Novels Where Every Word Reveals Despair and Pain 有没有那种每个字都透露着绝望与痛苦的小说

1. 401 望 May You Be Safe 望汝安 i Cheni陈Modern Romance259k WordsCompleted “You pushed me into the abyss, and you still think I could love you?” “Chen Si, I don't love you.” “Ji Sian, you have to love me. You can only love me.” This is the story of a bully falling in love with the person he bullied. One act of kindness from Ji Sian pushed her into an endless abyss. If she could turn back time, she would wish she had never met a boy named Chen Si... P.S. The male lead is not a virgin. If that's not your thing, please move along. 10.1kReads8.6Score430Shelves
2. 402 狼 The Wolf and the Tuberose 狼与荼蘼 Northern Battle Letter北战书Modern Romance144k WordsCompleted There's a scam in this world called Shen Muyan loving Su Qianyang. When the deception is exposed, he gradually closes in on her, baring his vicious fangs. His voice is gentle yet cruel. “A Yang, do you know a wolf's nature? Once its loyalty has been killed, all that remains is hatred!” When a wolf turns back, it's either to repay a kindness or to take revenge! Shen Muyan says he will repay Su Qianyang a hundredfold for the trap she laid for him! So he tortures her until she is utterly broken. * 486Reads8.3Score—Shelves
3. 403 愿 Wishing on the Stars 愿星星 A-Man's Darling阿瞒宝贝Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted [Love at first sight × redemption × mutual devotion × age gap × modern romance] [Stories always begin like this: the right place, the right time, completely unexpected.] Jiang Ling never imagined he’d become such a “beast,” falling for an underage girl, a little mute at that. The girl was timid, like a little rabbit, and couldn’t handle the slightest fright. Ever since Jiang Ling met this “little rabbit,” he hadn’t dared raise his voice. The old Jiang Ling: “Me, fall for some fresh little melon? 7.5kReads8.9Score1kShelves
4. 404 重 Reborn: The Puppet Little Emperor Tears the Regent Apart 重生：傀儡小皇帝，手撕摄政王 Foodie Suxin爱吃的素心Two Male Leads651k WordsCompleted Su Qing transmigrates and becomes a puppet emperor of a dynasty. He discovers that he is trapped in this era, and whenever he dies, everything starts over. He tries to fight back and turn the tables, but the regent is truly a big shot. Playing with him is like playing with an ant. He also tries to lie low for a while, thinking that if he can hold out long enough, he'll surely succeed. But then he realizes that the regent never lets his guard down and gives him no opportunities at all! Su Qing ha 719Reads8.6Score103Shelves

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   Don't look at the title of the book, the two male protagonists, Shou was reborn every time he was killed by Shou, more than 20 times, and finally survived for a few more days. When Shou was attacked, he was assassinated and almost died. After a while, the dog thought that Shou was disobedient, so he crushed the bones of Shou's hand, picked off Shou's hand tendons, and picked off his hamstrings. He kept begging for mercy, and only one foot was left. From beginning to end, I only knew that Qingqing was afraid of pain. I have only read less than 100 chapters, this is what I think, (woo woo woo, I really hope it can be, you will see it) Personally, I think if you don't like it, don't comment

5. 405 你 You Still Haven't Confessed to Me 你还没跟我告白 Awu Awu Wants to Write Now啊呜啊呜想码字咯Modern Romance105k WordsCompleted [Hot-tempered, possessive troubled boy & sweet, gentle girl] A tragic ending, an angsty campus romance. When they first met, Chi Wen was an exemplary student at No. 16 High School, excelling in both academics and conduct. Bian Qingye, meanwhile, was the fearsome “Ye-ge” from the vocational school next door. Everyone said he was exactly what his name suggested: wild, and wild in everything he did. He changed girlfriends faster than he changed clothes. At that age, what girl wouldn’t want to leav 68Reads6.4Score—Shelves
6. 406 快 Quick Transmigration: The Tragic Beauty’s Path of Slaughter 快穿：美强惨的刀人之路 Writing Practice练笔Two Male Leads615k WordsOngoing [Quick transmigration + two male leads + protagonist is the pursuer + faking one's death + both chaste + one-on-one + beautiful, strong, and tragic + the love interest is a fragment of the protagonist.] It should probably be called "Quick Transmigration: The Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Path of Stabbing People". There was an issue with the title of my first book because I named it carelessly, and I can't change it now. Please forgive me, my dear readers. [Xu Yan is the pursuer. All the original 1.1kReads9.1Score103Shelves

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   🌟It's the same as Ying Zheng's ultimate move, it's the kind of knife [covering face] with 360 degrees of no blind spots [almost crying]

7. 407 综 Anime Crossover: My Sister Is Too Alluring 综漫：姐姐太撩人 Have You Thought of Baekhyun Today?今天想伯贤了吗Female-Channel Fanfiction619k WordsOngoing They willingly enter the game, lured by love. [Diabolik Lovers] ✔ “Everything and everyone wears down her pride. Anyone can take a few steps on the arrogance she holds so high.” Only the victor deserves to possess Queen Qianzhi, and I, the one moving the pieces, will be the sole victor., Karlheinz Fine jade needs carving, and the little princess will be the most beautiful of them all., Karlheinz Be loyal to the one you love, even if she doesn't need you. Yuma Mukami I am your accomplice, your se 981Reads6.1Score102Shelves

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   It's really awesome, especially the first one. I never laughed while watching it.

