You Are Destined to Deserve to Die

A mysterious female corpse pulled me into the mirror world. I came back from the Mirror World and got a resurrection coin. If God wants me to die, I have to die, but I want to die meaningfully. I joined the Hunters Guild to hunt weird creatures in the dark. Life and death are repeated alternately in me. I die in battle and I rise after death. I'm tired of dying, I'm tired of living. I started researching the truth about immortality Death has its meaning and life has its value. Cut off immortality or live forever, how should I choose?