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1. 301 我 I Have a Disease. Its Name Is Immortality 我有病，病名，长生 Si Lingmu司灵木Eastern Fantasy557k WordsCompleted [Longevity] [Daily life] [Eras] [Not really a System] … I was sick, terribly sick. From that day on, I fell into a deep sleep. I slept for so long, then woke up, then fell asleep again, for longer and longer stretches. … I thought medicine would cure me. But it didn’t. … Later, I fell asleep again. And woke up again. I looked around, bewildered. My family was gone, and so was Nancheng. I had come to a strange place, where immortals and immortal sects existed. … I thought cultivating immortality 8.3kReads9.2Score89014d adds

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   What I can't forget about this book is that big guy.

2. 302 超 Superpowers: I Have a Replication Mirror 超能：我有一面复刻镜 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban1.5M WordsCompleted [Gods Descend, Calamity Begins] When cultivators from the divine realm invade Earth, superpowers and modern weapons become humanity's last line of defense! Can Gou Chen and Adam, Earth's only two superpower academies, shoulder humanity's future? What kind of hidden strength does Huaxia, hailed as the Chosen Nation, possess? This is a feast for the Godslayers! A young man gains the power to replicate abilities. With a mortal body and the power of the world in his hands, he will ultimately slay th 116.4kReads9.6Score13.3k14d adds
3. 303 温 I Completely Succumbed to the Gentle CEO's Advances 温柔女总裁攻势下，我彻底沦陷 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban172k WordsCompleted Lin Mushi is a wealthy heiress, the very picture of beauty and privilege. Unfortunately, she is still single at twenty-five and dreams of finding a romantic love of her own. While moving, she finds a notebook and meets Zhaosheng, a kind and upright firefighter. While preparing an animated film, she also meets Yu Chenghua, a handsome, aloof artist. The two men have completely different personalities and give her two entirely different experiences. The thrill of dating them both is beyond most peo 14.6kReads9.4Score1.6k14d adds

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   If you don't like what I've read in order, come back and scold me.

4. 304 奇 Miracle Livestream: One Little Slip, and I Shock the Whole World 奇迹直播：一不小心就震惊全世界 Two Pots of Wine Among the Flowers花间二壶酒Urban850k WordsCompleted Qin Yan, who was terminally ill, obtained a System that rewarded him for taking photos and recording videos. Could he become famous around the world? [Ding! Successfully recorded the Leonids meteor shower. Reward: Healing Potion!] [Ding! Successfully photographed a golden Kaiser-i-Hind butterfly. Reward: Beast-Taming Whip!] [Ding! Successfully recorded a clouded leopard hunting. Reward: ...] The photos and videos he posted also drew attention from all sorts of people. Aiguo Company: Mr. Qin, we' 4.7kReads8.7Score37314d adds
5. 305 狐 Fox Spirit Matchmaker: Your Zither's Song Betrayed Me, Yet It Keeps Me Immortal 狐妖：负我琴声，伴我长生 Ink Stains the Cloud Peak墨染云巅Anime Fanfiction458k WordsCompleted [Fox Spirit Matchmaker] [Single Female Lead: Tu Shan Rongrong] One man, one zither, strolling through the vast stars and looking down upon the mortal world. He is both the last Mask and the last Human Emperor. He was meant to rule the world by force and walk a path stained with blood, yet he became invincible while happily slacking off amid laughter and jokes. He thought he could live carefree forever, but then he met a troublesome woman. “Hey, you with the surname Fu, explain yourself! Who exac 9.7kReads9.2Score1.1k14d adds

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   If you're looking for something with a knife, try this one; I personally think the ending is divine.

6. 306 狐 Fox Spirit Matchmaker: He’s Always Just Along for the Ride 狐妖：他总在打酱油 Jin Jiuyue金九月Anime Fanfiction264k WordsCompleted {Fox Spirit Matchmaker + chaotic transmigration + slice of life + invincible} Wuyang is the young master of the Wang family, part of the One Qi Alliance, and the ultimate rich kid of his generation. His big brother has the family covered, and Wuyang has always seemed frail and sickly. He eats delicacies, drinks heavenly nectar, lives in a sprawling mansion, and is the apple of his family’s eye. His life couldn’t be going more smoothly. Then one day, he transmigrates. He lands several centuries i 2.8kReads8.4Score29814d adds

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   I came here looking for food, but all I saw were familiar faces... The books on my bookshelf that I've finished reading are almost never entirely sweet, so feel free to browse. Most are probably all-love stories or no romance. The books I'm currently stocking up on are absolutely amazing!!! Mu Guang's book!! Yun Xianhe's!! Jiang Zisuan's!! Jiang Xu's!!

7. 307 又 After Becoming the Hated Real Young Master Again, He Gives Up Trying! 又穿成万人嫌真少爷后！他摆烂了 Yogurt and Purple Rice Drinkz酸奶紫米露zTwo Male Leads405k WordsCompleted [ABO] [From universally hated to universally adored] [Angst] [Regret and redemption] Wen Xi is transmigrated into a novel about a real and fake young master as the universally hated real one. His biological parents favor the fake young master. The fake young master's childhood friends hate and bully him, and even the students at the elite school he transfers to look down on him and torment him. Everyone loves the fake young master. The school's F4 treat him terribly. Among them, the man who was 18.2kReads8.8Score1.6k14d adds
8. 308 新 I Slayed a God at Freshman Military Training, Shocking the Entire School 新生军训，我斩神震惊全校 The Day I Ascended to Godhood成神这天Urban354k WordsCompleted [Campus beauty] + [Slay the Gods] + [passionate] + [sweet romance] + [System] + [the Myriad Worlds] + [comedy] Xu Fan, a freshman at Jiangnan University, was secretly a member of the Night’s Watch, defending humanity from invasions by the immortals and demons of myth. But from the start, he got drunk, wandered into the women’s dormitory, and commandeered the campus beauty upperclassman’s bed. Who could have guessed that the very next day, she would drag him to the civil affairs bureau to registe 117Reads8.8Score—14d adds
9. 309 就 Even as a Fake Heiress, I’ll Still Daringly Embrace Doing Nothing 就算是假千金也要勇敢摆烂 Ji Furan纪扶染Modern Romance659k WordsCompleted [Print edition launching across all platforms on August 9, 2025] When Shen Yue was twelve, she accidentally fell into a pond while feeding the fish. That was when she learned the truth: her parents weren’t her real parents, and her five older brothers weren’t really her brothers. She was the Mu family’s fake heiress! Faced with a future where she was destined to lose everything, Shen Yue decided to get ahead… by lying down. If she was going to lose it all anyway, she might as well lie back and 117kReads9.6Score13.7k14d adds

