I Once Disappeared Him

"When you read this sentence, I wish I was still me..." Jiang Pan's life is enviable. He was well clothed and well-fed since he was a child, and he had full love and care from his parents. When he grew up, he became the enviable rich second generation in people's eyes. But what he didn't know was that none of this should have been his. After entering college, Jiang Pan let himself go even more. However, after an "intimate contact" with a school girl, he felt strangeness everywhere around him, as if there was an invisible eye observing him and guiding his actions... The supernatural resurrection that occurs every 20 years, the mysterious otherworld, and his second personality are all constantly tearing at Jiang's nerves. How will he choose in the end, to save or destroy, to choose to become a 'god' or to degenerate into a 'ghost'?