
He Says I'm a Black Lotus
他说我是黑莲花
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- Completed
- Length
- 683k Words
- Genre
- Two Male Leads
- Updated
- 2y ago
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Angst-Filled Novel with Two Male Leads
Are there any absolutely heartbreaking stories with two male leads?
Two Male Leads! Angsty Stories!
Looking for books similar to "Whale Fall into the Abyss". Please recommend angsty stories with two male leads!!! The more heartbreaking, the better!!!
The Lowest-Rated Tomato Novels: Come at Me If You Disagree
I found three books rated below 7.0.
BL + Extreme Angst
Looking for books similar to After Being Abandoned, the Spoiled Little Brat Gives Up on Life. The author has five books, and I've read all five: the first, second, third, fourth, and fifth. Are there any others like them? I'm just asking if there are any besides the one I mentioned here...
Heart-Wrenching BL Tragedies That Break Your Heart, Lungs, and Liver
I have a high tolerance for tearjerkers, so bring them on.
Two Male Leads! Angsty Romance! Reunited Lovers!
I want to read something similar to "".
Desperately Seeking Heart-Wrenching Male-Male Angst!!!
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Two Male Leads, Angsty Story, Bad Ending. Please Recommend Some
Super Short, Super Angsty Novels
Looking for books similar to "The Snow of the Eighth Year". I want an extremely short, extremely heartbreaking novel.
Late-Night Angst, Two Male Leads
Anyone have a story so heartbreaking it made you cry? I'm hard to make cry, and so far only one book has really gotten to me. I bet you can't find anything more devastating.
Angst, Two Male Leads, Tragic Ending!
Boys' Love Novels, Any Genre
I'm in a reading slump. I open so many books and quit after just a glance. Please recommend something I can binge from start to finish (˃ ⌑ ˂ഃ )
Angst! Bad Endings!!!
Looking for books like "Late in the Sound of Drizzling Rain".
Please Read This Post (Throw Your Favorite Books at Me)
Any recommendations for a good story with two male leads who are both strong? Something with a high rating, please. No other requirements 😁
Looking for Novels with Two Male Leads
Are there any cultivation stories with two male leads and a master-disciple relationship, where the master doesn't end up with his disciple but gets together with the second male lead?
Any Recommendations for Audiobooks with Two Male Leads?!!!!
I'm looking for books like Quick Transmigration: I Nearly Died of Shock, I Suddenly Became the God Lord's Wife. I've been listening to audiobooks lately, but can't find anything to my taste. Either the voices are unpleasant or I don't like the plot! Please recommend something with good narration! Ideally, something involving quick transmigration and being reborn!
Any Heartbreaking Short Stories Like This?
Looking for books like Goodbye, White Moonlight. The female lead has a crush on the male lead, and he has feelings for her too, but neither of them ever says it out loud. In the end, they can only miss their chance. So heartbreaking.
Any Dual-male-lead Novels That Will Break Your Heart?
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Novels with Two Male Leads, Both Sweet and Angsty
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Looking for Tragic Stories With Two Male Leads!!!
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I feel so sorry for Shuo Shuo and Yi Yi, they didn't end up together. It breaks my heart.
After watching, I really like the pairing of Zhou Ge and Tang Ge. Although 700 was a somewhat wicked character at the beginning, his relationship with Xiao Ge is also very sweet. I especially love these two couples; their characters really resonate with me.
I feel the author's writing is quite good. The tortuous story of Nian Nian and Gu Yansheng really made me cry! The author shapes the entire story from different perspectives, making me feel like I was witnessing the real characters' experiences while reading. Unconsciously, I also felt emotionally moved by the characters' stories.
It's truly heartbreaking to see Tang Shuo and Mo Beiyi suffer such a tragic fate; two people who clearly loved each other couldn't have a happy ending.
Life is like a dream, life is like a play, a play is like life; truth and falsehood are intertwined, falsehood and truth are blurred. Love and not love are truly wondrous things. How can one know the meaning of love without having loved? How can one know the darkness of human nature without having hated?
It's a pity Tang died; only he and Mo didn't have a happy ending.
Why is Shuo Shuo all alone? He's very lonely. The author has given him a chance...
I loved it! It's been so long since I've read such a good angst-filled novel; I love this style. Many parts were incredibly painful to read, but thankfully the two characters had a happy ending in the end!
Teacher, how about we just focus on Tang Shuo and Mo Beiyi? That might become a hit.
I haven't seen anything this good in a long time, highly recommend!