsCompleted [Yandere protagonist + gender-bending GL 1v1 + role-playing + behind-the-scenes + plot-driven + some angst (mild) (the protagonist is safe) + regretful pursuit] Lin Niannian transmigrates into the role of a scheming fake heiress. She thinks it’s just an ordinary story about a real and fake heiress, but then the female lead, a powerful heroine, is reborn with a cheat that lets her rewind after death, and wants to kill her. What should she do? Luckily, she gets bound to a role-playing System. To 14.5kReads9.3Score2.4kShelves

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    I want to die in front of her in the most miserable way, again and again. I want her to remember that a mean girl came into her life. I want her to kill this girl who bullied her and make her happy. Please remember me... Forget it, forget me.

20. 370 祁 Mr. Qi, May We Never Meet Again! 祁先生，后会无期！ Broad-Minded and Strong心宽体棒Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Short drama now streaming] Guan Min died saving Guan Hua. Gentle and kind, Guan Min made rebellious Guan Hua look like a complete delinquent. Guan Hua, with her terrible reputation, made Qi Zhanzhi, who loved Guan Min, marry her. Gripping her by the throat, Qi Zhanzhi snarled, “Why couldn’t it have been you who died!” But later, Qi Zhanzhi climbed the mountain on his knees, bowing at every step until he reached Qiyuan Palace. Before the statue of the Buddha Tathagata of the Three Treasures, he 9.7kReads8.8Score681Shelves

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    This book is really sad. I want the heroine to die quickly so that she doesn't have to suffer this [crying][crying][crying]

21. 371 燕 Where the Swallows Return, We Must Not Meet Again 燕归处，莫相逢 Mi Yuwangtu靡御忘荼Ancient Romance52k WordsCompleted Her name was Jun Mo. She had spent her life on horseback and on the battlefield, battle-hardened, bold, and arrogant. He was the person she loved most, and her only weakness. She feared he might get hurt if she so much as held him in her palm, and feared he might melt if she kept him in her mouth. But a weakness is itself a poisoned blade. At first, the pain is not fatal. In the end, the fatal wound no longer hurts. No one knew that later, amid the bitter winter snow, some people were only acti 437Reads8.7Score—Shelves

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    [Please update] I softened the tomatoes and share the new book with you. [Learned] [Please update] The following tomatoes are the favorites of the subject, keep them in your collection. Based on the experience of people who have been there, it is recommended that you always have a pair of sunglasses. You can use them when going out without being too embarrassed [Cool] [Cool] [Please update] The wedding dress fell to the ground one by one, until only the last red bellyband was left. The body that has never been exposed to others is completely white, and the bright red bellyband printed on it is even more eye-catching. However, when she was about to remove the last layer of cover, he suddenly raised his hand, grabbed her neck without mercy with his big palm and pulled her body down. The force was so strong that the red tablecloth on the wedding table beside him was also lifted off. The white porcelain wine set shattered on the ground. His posture was as if he was ready to crush her to death at any time. "Du Yunrou, you really know how to serve people, get out and don't let me see you again!" Wei Zi's face was tense, and the words in his mouth were almost spat out from between his teeth. Du Yunrou could even feel the heat of anger in his body, and there were some red bloodshot eyes in his eyes that were staring at her. For a moment, Du Yunrou felt that he was being treated as the target of a blood feud. He... Hates her?!

22. 372 笼 The Caged Songbird Ensnared the Mad Emperor 笼中雀她渣了疯批皇帝 Lord Number One Scholar探花大人Ancient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted [Taking Her by Force / The Long Road to Winning Her Back | Sweet, Deceptive Maid × Domineering, Ruthless, Scheming Emperor] Xu Zhixing was emperor twice in his life. The first time he took the throne, he kept Jiang Si imprisoned by his side and personally forced her to drink a pregnancy-preventing potion. But power struggles were rife with hidden murderous intent, and life and death were unpredictable. In just a few short years, the dynasty changed hands several times. After the Qing dynasty was 1.5kReads8.4Score102Shelves

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    These books are all cruel articles [The God of Birds Eats] [The Gods of Birds Eater] [The Gods of Birds Eater] [The Gods of Birds Eater]