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   Knife!! Don't be fooled by the title, I really feel so sorry for Shen Yue, sob sob sob [crying][crying]

10. 310 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: Time Seals the Door 盗笔：岁月封门 Xue Yin薛喑Two Male Leads175k WordsCompleted Content warnings: [Two male leads] + [No System] + [Severe protagonist suffering] (Readers who identify strongly with the protagonist, take care.) In this story, Yucun is near Hangzhou. Fujian is too far away. Wu Xie × Qiu Zhiyi The innocent and guileless Wu Xie, on his way to becoming the ruthless Third Young Master, × the refined, gentle, and calculating shopkeeper Qiu Qiu Zhiyi transmigrates into Wu Xie’s world twice. The first time, for the sake of the Qiu family, he pulls that boy into the 315Reads9.0Score10514d adds
11. 311 给 I Was Just Keeping My Sister Company at School, Then I Accidentally Became Invincible 给妹妹陪读的我，不小心无敌了 Nameless End断末无铭Urban3.4M WordsOngoing [Superpowers] + [School Life] + [Passionate] + [Defend the Homeland] + [Aloof Protagonist Who Dotes on His Little Sister] In his previous life, Zhong Yuan watched helplessly as his sister fought desperately against monsters, only to meet her tragic end. When he opened his eyes again, a mysterious golden coffin had sent him back four years and given him a special ability: a 100% success rate when absorbing the abilities of other races, with the potential to reach the highest level. Four years ago 19kReads8.9Score1.9k14d adds

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    I was bored and wanted to see everyone cry. The more you cry, the happier I am. I just posted these few in another topic, and the comments below were all sobbing. I laughed so hard.

12. 312 救 Help, I Transmigrated into the Grave Robbers' Chronicles World 救我，我穿越盗笔世界了 Creeping Jenny连钱草Mystery1.7M WordsCompleted [The Iron Triangle + Slow Burn + No Heroine + Not Mindless + Original Plot Follows the Source Closely + Both Heartbreak and Sweetness + Panzi + CP] (P.S. There are livestreams, but they're entirely from another world, and the livestream itself is a huge plot hook. There are no livestreams in Volume Two.) On the fifteenth day of the eighth month, five planets align. A fantastical transmigration journey begins. Lian Qian carries something closely connected to the tomb-raiding world, searching in t 8.5kReads9.4Score52014d adds
13. 313 下 Next Chapter 下一章 Wan Fusu畹扶苏Two Female Leads32k WordsCompleted [Two female leads + short story + final rally before death + mutual salvation + not a rebirth story + based on real events + tragic ending] Ni Sisi: “I don’t care what other people think. I only care how you feel.” Zuo Qingshu: “I’ve always been happy, and it’s all because of you.” Those who don’t love each other torment one another, while those who do are separated by life and death. They overcame every obstacle and should have made it to the altar. But on the eve of their wedding, a mentally 1.1kReads8.8Score26914d adds
14. 314 大 The Imperial Consort of the Great Sheng Dynasty 大盛皇妃 Shu Yiyu书亦娱Ancient Romance1.4M WordsOngoing Ensemble cast + revenge + black lotus + multiple couples + intense push and pull + a sense of fate + not mutually chaste + high-IQ palace intrigue escalating into political schemes + tragic romance + fictional history + a battlefield of love rivals The main battleground is the imperial court: beneath its glittering, splendid facade lie witty, amusing daily life and a brutal, blood-soaked core. The palace secrets are depicted in detail. Some content may be disturbing. This is a bad ending. If you 835Reads—Score10214d adds

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    The plot gets increasingly brutal as it progresses, a subversive masterpiece of palace intrigue and power struggles, with meticulous depictions of palace secrets and an unconventional storyline. The logic is clear, the daily life is lighthearted and humorous, the power struggles are intense, and the female protagonist is ridiculed upon entering the palace. She has to rely entirely on herself; there are no cheat codes, no time travel, and no reincarnation. She navigates the treacherous and dark harem, and the content may be disturbing, potentially driving readers away. The female protagonist, an abandoned wife, cleverly uses schemes to achieve multiple goals with one move in order to enter the palace for revenge. Have you ever seen a palace intrigue novel where both men and women fight? It depicts the tragedy of the ancient feudal system, showcasing the brutality of court struggles and the complexities of human nature.

15. 315 只 I Was Just Playing a Cultivation Game, I Didn't Mean to Cultivate for Real 只是玩个修仙游戏，没想真修仙啊 Meteor on a Spring Outing踏青的流星Eastern Fantasy595k WordsOngoing This book has been adapted into two animated dramas, so you can count on the quality. [Slow Burn] [Cultivation Sects] [The fiery spirit of youth, gifted rivals, laughter and tears. There are always things you have no choice but to do, and people you have no choice but to say goodbye to.] [The further you read, the better it gets. If you don't believe me, try the latest chapter first, then decide whether to keep reading.] [This book won't have Foundation Establishment cultivators cutting down Nas 16.2kReads8.1Score2k14d adds

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    I dare to recommend this book. It vividly portrays countless instances of being unable to control one's own destiny: a fate one must face, loved ones one cannot hold onto, and weapons one must inevitably clash against! "I am going to my death, willing to protect my sect and all its families!" The opening follows the traditional cultivation trope, but the later plot unfolds layer by layer, becoming increasingly captivating. I suggest picking any chapter to read. [A young man embarks on the path of immortality with boundless passion, experiencing love, hate, anger, and infatuation, leaving all life and death to the mountains and rivers.] Sect competitions, battles between geniuses, seeking opportunities in secret realms, alchemy and treasure forging. A grand sect war unfolds, with the protagonist step by step climbing towards the pinnacle of immortality.

