Hallucinations

He has been in love four times. The first three scenes were across the screen, meeting and saying goodbye, like crossing off old names on a list. The fourth scene lasted for four years. She was the only lover he recognized and the only one who still showed up every day after he broke up. Every morning, she sat on the bedside and watched him wake up; late at night, she counted his breathing; when he had a migraine attack, she would pass the pills to his mouth, her tone as calm as if she was making decisions for someone else. He refused to take medicine. It's not because she's afraid of the pain, but because she's afraid that after swallowing it, her outline will become lighter. She smiled and said, "You have to wake up." He couldn't tell whether she said this to him or he said it to himself. He only knew that he was the only one in the world who could see her and hear her - whether this was considered a blessing or not, he didn't dare to think. And she fed him medicine day by day. Every time I feed her, she gets a little less. Until one day, he suddenly realized that when she disappeared, he might truly heal. But at that time, who will prove that she once existed? ——In these four relationships, he thought he was saying goodbye. In fact, he kept losing, and what he finally lost was his ability to distinguish between true and false. And the person he lost was using his disappearance to exchange him for a sober tomorrow.