23. 373 出 After Her Release From Prison, Her Childhood Friend Leaves Her Mute and Mindless 出狱后，她被竹马虐得又傻又哑 Cheng Zhi城稚Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Angst, childhood sweethearts, physical torment, heartbreak, groveling for a second chance] As the saying goes, “Fools are blessed.” But Yuan Xi, this little fool, had no such luck. That little fool never had a blessed day in her life. In the end, she was left with nothing. She didn’t know how things had ended up this way. They weren’t supposed to be like this. It was cold, so terribly cold. Why didn’t anyone care? In the corner of a dark room, the girl trembled silently. “Please don’t abandon m 14.8kReads8.2Score921Shelves
24. 374 成 On Our Wedding Night, the Obsessive Crown Prince Took Me to the Eastern Palace 成亲当晚，偏执太子夺我入东宫 Jiang Xiaoshi江小十Ancient Romance504k WordsCompleted The aloof, possessive Crown Prince × the dazzling beauty who loves money Everyone in the Eastern Palace knows that the Crown Princess was snatched away from someone else by the Crown Prince. Once the Crown Prince, as elegant as jade and as clear as moonlight, fell into the sea of love, there was no climbing back out. He Yue transmigrated to ancient times and became the owner of a rouge shop. She wasn’t rich or powerful, but her life was peaceful and carefree. Then one day, the woman she liv 39.6kReads9.0Score2.9kShelves

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    He Yue traveled through time and became the proprietress of a rouge shop. A little girl in the same room picked up a man and became very rich. If He Yue doesn't want to, who knows if it will bring danger. But the man woke up and, fearing his revenge, finally agreed. Unexpectedly, that person was a prince and he liked He Yue. But He Yue disagreed because she had someone she liked and they were still in love. The man disappeared, and he didn't expect to travel here. When he found out, He Yue had already been robbed by the prince. But he still didn't meet him who had traveled through time earlier, because he was already dead and was still making plans for He Yue even after his death. Just like the host said: Two people are in love, but they are not destined.

25. 375 逃 Escape from His Grasp 逃出他的掌心 Looking Up at the Stars, Sinking Down仰星沉Modern Romance569k WordsCompleted [The heroine suffers early on, physically and emotionally, then is doted on later | Fictional geography | Not a wish-fulfillment story] [Strong male lead and weak female lead. He is arrogant and immensely powerful, but his love goes unrequited.] [The heroine is imperfect: innocent and kind, and kept under control for a long time.] After helping a friend out of kindness, Yu Lu is kidnapped and sold to a mysterious island north of the Atlantic. Thanks to a small act of compassion, she escapes t 1.1kReads8.8Score109Shelves
26. 376 十 Red Roses in December 十二月的红玫瑰 Iron Fist Lin Daiyu铁拳林黛玉Two Male Leads85k WordsCompleted (Dual male leads, angsty 1v1 romance, both devoted only to each other, bad ending, power couple, mutual salvation, pure love with plenty of heartbreak.) My dear Mr. Mo: I’m sorry. In the end, I failed to keep my promise to you and became a coward who fled this world. If you can forgive my selfishness and weakness, then when spring returns next year, please leave a bouquet of red roses at my grave. Choose the most beautiful one in the flower shop. I think I’ll be able to smell its fragrance. [Nei 86Reads8.6Score—Shelves
27. 377 已 Dead and Waiting to Reincarnate: Ghost Warden, What Are You Supposed to Be? 已死投胎中，鬼差：你是什么玩意 Xiao Bi肖币Two Male Leads288k WordsCompleted (Completed) Come travel with the Ghost King! (˃ ⌑ ˂ഃ ) [Distant, aloof, and uninterested in other people’s business Feng Xing × Small-animal-like, vulnerable yet resilient Mo Wang + fantasy + survival + suffering turns to love] Title: The Forgotten World. Also known as The Protagonist Is Dead, The End and This Book Says Nothing in the End. If sacrificing one person could save the whole world, would you be willing? I wouldn’t. Mo Wang died, then arrived at the Ten Thousand Souls Gate in the Land 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The protagonist's name is Mo Wang, and the other male protagonist's name is Fengxing. The protagonist named himself Feng, Mu Feng, Mu Feng, and Mu Feng. Demon King, don't forget, don't forget, Maple Star is really the only person who treats him well.