16. 316 给 Jujutsu Kaisen: Putting on a Show for My Classmates by Stabbing Myself 【咒回】给同期表演个我刀我自己 He E鹤厄Anime Fanfiction121k WordsCompleted [Boosting the rating!] [The synopsis is too short to fit everything in! For content warnings, see the author's note in Chapter One.] Yunquan Yingyue has always been alone. Then one day, she's invited to the technical college and meets three fellow students. But why are they so... completely different from what she imagined? Gojo Satoru, white-haired man in sunglasses, always eating sweets, strongest number one: “You're so weak. How did you even become a Jujutsu Sorcerer?” Geto Suguru, black-hair 3.3kReads9.1Score40414d adds
17. 317 程 Cultivation Through the Ages 程修 Spring Rain Falling on the Fields春雨撒落在田间Urban138k WordsCompleted Cheng Xing is an ordinary high school student at No. 1 High School, a child from the stars. This is his story. It is also my story. And now, it is everyone’s story. 1Reads—Score—14d adds
18. 318 黑 The Corrupted Moon Was Redeemed After Her Rebirth 黑化月亮复生后，被救赎了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery241k WordsCompleted Fan Favorite / Pairing Undecided (Anything Is Possible) / Mutual Salvation / White Moonlight Returns from the Dead Qing Yan died in the Zhang Family Ancient Tower, in Black Glasses' arms. Years later, he returned and appeared before the Nine Gates once more, but everything had changed beyond recognition. Suspicion and heart palpitations, probing and cautiousness. After countless rescues and glimmers of hope, who, in the end, saved whom? Are you really him... Did you really come back...? Now tha 6.9kReads9.3Score1.4k14d adds

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    I highly recommend the first book; it's really heart-wrenching.

19. 319 琢 Carving Clouds 琢云 Mu Qiqi木砌砌Two Male Leads236k WordsCompleted (A little angst + happy ending + rekindled romance) Lin Zhuoxun x Xiao Yunshen A seemingly cheerful but secretly depressed bottom x a devoted, innocent top The first stirrings of love in youth are pure and passionate. I was once barren earth, but your arrival brought me back to life. 948Reads8.6Score14514d adds
20. 320 盗 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: I Thought I Was Going Crazy 盗墓笔记之我以为我疯了 Shu Jingxue书景薛Two Male Leads676k WordsOngoing The outcome is the same in every cycle. This is your final chance. What will you choose? Will you give up, or keep going? Zhang Qiling: I won’t give up on anyone who wants to live. Xue Jingshu, don’t trade your life for ours. Black Glasses: I’m such a kind person, of course I won’t let you bear everything alone~ Xie Yuchen: You helped me when I was at my lowest, so I want to help you too. Wu Xie: Why do you keep everything bottled up and never say a word? Can’t you trust us? Is there anything we 348Reads9.1Score10114d adds
21. 321 盗 Tomb Raiding: From the Start, I'm the Wu Family's Abandoned Baby 盗墓：开局成为吴家弃婴 Bai Bai Er柏柏儿Two Male Leads165k WordsOngoing Wu Zhou was an obscure C-list celebrity, hopeless at everything. He was cold and sharp-tongued, and his poor social skills eventually got him flamed online and hit by a sasaeng fan's car. He thought he'd transmigrated to a parallel world and gained a golden finger that would let him dominate the entertainment industry. But who could have guessed his golden finger would be all about tomb raiding? "Ding! Congratulations, Host, you have obtained 10% of the Qilin bloodline." "Ding! Congratulations, 23Reads8.2Score—14d adds

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    You should check out this one; you won't feel anything if you read the mainstream stuff, but reading the inside peep show will really tear you apart. He doesn't hate anyone, but everyone thinks he does. And his boss never loved him; he was just using him as a lens to see someone else.

22. 322 本 My True Form Is SSS-Rank, and So Is My Mirror Image 本体SSS级，镜像也是SSS级 Yan Jinhuan颜尽欢欢Urban550k WordsCompleted The rating just came in!!! [SSS Mirror + Invincible + Fast-Paced + Emotional Journey] On the day Sequences awaken, Bo Jin awakens the [Nightmare] path and the world’s only SSS-level Sequence: [Mirror]. Its skills include, but aren’t limited to: Shattering Mirror Blade, Refraction, Shatter, Space, and Armament. [Mirror World: Creates a mirror world with an initial area of 100 square meters. Each rank-up expands its area.] [Twin Mirrors: Creates a mirror image identical to the original. Both t 11.5kReads7.7Score1.3k14d adds

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    This book's world is driven by emotions, which leads to a lot of heart-wrenching moments. For example, there's the fated showdown between brother and sister, the life-and-death separation of sister and brother, and many more. After chapter 100, the author basically just keeps delivering angst.

