
Back in the Past as a Goddess
回到过去当女神
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- Urban
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- Urban Life
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- 4y ago
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Donate your last 20 yuan and stop reading novels.
I just think this novel is very real. It doesn't mean that the author must have had some kind of experience before he could write the corresponding novel. Rather, the emotional entanglements, characters' temperaments, and plot coherence are all natural and smooth. I have read too many protagonists with perfect personalities and the author deliberately kept my appetite low, but for this novel, from a reader's perspective, it can be said to be really good. It is long, but the content is not complicated. Instead, it has a certain strategic depth, or tension, and layering. The protagonist's character also has visible growth, and is not static. Before and after, to use Chinese terminology, we call it echo, and the ambush is naturally clever. As a person who doesn't use my brain much when reading novels, I only have hindsight. The author of Ailuo is indeed a person who pays attention to details as he said. I like it. The language is not detailed and may not be expressive, so please forgive me.
[Comment] Please update! !
For the author's book, I registered an account for the first time, recharged the account for the first time, and then ordered it all. I read it all in one go and had to wait to gain weight again 🥺
Author help me!
It's been 3 months, and I haven't forgotten this novel for a single day. Now I spend every day in a trance... Maybe it was the first time I read Zhi Yu Wen, and it really hit home, and I understand it more and more! It turns out that the thorn of the black rose is really stuck in my heart and I can't pull it out... It's not that I don't want to give up, but. That heart-wrenching feeling can't be eliminated... I tried reading other novels but I couldn't read them... I'm so desperate... I feel like I'm going to collapse... There are so many things about this book that make me uncomfortable... Why are Youyou's worried, crying and companionship in front of Bai's bed not as good as the bouquet of flowers Susu sent to Bai's bed? The faint support and greetings are really not as good as Susu's greetings on the white desk? Why did Susu decide not to let you be alone when she saw Bai Bai was sad? Have you forgotten that the person who always stayed by Bai's side and helped Bai when Bai was in desolation was Youyou? Why is it that Youyou, who has been wearing twin ponytails for three years because of Bai, regards Bai's birthday as more important than her own, and holds a birthday party so carefully? Lin's attitude of cherishing even an ordinary hair tie given for free did not affect Lin's feelings for Bai at all after Bai's confession. He showed that he cherished this friendship as close as sisters, cared about supervising Bai's study, and cared about Bai's career. Bai couldn't see this? Not even impressed? Why can Susu ignore Lin's sacrifice for love in his previous life just by blocking the gun? Sacrifice for love in this life? Classmate Lin's silent dedication in this life? If you are so moved by Su, why can't you see Lin? Is true family affection inferior to love? Are people like this? Accept the kindness of your loved ones as a matter of course, and then feel grateful for others? Bai also said that he is a person who gives silently! What did Bai Weilin pay? I can't see anything! On the contrary, it hurt Lin from the beginning to the end, let alone give up the family feud! Did Bai give up in his previous life? What led to Youyou's despair was that she could only repay filial piety and die for Bai! In this life, Bai didn't hate him so much, and the Lin family was not the real murderer. There was no need to kill Lin's father. Bai Geng never gave up taking revenge on the Lin family! I laughed at Bai's shamelessness... Pay for it! Bai also wrote in "Zhu Xian" that when Zhang was in crisis, only Bi stood up, haha! What did she think of Lin? Is this how Bai thinks of Lin? Can't Lin do it? Lin dumped Bai, but in his previous life, as the boss of a Fortune 500 company, Lin had "***" with Bai. Bai didn't know if Lin was married! Doesn't this mean that Lin has never forgotten Bai? So if you work hard to make the company strong, aren't you really just like Bai who want to bridge the gap between family backgrounds? Why did a 17-year-old girl want to rebel against a big family that straddles politics and business? He thought he could run away like Zhuo Wenjun? Bai cannot understand the despair of being unable to resist. Just like Lin said, Bai has never understood the despair in "May this moment last forever". Just like Bai said to Lin, (I will see you 20 years later) in my memory, there is lingering sadness in your eyebrows... Maybe I am overthinking, but I think this is the fact. Lin Cai has suffered all his life! Lin waited for Bai all his life, but what he waited for in the end was that his family was ruined by Bai, and he died for Bai. Lin is a more infatuated person than Bai! No, it's painful for two lives. In this life, Bai's torture of Lin never stopped. Is Bai's true love for Su? Why is Bai Weisu so moved and so kind to Su? He