28. 378 向 Always Coldhearted, How Could I Ever Speak of Deep Love? 向来凉薄，何言情深 A Little Nutty神经西西Modern Romance39k WordsCompleted The day Lu Yanqian jumped to her death, Huo Jincheng was lost in a world of wine and lights. She loved him, giving everything she had without hesitation. He hated her, destroying everything without hesitation. Later, in a life without her, he grew used to being alone. Through the long years, he had no one but himself to walk beside him. I once thought loving you was only an act, but it turned out I was already incurably ill, loving you to the bone. Lu Yanqian, I regret it. 3.6kReads8.2Score148Shelves
29. 379 念 Longing Unanswered 念念不忘，再无回响 Yan Jiujing宴九京Two Male Leads605k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads \ ABO \ Angst Novel \ Substitute \ Chasing His Wife to the Crematorium] Important warning ❤️ The main love interest gets a bad ending; the second male lead ends up with him~ Yu Moyi had a white moonlight in his heart, but they couldn’t be together because their pheromones were naturally incompatible. So he found an Omega who looked a lot like his white moonlight: Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan was obedient and devoted to him. No matter how badly Yu Moyi treated him, he never got angry. Yu 6.2kReads9.2Score515Shelves

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    He treated me as a substitute❗️to replace the male protagonist, and every minute the pain was like a shadow❗️ There was a white moonlight in Yu Moyi's heart, but they couldn't be together due to the mutual repulsion of their natural pheromones. So he found an Omega who was very similar to Bai Yueguang - Jiang Yan. Jiang Yan was obedient and obedient, and his heart and eyes were full of him. Even if he treated him badly, he was never angry. He knew that Jiang Yan wanted to marry him, but he didn't want to because he knew that he didn't love him. Until he learned from others that Bai Yueguang was getting married.

30. 380 指 Finger Bone 指骨 Flying Bull Straight Hero飞牛直侠Two Male Leads84k WordsCompleted [Warning: questionable values] I have no name. As far back as I can remember, I've been a dog. Because my sense of smell and hearing are naturally sharp, a human trafficker kept me by his side. No one cared how old I was. I was probably a little older than Song Junlan when I met him. He had been sold to a wealthy family to live as their young master. We met again because I was given a job and offered a huge sum of money: Song Junlan's sister had hired someone to kill him. 40Reads8.5Score—Shelves
31. 381 魔 The Demon Venerable’s Long Road to Winning His Wife Back 魔尊追妻路漫漫 Lan Qingyue兰卿月Ancient Romance272k WordsCompleted No one understands what it feels like to be a stand-in better than Qu Qingluan. The man she fell in love with was a figure of great status, but his heart already belonged to someone else. From the very first day she followed Mo Chenjun, Qu Qingluan understood her place. She never cried or complained, obediently fulfilling her role as a substitute. She thought that one day, once she had completely given up hope, she would finally be free to leave. But when that day arrived, Mo Chenjun refused to 137Reads7.0Score—Shelves
32. 382 快 Quick Transmigration: The Right Way to Play Out a Tragic Romance 快穿：论虐文剧情的正确打开方式 Listening to the Evening's Song in the Breeze清风听晚吟Two Male Leads370k WordsCompleted [No CP + dual male leads + feel-good face-slapping] 1 System: [Host, we're following an angst novel script. We'll activate the angst-then-sweet mode. In this world, you'll gradually go through heart-wrenching angst, getting kicked out of the house, wandering the streets, being penniless, and getting into a car accident while saving the male lead, among other scenarios. In the ending, the male lead will come to his senses and remember how good you were to him. He'll finally fall in love with you 847Reads9.1Score103Shelves
33. 383 赝 The Counterfeit 赝品 Green Ink青墨Two Male Leads50k WordsCompleted Synopsis: Song Cheng had been with Qin Minghua for five years. He always thought that even if he couldn’t win Qin Minghua’s love, at least he was someone special to him. But when that person appeared, he finally understood that both his feelings and his life were nothing more than tools Qin Minghua used to protect them. Out of love, Song Cheng resigned himself to giving up everything he had, but everything slowly began to move in a different direction. A fierce love and hatred, like an endless b 52Reads6.3Score—Shelves
34. 384 宗 Every Sect Wants to Kill Me, So I Just Reload After Death! 宗门都想噶我，我直接死亡回档！ Chao Lianyun巢怜云Ancient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted [Transmigrated into a Book + Villainess + Death Rewinds Time + Eldritch Cultivation + Unhinged + Quirky Style] Lu Xiaojin transmigrated into a book, becoming the lovesick senior apprentice sister in a cultivation novel where everyone falls for the heroine. She kept fighting the heroine for men and ended up dying horribly. No problem. She wasn't stupid. She knew how the plot went, so she could avoid trouble, stay away from the men, and survive. But! Can someone tell her why her junior apprentice 26.3kReads9.2Score3.3kShelves

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    It's really super sad. It was lighthearted and funny at first, but suddenly it stabbed me in the back, and it started to torture me all the way to the end.

