A Reading List to Crush Your Spirits 致郁系书单

1. 1 罪 The Redemption and Rebirth of Lilith the Sinner 罪人莉莉丝的救赎重生 Villainess悪役令嬢Campus1.3M WordsOngoing I was once called the "Perfect Young Lady," but I poisoned my older sister, the Crown Prince's fiancée. Born a duke's daughter, I was beautiful, talented, and always ranked first in my studies. Yet behind this enviable life, I had already fallen apart. Then, after losing everything, at the moment I should have ended my own life with my hands, I opened my eyes once more and found myself back two years in the past. A world where I had yet to commit my crime. A life I should have been able to li 0Tickets1.8MClicks9.1kFavorites

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   Human hearts are unpredictable; everyone is thinking of others, yet they cannot achieve a happy ending.

2. 2 少 The Girl and the Dragon 少女与龙 Heart-Stopping Chess Match棋场惊心Western Fantasy139k WordsCompleted No romance, no passion, no politics, and no adventure. Just a story about a girl and a dragon. (Note: Tragedy. If that's not your thing, please don't read.) 0Tickets448.5kClicks9.6kFavorites

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   The author of the book "Dream Moon" is Ou.

3. 3 想 The Fish Who Wanted to Become an Eagle 想要变成鹰的鱼 Silver Maiden in Troubled Times乱世银娘Urban2.3M WordsCompleted —Tickets4.6MClicks24.2kFavorites

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   Um, I thought about it for a long time before adding this. Just so you know, if you have any prejudice against certain groups, please don't click.

4. 4 异 The Magic Sword of Another World Could Never Be This Boring 异世界的魔剑不可能这么无聊 This Sword of Mine Might Kill You我这一剑你可能会死Western Fantasy271k WordsCompleted Other magic swords are all called Apophis, but my name is Apophis with an extra "s." Other weapons can all be enchanted, decked out in dazzling colors and looking incredibly cool. But the moment I touch an enchantment rune, it shatters. Other weapons grant their wielders powerful buffs. But anyone who dares to wield me starts losing health, until even their own mother wouldn't recognize them. Once again, Apophis watched helplessly as the person holding her coughed up blood, staggered, and fell t 0Tickets542.1kClicks5.7kFavorites

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   This is a very classic book. It discusses the concept of lifespan and how people constantly pass away as time goes by, and how those who remain also change.

5. 5 重 Reborn as a True Kiana Personality 重生真琪里人格 Ye Lanyue夜澜月Eastern Fantasy1.1M WordsCompleted A Kiana fanfic. Ye Li: Hey~ Kiana, this is a Starflower. They say there are stars inside~ Ye Li: Hey~ hey~ Kiana~ Happy birthday~ Ye Li: Hey~ Kiana, I'll protect you from now on~ (Please excuse the novel going off track from what the title promised.) Everyone, I'll read every like, tip, monthly ticket, comment, and bit of feedback. I won't miss a single one. 0Tickets892.2kClicks5.6kFavorites

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   The facts tell us that Zhenqi's tragedy is not limited to any platform, whether it's the neighboring Hedgehog or here.

6. 6 零 Lost in Zero 零之迷途 After Imagination想象之后Western Fantasy496k WordsOngoing For Zero, being alive is a kind of torment. She can only watch helplessly as she gradually loses her humanity, powerless as the people around her die. In her chest lies a vast emptiness. It cannot be filled. It slowly becomes a black hole, devouring her. She has lost her way in the darkness. This pathless wilderness, where she cannot see what lies ahead, may last forever, or it may pass in an instant. Zero's lost journey began the moment she came into this world. 0Tickets349.4kClicks4kFavorites

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   I'd like to talk about my own experience. I think I first encountered a novel on the school bus in my first year of junior high, when a classmate handed me a copy of *Zhanlong*. This was also the first novel I ever paid for, and it was through this book that I came to SF (a Chinese online community for novel enthusiasts).