8. 408 非 Neither Family nor Stranger 非亲非故非陌生 Forest Bath森之汤Modern Romance211k WordsCompleted For thirteen years, Song Li endured He Qian’s torment and humiliation, walking on eggshells every single day. The truth finally came to light in the year He Qian loved her most, but by then, nothing could change Song Li’s resolve to die... Only when He Qian held the blood-soaked woman in his arms did he truly understand what despair meant. 7.1kReads8.7Score291Shelves
9. 409 魔 Vampire Knight: I Was Dropped In as a Blood Bag, and I’m So Scared 魔鬼恋人：空降成血包，我，好怕 Ban Qiqi半其其Anime Fanfiction286k WordsCompleted Diabolik Lovers fanfiction + everyone's favorite + strong heroine [She wins through intelligence, not overwhelming strength. Skip it if that’s not your thing.] [Romantic tension] [Doesn’t vilify the original heroine] After transmigrating, Wen Luoluo became the Chosen Blood Bag. Wen Luoluo pointed at herself. “Me? A blood bag?” You've got to be kidding! The only vampire hunter in the vampire world was actually a heartless, shameless woman who toyed with vampires and never took responsibility. Rea 793Reads8.7Score105Shelves
10. 410 他 He Knows He Was Wrong 他知道错了 Peachwood Yaoyao桃木瑶瑶Modern Romance184k WordsCompleted [Bullying + tragic ending + coercive love + mutual devotion] That year, at the park, she found a place in Jiang Ye's heart. But in Su Yin's heart, he was a demon, a nightmare. When they first met in the classroom, Jiang Ye said to Su Yin, “I don't want anything in particular. I just think my dull, boring life might finally get a little more interesting. We have plenty of time!” He had no idea those words would mark the beginning of Su Yin's nightmare, pushing her into an endless abyss! . 1.9kReads8.1Score103Shelves
11. 411 时 How Am I Supposed to Survive Around Conan When I Keep Coughing Up Blood 时不时吐血的我在柯南身边怎么活 Moonlight Tea明月茶Anime Fanfiction1.2M WordsCompleted [Detective Conan + No Romance + Little Sister Ai + Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic Hero] Feng Jianhe transmigrates and gets a buff from the start: his constitution is permanently set to -1… Also known as: “How Do I Survive Beside the Grim Reaper When I Keep Coughing Up Blood?”, “The Hospital Is My Home, and Everyone Helps Me Get Back There,” and “There’s No Need to Worry About Me, I’m Really Fine. The Important Thing Is That I Didn’t Kill Anyone.” Shipping fans, keep to your own corner~ 15.9kReads9.4Score2.3kShelves

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    No CP, very good. This book is really good. The author has a very good literary talent. The protagonist wears a mask of elegance and does not care about all difficulties. The protagonist has an incurable disease and vomits blood frequently. He often goes to the hospital. Every sentence in the article is desolate (except when it is deceiving). But my mentality is very good, no depression,

12. 412 逗 Just Kidding 逗你玩儿 Fish Doesn't Speak鱼不语Modern Romance213k WordsCompleted The sky that year. He was the dark cloud that lingered in Yu Ning’s heart, gloomy and oppressive, impossible to escape. Yu Ning was the gentle breeze he longed to chase, impossible to touch and impossible to hold on to. “Yu Ning, did you ever really like me, even just a little?” “Never.” He fell silent, smiling faintly, his heart pierced with pain. If only that summer, he hadn’t been so cruel and hateful, personally pushing her into the abyss and coldly watching her struggle with all her might. 5.7kReads9.0Score599Shelves
13. 413 神 The Gods Pity All Living Things, I Pity You 神悲悯众生，我悲悯你 Zhong Lao终耂Modern Romance117k WordsCompleted “Divine one, why did you help me?” “The gods pity all living things, and I pity you.” “Divine one, will you always be here?” “Perhaps. But you may not remember me.” 25Reads—Score—Shelves

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    You can read this book. I wrote it when I was in a very depressed mood. Everyone in it is also in despair, as if there is a big hand of fate that ruthlessly controls everyone, and there is no way to escape.

14. 414 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 21.6kReads9.5Score1.9kShelves

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    The first book really revealed a faint feeling of death that really made me... Want to cry. The second book was okay.