35. 385 莫 Mo Yan Returns 莫言归 Yuzu2柚2Two Male Leads82k WordsCompleted [Bad ending + melodrama + devoted to each other] He forces her first, then chases after her. Mostly angst. Jiang Chu takes on his responsibilities and infiltrates a criminal organization. Betrayal, understanding, confusion, forgiveness, revenge... A jumble of complicated emotions fills his heart. He spends nearly his entire life walking the road ahead. "I could protect anyone else but you. You're the one person I can't protect." Another late autumn. The ginkgo leaves have turned yellow in great 136Reads8.1Score—Shelves
36. 386 我 I Won’t Fall for You 我不会喜欢你 Falling Blossoms and Flying Rain落花飞雨Two Male Leads110k WordsCompleted Mo Qian spent six years trying to warm a cold, unyielding heart. But life is full of disappointments, and love is one of them. Even on the day he died, he never received the love he had yearned for. But he could never have imagined that after his death, the one he had loved in this world would finally awaken, overcome with grief. Day after day, they knelt before the tiny pile of ashes he had become, sobbing and weeping, until they died beneath those ashes. ***Content warnings: * A groveling ex a 1.1kReads8.8Score103Shelves
37. 387 他 He Came from the System to Save My Childhood 他自系统而来拯救童年 Whiling Away Time with Corn消磨玉米Modern Romance401k WordsCompleted [Boy protagonist + no romance + family bonds + superpowers + punishment worlds + System + redemption] The low rating is only because there aren't many readers. Grandpa Yama found the little guy parents in ten lifetimes. Though the little guy can detect lies, he will never receive genuine love. Abused, abandoned, ignored, and treated like a monster. Why abandon him? What was he abandoned for? Just like a cursed lone star, the little guy encounters a punishment system. Is this so-called punishment 5.1kReads9.3Score508Shelves

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    This book really made me cry to death. It's so realistic. Every world is really sad. There is no cp cub story. But after reading it, I feel that I have been redeemed. I recommend reading it with tissues. 🔪People don't want family affection🔪. It's really unforgettable. The empathy is very deep in the first world. It's really like me. I hope everyone is happy.

38. 388 探 Surviving the Bizarre World: Exploring a Flesh Planet 探索诡异世界血肉星球生存 Fish Brain and Terminal Laziness鱼脑加懒癌晚期患者Mystery6.5M WordsCompleted (No female lead, not a wish-fulfillment story, bleak, bloody, bad ending) In this hopeless world... Zhang Xudong curled up deep in an alley, his fingers digging into the filthy ground as tears mingled with blood and trickled down in dark brown trails. Workplace infighting, betrayal by friends and family, and the crushing weight of survival pressed down on him like countless rotting hands around his throat, making even his sobs reek of rusty blood. He thought this was the end of despair, never kn 75Reads7.0Score—Shelves

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    Despair, loneliness, and depression. In a world of flesh and blood where demons dance wildly, it is meaningless for the protagonist to do anything, even to become the strongest human being. In the end, he can only die surrounded by his friends who turned into monsters after struggling in despair for more than 6 million words.

39. 389 众 The Gods Were Willing to Descend from Their Thrones for Me? I Don't Care Anymore 众神肯为我走下神坛了？不稀罕了 Ling Wu令梧Ancient Romance356k WordsCompleted [From Universally Hated to Universally Adored + Everyone's Regretful Redemption Arc + No Forgiveness + Everyone Has a One-Sided Crush on the Heroine + Heroine Doesn't Get Emotionally Invested + No Happy Ending + Everyone Dotes on Her + Putting Scumbags in Their Place + Face-Slapping] Her master dislikes her? The whole sect hates her? The entire cultivation world looks down on her? She even gave them her Golden Core, and they still lowered their opinion of her? She's done being everyone's punchin 4.1kReads8.6Score499Shelves

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    [Thousands of people think that the heartthrob is a millionaire + All members are buried in the Shura Field with True Fragrance + No Forgiveness + All members have a single-arrow heroine + The heroine is not distracted + No he + Group pet + Abuse of scum + Slap in the face ] Is Master not happy? Is the whole sect disgusted? Is the entire world of cultivation shameless? Even if you give me the golden elixir, your favorability level will still be lowered? Everyone thinks she quits!!! Fuck meow's strategy missions, screw meow's strategy objectives. She decisively became a seductress and began to commit suicide. But while writing, I discovered. No matter what she did before, she was always aloof and refused to give her a proper look, but she was willing to step down from the altar for her and kneel down in front of her one by one to beg her for forgiveness. His body was as low as dust. Looking at the big guys kneeling in a row in front of him, Si Yao said, "Aren't you poisonous?"

