Memory Cage: I Must Kill My Past Self

Is it possible that the "infinite flow death game" you experienced was a lie from the beginning? My name is Gu Pan, an actuary. When I woke up in a cruel game with the ability to time loop, I thought I had the protagonist's script. Until I discovered that the exit of this game was my funeral. There is no main god here, no teleportation. The so-called "game space" is just a memory cage that was extended to the last second before my brain was near death in a car accident due to "near-death sensory overclocking". The indifferent doctor, the irritable driver, the panicked students... The "teammates" who fought alongside me were all memory fragments forcibly burned at the moment of my death. And the "host" who wears a clown mask and controls our life and death is just the embodiment of my obsession with "life". It told me that the only way to get through it was to give up the struggle and accept my own death. This is an "anti-infinite flow" story. My only golden finger is my "actuary brain" that pursues optimal solutions. My biggest enemy is myself. What I want to do is not to escape from the game, but to dive into the deepest part of my memory, find the "variable" that changes everything in this maze built by myself, and complete the final redemption.