15. 415 吉 The Mascot Host Is Being Spoiled by Everyone Again 吉祥物宿主又被团宠了 Long Leg Hair脚毛长长滴Ancient Romance647k WordsCompleted [Redemption, hilarious healing vibes + everyone's favorite + no male lead + a hilarious, incredibly capable heroine] As the founder and mascot of the Everyone's Favorite Department, Yin Jun watches other departments complete their missions while always following a single storyline. Yin Jun says: “Think bigger.” Her goal is the whole world, and all the characters with painful pasts who need saving! If no one else will save you, then I'll do it! One When the rescued male and female leads suddenly 54Reads9.2Score—Shelves

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    In the first book, my name is Chihara Nozomi, Nozomi of Hope. The phrase "the number of deaths cannot be counted" was killing me😭😭 The second book is not as sweet as the title says, the front is okay, but when I read the back, I almost cried to death😭😭

16. 416 人 In Three-Body, I Am Honkai! 人在三体，我是崩坏！ Harmony of Grain and Flame禾烨同光Male-Channel Fanfiction330k WordsCompleted The droplets destroyed every gravitational wave transmitter on Earth, bringing the balance of deterrence in the dark forest to an end. Honkai: Cheng Xin, I’ll give you a choice. Become my apostle and rebuild the dark forest deterrence system. Honkai: I’m sorry, dear Cheng Xin. I deceived you. Honkai was born alongside civilization, and its ultimate goal is to destroy civilization. Honkai: I’m a god who loves a good laugh. You really have brought me plenty of entertainment. I can’t help laughing. 2.3kReads9.2Score176Shelves

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    You are young, what kind of knife do you want to see? Come and eat sweets

17. 417 非 Neither Moon nor Me 非月非我 Water Primrose水芫花Modern Romance1.5M WordsCompleted (Everyone suffers in love + possessive, emotionally needy male lead + clear-eyed, resilient female lead) The grudges and tangled relationships of the previous generation ensnare this generation in heartbreaking turmoil. He plotted for a long time, then took her by force. She observed propriety and had no choice but to marry him because she was pregnant. Raised in a loveless, dark home, he longed to know what it felt like to be loved. He drew her into the abyss, thinking of her as his salvation. 7.8kReads6.2Score279Shelves

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    Super cruel. Every word betrays despair. ⚠️The male protagonist is crazy about being paranoid and jealous! It has been planned for a long time to rob by force! I really want to recommend this book!! The male protagonist criticizes the yandere dog man like crazy!! A book about rape and robbery that I love very much. The male protagonist is a crazy boss who falls in love with the gentle female protagonist at first sight and wants her to redeem him. Teach him love. Love him! (Because no one loves him, his life experience is very pitiful) And it has been planned for a long time! We meet again just to seize (marry) the heroine!! In order to get ahead of the engagement between the heroine and his childhood sweetheart, the hero gave the heroine an injection to trick the heroine into getting pregnant, forced the heroine and his childhood sweetheart to break off the engagement and marry him with his son, and then forcibly married her. Use children to force the heroine to marry him, use children to force the heroine to stay with him! After marriage, the male protagonist becomes like a mad dog. The methods are super crazy. In the later stage, the heroine was imprisoned, shot, sent to prison, forced to remarry after divorce, and other physical and mental abuses. The heroine is very gentle and firm, otherwise she would go crazy! Crazy jealous and extremely possessive. A very nice torture novel.

18. 418 皇 Your Majesty, I Think Your Palace Maid Is Cursing You Again 皇上，你家宫女好像又在骂你 Six Yuan六元钱Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [The irresistible appeal of what you once rejected + powerful men bowing their heads + a double-standard male lead + raising her before a story of power and statecraft + romantic push and pull + he truly doesn’t love her at first, but gives his all once he does] Su Nanchu is unruly. Shen Jingzhi has always known that. But life in the palace is dull, and he doesn’t mind having a little plaything who can kick and scream. She becomes his daily amusement: reading memorials, practicing calligraphy, a 9.7kReads9.2Score1kShelves

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    [Crying] [Crying] [Almost crying] [Almost crying] ① The suspicious emperor and the cowardly and pushy palace maid, the ancient environment is not good for the female protagonist. The female protagonist and the male protagonist are well portrayed, and both characters have very charming personalities. Personally I hope the ending is be. [Almost crying] ② The heroine was helpless all the way to the ancient background. It was frustrating to watch, but the writing was very real and the writing was very good. Alas, alas. [I'm almost crying] ③ Wei Wei Wei is a quick-traveling fan. Every world is filled with a touch of sadness. This is the ending as you go.