40. 390 别 Stop Pretending. You're Not a Normal Awakened One Either, Are You? 别装了，你也不是正经觉醒者吧？ When Will the Moon Shine? Canned明月几时有罐头Urban2.8M WordsOngoing (Also known as: How Can Li Bai Have Three Eyes? I’m Yang Jian!) After transmigrating, He Xu assumed he’d definitely become an Awakened, until he awakened the Calamity Sequence [Yang Jian]. From the day his third eye grew in, He Xu stopped feeling sleepy, but he became ravenous: the kind of hunger that made him want to eat people. He started delivering takeout in his spare time. While bringing food to others, he also picked out his own meals. He Xu had principles. He wouldn’t eat ordinary people, 271.9kReads8.2Score17.9kShelves

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    There's nothing wrong with the second one

41. 391 重 After I Was Reborn, I Found Out the School Bully Had a Crush on Me, and My Childhood Friend Regretted It 重生发现校霸暗恋我，竹马后悔了 One Upright Heart竖一心Modern Romance268k WordsCompleted [Male Second Lead Takes the Lead + Secret Love Comes True + Both Reborn + Regretful Ex Pursues Her, But She Never Looks Back + Devoted to Each Other] From the age of six, Song Xingmin has been Xiao Jingchuan’s little shadow. Her love for him is passionate and unconcealed, and everyone knows it. On their wedding day, she sees him cheating with her own eyes. Only then does Song Xingmin learn that all his kindness over the years was simply because he owed her father a debt of gratitude. After an 2.5kReads9.3Score392Shelves

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    ❤️Who promised you heaven and earth? Who loves you fiercely? ❤️Meeting is midsummer, parting is also midsummer, and his little rose will always be hidden in that midsummer. ❤️I am standing in the abyss and no one can save me. The sadistic article be Aesthetics is here [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry]

42. 392 金 Kim Eun-ning’s First Book 金恩宁的第一本书 Jin Enning金恩宁Modern Romance121k WordsCompleted Arrogant, unhinged wealthy heir + beautiful, strong, tragic top student + dog-training romance + chasing his wife to the crematorium Supporting couple: a rabid mad dog who refuses to let go + a delicate, graceful beauty like a white jade pearl The young master’s malice always comes out of nowhere, and his love is just a passing whim. He once lazily exhaled smoke and said, “It was just something stupid I said on a whim.” He also once stood there with red-rimmed eyes, using every means at his disp 36Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Despair is nothing but...

43. 393 恐 Terrifying Nightmare: Extreme Survival in a Bizarre World 恐怖噩梦：我在诡异世界极限逃生 Young Bear年轻熊Mystery1.2M WordsOngoing [Infinite-flow, mildly scary, no romance] Wang Yan wearily opened his front door. Inside, he saw the woman next door holding and soothing a baby, staring at him in terror. “Sorry, I’ve got the wrong apartment.” He quickly apologized and backed out, then slammed the door shut. Standing in the pitch-black hallway, he found himself unable to decide what was more terrifying: seeing his female neighbor in his home, or seeing the baby who had died long ago… 370.3kReads9.4Score73.5kShelves
44. 394 亲 Darling, Victoria Harbour 亲爱的，维多利亚港 Zhou Xian周弦Modern Romance18k WordsCompleted (Print edition signed) “It feels as though we've weathered storm after storm over the years. In this little boat, you and I have drifted for half our lives. I wish every time, the rain would fall on our boat as it carries us home. I love you, so I let you go.” 12.4kReads8.5Score1.8kShelves
45. 395 阳 The Sunshine Isn't Warm 阳光不温暖 Jiang Zhiyu江芷寓Modern Romance171k WordsCompleted Luo Yiyi lost both her parents when she was young and had only her grandmother to rely on. After finally getting into Haicheng No. 1 High School, she became the victim of severe school bullying. Qin Yan, the pampered daughter of the Qin family, was her bully, while Qin Yan’s older brother, Qin Chuan, spoiled her rotten. After enduring Qin Yan’s petty tricks and Qin Chuan’s lies, Luo Yiyi was left wounded in both body and mind. Just before the college entrance exams, Qin Chuan accidentally discov 142Reads—Score—Shelves
46. 396 清 My Aloof Roommate Gets Drunk and Begs for a Hug! The Ferocious Dog Can’t Hide His Grin 清冷室友醉酒求抱！恶犬他爽翘嘴 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads350k WordsCompleted [Two Male Leads + Enemies-to-Lovers + A Straight Guy Winning Himself Over + Livestreaming] [Cool, Self-Destructive, Depressed Beauty with a Tragic Past × Sharp-Tongued but Soft-Hearted Rebellious Rich Kid; Healing Sweet Romance, 1v1] Everyone at A University knew Wen Ling was an untouchable beauty, with cool silver hair and a face as cold and flawless as ice and jade. Even when he smiled, there was a hint of indifference in his eyes. In truth, he was falling apart. His younger sister died in a c 13.1kReads9.4Score2.2kShelves

