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I remember the first time I watched it was in the first grade of junior high school. At that time, I couldn't tell what it was like. Looking back now, I find that when the protagonist was a child, he used his ugliness to make others laugh at him to gain a sense of existence. Each of us has done this kind of thing. The protagonist is a contradictory product of society.

This is a depressive novel that fully exploits the darkest part of human nature, and its writing technique is very unique.

I have found my soulmate... I have many of the same ideas as Dazai-san.

Mr. Dazai, Maybe I thought I found my own shadow in you. That gloomy mood made me obsessed with it and made me conceited... I thought it produced what is called "resonance" in the world. But obviously, you and I are different: using writing styles that are not afraid of worldly perspectives to express the voices of a group of people - this is the most essential difference between ordinary people and literary giants. Time has passed, and when I read it again, I was filled with the bitterness I had never experienced before: it was no longer the hatred of "pretending" in the world, but more of the helplessness that was "inevitably destined" in life... 2023.1.17. 23:33 Pm My thoughts after reading "Disqualification in the World" for the third time

I am not qualified to be a human being. In Japanese (人间にんげん) is a human being. I am not qualified to be a human being, so I am sorry to be born as a human being.

Disqualification in the World is a good book. It talks about the author's pain that no one in the world understands him, as well as his talent. I like this book.

I have been hearing about "Disqualified in the World" for a long time, and it has been a while since I finished reading it. Especially the sentence on the cover, "I am sorry for being born human", always feels so dazzling. Many times, I am afraid that as I read, I will fall into the correct position. But who is not a clown in life? Who is not trying hard to pretend to be their true self to cater to other people's feelings? Some people say that this book is very sad, sad and depressing, but he lives in a lonely world. He longs for passionate love but cannot get it, which makes him feel sad that he has been abandoned by the world. I think he is not willing to degenerate. He has also struggled and been active, but various experiences have made him unable to see hope. He feels that the so-called happiness is always beyond his reach, so in the end he is "forced".

After reading the last chapter and the last part, I suddenly understood many of my father's actions and my father's mood. As a child, the only thing you can do when you are young is to be obedient and be yourself, which is to be filial to your parents.

Please don't understand Dazai through his lack of qualifications in the world. In fact, many of his works can show that he wants to love this world. For example, "I love this world so much!" I thought with tears in my eyes. Staring at the sky, the sky slowly changed and gradually turned blue. I kept sighing and wanted to take off my clothes. At this time, the leaves and grass became transparent and their beauty was no longer visible. I touched the grass gently. I really want to live beautifully. —— Osamu Dazai "Girl Disciple" Dazai is really gentle, maybe it's a powerless gentleness, but please don't say that he is sad.

This world seems to be normal only if it is absurd Ugliness is beautiful Everyone is wearing the illusion of emptiness

I feel like the dark aspects written in this book are the true hidden realities inside me. I always felt that my heart shouldn't be like this, and I even thought that I might be the only one with this kind of heart, dark and depressed. After reading this book now, I feel that I have found a resonance.

At the beginning of the book, it is "My whole life is full of shame." "I am sorry for being born a human being." I didn't understand it at first. I wondered what this person had gone through to write this sentence. I kept reading until the end, but I didn't quite understand it. I think we are people with moral sentiments, and we will be angry about many of the actions of Ye Zang or the woman behind him (what is his name, I forgot). But we can also sympathize with their plight. It's not about how depressing it is, it's just a matter of acceptance. I can read it, understand it, accept it, sympathize with it, and get angry, but I cannot empathize. Because people's personalities are different, Ye Zang's behavior is attributed to the flaws in his own personality. Generally speaking, his native environment did not make him feel much uneasy, but he (still young at that time) was relatively sensitive, and suddenly he had the illusion that he had to please others in order to make everyone happy. That's how the misfortune began. You see, all living beings, misfortunes are everywhere. There are so many people who have spoken out and exposed, but how many are invisible? If you say you want to sympathize with each other, how many people do you want to sympathize with? You are the one who is willing to fall. No one can save you when God comes. The soul is dead, leaving only the body lingering and miserable. As for Naoji's death later, he attributed it in his letter to "having no reason to live." But he actually did. He wanted to wear the yukata his mother made for him, and thought that his sister would be sad if he died. There are many reasons to live, but only one reason to die. I don't want to live anymore, I can't live anymore. What is guilt? What is equality? What is happiness? What is freedom? How to place the soul in this age of materialistic desires? Is the ocean still calm in its depths despite its rough surface? Will death be the solution to all misfortunes? Is it still the case now that others are hell? I always feel uncomfortable when watching it, my heart is weighed down by a stone. After reading it, I felt a lot relieved. I felt that the things that had been slowly tormenting me finally ended with the final chapter. What about theirs? I think death is liberation for some people.

It does cause depression, but there are ways to prevent it. Just like when Dazai met a homeless man, he actually advised others to improve after drinking. People make mistakes throughout their lives, and the legacy left by their predecessors is worth thinking about. Tribute to the author! Let me take this book as a warning to you.

The weakness of human nature is that in order to blindly seek for one's own sense of existence, one does not hesitate to give up one's own frankness and blindly please others. If you don't learn to say no, you will always be in a passive state on the road of life. The control of others becomes your reliance, making you go further and further away from the path of being a human being.