19. 419 逃 The Era of Escape and Survival 逃杀纪元 Uncle Nan Yao南妖叔Mystery309k WordsOngoing [Parallel World + Suicide Game + Supernatural Horrors Descend + Battle Royale] After his younger sister dies of illness, Bai Yi has nothing left to live for. He climbs onto a rooftop, ready to end his life. Just then, a mysterious person appears behind him. “Are you Mr. Bai Yi? Hello. I’m a staff member of the [Colosseum], and I’m here to invite you to take part in our competition. We will grant the winner any one wish. Would you…” BANG!!!! Bai Yi pulls out a pistol and shoots the person dead. T 209Reads9.0Score—Shelves
20. 420 恶 The Wicked Scapegoat Black Moonlight Insists on Playing the Love Triangle Game 恶毒炮灰黑月光偏要拿修罗场剧本 Blending with the Dust and Light离光同尘Two Male Leads530k WordsCompleted The whole world tells the lie that it loves me. [Two male leads + both virgins + unhinged yandere + villain + confinement + imprisonment. A stupid, beautiful, venomous, universally adored bottom vs. a cold, aloof, otherworldly top] The self-redemption of a vicious, foolish beauty. Bottom’s POV: At first sight, that man was peerlessly graceful, like an immortal descended from the heavens: noble, beautiful, cool, detached, a perfect gentleman, as pure as jade. No matter how hard you chased after h 332Reads8.3Score—Shelves

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    A masterpiece delayed by the title of the book, I felt sad after reading it ꒦ິ^꒦ິ

21. 421 开 I Die from the Start, So Why Do They Call Me a Delusional Immortal? 开局就嘎，世人称我臆仙？ Xuan Yaoyao轩曜曜Urban162k WordsCompleted [No filler, open to feedback, not a light read, angst ahead, read with care!] Must you devour the flesh and blood of your own kind to cultivate? Can you advance by swallowing cultivators of the same rank? The protagonist is reborn amid deception and grows up surrounded by lies. "It's all fake! I was never an Immortal Delusionist. Why did you do this to me?" This is a cold, real cage, and a path of cultivation that is illusory and absurd. 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Of course they are 1. The illusionist who was deceived to the point of madness just like Brother Huozi, 2. Qingchen who tortured me to the point of feeling distressed, 3. The writer who repressed darkness and madness, 4. Xiaoyu who tortured me so much that I didn't want to continue reading. 5. Wen Ci who tortured me so much that I suffocated and...

22. 422 穿 Transmigrate into a Book: The Cannon-Fodder Original Wife Gives Up and Takes It Easy 穿书之炮灰原配摆烂记 Lin Tangjin林棠锦Ancient Romance3.8M WordsCompleted [Not a tragedy, clever heroine, principled male lead, formidable female supporting character, no artificially dumb characters] Song Ci, a modern independent woman, transmigrates into a book and becomes a cannon-fodder first wife who is destined to be executed by being cut in half at the waist at just twenty. She read the whole book and knows the male and female leads are people she can't afford to cross. With no way to escape, she can only lie low. What should Song Guanzhou, the fourth young mad 32.9kReads8.1Score3.2kShelves
23. 423 一 One Man, One Dog, One Zombie 一人一狗一丧尸 Uncle Nan Yao南妖叔Sci-Fi & Apocalypse1.1M WordsCompleted [No superpowers + no System + plot-focused + no harem] Huang Jin, a young man who secretly worked in a specialized line of business, received a call from his boss at the beginning of the zombie outbreak. His boss ordered him to stay put in C City and wait for the organization to rescue him. But time passed, and after waiting for two whole years, Huang Jin still saw no sign of anyone from the organization. He decided to head to Z City, where his boss was, on his own. Along the way, he came across 39.8kReads9.4Score3.7kShelves
24. 424 妈 Mom Says: Having a Son Like Me Is a Total Failure 妈妈说：有我这种儿子，真失败 The One Chasing Shooting Stars追赶流星的人Urban403k WordsCompleted Rising star Li Chulu appears on the show Little Lu's Appointment and openly admits that she failed as a parent. She says her son has loved fighting since he was little, hates reading and studying, likes going out to fool around, and comes home late every night. “Having a son like that is a failure!” But when the production crew gets in touch with Li Chulu's son and projects his memories onto the big screen, everyone discovers that things aren't quite as Li Chulu described... He fought from a you 1.4kReads7.8Score169Shelves
25. 425 不 We Who Don't Know How to Love 不会爱的我们 Sea of Flowers Behind the House屋后花海Modern Romance188k WordsCompleted [A brave heroine who grows on her own] [A realistic story, not a wish-fulfillment fantasy] [First-person perspective] [A broken family of origin] [The heroine has sound values (she is 16 when the story begins, and still immature enough to have the occasional bad thought)] [Clear-eyed about life] If your very birth was a mistake, how would you make the most of the life ahead of you? Shui Qingqing: Live for yourself and on your own terms. Wield a gentle blade and carve out a kingdom of happiness 2.4kReads9.3Score260Shelves

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    💦💫The heroine's native family is very miserable, so she has no sense of security. She has loved three men, one is not suitable, one has not opened her mouth, and one belongs to her. I thought I would be with Wen Zhiquan, but I didn't expect that he doesn't have a mouth🌚, which is a bit annoying. But Xue Zeyu is really good.