23. 323 快 Quick Transmigration: Every World Leaves Me Coughing Up Blood 快穿：每个世界都累到吐血 Sparrow Really Looks Good雀实好看Two Male Leads769k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + fakes his death and leaves in every world with a tragic ending] Aicao, a born workaholic, dies suddenly from overwork and gets bound to a 555 System. He becomes a new employee of the Quick Transmigration Bureau and sets off on a path to promotion, traveling through different worlds, completing missions, and earning points! An ambitious workaholic, Aicao soon grows dissatisfied with cannon-fodder missions. To earn more points, he needs to become more important to the plot and ma 2.8kReads9.4Score25314d adds
24. 324 未 The Flowers Faded Before Spring Arrived 未见春来花已逝 Li Yidingxing李一定行Modern Romance209k WordsOngoing [The main story has a tragic ending; the bonus chapters have a happy ending. Both are complete.] [Pure love + romance + angst + school life + a touch of ensemble cast + slice-of-life + depressed heroine Gu Xihuan and sunny hero Liang Suian] Gu Xihuan thought she would remain in pain like this forever, until the day she died. After entering Ling'an No. 1 High School, she meets many kind and lovable classmates. Most of all, there is Liang Suian, her friendly deskmate and class president, whose 437Reads6.4Score10214d adds
25. 325 穿 I Transmigrated into The Grave Robbers' Chronicles, and They All Fell Apart After I Faked My Death 穿越盗笔，假死后他们都崩溃了 Heated Lemon Water加热柠檬水Mystery151k WordsCompleted Qing Yan transmigrated into the world of The Grave Robbers' Chronicles twenty years ago, and Zhang Qiling and Hei Xiazi raised him like a pig for all those years. Then, forced by a Corpse Beetle Pill to become a player in the game, Qing Yan accidentally uncovered a shocking secret about himself. From then on, the Nine Houses had another lunatic... No, that's not right. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother Xiao Hei! I didn't mean to! Hei Xiazi: Kid, you sure put on a good act. Qing Yan: Sorry, Brother X 10.9kReads9.4Score1.8k14d adds
26. 326 死 Still Waters, Cold as Death 死水薄凉 Frostblade Fish霜刀鱼Two Male Leads99k WordsCompleted [Scumbag Top x World-Weary Bottom] [Mad Dog x Mad Dog] [Forced Love] [Tragedy] The world had never been so dull. It all began when Xu Yanzhi picked up the countdown. Xu Yanzhi, a rich second-generation layabout who did nothing but coast through life and wait to die, encountered Li Yan after he returned to the country ten years later. Forced to tear open his wounds, Xu Yanzhi gradually let his true nature show. I’m done pretending. I actually hate this world. I set fires, hurt people, and framed 797Reads8.7Score11014d adds
27. 327 龙 Dragon King, Spare Me! 龙王请饶命 Why Say So Much何必言深Eastern Fantasy1.1M WordsCompleted From the start, all he has is a dragon, and leveling up depends on sweet-talking her! “Um... A Lian, could you give me a gold coin for some drinks?” “A gold coin? A mug of ale costs just one copper. How dare you ask for a gold coin? Tell me, is there another dragon on the side?” “I’ve been framed!” This is the story of a man and a dragon... [Also known as “Spare Me, Your Majesty the Queen,” now back online!] 4.8kReads9.0Score43814d adds

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    These are so sweet, really not angsty at all, just incredibly sweet. (Waaaa, my little sun! My little crane~. Where's the promised sweet story?) You absolutely have to check them out, they're super sweet. PS: The parts in parentheses are my inner thoughts, please ignore them.

28. 328 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Walnut Seller 盗墓：那个卖核桃的 Xue Yin薛喑Two Male Leads174k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads] + [Angst] + [Severe Protagonist Suffering, Not for the Faint of Heart] 2026 editor’s note: Please read the author’s statement in the book’s discussion section. Thank you, everyone. The protagonist is completely love-struck, extremely so, and there will be no switching love interests. If you can’t accept that, feel free to leave using the top-right corner. Li Cu × Qian Heng After spending seven or eight years out in the dirt, Qian Heng had thoroughly wrecked his health. With now 2.9kReads9.3Score55814d adds
29. 329 快 Quick Transmigration: Ding! Your Crematorium Has Arrived. Please Pick It Up 快穿，叮，火葬场到货请查收 Just Ink就墨Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + Quick Transmigration + Putting scumbags in their place + Feel-good story + Regret and redemption] After finally avenging his great grudge, Gu Yao is left all alone. Cancer takes him naturally, and he becomes bound to a System. To keep the world's storylines running, he conscientiously fulfills his role as a supporting character. But why has he become the white moonlight of every Child of Fortune?! The emperor he admired as a boy uses him as a stepping stone to the throne. G 5.5kReads9.3Score50914d adds
30. 330 太 The Crown Prince Gave Away His Country 太子他把国家送人了 Li Sanwan黎三万Two Male Leads223k WordsCompleted [Complete]“No CP + no love interest + focused solely on building a career and saving the world + no female lead + reborn + tragic ending” A twist of fate turned Zhu Fanyi from the protagonist into a supporting character. Reborn, he turned his fate around. The System sobbed, “Heaven won’t let me go home. I want to atone and give everything back to you!” At first, Zhu Fanyi couldn’t have cared less. He thought, Don’t flatter yourself and dump that mess on me. Going along with fate is actually pre 1.5kReads9.3Score22514d adds

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    When a person has the world in their heart, they are destined to perish, and there is no stopping them. (PS: Don't be fooled by the label of two male leads; this is actually a story without a romantic pairing. The crown prince quietly walks towards his destined end.)

31. 331 惊 Thriller: The Little Ancestor’s Grudge Runs Deep, and a Hundred Ghosts Dote on Her 惊悚：小祖宗怨念大，百鬼手心捧 Rein In at the Cliff’s Edge悬崖勒马Mystery1.1M WordsCompleted [Funny + Dark + Redemption + Strong Heroine] The arrival of the Horror World turns humanity from the top predator into meat for monsters. Everyone fears entering the Horror World and meeting a gruesome death. Then one day, a little girl jumps from a building and enters the Horror World. The terrifying, bloody atmosphere takes a turn... The murderous Death Clown personally makes the little girl the braised chicken drumsticks she loves. The chainsaw-wielding soul butcher, a madman who dismembers p 9.4kReads9.4Score1.5k14d adds

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    "You probably don't remember me. My name is Chihara Nozomi. Nozomi means 'hope,' and I am your hope." I wanted to save you, but you pushed me into the abyss time and time again. Even knowing I'm afraid of blood, you pushed me into a pool of blood when I was dying… If what you've experienced will earn you the favor of a hundred ghosts and make you the Ghost King, then I don't want you to go through this. Why don't you believe her? Knowing the truth, they were filled with regret, but the most important person was gone. Heartache, surrounded by a bunch of idiots—it seems like a sweet romance novel, but it's too heartbreaking.

