The Thirteenth Death for God

Please forgive me for not being able to die properly. Please forgive me for imprisoning you here. I am a relic of your sin. Every time I die, I forget. I know this is not Your mercy, but a curse. I don't remember how many times I died for you. But this time, it was the thirteenth time. Because thirteen is your unlucky number. … This time, you die for me.