26. 426 怨 Bound by a Madman's Grudge 怨骨疯缠 Peerless Scallion a绝世一根葱aTwo Male Leads470k WordsCompleted Publication rights have been signed. Originally titled Grudgebound Bones [Double madness + a truly ghostly male lead + twisted love + forced confinement romance + lovers bound by pure hatred + happy ending] “We're better off hating each other. Never tell me you love me, or I'll kill you.” The two had been inseparable friends at the orphanage, once linking pinkies and promising never to part for the rest of their lives. Then one year, a wealthy couple came to adopt a child. They took a liking to 108.5kReads9.6Score23.5kShelves
27. 427 快 Quick Transmigration: The Trash Extra Gets Slammed into a Shura Arena 快穿：劣质炮灰被摁进修罗场 Lotus Root33莲藕33Modern Romance557k WordsOngoing A Qi was an ordinary, insignificant cannon-fodder character, a small stone by the roadside that nobody noticed. If someone happened to step on her, they'd kick her aside and mutter that she was in the way. But… for some reason, the eyes of all kinds of strange protagonists always seemed to land on her. An ordinary cannon-fodder character and a protagonist with issues The background classmate in a school story / the useless senior disciple in a master-and-disciple story / the ordinary childhood s 5.1kReads8.3Score240Shelves
28. 428 快 Quick Transmigration: I Can Play Any Role You Want 快穿之你要的人设我都有 The Fool Who Loves to Eat爱吃饭的笨蛋Ancient Romance506k WordsOngoing Xie Qingqing is bound to a quick transmigration System and must follow the original character's persona in each world, fulfill their wishes, and achieve the happy ending they long for. Xie Qingqing, who has made waves in the entertainment industry with her acting, intelligence, and beauty, thinks, This should be a sure thing! She looks at the scripts in her hands: The Crown Prince's Companion: I Will Be the Sword in Your Hand A Naive Demon King: Catch Your Kitty A Wandering Swordsman: I Laugh at 3.9kReads9.2Score400Shelves

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    The first story is so sad

29. 429 阿 Aye, I'm Leaving 阿也，我走了 A Wu阿午Modern Romance88k WordsCompleted [Sensitive, self-conscious heroine x gentle, sunny hero] When Lin Zhiyou was six, her father died in a car accident, and her mother raised her alone. After her mother changed jobs, eighteen-year-old Lin Zhiyou transferred to Nancheng No. 1 High School. There, she met Jiang Ye... A sensitive, self-conscious girl falls in love with a gentle, sunny boy, but the wheels of fate have not turned in her favor... 39Reads6.9Score—Shelves

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    🍃🍃①The heroine's father passed away very early, and her mother raised her alone. She suffered from depression after being jealous and severely bullied at school. Later, after her mother also passed away, she committed suicide at the end of the hero's wedding.

30. 430 穿 What Should I Do After Becoming a Mary Sue Side Character in an Old-School School Novel? 穿成古早校园玛丽苏女配怎么办 Heartbroken Puppy心碎狗狗Modern Romance320k WordsCompleted Shen Changqing woke up one day to find she had transmigrated into a book, and not just any book, but an old-school campus Mary Sue story where she was the vicious female rival. The plot made no sense at all, and neither did the characters’ thoughts. Every male lead and supporting male character revolved around the heroine, an innocent, energetic little flower who came from a poor family but happened to get into an elite school. As for Shen Changqing, she was a brainless, clichéd second female le 1.1kReads8.2Score105Shelves

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    In the later stages of the plot, every word is really sharp💔

31. 431 慕 Mu Liangchuan 慕凉川 Silly You呆呆迩Modern Romance348k WordsCompleted Originally titled But She Doesn't Want Me Anymore Obsessive madman (Fu Liangchuan) × cool, aloof rose (Shen Muya) [A bond from their youth + love and hate + husband desperately tries to win her back + both devoted only to each other] Shen Muya fell for a boy when she was still a student. His eyes were dark and fierce, and everyone else wanted to stay away from him. She alone kept trying to get close. She thought she had managed to warm a heart of stone. But only later did Shen Muya realize it ha 281Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Very sad, burst into tears [crying]