32. 332 凹 Aotu World: Second Brother Lei Still Wants to Escape the Tournament Today 凹凸世界雷二哥今天也想逃出大赛 I Just Want to Feel the Fish我只想摸鱼儿Anime Fanfiction273k WordsCompleted [No female lead + not a transmigration story + redemptive arc + check the reviews for content warnings] (There are plot twists. The protagonist starts out weak and grows stronger. Not a male-oriented novel. Ship whoever you like. The story is complete.) Lei Yu, the second prince of Leixing, has been carefree and loyal since childhood. He loves exploring, socializing, and being free. He can even enjoy studying; he just doesn't want to fight his elder brother and younger brother for the throne. “W 2.1kReads9.5Score35914d adds
33. 333 原 Genshin Impact: In Eerie Teyvat, I Just Want to Survive 原神：诡异提瓦特，我只想活下去 The One of Old Has Forgotten Love昔人已忘情Anime Fanfiction4.1M WordsOngoing [Genshin Impact + Transmigration + The Supernatural + Horror + Rule-Based Mysteries + Regressing] Su Yuan transmigrates to Teyvat. Another, eerie power descends upon this world. All of Teyvat is affected to varying degrees. To save Fontaine, Furina endures five hundred years of loneliness. But just before the dawn of victory, the eerie influence drives her mad… “No one understands my loneliness… No one understands my fear… There’s no one I can confide in…” “Why should I make such selfless sa 7.3kReads9.2Score56014d adds

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    This is the only Genshin Impact fanfic by Tomato that left me breathless with its angst. My skills are still limited, so I humbly request the judgment of all the masters of the genre.

34. 334 阴 After the Gloomy Outcast’s Thoughts Were Read 阴沉万人嫌被读心后 Cha Li Chai猹狸柴Ancient Romance406k WordsCompleted Cultivation, no CP, no male lead, no romance, possibly multiple love interests, a gloomy and deranged female lead, crazy but not completely crazy, the inner monologue of a darkened INFP The female lead is truly despised by everyone: a gloomy cynic through and through, with a deeply concerning mental state. Prepare for a little taste of darkness that’ll shake any well-adjusted person to their core. After narrowly escaping death in a secret realm, Pei Wang has no idea that her fellow disciples c 740Reads8.8Score10014d adds
35. 335 咒 Jujutsu Kaisen: By Your Side 咒回之在你身旁 Quiet Thoughts Amid the Mist清幽思兮烟Two Male Leads154k WordsCompleted Content warnings: !!!! Male protagonist, all characters have one-sided crushes on him, somewhat angst-heavy (angst for angst’s sake), everyday life + everyday injuries, fast pacing (very fast), no passionate, uplifting scenes. The author’s writing is terrible and they’re thin-skinned. Extremely out-of-character, cringey writing (the first few chapters have quite a few landmines. If you don’t like it, just leave for your own sake. Don’t make yourself miserable). (If you deliberately insult me or 2.6kReads9.4Score29214d adds
36. 336 我 I Love You, I Deserve to Die 我爱你，我该死 Rice Candy米糖糖Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted Song Xixi spent more than a decade loving a man. In the end, she died at the hands of the person she loved most. He wanted her kidney, and she gave it to him. He wanted her life, and she gave it to him. He wanted her to turn back and love him once more, but she knew there was no going back... 166Reads5.0Score—14d adds

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    Both are incredibly heart-wrenching! Highly recommended!!

37. 337 剑EN Unsheathed 剑来 The Warlord Who Played with Princes烽火戏诸侯Eastern Fantasy11.6M WordsOngoing The world is vast, and anything is possible. I, Chen Ping’an, have but one sword. With it, I can move mountains, overturn seas, subdue demons, suppress devils, command gods, pluck stars, sever rivers, level cities, and split the heavens! 36.9kReads9.7Score1.1k14d adds

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    The first book, written in the simplest language about the most ordinary life, still brought tears to my eyes. The second book, with its opening line, "My name is A-Liang, the Liang of kindness," brought me to tears instantly.

38. 338 退 After Quitting the Game and Becoming a God, I Was Sent Back Into It 退坑成神后：我又穿回了游戏中 Nuo Yizhen诺以浈Eastern Fantasy663k WordsOngoing [Transmigration into a game + god-tier account + deity + secret identities + top-tier combat strength + playing dumb to catch a tiger + Western fantasy and sci-fi + powerful races] In the full-dive game Starry Worlds, Jun Lin is a name that has reached the pinnacle. He is the king of the seven races, their one and only deity. When the game was tampered with to squeeze money from players, he banned all his top accounts for the various races. It was the equivalent of the king’s permanent fall. 3.4kReads9.3Score36314d adds

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    It's so captivating, you can watch it over and over again, but the knife is everywhere!

