World**

The reason for living is to live, but people are thoughtful and cannot live just for the sake of living. That is animal nature. When the pain in the heart is unbearable, they will think of escaping, and that may be death. However, true suicide is impossible because it violates the reason for human existence. The so-called suicide is actually impulse or madness. If you are not decisive, you will not be able to achieve your goal. Contradictions have always existed in human society. Some people are world-weary because they can't stand the contradictions but can't do anything about them. In their thinking, they think that everything is just existence or non-existence, so their own non-existence is the best choice without suffering. As for morality, it is just defined by people who have many problems. Therefore, destruction is the final destination.

"Now I have neither happiness nor misfortune."

People wear masks and deceive each other, but they are all incredibly unscathed and live clean and clear lives.

The novel is very delicately written, showing a world-weary character through Ye Zang's inner activities and his actions. The book writes about his relationships with different women many times, showing his decadence and yearning for a better life during a specific period of time.

"The Xiaoye we know is very innocent, honest, smart and astute. As long as he doesn't drink, no, even if he drinks... He is still a child like a god." - Seeing this, his heart was tightly clenched, and he felt lost, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. I wonder if Chen Chusheng sings "Walking Fish" to Ye Zang, Azhi or Osamu Dazai. Knowing that he is not the only one who turns into a walking fish when facing the world will become a reason for him to live. As mentioned in the introduction of the article, this is a feeling of extreme mental depression, confrontation, and the feeling of floating in the sea and dying.

I don't know how I should rate it, and I can't seem to rate it. I read this book carefully and looked at every character in the article. I often thought and fell into confusion. I could feel the sadness and decadence of the protagonist (I was also affected and was full of negative emotions at the moment). Almost every article ended with "suicide", just like the author who wrote this book.

Those who like flowers that bloom in summer may not die in summer, there will always be someone who will accompany you into autumn

What I have to say is that Osamu Dazai is really smart. He has known that he is different since he was a child, so he has a huge fear in his heart. He realizes that he can't think of his peers, can't say what he wants, or doesn't want, or can't even refuse. The feeling of choking in his throat caused a huge fear in his heart. He was afraid that he was different. He was terrified of this difference. Just like this, he was almost driven crazy.

Living is just for some trivial hope. When hope is gone, the meaning of life is gone. What is the right to live? Death also has a right. Death or life is just jumping back and forth on the edge of liberation.

So let's talk about people! We are born to endure suffering!

I empathize so much, it's so sad. My mother died of illness, my brother committed suicide. I don't know how many days and nights it will take to wipe away the tears. Life experience should not be so miserable. I hope everyone can live a normal life and be happy.

What is happiness, what is life! ! There are many kinds of happiness, but what is true happiness? ! ! What is the purpose of living, for repayment, for pursuit, for... What is the purpose of life? ! ! !

This is a tragic story that makes people read it. This tragedy is the unbearable tragedy of human nature, but it is also the tragedy of helpless life. Reading Ye Zang's story makes people silent without saying a word. Who caused his sadness? Wakko's moral depravity has deteriorated, but her care for her mother and brother is genuine... Maybe what can be learned from sad and bad stories is also its meaning. I can't sympathize with some emotions, or even understand them, but they exist and they have meaning.

Only those who have acquired ignorance or live shamelessly can be completely indulged in happiness. Those who cannot achieve at least one of these are perfect and live in hell where they are not even allowed to choose death. There is no way out and there is powerless despair.

After reading this book, I looked at the sunset outside the window, and the breeze blew across my face. Suddenly I felt water droplets falling. I thought it was light rain from the sky, but when I touched my cheek, it turned out that it was me who shed tears. I wanted to say that I did not understand this book, but the moisture on my face mocked how ridiculous I was for deceiving myself.

I can't understand how Ye Zang hurt women time and time again, nor can I understand his brother's awkward feelings towards his mother and sister, and my sister's concern for Tai Zhi's mother. The notes that Tai Zhi took away are Ye Zang's story, and Ye Zang's story reflects Tai Zang's family. The people in the book don't seem to be lucky, they seem to be loved, and they are addicted to money and love. They are all alone.

December 2023 Finished reading Ye Zang's story

I think Ye Zang is like Holden in "The Catcher in the Rye", full of doubts about the world. There have been times when I felt like everything around me was boring. However, this book also made me understand that many things in life may seem boring, but they are actually very practical! Just like I didn't know what hunger felt like before, haha!

How should I put it, I feel that I am very decadent, and now I am even more decadent.

Sorry I'm scared

Liangzi is a genius of trust... Yeah hahaha

Very good, It's a pity that this is not a single book about human disqualification. The setting sun behind is in the first person. Girl's perspective