32. 432 陆 Lu Heng, Goodbye Forever 陆蘅，再也不见了 Ten Miles of Hunan Breeze十里湘风Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted Ending: Bad end + school life + love at first sight (heroine's perspective) Meng Meng fell for Lu Heng at first sight when she met him in her first year of high school. She became the class representative and used every opportunity she could find to get closer to him and make him fall for her. They had an enviable romance and even made it through the doldrums. But fate had other plans. Meng Meng's body wasn't discovered until the day of the college entrance exams, after she had died. No one knew 257Reads—Score—Shelves
33. 433 就 Even as a Fake Heiress, I’ll Still Daringly Embrace Doing Nothing 就算是假千金也要勇敢摆烂 Ji Furan纪扶染Modern Romance659k WordsCompleted [Print edition launching across all platforms on August 9, 2025] When Shen Yue was twelve, she accidentally fell into a pond while feeding the fish. That was when she learned the truth: her parents weren’t her real parents, and her five older brothers weren’t really her brothers. She was the Mu family’s fake heiress! Faced with a future where she was destined to lose everything, Shen Yue decided to get ahead… by lying down. If she was going to lose it all anyway, she might as well lie back and 126.7kReads9.6Score14.8kShelves

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    No more nonsense. If you want to read it, just click on it and read the introduction.

34. 434 别 Stop Asking Me to Forgive You. Can You Just Let Me Go Before I Die? 别求我原谅了，临死前放过我好吗 Nonsense-Talking Anchovy糊言乱语的咸鱼Urban213k WordsCompleted [A pure healing story. The protagonist is destined to die + guiding spirits to the afterlife] Also known as [I Guide All Living Beings Through the Mortal World] After a checkup, Lu Yuan learns that he has at most six months left to live. So Lu Yuan decides to cast aside the heavy burdens that were never his to bear and start living for himself! Just then, he encounters the “Forget Worries Tavern,” and after his death, he becomes its owner. 3.5kReads9.0Score114Shelves

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    It has to be this one! [Crying][Crying][Crying] Jiang Qingci is their dragnet. For eighteen years, he has been living according to the adults' words. Become someone else's child. Enthusiastic to help others, good at studying, and friendly to classmates. The college student who doesn't have to worry in the eyes of his parents, and the good old guy in the eyes of his classmates. Don't know when it started. Jiang Qingci developed a pleaser personality. Just to not be hated in two families. "Doctor, can you not notify the family?" Dr. Zhang, who was sitting in front of him, sighed and said, "This does not comply with the regulations of our hospital."

35. 435 致 To My Dearest Brother 致我最最亲爱的哥哥 LyraAnime Fanfiction108k WordsCompleted (There are quite a few liberties taken here, since I couldn't find some information or it didn't quite fit the direction of my story. If that bothers you, you might want to think it over.) Everything belongs to Rowling. “I know you did nothing wrong, Al, but he's my brother. I have to save him.” He only looked at me kindly and said nothing. “Before that, we're still friends, right?” “Of course.” 2.8kReads9.0Score300Shelves

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    This book is really from the beginning to the end, there is no sugar at all, and the writing is also very beautiful. I read it at night, and I cried so much that I couldn't sleep...

36. 436 快 Quick Transmigration: The Supporting Girl Has No Protagonist Destiny 快穿：女配没有主角命 Tending a Grapevine挽根葡萄藤Modern Romance518k WordsOngoing Sang Wan has lost her memories. She can only get them back by completing the tasks assigned to villainess supporting characters in each world. She tries her best to survive, to win people over and fit into each world. Only then does she realize that some people are born protagonists, naturally superior to everyone else, while others use every ounce of strength just to stay alive. A casualty of the romance between an overbearing campus heartthrob and a naive junior student, A disposable extra who 1.3kReads8.7Score104Shelves

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    All I can say is, whether the book is bad or not, you must read it. This author cuts a knife every day, but there are only a few of them, two planes, just a side story, but you can kill people just by picking it up, so you must read it!!!

37. 437 绝 Classroom of Despair 绝望教室 Forget the Sorrow of Parting忘记离愁Mystery2.6M WordsCompleted What began as a prank voting game set off a string of tragedies. One classmate after another died, yet the voting continued. I knew that maybe I would be the next one to die… 648Reads8.2Score—Shelves
38. 438 快 Quick Transmigration: My Scumbag Ex Cries as He Eats My Ashes 快穿修罗场：渣男哭着吃我骨灰 Meat Sauce Eater吃肉酱Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted The comic adaptation is out! [Conquest + Shura Fields + No CP + Abusing Scum + Everyone's Favorite] Yu Ai is the best task-taker across all of time and space, a beauty blessed with both talent and looks. Hearing that men are always looking for trouble, she teams up with System 001 to teach them a lesson. She's the original green tea, a master of acting, and she's ready to fight back online. * The scheming CEO pins a woman beneath him. "Woman, behave. You're only allowed to be my caged bird." The 10.2kReads9.4Score962Shelves