paid school fees when he was a child and risked his life to save her innocence! Times Square risked his life to save her, stayed with Su when she was sad, and took care of Su's humble life. He went out of his way to say that he would stay with Su and give her a prosperous life. Giving her a villa, silently waiting for her to vent her feelings during the quarrel before coaxing her, keeping all his promises to her, and deceiving Lin? . . . Why did he sarcastically treat Lin Bai and act mentally retarded regardless of the situation, causing her so much trouble, almost killing him twice, and the final report almost caused Lin Bai to die together, but Bai could not care at all? In the end, he risked death and left Lin behind to save Su! Did it ever occur to you that this was unfair to Lindor? To Bai, Su and Xia were ex-wives and ex-girlfriends, but to Lin, they were strangers and love rivals! Why should Lin take this risk innocently? This is unfair to Lin Duo, but Bai wanted to save him, but Lin still supported Bai, believing that he could solve everything. This is Lin! Lin has always been devoted to you silently without asking for anything in return. Lin who never really blamed you for being hurt by you, Lin who could put aside her past grudges to help you when you lost your memory and came to help you, Lin who was deceived by you but still willing to believe in you again. Lin can resist your biological mother and protect you in his own way. It was Lin who broke up with his father because of you. It is the black rose that has amazed you through the years, but Lin has always been the hot water bottle that warms you. Lin has a strong desire for control, but isn't this desire for control the ultimate concern? She hoped that Bai would say everything to her. Didn't she hope that she could share Bai's joys and sorrows and help Bai? Classmate Lin has never said how much he likes and loves Bai like Su, but he has always protected Bai in his own way. Concerned about Bai. Family love is like this, giving silently without asking for anything in return! Express in detail, be great in silence! More durable and indelible than love... Love will turn people into tools, but it will become two kinds: becoming the other person's shield, protecting her from wind and rain; becoming the other person's sword, cutting through thorns for her. Whether it is about love or family relationships, Lin has achieved the ultimate in dialogue... Why did Susu forcefully intervene between Lin and Bai? Why is Youyou so angry? Why is Susu so possessive? Are you so sarcastic towards Youyou? Why does Bai like Susu so much? Why did Youyouhui forcefully tease Susu? Why did Youyou's personality change so quickly? Why would Susu be so mindless and willful, causing Bai a life-and-death crisis? Why won't Susu reflect on her behavior and become more mature? Why did Susu and Bai break up? I should have been very happy, but why did I feel so distressed? Why does Susu write so pitifully? Why do you brush it off even though Youyou is in more pain than Susu? Why did you brush aside Bai's inner pain and struggle? Why is the post-production process so fast? Why doesn't the ending end with Lin Bai staying in both places? Although it is a good ending for the three of them to be together, it is very heartbreaking.
The progress of this book can be summarized as follows: Su Susu pursues the protagonist, Su Susu falls in love with the protagonist, Su Susu is raped by the protagonist, Su Susu has a brain attack, and the protagonist opens a harem
The people who watched it were blown away. It almost rubbed their IQ to the ground. The speechless plot and the speechless heroine made the people who watched it disgusted.
I didn't want to read it after reading the comments. I'd better read other articles. I don't like to read self-abuse articles. I have a normal psychology and real life has not sorry for me. I don't need to mentally abuse myself. Maybe the author prefers mental sadomasochism. Other book lovers may not be able to accept the plot behind it, so it is better not to read it, otherwise the author will be blamed again.
Anyway, I no longer want to open this book after Su Su left. Today, I was reminded that it is limited to free, which is also interesting. The author likes to play, so I can play casually until Susu comes back and I will read it. Anyway, just skip and read the content written by the author and it probably won't have any impact.
If I were Miss Lin, whom the protagonist has a crush on, I would never be emotionally involved with the protagonist. Here he is confessing his love to a girl, but there he is being stalked and beaten by another girl. The protagonist still gives in half-heartedly, with a carefree attitude and insecurity.
Bai Hewen actually belongs to three people? ? There is a green grassland above the head, and there are several places where it is quite obvious that Youyou is interested in Su? What kind of routine is this? . . (Am I too naive??) There was also a side story that clearly hinted that Youyou and Su had put Bai aside together, and I was convinced too! ! This is the first Baihe novel I have read. In fact, I prefer the one where Youyou and Baihe are together😷😷😷
Forehead. . . . How does it feel. . . What about the protagonist who changed from male to female and turned into a 24K green tea bitch? ?