39. 339 我 I'm Going to Make Conan Cry! 我要在柯南发刀子！ Sugar Addiction Syndrome糖分综合征Anime Fanfiction723k WordsCompleted [Mainly Detective Conan] [Male lead on the Black side] [No romance] [System, canon couples stay together! The overall focus is on intrigue and plot, with plenty of original characters] The moment he awakened in the world of Detective Conan, Qian Wuhe thought about a lot of things. For instance, how to land without getting stabbed, poisoned, or strangled, especially with piano wire or fishing line... Fortunately, the resident Grim Reaper was still in the true early stages of his growth and hadn’t 2.1kReads9.2Score26214d adds
40. 340 柯 The Detective Conan Undercover Agent Is Fishing for Recruits 柯学卧底捞捞中 Master of Chen Shang Pavilion, Gan Tang辰殇阁阁主--甘棠Anime Fanfiction136k WordsOngoing Goofy at first, deadly later. No romance in the main story. Huajian Wu (Huaze Jingyang) is an utterly ordinary test subject. As one of the liquor syndicate's two top combatants, he was raised by an undercover agent. Is this a moral collapse or a distortion of human nature? Find out in Undercover at the Black Organization: Help Me Out! [Black Organization] Gin: ...A kid raised by a rat. Vodka: He and his godfather should both keep their distance from me, thanks. It'd be even better if they stoppe 479Reads6.6Score10214d adds
41. 341 神 Divine Punishment Descends 神罚莅临 Witch's Evil Knight巫衣邪士Sci-Fi & Apocalypse213k WordsOngoing The virtuous suffer poverty and die young, while the wicked enjoy wealth and long lives. When you are oppressed by evil, have you ever wished, even for a moment, that the underworld existed? If it did, would you dare to peer into it for even one-millionth of a second? The year quantum computing underwent a revolution, Company R offered an answer: the Cyber Underworld. Professor Qi Yuan used computer simulations to resurrect sinners in a virtual world after death, where they would endure eternal 222Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Ethical dilemmas + subtle philosophical reflections + subtle sharp wits + intellectual battles + high-concept + strong emotions + dramatic plot twists. He uses a quantum computer to create a virtual underworld to judge all evil in the world—but who will judge him?

42. 342 为 Aotu World: Putting a Lid on Newton's Coffin 【凹凸世界】为牛顿盖上棺材板 Meizi Baby Ya梅子宝贝丫Anime Fanfiction121k WordsCompleted Original male protagonist. The romance takes up less than one-tenth of the story, so you can treat it as having no romance. I have no idea what kind of plot or story I've written (?). Anyway, it's pretty awkward. If you aren't confident in your ability to handle that, dear reader, you'd better not click on it. Not even one chapter. Run! It's really awkward, the kind of thing that would make me claw a Barbie Dream House out of the wall just by reading it myself! The writing goes off the rails now 1.7kReads9.2Score24514d adds
43. 343 我 I Am a Scout: Zhan De 我是侦察兵一一湛德 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水10k WordsCompleted I’m a Scout: Zhan De —Reads—Score—14d adds

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    Tears of sorrow flowed through his laughter. Everyone in Tingfeng Tower stood behind others, while behind him, the lonely and desolate were silent and empty. Everything was regrettable, yet everything was worthwhile.

44. 344 我 I Was Raised by Monsters 我被怪物养大 Uncle Nan Yao南妖叔Urban769k WordsCompleted The story is set in a modern city in a parallel world. Legend has it that City A is home to an urban myth called the White Cat Agency. The agency is run by a group of monsters and demons. As long as you pay the appropriate price, they'll fulfill any request you make. Money, organs, emotions, memories, years of life... Anything could become a bargaining chip. Seventeen years ago, an infant boy of unknown origins was found by the agency's owner and raised by a group of monsters. Seventeen years l 1.9kReads9.6Score36414d adds

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    It was all blades; even those with blade-resistant constitutions perished.

45. 345 重 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character 重生后，女配的我被团宠了 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted Warning: This is not a female-lead power fantasy about revealing a secret identity. If that’s what you’re looking for, you can leave. [Some angst + reborn + adored by everyone + sweet romance + variety show] In her previous life, after the youngest daughter of Beijing’s wealthy Lu family went missing, they blamed their eldest daughter, Lu Yinghan, for failing to look after her little sister and drove her out. Lu Yinghan made her own way in life, but on her twentieth birthday, she was diagnosed w 132.2kReads9.2Score11k14d adds

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    Three knives: First, the once sunny and cheerful boy experienced countless pains that even the system couldn't count, becoming numb, world-weary, self-harming, and averse to light. When the system realized it had mistaken him for someone else, all it could do was apologize and restart the world—it was useless. Second, the male protagonist experienced the repeated stripping away of his family, friendship, love, and mentor-student relationships, enduring repeated sorrow, sustained only by a sliver of hope. He didn't retreat even when he realized the abyss lay ahead, because there was no way back. Third, the knives of life: the female protagonist, as the eldest, was repeatedly forced to be sensible. Even though she was already very sensible, they didn't understand. Those self-righteous people hurt her time and time again until she felt no pain. She wanted to resist but had to accept reality; family ties had long been worn down.

46. 346 我 Aotu World: I'm Here to Save You 【凹凸】我是来救你的 Su Zi宿滋Two Male Leads436k WordsCompleted [Aotu World + two male leads + original male protagonist] On the day before the college entrance exams, Ye Baicong, a young man from the 21st century, died. To put it poetically, he withered and fell to the ground. In plain words, he jumped off a building to end his life. As for why… Ye Baicong thought life was too boring. Luckily, he was chosen by the System! And sent to Aotu World! Wasn’t this the thrilling life he’d always dreamed of?!!! Tricking people with Palos in the Outflow Zone Palos: 1.4kReads9.0Score22414d adds
47. 347 记 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 4.4kReads8.7Score57014d adds

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    Yingying is so kind. Her life has been so painful, and she's been hurt so deeply. I feel so sorry for Yingbao. She was bullied, suppressed, rejected, and framed. Even worse, she suffered distrust from her family, verbal and physical abuse, and was ignored. It's so heartbreaking. I felt an urge to slap them while watching. It's just too cruel.

