You Were My Secret Crush When I Was Young

This is the first time I've seen someone write about a secret love that they have nothing to do with each other. The entire novel is a monologue from a first-person perspective. It can be said to be an unprecedented novel about secret love. The author's writing style is really good and his emotions are so sincere. But I think the author may have too low self-esteem due to the influence of meritocracy. When I was in high school, I also had a crush on a boy who got good grades and got admitted to Southeast University. I was just a private student and pursued it bravely. Although we are separated now, I never regret it. Many crush novels will write about the male and female protagonists performing extremely well in the college entrance examination and going to the same university or city. But in fact, the author in this novel is the reality. How can there be so many extraordinary performances, how can there be so many people and the person you like. Most secret admirers are those who are admitted to the same university and are thousands of miles apart, but we should not be trapped by the gap in academic qualifications. Just because people are good at studying in a prestigious school does not mean that everyone will love with all their heart. Think about it, maybe the boy you like may not meet someone who loves him as much as you do in a prestigious school. You always feel that you are not good enough, but in fact you are better than anyone else in loving him, so I hope the author can be braver. Besides, if you have a fever, you can take an exam even better than most people [Blow a kiss]

Why has no one discovered such a beautiful novel? It's the first time I've seen someone write his own personal experience into a novel. Life is not a TV series. The author's secret love is the true portrayal of most people. The emotional writing is really delicate, and the screen is full of regrets, love, and inferiority complex. The author represents every ordinary crush, and classmate T is the dazzling boy in the youth of every crush. The writing is really good, and it is a personal experience. I hope the author will be discovered by more people.

You are the concern of my youth and my sincere and passionate yet restrained love. Secret love is one person's one-man show, one person's chaos. Secret love is that I am afraid that my liking will cause trouble to you, I am afraid that my inferiority complex will be discovered by you, and I am even more afraid that you will stay away because of my liking, so I only dare to look at me from a distance and be satisfied, even if you never know who I am. After all, life is not as idealistic as novels and TV series. Maybe everything is destined and we are not meant for each other, but at least the author has a sour but beautiful memory in his youth. There is no way to force many things, just let everything take its course. The author's writing style is very good, which allowed me to see the most real secret love, and the cautiousness and inferiority of secret love. But what I want to say more is that the author himself is also a very loving person, and he knows how to love, and he is also very good. I hope the author will not be too inferior. Achievements are not everything that is measured. Maybe you are also a shining person in the eyes of others.

This is the first time I read a book about real secret love experiences without any adaptation. There are regrets between the lines. We have never known each other and have never crossed paths. You don't know me and you don't need to know me. The author only hopes that the boy she loves will be safe forever. After reading every chapter, I really want to know the perspective of the male protagonist, but plots of two-way secret love are very rare in reality. As the author wrote, I took over and over again from the passerby's script, always playing the role of your youth. A, B, C and D, classmate T may have never noticed the existence of the author. Realistic crushes have no campus conflicts, no family conflicts, no financial pressure, no friends to add fuel to the flames, and no silent protection from the male lead. It was just in the dull and boring days when we were rushing for the high school entrance examination, a bright boy suddenly appeared. Later, the college entrance examination was over, and we never saw the person we had a crush on again [crying][crying][crying]

Dear author, your writing style is really delicate. You must have confidence in yourself. The writing style of liberal arts students is not just talk. You and I are the same batch of liberal arts college entrance examination students. I once had a person who I liked very much, but I am different from you. He is an alumnus of my junior high school and high school. We know each other but have very few interactions. I am also a secret admirer. I really understand the sadness in it. You express your experiences and emotions in an extremely comfortable way, like a diary, which reads smoothly and naturally; like prose, which reads poetically. But I want to say that you are also a very good person. I don't know if it's my misunderstanding. In this story, you seem to have lost yourself, and are even a little paranoid, stubbornly doing things that sacrifice your own interests to fulfill him. It's really stupid to feel guilty about your teacher, to hate rainy days because he got wet, to doubt yourself because of one of his actions. Maybe this is the first reaction to liking someone - being sensitive and having low self-esteem, and I am no exception, but I think you must not devalue yourself as worthless just because you like him. If people are destined to experience regrets in this life, why not let these meaningless words scatter in the wind? You are only 19 years old. The light of 18 years old has dimmed. Every flower after 18 years old will bloom and retain its fragrance. The college entrance examination is just a small dot. On the axis of life, it is simply ridiculously small. I hope you can be happy and safe every year in the future.

It was really bitter after reading it. The raging love and the low self-esteem of youth are intertwined and after all, I can't say what I like. Introverted people always like to express love with actions. The author himself is also a very good person. When the person he likes is so good, his first thought is to work hard to stand in his future. It was during the special period of senior high school that he was afraid that the rumors around him would affect him and restrained his love. He could even hold back his love. I have told everyone that love is a hand that wants to touch and then withdraws. Secret love in reality is often more sad than in novels. In reality, most youthful crushes end after the college entrance examination. The drama of reunion after a long separation can only happen in novels. Maybe it is too real, and I feel really sad. The author is actually also a very good person. I couldn't pass 546 even if I reread it😭 The whole novel is a simple first-person monologue about crushing on a boy you like. There is no dialogue, and it can even be said that there is no plot. It is obviously impossible for such a novel to be popular among the public. It has been completed after only writing more than 20,000 words. It took 80,000 words for Tomato to recommend and attract traffic. , The new author has no new books to draw in. It can be seen that the author is really just writing for the boy he likes. I have read too many affectionate characters in the novel, but in reality, such pure and dedicated love is really rare in this era where we can talk for a few days [I almost cried]

After reading so many articles, I think the author's writing is very real. [Adoration] is really from the perspective of a secret admirer. The writing style is also good [Adoration] [Adoration] [Adoration] [Adoration] [Adoration] I like it very much. I hope the author will fulfill his wish! ! ! [Send heart][Send heart]

After reading it, I suddenly understood the lyrics: From now on, I can never find that heartbeat again, you have been engraved in my heart. For the first time in more than ten years, a boy comes into my heart. People who are long-term and reserved may not mention it to anyone, but will only remember it silently in their hearts for many, many years. I don't know if boys will read this novel, but in fact, it won't matter if they do. Realistic crushes are like this. Many details that they chew over and over again are just long-forgotten daily life in the eyes of the person being secretly admired.

After reading it, the author's writing is very good. That classmate T is so lucky. If someone likes me so much and writes a short story about me, I will be crazy happy.

After reading this book, I got the feeling that maybe the male protagonist also secretly paid attention to the female protagonist? Maybe it's not like, just attention. I hope you in this book will continue! (If you get in touch later, I hope you can share your joy [love] [love] with readers. The future is still long and everything is possible, isn't it [send heart])