Her Zen Brings Me Gentleness

Because "My Leader, My Group" is associated with the ancient town of Heshun in western Yunnan, this land called "Zenda" is regarded as a distant place to pursue spiritual meaning. There is no strategy or presets. I rush across thousands of miles alone. In the unfamiliar streets and alleys, follow the footsteps of the characters in the play, re-walk the scenes full of memories, and reunite with my feelings in the ancient town of fireworks. This journey is not only a check-in and pursuit, but also an encounter with oneself and others. On the way, I met a group fan whom I had never met before but had a similar heart. I met a girl who was gentle and pure, just like another one of myself. From chatting in dialect, resonating with movies and TV shows, to all kinds of life styles, and having the same temperament, I gained a tacit understanding and warmth across distance in a strange foreign country. A cup of tea, a conversation, a gift, and a diary passed on through relay can turn a lonely journey into a reunion where souls embrace each other. While walking in Zenda day and night, the author saw the morning mist and starry sky in the ancient town, tasted the fireworks in the world, and faced the confusion, reluctance and struggle in his heart. From the surprise when we first met, to the haste when parting, to the longing after parting, in the rush and looking back, we gradually understand the obsession and desire in our hearts. This is a journey dedicated to feelings and a growth of facing oneself. I met others in Zenda and saw myself more clearly. In the mountains, rivers and fireworks, I completed reconciliation with myself and the past. The writing is sincere and delicate, full of boyish sincerity and tenderness. It records the distance, love, encounters and partings, and also retains the precious time of finding soul resonance in Zenda.