48. 348 长 Eldest Son: My Siblings Simulated My Life, and I Broke Down in Tears 长子：兄妹模拟我人生，泪崩 Flight Captain飞行团长Urban1.1M WordsCompleted [Anti-drug trafficking] [Narcotics officer] [High IQ] [Mastermind] [Undercover] The Wei family has five children. The second is a wealthy businessman, the third has an impressive background, the fourth is a research professor, and the fifth is a pop star. Only the eldest has amounted to nothing. He’s notorious and despised by his siblings. Because he sold off his younger siblings and drove his family away! He’s done every kind of evil, and his siblings loathe and spurn him! Then, on the day the 72.8kReads9.5Score11.3k14d adds

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    This drama is truly agonizing; I couldn't take it after reading the first twelve chapters 😭 "The strategist enters the game himself, and with a single move, he wins half a move against fate..."

49. 349 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 183.4kReads9.5Score25.3k14d adds

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    1. Sang Nian raised her eyes, a look that was both crying and laughing: "I can't go home, Xie Chenzhou." Her face was filled with despair: "I can't... Go home." Xie Chenzhou's pupils contracted, still bewildered. The sky was a cold, metallic white, always reminding one of the blade of a longsword. Looking up at it seemed like it would cut one's eyes. Sang Nian gazed at the sky, tears sliding down her cheeks and disappearing. Suddenly, she laughed: "I miss my mother." Without warning, she grabbed the blade in front of her and forcefully plunged it into her heart. Her natal sword whimpered, desperately trying to pull back. Blood dripped from her withered fingers as she whispered: "Be good." The natal sword's struggle lessened, still whimpering like a sob. Then, in the next moment, the longsword smoothly pierced her heart. Clean and swift. Not even a single word was left for him. 2. "She said..." A voice came from behind: "Sister, it's such a pity, we can't wait until winter." Pastry Knife → Qingqing initially lied to Heng'an, saying she made the pastries herself and even said she really liked the taste. Later, when things were clear, Heng'an personally cooked pastries for her, blowing up the kitchen countless times in the process. (Blowing up the kitchen was one of the few funny moments! Thinking about it now makes me want to die!) Diary Knife → How much did Qingqing endure to find Heng'an...? Thinking about that diary now still makes me feel suffocated, especially that page full of her cousin... Scroll Knife → At first, the absence of her three-eyed brother was a deliberate attempt to provoke Shi Heng'an; later, the presence of her three-eyed brother represented her not minding his demon identity; finally, the tearing of the scroll in the illusion tore up the entire past, an unwillingness to look back. Clothes Knife → Shi Heng'an, ignorant of the human world, a demon full of malevolence, a bloodthirsty alien, did things for humans to give Qingqing a gift, just to ensure the gift's origin was clean. Finally, that piece of clothing became one of the origins of the misunderstanding, disappearing in the fire. The Misunderstanding Knife → I don't need to explain this, right? For Qingqing who left Heng'an, and Heng'an who thought Qingqing had left… I'll vomit blood! I'll remember that scene even in death! The Serendipitous Knife → Dongli Shi learned of Shi Heng'an's mistake from an ancient family book, and by sheer coincidence, he also knew Qingqing! By sheer coincidence, Qingqing had just left when he arrived! What kind of fate is this! The Wish Knife → The unspoken wish under the wishing lantern that night. Shi Heng'an wanted to help his cousin fulfill everything, but this was the one wish he was powerless to grant. Cold liquid, vicious villains. Painful days, lonely nights. Hopeless expectations, futile struggles. A desperate cry, a helpless curl-up. A gloomy future, a forgotten past… She slowly spoke: "For freedom, cleave through the darkness, slay gods and enemies." "Then this organization will be called—Dark Annihilation." Let's annihilate all darkness and usher in the daylight. Of the three existing deities, those who worship the Golden Crow seek absolute power, yearn for the protection of the mighty sun, and express hope and longing for the future. Those who worship the Moonflower desire peace of the soul, hope for the protection of the gentle moonlight, and affirm their commitment to purifying the world and their sense of responsibility. Shi Wuqing is the most unique. Her name is "Xingyu." The world has crumbled to the point where life needs faith to survive, so beings worship gods in the hope of divine protection. But those who worship Xingyu are different; each has someone or something they most want to protect, something they most want to achieve, and a past they cannot relinquish. —Whatever it may be, as long as it exists, it is "Xingyu." She is more like a concept, a driving force. As long as she is well, the believers have the determination to continue. Her very existence is the best "protection." 3. The stall owner plucked a stalk of grass from a stump and handed it to Wu He. He then pulled a notebook and brush from his chest and began writing as he spoke, "First, the fate of the lucky." Wu He pondered carefully, "The lucky one, then, dies by sacrifice." The stall owner was taken aback, and the surrounding crowd was also stunned: "Why do you say this, fairy?" Wu He bit the bamboo stalk, "Isn't it tragic that someone who has repeatedly escaped death by luck ultimately sacrifices their life because of other people or things?" The stall owner smiled, "Second, what about the arrogant one?" "The arrogant one, then, falls into the abyss, everything they are proud of is trampled underfoot, leading to a loss of direction, and a life of constant confusion." "Third, the cunning one?" "The cunning one, then, is made to willingly perish for friendship, to soberly witness their own descent into ruin, walking towards death, knowing they will die, but their clever mind still allows them to deceive everyone." "Fourth, the warlike one?" "The warlike one has their hands and feet cut off, and can never fight again." The stall owner, watching Wu He calmly bite into her candied hawthorn while uttering terrifying words, felt she was a devil. "Fifth, a naive person?" "Let the naive person be killed by his own family. He grew up seeing deceit and treachery, yet he retained his childlike innocence, only to be tricked and cruelly murdered by his closest relatives." The stall owner swallowed hard, his hands still moving. "Sixth, a power-hungry person?" "Willing to be a sacrifice." Wu He spoke with certainty. "A power-hungry person must be intelligent, but he saw through his longtime friend's plan without realizing it. Knowing he was part of the plan, he still calmly went to his death according to