I Got a Glimpse of the Order

I am a mediocre freshman who only has daydreams and is stuck in reality. I am lonely and follow the crowd. But the more I immersed myself in my imagination, the more I realized that the unsolvable details that happened in ordinary trivial matters turned into sharp cones bit by bit, constantly chipping away at the thin ice between reality and fantasy. Get a glimpse of reality in the rules. Cognition is wrong, order is in ruins, everything that can be observed in front of us is just a temporary order of "appearance"; what is buried deep under reality is the "inside phenomenon" that humans cannot understand and cannot be described. I record these weird and absurd things hidden between the outside and inside; eventually a few people will understand that the real order respected by the world is just a cold iron lock on their own hearts; and the invisible ice floes used by most people to deceive themselves and others and cover up the truth are just the proverbial keys to open the dust-sealed door.