7. 7 少 A Girl's Secret Journal 少女的秘密手账 Caotang 17 Jun草堂17君Campus220k WordsOngoing This is a romance about a rational yandere girl who works hard to improve herself in pursuit of true love. It's a happy ending! 0Tickets770.2kClicks5.6kFavorites

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   As long as there is love, even if it's from an older brother...

8. 8 决 The King I Decided to Protect with My Life 决定用生命去守护的王 Mo Yu Mi Sa末雨米萨Western Fantasy307k WordsOngoing As a child, I always dreamed of standing by my sister's side, just like a knight. So I became a champion of justice, but my sister died. After I became a girl and descended into another world, a boy who looked exactly like my sister stood before me. I will spare no cost and stop at nothing. I will become a demon just so you can be crowned king. I don't care what happens to me. If you like my filthy body, take it and use it. I can bear your children whenever you wish. If you need my filthy life, 0Tickets1.1MClicks8.3kFavorites

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   The story of a brother and sister, or rather, siblings, well, how should I put it -_-||, after reading it I always worry about the author's mental health.

9. 9 有 Can Someone as Sinful as Me Find Happiness Again? 有罪之人的我还能再度获得幸福吗 Like a Blank Sheet of Paper犹如一张白纸Urban532k WordsOngoing Some people believe in love at first sight. Lin Yetian did too, but this girl, who never revealed her true feelings, had another identity. Her feelings had been confessed to her sincerely time and again, but none of it could melt the iceberg in her heart. Still, Lin Yetian refused to give up. When the truth came to light, it turned out she was the criminal Lin Yetian had been investigating. To evade the police, she had even undergone gender reassignment. Gender swap is one of this book's tags, b 0Tickets1.7MClicks11.7kFavorites

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   Once a mistake is made, even unintentionally, the rest of one's life will be lived in its shadow.

10. 10 变 What's It Like to Become the Heroine of a Post-Apocalyptic Harem Series? 变身末世后宫番女主是种什么体验 Drunk, Flowers Falling on Paper醉花落纸Sci-Fi413k WordsOngoing Volume Five: In the height of summer, cicadas sing as endless rainy nights unfold, and the living and the dead clash in the forest. At a banquet drenched in "eternal life," an NPC who stepped out of a book gradually uncovers the true secrets of the "player" girl and the Rainy Forest. (The story has been heavily revised based on everyone's feedback. Please forgive me if any comments no longer match!) (Don't waste time on this feeble synopsis. Hop aboard! Next stop: kindergarten!) (Thanks for your 0Tickets1.1MClicks8.4kFavorites

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    The story of a young girl struggling through the apocalypse while bearing the misunderstandings of others—don't be fooled by the title.

11. 11 世 A Journey Before the World's End 世界终结前的旅行 Lost City Walker迷城行者Urban170k WordsOngoing A work for practicing my writing. The plot is very chaotic at first, and I’m revising it now... The Origin Volume is actually the first volume, so don’t get them mixed up! In the name of God, restart the worldline. The protagonist, a pawn of the gods, embarks on a completely different timeline. Even when the apocalypse arrives, even when his own body changes, he cannot give up. Is it all a dream, or a conspiracy? The answer lies in this story of searching for oneself. Fox Den’s incense-and-beggi 0Tickets185.9kClicks2.4kFavorites

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    He's an old pigeon; he flew away right after the college entrance exam.

12. 12 崩 The Crumbling Songstress 崩坏的歌姬 Xiao Cou Lu Zi小凑露子Western Fantasy485k WordsOngoing Extended version: This is the story of a respectable older sister who sacrifices herself to protect Hatsune, then comes back to life through mysterious Eastern powers (cupping), wielding the Three-Phase Power (medicated cooling oil, safflower oil, and medicated essential oil) to fight the dark♂ world♀. Short version: The process of a corrupted older sister being forcibly turned gay by her younger sister and going down the irreversible path of yuri. Concise version: The story of a songstress born 0Tickets195.2kClicks2.2kFavorites

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    It should have been a story of overcoming hardship and achieving happiness, but the pen stopped before dawn, leaving the reader to wander in the darkest hour.

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