it." "A person of deep affection and loyalty? Surely they deserve a good ending?" "A person of deep affection, then let him die for love!" Wu He's eyes shone. "Believe me, stall owner brother, compared to a suicide pact, this kind of drama about friendship is more likely to make the audience cry!" The stall owner couldn't imagine that if he wrote it as she said, he'd be bombarded with rotten vegetables. "And the compassionate one?" "The compassionate one, then let him be forced to kill. He harbors compassion, unable to bear the injustice of the world, yet for the grand plan to save humanity, he is forced to slaughter the innocent. In the end, the great undertaking is accomplished, but he ends his life because he cannot bear the self-reproach." "And the last one, the proud one?" By the time he said the last one, the stall owner's heart had turned cold. His pure, heartwarming, and healing little play had now become a depressing little play graveyard. "The proud one dies for righteousness! He faces death calmly." With her final word, a burst of enthusiastic cheers erupted from the crowd: "Well done! The fairy is truly wise and insightful; what a brilliant annihilation!" "The meaning of my sword is not for ascension or immortality. Scholars wield their pens to speak out against the injustices of the world, but I wield my sword to eradicate all injustice." She finally understood. Why the Wang family's daughter-in-law dared not admit she had given birth to a baby girl—it wasn't her imagination. No wonder, no wonder only she and Fengli could hear the cruel pain in the cries, while Fengming and the Empress only found it eerie. No wonder every baby in Ziliu Village was a boy. No wonder only the dead could enter. Because they were both women, only they could understand that grief, that tearing pain from the very blood and soul. Because newborns who weren't boys were thrown here by the villagers. Actually, they weren't dead, but those destined to die. Who could be called "destined to die"? Naturally, those who were not recognized, considered useless and unlucky from birth, whose deaths were not worth regretting... Baby girls. Everywhere you looked, there were corpses of baby girls. Half-eaten by snakes, rats, wild cats, and wild dogs, their bodies naturally rotten beyond recognition, some even recently deceased, their holes filled with flies and maggots. Baby girls who should have been in swaddling clothes were piled naked at the bottom of the tower like discarded cured meat, for wild dogs and beasts to eat. Those who were a little older had their limbs bound to wooden frames, their hands and legs nailed down, their heads riddled with sharp needles, and their foreheads sealed. This was to ensure they would never be able to reincarnate again. 4. The world is cold-hearted, how can you be so noble? Deceiving, deceiving... How do you know if the people you're deceiving are even human? "Don't underestimate the bond between our group of prodigies." [Foundation Building of the Heavenly Dao, Peerless Prodigy] "The entire Tantric sect, the whole family is loyal." "I am his newly accepted disciple, my name is Chi Miao, Chi Miao who can return to his homeland." "Chi Miao will absolutely not fail in his mission!" "I will definitely carry this name for all eternity... Defy the heavens and change fate!" "Our era has ended, please carry the legacy and traces of Yan Shu, and shine brightly in the era that belongs to Chi Miao." "Master Li You, I will continue, I will find the truth, I will become the last one to bear the curse of Yama." "All things are me, immortal and eternal!" "Secretly seize the heavens to kill the Heavenly Dao!" "Pave the way for ten thousand generations, defy fate..." "Chi is her surname." "Miao is her given name." "Sword shattering sects and being forgotten is her fate." 5. — "My name is Sheng An, Sheng as in prosperous times, An as in peace and prosperity for the country." — "My name is Qiu Yu, Qiu as in a thousand autumns and ten thousand years, Yu as in favorable weather." Sheng An, Qiu Yu. May this prosperous times, peace and prosperity for the country, a thousand autumns and ten thousand years, favorable weather for the country. — They are the heroes of chaotic times, the pillars of human spirit. "I'm sorry, only by deceiving everyone can I deceive the extremely clever M. I have never doubted you, Qiu Yu. I want to win, and I can give everything for it, but I have never doubted you." He raised his head and looked at her, his voice hoarse: "All the struggles and restarts are just heading towards the inevitable ending. There is no road ahead for you, so why don't you stop?" Sheng An sat back in her chair, her usual languid posture now bearing the unwavering resilience of a soldier. She smiled gently, her eyes earnest—"No, never stop. Even if the guillotine falls, even if a death sentence is handed down, I will forge ahead." She would never retreat, never stop! She carried responsibility on her shoulders, and behind her lay the entirety of human civilization. As long as she remained conscious, she would not stop. This game of chess, even with only one white piece remaining, would continue to fight to the death. Old Qin gripped his chopsticks, remaining silent. Through the billowing steam, Sheng An spoke again: "Actually, you no longer want to hide your secret, which is why you're asking me these questions. So, now you can tell me, who exactly are you?" "The old man Qin wouldn't speak before, and even if Sheng An asked, she wouldn't get any information. But now, she sensed he would speak. The old man Qin had never given his name; in such a vast world, homeless people without registration were quite common. He and Qin Xuan arrived after the briefing, during the busiest time, as the apocalypse a few days later had diverted all their attention. They seemed to have never known the old man Qin's true identity. The hot pot was delicious, steaming hot, and the old man Qin ate many of his favorite dishes, his stomach full, feeling warm inside and out. He looked at Sheng An, smiled through the steam, his wrinkles deepening— "Alright, let's get to know each other again." "Qin Xuan, my name is Qin Xuan."

50. 350 卷 The Workaholic Junior Sister Is the Hardest to Kill in the Cultivation World 卷王小师妹修仙界第一难杀 Sine and Cosine Live in the Sun正余弦生活在太阳Ancient Romance570k WordsOngoing [Ensemble cast + mostly friendship and family bonds + multiple team battles] No one at Qingwu Sect expected their junior sister, who had always meekly gone along with everything and cried to win their favor, to suddenly rebel, drug them herself, and escape the sect. Even less did they expect to meet her again on the opposing side. The noisy, boisterous, rough-and-tumble young men and women of Yueming Sect surrounded her protectively and cleared a path for her. “Make way! Can’t you see our Die-di 14.7kReads9.4Score2k14d adds

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