I Am a Lone Star in the Sky, but You Want to Marry Me?

I am a lonely star in the sky, my parents died early, my lover died tragically, loneliness is the theme of my life. I met a fortune teller who said that I was not only the evil star, but also the ultimate spade star. Whoever touched me would die, and wherever I went, there would be corpses everywhere... I looked up at the sky and speculated in solitude, but unexpectedly realized the amazing secrets of the world. My long-term loneliness made me have an extreme personality and act in extreme ways... For a person like me, being chased by a stunning beauty to get married, is this because I am impatient?