Cycle to the End: My Daily Life Collapses Infinitely

The first time, I was killed by an adulterer on my way back to the dormitory after picking up my books. The second time, my friend helped me, but we both lost and hated the northwest. The third time, I was so angry that I awakened my abilities, but the traitor was as powerful as a monster and I couldn't defeat him despite my best efforts. The fourth time... What do you mean by you are my beloved relatives, friends, and brothers that I have never met? ? ? What do you mean, as long as I die, the end of the world will not come? ? ? I am just a college student who spends his days eating and waiting to die. I only look in the mirror occasionally. Could it be that reading a book can cause such harm to the world? Oh~my damn charm~ What else can be said? Excusable! My unbearable clock eyes were telling me with golden light: Just reincarnation and the end of the world? Snort! He will never come back! ? What do you mean by asking me to live until the next day? What do you mean by infinite doomsday? What is rebirth? I don't know anything but I am struggling to survive in the apocalyptic world!