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    Every story is cruel, every word is full of despair, it's like knives are flying everywhere🍒 "Xiaoyu, I feel like I have failed in life." Yu Yan looked at Han Haoyu with hollow and desperate eyes. "No, no, you will live better than anyone else in the future!" Han Haoyu said with a trembling voice, "How about you come down first?" "You lied to me." Yu Ai smiled and said, "I am a failure." Mo Yihan looked at the tracking position on his phone that he secretly pressed in Yu Ai's phone, and said to Chen Ming eagerly: "Drive faster!" He kept calling Yu Ai on the mobile phone in his hand, but she still didn't answer. "Mr. Mo, it's just a text message. Maybe nothing happened to Miss Yu? Don't think too much." He said this, but Chen Ming was also a little scared. This was the first time he had seen Mo Yihan like this in all the years he had been with him. Mo Yihan shouted anxiously: "Drive! Speed ​​up, hurry up!"🍄

39. 439 明 Moonlight Stirs the Swan’s Grace 明月别枝惊鸿 Bet on Books and Splash Wine, Not Tea赌书泼酒不泼茶Ancient Romance325k WordsCompleted [Historical romance + angsty love + winning back his wife after driving her away] Princess Anping Murong Huaiyue of Prince Yuan's residence was spoiled and willful from childhood. In her seventeen years, no one had ever dared defy her, until General of the Cavalry Yin Huai'an appeared. Murong Huaiyue fell in love with Yin Huai'an at first sight and took the initiative to confess her feelings. But Yin Huai'an didn't return them. To humiliate her, he even married her friend Qiu Yueming. Having 2.6kReads5.8Score120Shelves
40. 440 拔 After I Slashed Him, My Yandere Disciple Wept Until His Eyes Were Red 拔刀杀我后，病娇孽徒他哭红了眼 A Cat on a Pear Blossom Branch一枝梨花猫Ancient Romance432k WordsCompleted [Yandere male disciple + soft, adorable female master + both reborn + transmigrate into a book + a little angst + a long road to winning her back + heroine adored by all] Twists upon twists + no omniscient perspective + calculating male lead early on, humble and desperate later [Original title: Hard to Placate! My Yandere Disciple Turns Darker Every Day] Wen Nuan transmigrates into the story at its very beginning. Looking at the dying young man onstage, she knows that one day he will bring the N 2.5kReads8.2Score187Shelves
41. 441 恐 A Terrifying Transmigration into a Book: I'm Really Just a Lackey 恐怖穿书，我真的只是一个小弟啊 Greenwater Boat绿水舟Mystery450k WordsCompleted [No Female Lead + Transmigrate into a Book + Infinite Flow] Cheng Guan discovered that his body had been torn into pieces. A creepy little girl was holding him while sewing his arms and legs back on, affectionately calling him her doll. Cheng Guan was speechless, then turned and ran. After transmigrating into a book as a ghost, Cheng Guan always stuck to the belief that he was the protagonists’ sidekick. Dirty work, hard work, he would do it all. He would stand by the protagonists through thick 690Reads6.2Score100Shelves

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    The first one is a little bit, but not bad. The second one has two male protagonists and my wife is suffering so much. The third one is a bit slow in the early stages and I have to wait and see if the author makes changes later. The fourth one is really despairing.

42. 442 妻 My Wife's Secret: I Don't Want Her Repentant, Sincere Love 妻子的秘密：悔过的真情我嫌脏 Number One Brother of Xuanyang玄阳一哥Urban1.0M WordsCompleted After six years of marriage, he suddenly discovered that the wife he had thought perfect was hiding a deep, dark secret... Betrayal? An affair? Faced with his wife’s increasingly strange behavior, He Fan gradually fell into despair! Once every secret came to light, the betrayer would pay the price! PS: This book is rather intense. There’s no doormat hero and no reconciliation. The protagonist is ruthless and decisive! 16.9kReads7.4Score905Shelves

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    The emotional entanglement makes the wife gradually feel desperate...

43. 443 虐 After Torturing Me, the Lovesick Marquis Chases Me to the Ends of the Earth 虐完我，病娇侯爷追妻火葬场了 Ji Nian季念Ancient Romance614k WordsCompleted (Historical romance with heartbreak, a groveling hero chasing his wife, physical and emotional angst, a hero who comes to his senses, and a heroine who has moved on) In the end, he had to tear out his heart and bones to win back her love. Four years of marriage, and in the end he demoted her to concubine. She became a laughingstock! “A whore doesn't deserve to be the principal wife.” “Make room in the courtyard for Madam Ji. If she gets pregnant, we can make her the principal wife.” “Yan'er, I b 918Reads7.3Score104Shelves
44. 444 对 Sorry, We Don't Talk About Love After Dark 对不起，夜深不说爱 Model Huiyin模特徽因Urban1.6M WordsCompleted I didn’t care that people said I’d married up by latching onto a goddess, and I didn’t care that they called me a poor country boy who’d married into wealth. But when my wife’s best friend’s husband came looking for me, I realized I’d been naive. My wife, it turned out, really knew how to “enjoy” life… 13.2kReads8.7Score1.2kShelves