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    I'm too lazy to comment on this book, so go read it. It's really good, about various illnesses vs. Narcissistic attacks. I read it at 3:00 last night and it was really derderder. [Sending my heart]

47. 397 万 The Beloved Beauty Starts Every Story with Lasting Complications 万人迷的她每次开局都身负后遗症 Si Mianmian姒绵绵Modern Romance446k WordsCompleted [System + everyone’s favorite + no fixed pairing + love triangle chaos + episodic stories] (Some worlds are sweet and some are angsty, but the endings are always happy.) Mo Xiaoxiao has monstrous strength, yet looks delicate, soft, and easy to push around. Mo Xiaoxiao was turned into a human by the System. Her template was overloaded, leaving her with all kinds of strange side effects from the start. The strange thing is, why does everyone think she’s weak? World One: “Xiaoxiao, are you okay?” “ 1.3kReads9.1Score135Shelves

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    In the first book, the third aspect of the heroine is depressed. Her only friend encourages each other. Whenever the heroine wants to give up that person, she will persuade her, but the friend in the middle can't stand the rumors around her and leaves. The heroine does not wait for the boy. The heroine in the second book is sunny depression. The heroine commits suicide but no one around her finds out. No one in the family cares about her except her sister, so she closes herself. Others see her as a sunny and smiling little sun, but only she knows that she is completely opposite inside.

48. 398 玩 Pleasure at the Cost of Wisdom 玩物丧智 The Very Long Cat很长的猫Modern Romance163k WordsCompleted Song Yanxiu appeared in her life only to drag her into hell! He bullied and humiliated her, and killed her father. Xia Mo watched with her own eyes as he was sentenced to death. Ten years later, he appeared before her again under a new identity. His abuse was even more vicious than it had been ten years ago. He wanted to see her wishing she were dead. The words Xia Mo said to herself most often were, “I mustn’t lose my mind.” This time, she would kill the devil with her own hands! But then she h 38Reads6.8Score—Shelves
49. 399 重 Revisiting the Journey to the West: I Lead Three Rebellious Troublemakers in Rebellion Every Day 重走西游：姐拉三大反骨仔天天反 Little Doctor小医生Female-Channel Fanfiction1.3M WordsCompleted [Journey to the West fanfic + hilarious antics + punchline-packed + healing and redemption for each other + Heaven's three rebellious troublemakers + retracing the journey west] On my first start, Nezha stabbed the Destined One to death! On my next start, Erlang Shen's dog bit me to death! On my third start, I forgot the gold headband and got beaten to death by Sun Wukong! Tang An: “So I’ve been transmigrated as the new Destined One, and I have to go fetch the scriptures? And I have to get those 25.5kReads9.4Score3.1kShelves

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    It's obviously crazy in the front, but I don't know why in the back, there's always someone laughing, but none of them are her.

50. 400 她 She's So Sweet. She's Faking It 她好甜，她装的 You Qian尢浅Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted Synopsis: [Male lead is a fake playboy + Female lead has sunny-type depression] [Reborn + School life + Saving each other] Xu Li was reborn. In this life, she was still a fun-loving party girl who liked pretty young women and had a smile sweet enough to make your teeth ache. Liang Ji had never met anyone who smiled so sweetly and seemed so carefree. Before he knew it, he was drawn to her sunny aura. The more he got to know her, the more deeply he fell, until he was hopelessly in love with her. L 3.7kReads9.2Score428Shelves

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