If I Miss the Sound

When I was younger, I foolishly thought that the one I loved would never leave or be lost, even until I was old. I had too much courage and time to look back. So I spent a few years of my youth owed to too many people who wanted to be nice to me. I made them sad and gave them the courage to hate me for the rest of their lives. I was scrolling through Weibo and saw too many people who had been kind to me at all costs, but I knew that all the things I relied on to sustain my life when I was poor, lonely and sick had been defeated by time. Feiran looked at the smiling face on the tombstone and said nothing for a long time. ——Mo Yi, why when I thought God was beginning to take pity on me, there were only memories left between us.