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    Pure cool text trust me

45. 445 如 If Sunshine Embraced Me 如果阳光拥抱我 Yu You予优Modern Romance706k WordsCompleted Adapted from a true story: Even in the darkest, coldest nights, there will always be a light that belongs to you. Reach out and hold on tight. Follow the light, and you will find someone who needs you, someone who can save you. “Gu Mochen and the others all hate me. Am I really that despicable?” “No. You're wonderful. They're the ones in the wrong.” “Then why do they all hate me?” “It's not your fault. The world sees you as unforgivable.” … Gu Mochen swears that he will protect this poor girl, 100Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    The theme of school bullying, the despair revealed in every word in the front, the male protagonist appears in the back and gives her the light, the front is very sad, the back is very sweet, and it is completed

46. 446 快 Quick Transmigration: After the Tragic-Novel Heroine Gets a Unhinged Script 快穿：当虐文女主拿了疯批剧本后 Ou Cong偶葱Modern Romance504k WordsCompleted In every tragic romance, the heroine is tormented by the hero until her heart is torn apart, and her heart, kidneys, and brain are cut out. Yet the heroine loves the hero without fail, devoting herself wholeheartedly to her career as his doormat. Now Jingsha has become the heroine of a tragic romance. She's obsessive, unstable, scummy, and downright crazy. She torments the male lead, then the male supporting character, then the female supporting character. In the end, they all love her but can n 8.2kReads9.3Score960Shelves

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    The first book: A rough-and-tumble sadistic novel, but it has two male protagonists, so I don't like to stray into it. The first few chapters are sweet and ridiculous, but they were tricked by the author into looking for sweet stories. The second book: A standard sadistic novel, but it's not mindless abuse. It's all well-founded abuse. At least, it doesn't feel like your IQ is being ravaged. The third book: Although it's a gang-loving story, the knives are stuck in it.

47. 447 等 Those Who Await Immortality 等仙之辈 You Zi Yin油子吟Eastern Fantasy1.5M WordsOngoing Readers who dislike traditional fantasy, no System, no harem, no power-trip wish fulfillment, or a lighthearted comedy should proceed with caution. “Fellow cultivator, have we met somewhere before?” “Son, who are you?” “I seem to remember having a favorite disciple. Why can’t I remember who it was?” “Who exactly owes me spirit stones?” “Who was it that hit me yesterday?” Jiang Yang was always an invisible nobody, someone no one paid attention to, and no one could remember him either. Once he set 39.7kReads8.6Score3.7kShelves

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    Very sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet

48. 448 奶 After the Baby Goes Viral, Her Father and Brothers Cry with Regret 奶宝火出圈后，爸爸哥哥悔哭了 Yi A Ya一啊鸭Modern Romance2.0M WordsCompleted Yan Laiyi knows she is an illegitimate daughter, and that her mother is a homewrecker and a murderer. Her mother had been secretly in love with her father for years, but he fell in love with her mother’s older sister and had three sons with her. Consumed by jealousy, her mother schemed to get pregnant and attempted to murder her sister. After the attempt failed, her father and uncles sent her to prison. Later, her mother died unexpectedly, leaving her alone in the world at just four years old. A 9.1kReads9.2Score1.5kShelves
49. 449 这 This Host Is Something Else: Told to Die for the Villain, He Actually Did 这宿主绝了，让他替反派死他真死 Cheng Nezha城哪吒Two Male Leads1.5M WordsCompleted (Complete) Villain + Corruption + Master and Disciple + Mutual Devotion + One-on-One (the villains are all souls of the Main God) To come back to life, movie star Yu Tang binds himself to a quick transmigration System. His mission is to show the villains care and warmth, then die for them, driving them completely over the edge. But when he has finally earned enough points and wants to be revived, the System tells him: The worlds he visited have all collapsed. Yu Tang: ??? System: So you need to 29.9kReads9.6Score3.4kShelves

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    The first one was okay in terms of abuse. The author of the second book has good writing. I was tortured to death while reading this book. The heroine was so frustrated. As long as you read it carefully and don't skip chapters, I believe there will be one sentence that will make you cry. The third book has two male protagonists, half sadistic and half sweet. The first two books were all about acting. If you want to watch abuse, then read the last two books. If it's the worst, then you should read the second one.

50. 450 她 She Calls Me Her Bestie 她管我叫闺蜜 Shi Yue Yue诗悦月Two Female Leads86k WordsCompleted A chance encounter led her to a tutor on the other end of the internet. The tutor made a plan for her, helped her establish a routine, and guided her out of confusion so she could become a better version of herself. Their constant online companionship allowed trust and dependence to quietly take root, becoming a light that brightened both their youth. But when their relationship entered the real world, an unexpected disagreement left them in silence. She chose to step back and give things time, 457Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Two heroines, sadistic novel. .

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