Perhaps in the eyes of ordinary people, Ye Zang is an out-and-out burden and a scourge, but human nature is inherently dirty! The ugly and selfish human nature he perceives and sees through is very profound. Maybe his ending is sad, but he can make me respect and resonate from the bottom of my heart! His ending is regrettable, but at the same time his spiritual legacy is extremely precious, at least it is very meaningful to me alone!

Everyone wears a mask, and is used to guessing and being suspicious. In the end, this mask fits him perfectly, as if this mask has been there since he was born, with less desire, simplicity, and happiness.

I read the paper version of this book, and I couldn't help but write a review when I saw it here. Some people say this book is depressing, but for me it was fine. Maybe as you grow up, you will meet many people and things that you couldn't understand before, and you won't feel any discomfort anymore.

After reading this novel, I couldn't calm down for a long time. I don't know what emotions I have. Humans being human, I'm sorry. I know someone loves me, but I seem to lack the ability to love. How desperate I was to write this novel.

How sad, like the snow and ice in the cold winter of the twelfth lunar month sealing the fiery heart slowly sinking to the bottom of the lake, slowly becoming stiff, slowly becoming cold, and finally being wrapped in silt. So shocking, so awesome, I don't know what to say

He knew the darkness of the world, so he felt resistant to it. He did not want to be a dummy that catered to the public, and always went his own way. Due to his incompatibility, he was eventually shut out of the human world. The words described in his words expressed his despair for society, constantly escaping from reality, and finally lost the qualification to live in the human world.

You also thought I was faking my sadness

After reading it, I was quite happy. The author and I have very similar psychology. I used to think I was the only one like this (^_^) I have found a similar feeling.

He did not hesitate to use his life as a bet and put his youth on the experimental platform to reveal the confusion and loss of modern people, thereby seeking for the most secret authenticity of human beings and the original way of survival of human beings. Ye Zang is both a scoundrel and a "good boy as pure as a god." When facing the elusive human society, he chose an extremely alternative lifestyle and showed a detached attitude towards life. Behind the funny, weird and cynical "funny", we can see a real and ideal "eternal boy", as well as his persistent pursuit of a happy life and his eager yearning for a better society.

I browsed very quickly, which is also a common problem for me when reading. But after reading this book, I felt very depressed. How should we discuss human nature? People are almost all beasts in disguise, arrogant and ill. The influence of family, the influence of social changes... Prompt people to divide themselves and live in a way that violates the so-called "morals". Everyone is the same. When I read this sentence, I felt a lot. I often use this sentence to comfort myself, but in fact, it is just an excuse to let myself fall. People are really scary, but I think more of it is a comfort and explanation for my own incompetence and weakness.

It was a bit difficult for me to read, and I often couldn't understand the protagonist's persistence, views, and actions on certain things. But I'm a little glad that I didn't fully understand it, which means I'm not completely disappointed with the world. That's good, isn't it?

It took me about a week to read it intermittently, and I felt like it was still unfinished. In other words, the author divided it into several stories and I couldn't figure out who the protagonist of the book was and what the necessary connections were. I had not finished reading it yet. Probably the previous chapter of "Ye Zang's Notes" left a deep impression on me and had such a great impact on me that I was looking for his shadow in every subsequent chapter. It was not until I finished reading and read many book reviews that I thought about it seriously. Most of the characters in it are stuck in the quagmire and unable to escape, but they still long for the sunshine that can be seen when they look up. The more depressing and dark it is, the more it reflects the light of hope in the author's heart. Just like how painful and helpless we are in the silent night in reality, we are still smiling and optimistic on the mask during the day. So even if life is broken and riddled with holes, don't give up hope of life. One day we will all understand that being able to live healthily is a great blessing.

What did I see? Yes, I saw Ye Zang's tragic ending and his life that came to an end step by step. When I see certain places, I feel as if something is weighing down my heart and I can't breathe. The book very well shows the true appearance and human nature of Japanese society at that time. Hypocrites were so common that in that situation, normal people would be driven crazy, let alone him. It's a good book worth reading [Like]

From a certain perspective, Mr. Dazai Osamu is great. He dares to open his inner world to the public, showing his hypocrisy, cowardice, laziness, and self-love, leaving only a sincere heart. In fact, these are complete and vivid people, just like what Yang Zongwei wrote in "Onion", if you are willing to open my heart layer by layer, you will find that you will be surprised. You are my most repressed and deepest secret. If you are willing to open my heart layer by layer, you will have a sore nose and you will shed tears... Because this may be the other side of our hearts, right next to us, the epitome of one of them, which makes us empathize. He used his talent to tell us in another way how we should live well and just be ourselves. He felt that he had made a wrong move, but who cared? After reading this book, there is only one voice in my heart, love yourself well, you are the first person responsible for yourself.

The storylines in it are worth thinking about. Dazai Osamu is also one of the ruthless people I have ever met. If you like tragic books, you can read this book, especially the last part. The letter is too depressing.

Calm down and feel slowly. There is a beast in everyone's heart, but compared to books, we can control ourselves better. Only when people are alive can they have hope. No matter what, don't forget to live. Although for some people, death may be the best solution, living is the opportunity.